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+### My depression
+
+I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be depressed
+until the day I die unless something really big chances. With people I often
+hide it because when people know someone has depression they go out of their
+way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand I can freely share
+that information, because for the most part I keep real life and my online
+life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of you fucks! Back when I
+was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I would get messaged with
+_sillycide_ prevention and other mental health resources, told I just need to
+_lift myself up by the bootstraps_ , and other bullshit. Luckily its less of
+an issue on the indie web but when talking to people in real life or on
+mainstream web about this and they act like they understand because they been
+sad before though they word it as depression. Short term being sad is at least
+as bad if not worse than being depressed though they were still sad for X
+amount of time because of X event. Having depression is more like constantly
+feeling yicky inside and out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do
+anything... long term with any moment that isnt like this being the exception
+not the norm, the cause being a constant always happening in the background
+often outside of control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a
+injury that heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see
+them as the same. Go fuck yourself.
+
+### The cause of depression
+
+Most cases of depression are caused by systematic oppression of people who
+dont wear rose tinted glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like
+"how come anyone be depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so
+they concluded depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance
+or peeps just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
+either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
+And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means only
+serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to rule. **A
+society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever guested?! And when
+people are depressed they have less will to do things. People who dont have a
+will to do things arent a threat to the ruling class.** How do psychologists
+treat people with depression? They give antidepressants that puts their geist
+to sleep and makes them constantly spaced out. They could be using
+psychedelics to treat depression which are much more effective anyways though
+not even drugs that do work can cure it due to what I already said: the issue
+is with society not the people! Though if enough people are taking
+psychedelics it may encourage them to fix the underling issue with this world.
+That almost happened in the counter-culture movement though the ruling class
+was able to weaponize the hippies with _neoconformity_ which I have talked
+about here before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong
+it can have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike
+more powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the user.
+Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that ketamine
+fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better drugs.
+
+### Things are no different in old times and modern ones
+
+In the _ye old times_ they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we give them
+prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind numbingly
+stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful for people
+going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on the things to
+try list that its insulting. **You really think after years of depression I
+never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck yourself.** Its like
+telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen will fix them right up. This
+whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people are unironically saying _have
+you ever tried not being depressed?_ Everyone is acting like depression is a
+new thing. Just pick up a history book and read all about all the depressed
+people you dumbass. They were always drunk to because they only had liquor to
+kill their geist while now days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the
+most terrible ways possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of
+opium cola and nod off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short
+lives full of war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had
+was drunken unprotected sex which created more people who would live short
+shitty lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
+systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling like
+shit!  
+  
+**GO FUCK YOURSELF**
+