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You can skip +to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't because its going +to read alot more like a story and will slowly develop ideas throughout. + +[[file:images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg]] + +* The Geist + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: geist + :END: +Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. Geist +is a German word that can translate into three different words in +English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of /spirit/ +for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet almost mathical +and mechanical ways it can be used. + +** Case against the mythical + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-the-mythical + :END: +I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, magic.. +or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed an atheist. +Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I +am spiritual" and go running to your mommy girlfriend that someone on +the internet hurt your feelings and you need your unwashed cock sucked +to feel better about yourself I have much more to say: Once you truly +begain to demythize something the things you discover are much more +beautiful, artist, and meaningful than any myth or superstitions can +ever be.\\ +\\ +Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a chaotic +sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every species +comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species come to be +from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at times and fast +and rough at others. A complex process that requires thinking about +really small and really large numbers on a scale are brains are not +designed to understand. Don't know about you but that gives me a sort of +sad joy to think about and makes me think very big deep thoughts. Much +more beautiful than something as bluntly dumb as god. + +** How the brain works + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: how-the-brain-works + :END: +/The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob./ I want you to really +think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your hands. +What does it look like? what does it feel like? smell? sounds it makes +when you play with it? even imagine the taste if your willing to go that +far. Congrats, you just used something I call /signal pathing/. Your +brain has many abstract components that are associated with different +functions. They *dont serve* different functions and *arent built for* +namable functions. *Just assoicated with.* By pathing signals through +different components each one designed for processing data in a special +type of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given +resources process many types of information thrown at it in many ways. +For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, written version, +sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can signal path information +can whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send it to many +other parts for processing. Things like the minds eye, internal +monologue... are all just artifacts of signal pathing. Also you used +signal pathing to read all of this and will continue to use it all the +time for rest of your life the same your brain have always used it. + +** You are multiple + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: you-are-multiple + :END: +*you* are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside the same +head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated with sugery go +out of sync and each one starts acting independently. Thats only as far +as they can split down. If each half itself could be split in half like +that we couldn't be able to test it. For all you know you could have a +100 conscious brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the ablitity +for the brain to refence itself. Kind of like how your currently using +your brain to read something about now the brain works. Consciousness +alone isn't the end all. + +[[file:images/lain.gif]] + +* Darwinism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: darwinism + :END: +As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. +Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot point +to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go check out it +out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what evolution actually +looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is +the process of making species more well adapted through nature +selection. Its a nearly mathical process and *it does not care what we +think is the best*. The only thing driving the process is making species +well tuned to their environment. For example evolution might make a +species less physical strong in return for liter weight and less +required food to survive if thats what would make it better fitted for +its environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless +birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but evolution +no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead designed the +birds for other uses like swiming, faster running speeds... + +** Case against Social Darwinism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-social-darwinism + :END: +Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the world. +Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given control, those +who write the history books, those who use their artificially sense of +confidents and undeserved power to keep their name alive after death. +The few who are worth remembering aren't bought into the light until +they been dead long enough for their revolutionary ideas not to fuck up +the status quo set by the current narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla +didn't get into the spot light until his ideas lost the revolutionary +edge and conflicts with the people in control of the electric companies, +Martin Luther King Jr was under attack by the US government his entire +life but once the more progessive side of his message got forgotten the +same people attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more +tame speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. +Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. The +small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is in a +vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large choatic +system which adds up to greater change and the movement of history. If +you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and history read up +on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical materialism. + +** Hybrids and the origin of humans + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: hybrids-and-the-origin-of-humans + :END: +Check out [[https://www.macroevolution.net][macroevolution]]. It goes +into details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig hybrids. + +* The Universe + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: universe + :END: +The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and really +large interactions on a mass scale all running into each other in a +nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood through the lens +of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of engery. The things we +know and understand is just the result of interactions of engery. Even +matter can be viewed through this lens. I don't believe in the big bang. +Instead I have my own theory. + +** The creation of the universe + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-creation-of-the-universe + :END: +The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always existed. +In fact outside the universe only everything exits and there is no +nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles colliding at speeds that +makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the universe +everything interacts with everything forever in all directions. Its like +tv static that goes on forever. Just like tv static since its random if +you just so happen to pause during the right time and zoom in you might +find a picture of something. It might even just so happen to be a +picture of you! The universe is one of those. A time and place in a +random existance that just by the chance of randomness is something +coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery +interacted in a way to create what we call the big bang. Instead of +creating things it just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place +where the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited +yet complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures +is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these +constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until +something like this happens. + +** God + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: god + :END: +[[file:images/brain_and_the_universe.png]] + +The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type of brain +found on earth but it is still a natural information processing machine. +It doesn't will things to happen like a religous god. Instead its a high +being bound to the same forces and constrains as us. It only has the +power which are given to it also like us. It only ever sees what it can +and sense what it can. + +** Humanities reason for existing + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: humanities-reason-for-existing + :END: +I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start to +think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not pleasent! I +kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear life as I pull +nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something called ice-nine. +You can read about it on [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine][this +wikipedia article]] if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler: +*ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole planet*. It made me +think: I wonder if the universe brain is in pain in its own sort of way +and are reason for existing is to create a type of ice-nine that +destroys the universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that makes +existing a pain. Its transends any sort of normal pain or sadness. Its +deeper than just the survival parts of the brain to warn us if something +is wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and +blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out +but adds up to something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply +relate to the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same +sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy +willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like +when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men +and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying things by +mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural selection is +testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It +proved we are well designed to destroy things by mistake so it picked +us. + +* Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism + :END: +** Nihilism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nihilism + :END: +Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly understand. Its +the moment you realize nothing you do will ever matter. When everything +everyone knows and holds so close to them is so clearly a pointless game +yet they think your crazy to point it out when they are the ones +devoting so much to a big lie. *Until you can bluntly look at your +school, work, family, friends, partner, pets, political party and ask +yourself "why do I do any of this?" and realize it really wouldnt matter +much if that all came to an end you still arent a nihilist.* As a +nihilist you no longer see happiness and sadness, love and hate, life +and death: you know the universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles +and any other concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.\\ +\\ +*Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a +nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.* The real pain is +caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the painful +ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in meaningless +things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to make yourself +comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be comfortable and +enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. *A true nihilist +would never start a war* because they see no point in it, non-nihilists +would abosutely start a war even over the most pointless bullshit. The +flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent going to stop the war either. +Let the people fucking die we often say. Luck they are I would say. +Finally getting the type of peace and bliss that comes with death that +no non-nihilist would never let happen during life. + +** The absurdist cure + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-absurdist-cure + :END: +It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options: + +1. Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not? +2. Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, cult, or + some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies and living + a life of false meaning. +3. Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our shitty + society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you know no + god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to practical + limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning in the + position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be careful not + to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social standards with + no moral grounds. + +*The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your still a +nihilist* but now instead of not trying to stop wars because nothing +matters you can fight against wars for that very same reason. Do +everything a nihilist cant but always with the same reasons as a +nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or giving things +meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against meaning! When +people think your crazy for calling society pointless you still walk +away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip them off as you +walk away. Every pointless action you do and the life you live knowing +everything is pointless is a middle finger to the universe, a sign to +the world it may fucking suck but your still alive. Its a insult to +someone not there to hear it. *The world may have no meaning but +reguardless you are going to kick it in the ass.*\\ +\\ +Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the control +of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option two. Thats why +when people who see everything as pointless go into therapy they are +always pushed toward option two. The very thing that defines religion +and spiritual believes in our society is so heavily bias towards option +two most people cant even begin to image the concept of people coming +together in a type of absurd worship of option three. *When meaning is +no more worship without meaning is now possible, religion without god or +faith, morals without anything to uphold them.* It is in many ways like +RumFoord's Church of God the Utterly Indifferent. + +* Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew political ideology) + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn + :END: +Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks cooler +than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing about +communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution. + +** Bsyn english class + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-english-class + :END: +*** Communism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: communism + :END: +Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of +humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves +everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon limits. +*Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not communism.* + +*** Socialism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: socialism + :END: +The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to +communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer to +communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look +socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the +process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it looks +like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is often enough. + +*** Absurdism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism-1 + :END: +Read up [[#absurdism][here]]. To fucking lazy to sum things up for you. + +*** Wissenschaft + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: wissenschaft + :END: +A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more broad +version of /science/. Its simply the quest for knowledge. It even +includes things like art and philosophy. + +** Bsyn principles + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-principles + :END: +Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even possible. +Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even with no end in +sight. *There is always progress to be made.* Think of it as communism +is the goal and socialism is the process of completing the goal. In bsyn +a comrade doesnt have to be someone with the same ideology, instead a +bsyn comrade is anyone also contributing to the goal even if its not as +directly and even if they arent aware of it. If the future is more +communist than the present than in a undirect way everything is +socialist and if the future is less or the same amount communist as the +present in a way nothing is socialist, because of that its important in +bsyn to look at undirect effects while at the same time not +overbroadening everything to the point words no longer have any use.\\ +\\ +An /Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist/ or /bynist/ isnt a thing. *Bsyn is +not an identity.* Read up on +[[file:blog/index.html#case_against_identity][identity]]. Instead call +yourself a follower of bsyn or something along those lines. In bsyn you +can use just about anything to describe yourself just be mindful if what +you choose might hurt the goal.\\ +\\ +In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods are +quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist movement +is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in pushing towards +communism even if they claim to.\\ +\\ +Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using +machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to +spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and +most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less busy +work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills and +interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that some +people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all trades.\\ +\\ +In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the long +term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in a +position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the most +unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always steps +forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. Bsyn is a +lot like that, it will never push away from communism but it will take +the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the direction bsyn pushes +toward is a lot more "idealize" than the direction evolution tends to +push.\\ +\\ +In bsyn there are two sayings: *By any means necessary* and *there is +nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution*. They are like the yin +and yang of bsyn. + +* Social Issues + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: social + :END: +*By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the page?* Feel +called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't just some isolated +optinions, they are a part of someones ideology and a result of how +their morals enteract with the world around them. Everyone has an +ideology even if they don't realize it. For example christian views are +very closely tied to christian ideology and effects everything they do +and think. "God created the universe, gave us the 10 commandments, sent +jesus down, will send you to hell if you dont go to church..." Thats +quite view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian +tells you they support lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or +a lying fucker. Dont believe them for even a second because they will +fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general +because it was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their +lies to control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the +commandments of an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you +must trust the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds +like lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes +when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it was +up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would still be in +the dark ages. + +** Abortion + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: abortion + :END: +New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take this from +someone who engages in same sex activities: *dicks going into pussies +isnt the only way to have sex.* The other ways dont create babies. It +gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the magic way smart people +created plastic thingies to stop the people making seeds from going into +the human egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of other +wonderful things to stop the pain of creating humans and the suffering +they will face when they are pulled into this terrible world kicking and +screaming.\\ +\\ +It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of terrible +hardship they only ever *increase* the rate they fuck the magic way and +without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen and the birth rate would +only go up. This creates more humans who are forced to live in this +shitty world. But even when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways +or use seed stoppers we still have one last line of defense: *abortion*. +This beautiful treatment removes the unborn flesh of a human from its +mother before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a +taste for the pain of the world.\\ +\\ +Christians view women as private property, people making machines, +personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same human +brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the idea that +a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to be raped by +stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and make sure they +only ever fuck the magic way and without seed stoppers. They want more +people forced to live and christians even made sure everything fun is a +sin, outlawed drugs that give people an escape from the things +christians do, made /sillycide/ way more difficult than it needs to be, +took over the entire planet... all because their ideology calls for +*everyone* on earth to live a christan life of suffering. *Abortion is a +beautiful thing fight for it to stay!* + +** Womens rights + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: womens-rights + :END: +Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a problem with +that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and still often use a +male mask for close minded people so they will not open their pie hole +about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed about womens rights, +and that is because I am stupid and uninformed about womens rights. But +what I do know is that even though all social issues are equally +important womens rights are at a very high level of importantness and +should be the first thing on the mind of any true leftist.\\ +\\ +"Social progress can be measured by the social position of the female +sex." - Karl Marx\\ +\\ +I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women in +their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your life +will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways other men +never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as you make every +interaction with women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for +something... everything goes to waste. If your a incel and blame women +for everything sorry to break it to you but it was other men that fucked +you over not women. If your willing to put those feelings aside the +friendships you will gain with women as time goes on will be much more +rewarding than just fucking alot and when the time finally comes for you +sex will be a lot less awkward and more personal and borderline +spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries in friendship +brings might just contribute to realizing your bisexual like it did for +me. For men fighting against women will only ever keep them closed +minded and brain washed. + +** Race + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: race + :END: +Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social constructs +to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to hate and fear +other groups of people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and +intellectual works, keep their people stupid... everyone has the same +big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point in sorting everyone into +[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon][granfalloon]] groups? Its +to make sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to realize they +should have been fighting the people in power the whole time. They lie +to us about what critical race theory is because they dont want you to +know *crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race* though I +would argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of +concept of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. +Just learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is +a ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens on +a person to person interaction scale when really *racism happens on a +systematic level*. + +** Disabilities and mental illness + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: disabilities-and-mental-illness + :END: +This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on people +with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking back? well too +bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we just so happened to +hire a able body even you know way more about the field and your +disability will not get in the way at all what so ever". To make things +worse thinking differently in are closed minded is treated like having a +fucked up back. I was diagnosed with a thinking differently disability +called autism. It doesnt fucking matter that spoken language works just +fine for communication because everyone decided to instead use +nonsensefull looks on their face half the time. I am going to tell you +right here *there isnt any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with +looks on your faces*. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly +on the same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone +disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are too +fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face looks, +document it... you also think not putting up with ear bleeding noises is +a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to feel bad for us when you +are perfectly willing to fully support a society that systematicly makes +us disabled. Are brains work just fine as they are *you* are just so +nonsensable and hold neurotypical views so high up that you are +perfectly happy supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us *commit +sillycide* because of the way *you* treat us. Its a text book example of +social darwinism indeed. + +** lgbtq+ + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: lgbtq + :END: +Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ makes +you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are society is +held up by social constructs that controls who can have sex with who, +what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can have, what pronouns +you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these social constructs and want +to live their life freely. By telling them they cant do those things and +making rules to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the +fucking pope! Call yourself an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of +sexual and gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take +down the system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite +happily keep the system up.\\ +\\ +All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some god +that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your +non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by +religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your not +only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral slave to +your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite +comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate has nothing +to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church and it /just so +happens to be/.\\ +\\ +Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. It +may be rough right now but thats part of the process of evolution. No +one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but thats the beauty of +it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social +constructs and still a slave to some amount of bullshit are society +created but it will evolve, it will bring us even more freedom... for +that to happen you gotta accept the movement even in its rough state and +help it grow into something greater. The narcissists controlling the +system will feed you talking points to stop you from helping the +movement remove power from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they +are just scared that the more free we become the less we will support +narcissist bullshit.\\ +\\ +There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, +there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own pronouns, +there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove +their /fuck organs/ (no matter how harmful and pointless some random +study claims stopping them is against their freedom and saving people +from themsevles is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a +heroic act), there is no scientific reason there needs to be seprate +mens and women bathrooms, there is no scientific reason someone cant +choose what labels they use to describe themselves due to the fact *all +language is human made and completely socially constructed start to +end*. Any and all arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and +"men cant play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in +nature because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. +Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a skirt +and pisses in the womens bathroom, *a /man/ playing in womens sports is +not going to cause anyone to get struck by lightning*. All of you +anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think that a concept a bunch of +people came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees.\\ +\\ +If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal choices +isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for you: *the +percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the percent who +changed their minds*. Thats right, are society is so fucking hell bent +on making it a living hell to be transgender that they detransition due +to the pressure even if they personally would love to continue +transiting if they could. The regret rate is much lower than the rate of +that and even than the statics alone still doesnt tell the whole story. +If you can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1: statics lie, +and 2: fucking with peoples personal lifes never helps anyone. + +* Economics and socialism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: economics_and_socialism + :END: +This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to tell you +what real socialist economics is. *The USS shit is a fucking terrible +example of socialist economics.* Dont give me that /socialism only works +in theory/ bullshit because here is the truth about socialism: socialism +is not when the government does stuff, its not when everyone is paid the +same no matter how much they work, its not when everything is ruled by a +dictatorship... all socialism really is in truth is the concept of +common ownership of things like the means of production (aka large +factories, farms...). *We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam +deck. We dont want your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...* No, we dont +give a fuck about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand +scale of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays +for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any difference +on the economical level socialists tend to think in and anyone that +calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas sock business is a +fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent use of socialism looks +like take a look at project cybersyn. + +** The evils of capitalism for dummies + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-evils-of-capitalism-for-dummies + :END: +Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little and +others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to plant a bit +of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who barely even have +enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for others they grew up +on a family farm that have been doing quite well for ages. One day +someone name Tod from a good family rice farm finally goes out to start +his own farm. Tod's family gives him a nice big bag of fresh rice to use +to start his own farm and he heads out to find a good place for a rice +field. While he is traveling he quietly complains how heavy the bag is +and even think a few things "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag +this size". He finally finds a nice place for a new rice field but +someone already got few only seconds before he did. Tod notices they +have a much smaller liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! +He fucking hits them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their +whole bag into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a +bush and attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag +gets bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he +finally decides to plant some.\\ +\\ +Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry +with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he +decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some +rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get them +more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the farm and +start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people and steal +their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a one pulls one +of the children aside to tell them he will give them a raise if they +report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked out by the bag. A +few get reported and knocked out until everyone started truly fearing +Tod.\\ +\\ +The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and +started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of +watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a few +times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on everyone +else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day one of them +decided to use their high pay to start their own farm and even knocked +out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed scaled version of what Tod +was doing. When Tod found out this was happening he had that person +knock out by the heavest rice bag right infront of everyone else on the +farm. This was the first time when of the higher ups even got knocked +out and it completely changed everything. Now it was clear no one was +safe.\\ +\\ +As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon as +they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even carring a +large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of getting hit. +Sometimes he would find those same people days later starving and they +would finally give in and agree to be work on his farm. Once he had +enough workers to create an army he sent them to take out an entire +family farm and make it his own. After that he didnt even have to take +over family farms. They would agree to pay tax in return for not getting +taken over by his army. Tod even paid the rice schools to only teach the +things he wanted them to teach.\\ +\\ +The end, *I dont fucking do happy endings!* I ask of you to reflect on +this story and think about are society. Think about all the evil +companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices going up +faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big coprations fuck us +over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are simply planting their +money in investments and working hard to grow their companies. Thats +only part of the story. They handle their money like a fucking weapon +and use it the same way Tod used his heavy bag of rice. + +** Socialism in practice + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: socialism-in-practice + :END: +If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways rice can +be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair share of work +will keep things going but they can still make their own on the side, +rice market system and groups of people setup to stop people like Tod +from grow... and you compare these ideas and thing how they could be +created than you have the mind of a socialist. If you look up to Tod as +a great business man, think "well, that is just the way things are", +twist things up to think Tod is somehow helping people by giving them +jobs and feeding them even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the +whole time... than get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! +Thats right, *socialism has never had any set in stone policy or +economic models*. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem +solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what +they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most +disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who know +things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things are done +as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy or economic +model would ruin the entire point, it would be like making a free form +jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note or tell Bob Ross what +he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx came up with a framework to +change for your use instead of any set in stone plan of action. What is +why people like Stalin call themselves a socialist yet are quite far +seprated from the rest. Just look at how much fucking infighting on the +internet we have just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be +from each other even with so many common goals. + +** My travels + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: my-travels + :END: +I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered they +didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian until I +discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I went anarchist +until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up with all the labels +on the internet and didnt know what to call myself; Finally, I was +reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my will to learn and come up with +new ideas that been with me my entire life but almost went away with all +the effort school, mainstream interenet, and society went through to try +to distroy it. Read books and think deeply about everything, dapple +around in everything but never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is +what the radio voices telling me just a distraction?". Conservative +radio has the weirdest fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor +about my balls, I am not looking for a service to turn my 5 million +dollars worth of retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to +keep it safe from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for +an anti ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you +very much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.\\ +\\ +Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the X +number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies no one +is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the internet. +No, I dont give a flying fucking about /marxist leninist maoist +trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc neo-dronestrike-obamaist +anarcho-bidenism/. They turned it into fucking pokemon. Instead of +making polical compass memes *shut up and read a fucking book!* It +doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx book. Read Breakfast of Champions, +right now, before I fucking kill you! + +** Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker unions + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: decentralizated-non-privatized-and-the-wonder-of-worker-unions + :END: +You know what we need? More non-profits, not the +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla]] shit. Some +dam good ones. All the democrats checks arent working, they arent going +to mail you life long healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement +money you lost in a conservative gold and silver scam, mail your +coworker the overtime pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 +vacuum cleaner no one needed... sorry children santy aint coming this +x-mas! This year we gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I +am not a human (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull +me into your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for +me. Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low +profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but +non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and treat +their workers better... than for profit companies in the same field. +Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going to last +long, once they are set in place they will up prices and lower worker +pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children he treats then +like shit and turns them against each other. Again with Tod, just +avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix much, just like Tod +they will take out everything and make things worse to the point you are +forced to either eat Tods rice or rice from a family farm paying taxes +to him or face starving to death. The only fix is to *beat Tod himself +with a bag full of his own rice*. To do that is going to need lots of +people to agree to work together. Aka a worker union.\\ +\\ +Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with fancy +computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at +[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact][the chile trucker strike]] +for an example of that. Though also with fancy computer +stuff you can be oh so very much more evil with running a worker union. +Get your IT nerds, webdev nerds... to join the union you can use the +companies very own website to leak secret information, make the entire +company network go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage +found on the CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, +cleaning and HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of +them dont even feel like a worker union could help them and when most +worker unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald +enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. *Thats why you +human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team up!* I am not a +human so its a given I dont have the human skills so without a human +skill person I cant do much and so far no human skill person who isnt +scared of me in sight. + +* Nonhumanism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nonhumanism + :END: +*I am not a human*. Yes, *you are a human* (most likely). But not me. +Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" or "you were born from +humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite similar but +also just different enough to be a different species. The line between +different species isnt as far as you might think and is something +scientists often debate.\\ +\\ +Some nonhuman things about me include: + ++ Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up as autism + but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed with autism I + have met. ++ Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the humans get. ++ Differences in how my nervous system works. ++ As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped growing + much younger than any other human. ++ I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young. ++ I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully rested + instead of 8. ++ I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light ++ Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I naturally eat + alot at once than go a while without eating and I dont gain or lose + weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though I am around + 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can happen in a very short amount + of time. ++ Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake up. It + takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier to wake up + in the dark ++ Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, and + addiction. ++ Differences in body propartions + +** Living in human society as a nonhuman + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: living-in-human-society-as-a-nonhuman + :END: +Living in human society as a nonhuman *fucking sucks*. Imagine being a +cat living in dog society. Everything is built with dogs in mind, jobs +shifts are all planned around dog hours, the restaurants serve dog food +in dog propartions, the stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog +toys, the parks are designed for dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, +everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If your a cat in that +society you really gotta look out for yourself because no one else can +understand you even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you advice +that does not work. + +** Employment and nonhumanism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: employment-and-nonhumanism + :END: +Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting through +school and lack any employment history as of writing this. Most of the +options for that are customer service jobs. When people can barely +understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at a time, lack +any people skills, need time to work on your interests... that aint +going to work. And to make it worse employers discriminate against me. +If you arent working customer service employers still want people +skills. They want their toilet cleaners and floor sweepers to have +people skills. They want them to spend half their shift sitting through +pointless meetings. Thats the magic of nightshifts! Only freaks and +weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high turn over rate. All +the people who call for pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever +have to talk to a hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the +time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take +naps, and work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too +easily to go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I +could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to +one day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit. + +** Revolution and nonhumanism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: revolution-and-nonhumanism + :END: +When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I often think +about the song /The Revolution Will Not be Televised/ by Gil +Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I grew up in what many +call a very inclusive generation all you mother fuckers treated me like +shit! Thats because the modern stage of inclusiveness *does not extend +to neurodivergents completely and does not extend to nonhumans at all*. +Think of it this way, the american civil war got rid of legal slavery +but was quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit more... same +with how the lgbtq+ movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is +nonhumanism is limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the +resources to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or +something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except being +nonhuman.\\ +\\ +I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing +the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I will let you +know *its up to you to make change*. I am in full support of modern +progressive movements even if I know they are lacking something. Even +than I dont have the power to engage in revolution the sameway you can +due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am not welcome in social structures +and only servce as a fly on the wall, no one understands me when I talk, +I have no power what so ever to push a message across. As a human you +have special powers I couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in +those social structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. +Even as small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I +will let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!\\ +\\ +Message to my generation: even though *you* treated me like shit I beg +of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways I cant. Dont +be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at voting blue +either. The revolution will not be +televised+ on social media! + +[[file:images/lain.gif]] |