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+ <li><a href="#existing">Existing</a></li>
<li><a href="#software-design">The software design crisis</a></li>
<li><a href="#depression">Depression</a></li>
<li><a href="#current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</a></li>
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+ <h2 id="existing">Existing</h2>--- Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT
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+ As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+ tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. <i>For you shouldn't be
+ drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+ the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+ mental dissociation will bite your finger off!</i> Dam it I thought I did
+ the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+ concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+ construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+ to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+ about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+ big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+ our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+ empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+ movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+ the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+ opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+ space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+ out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+ more questions than answers of how you exist.
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<h2 id="software-design">The software design crisis</h2>--- Thu, 07 Aug 2025 20:37:38 GMT
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