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diff --git a/org/blog/articles/addressing-what-i-said.xml b/org/blog/articles/addressing-what-i-said.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..abba375 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/addressing-what-i-said.xml @@ -0,0 +1,69 @@ +<article> + <p> + A while back I made a post targeting neurotypicals and encouraging violence + and suicide toward them. Fucked up shit indeed. Not very kind and + loving. All stuff I shouldn't have said. A part of me is angry and full of + rage while the other pushes for a world full of love and kindness. I am + ashamed of my blind rage though when I am down it really takes hold. That + is not something I want to do anymore. Violence is not something I want to + push for anymore. + </p> + + <h2>What I have to say</h2> + <p> + No, I will not apologize to neurotypicals hurt by what I said. Instead + I only say that what I said is harmful and a bad thing to push for and + something I shouldn't have said. Here is why: you do not understand what I + have to face as a autistic person. You can pretend to understand but you + still don't. You actively engage in harmful behavior towards us, don't even + try to improve, and actively deny it. Don't go to me saying you understand + because of your autistic sibling. The only thing you have experienced is a + outside pov, a lens clouded by neurotypical ideology. You should admit you + don't understand and admit that you can't understand. Though I know you + will not do that. + <br /><br /> + Neurotypicals torture autistic kids through abs therapy and call it + helping. Accepting us is out of the question. All of you always use + punishment and reward tactics to make us act more like you. This is + comparable to painting all black people white. Acceptance should be the + goal not molding us into your idealized image. + <br /><br /> + I was put in a special ed class and this is what they did and I been + depressed since I was 8 years old. Covid was a blessing when it came + because everyone lost their social skills giving me equal footing and the + years following were a blast though now things are back to + normal. Everywhere I go I am unwelcome and get weird looks. Everything + involving talking to other people is a battle and no one have ever even + thought of accepting my bad social skills. No one have ever even thought + about apologizing for making life hell for me. Any neurotypical I try to + explain this to just brushes it off and/or tries to gaslight me. I am + excepted to constantly bend over backwards and accommodate for + neourtypicals no matter how much it hurts but they are never excepted to + accept me. I see no hope so many times as dark as it is I feel my life + would be better without neurotypicals. + <br /><br /> + If you want an apology so fucking bad why don't you write one to + me first than I might consider. Can't believe this shit. After every punch + I have taken I am now excepted to apologize after giving one back. Spreading + love and all that is great but sometimes people need to be held + accountable. What I said is bad and pushing for violence and suicide is bad + but regardless fuck you! Encouragement for a mass suicide is a very bad + thing to throw into the world and something I shouldn't have done but + regardless I would be lying if I said I would miss neourtypicals if they + all ended up dead one day. I would be lying if I said I wouldn't celebrate + their deaths. I want to love I really do but people who engage in ableism + are not people I can show love toward. + </p> + + <h2>Friendly fire</h2> + <p> + Friendly fire is a very under looked thing until it happens. Sometimes + bullets hurt more allies than enemies. What I said was very unsuccessful as + far as I know at shocking neurotypicals in a manner that made them feel bad + for ableist behavior and made them reflect or even act as revenge toward + toxic neurotypical shit. It did however cause a lot of harm to good people + and that is something I am sorry for. That is the one and only thing I + apologize for. I am very sorry to any good people hurt in my cross fire and + I will not do it again. + </p> +</article> |