From 1bce6a20028fc08eff1d4903f24c2afd220b61f8 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: nathansmith117 Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2025 08:57:51 -0600 Subject: nonhumanism added and lots of small changes --- nathans_philosophy.html | 89 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 89 insertions(+) (limited to 'nathans_philosophy.html') diff --git a/nathans_philosophy.html b/nathans_philosophy.html index b2262f5..db7b06e 100644 --- a/nathans_philosophy.html +++ b/nathans_philosophy.html @@ -59,6 +59,7 @@ table {
  • The Universe
  • Social Issues
  • Economics and socialism
  • +
  • Nonhumanism
  • I have concepts of a plan @@ -541,6 +542,94 @@ table { + + + + + +
    +

    Nonhumanism

    +

    + I am not a human. Yes, you are a human (most likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with the + "but your dna" or "you were born from humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite similar but also + just different enough to be a different species. The line between different species isnt as far as you might think + and is something scientists often debate. +

    + Some nonhuman things about me include: +

    + +
      +
    • Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up as autism but differ greatly from the DSM-V and + others diagnosed with autism I have met.
    • +
    • Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the humans get.
    • +
    • Differences in how my nervous system works.
    • +
    • As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped growing much younger than any other human.
    • +
    • I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young.
    • +
    • I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully rested instead of 8.
    • +
    • I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light
    • +
    • Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I naturally eat alot at once than go a while without + eating and I dont gain or lose weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though I am around 183cm tall. + The weight loss and gain can happen in a very short amount of time.
    • +
    • Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake up. It takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark + but its easier to wake up in the dark
    • +
    • Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, and addiction.
    • +
    • Differences in body propartions
    • +
    + +

    Living in human society as a nonhuman

    +

    + Living in human society as a nonhuman fucking sucks. Imagine being a cat living in dog society. Everything + is built with dogs in mind, jobs shifts are all planned around dog hours, the restaurants serve dog food in dog + propartions, the stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog toys, the parks are designed for dogs, the vets + specialize in dogs, everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If your a cat in that society you really gotta + look out for yourself because no one else can understand you even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you + advice that does not work. +

    + +

    Employment and nonhumanism

    +

    + Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting through school and lack any employment history + as of writing this. Most of the options for that are customer service jobs. When people can barely understand + you when you talk, you can only do one task at a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on your + interests... that aint going to work. And to make it worse employers discriminate against me. If you arent + working customer service employers still want people skills. They want their toilet cleaners and floor sweepers + to have people skills. They want them to spend half their shift sitting through pointless meetings. Thats the + magic of nightshifts! Only freaks and weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high turn over rate. All + the people who call for pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a hand full of people. + Do you know what I do with the time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take naps, + and work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to go out there at night (I dont mind + the dark) so I often wish I could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to one day + go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit. +

    + +

    Revolution and nonhumanism

    +

    + When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I often think about the song The Revolution + Will Not be Televised by Gil Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I grew up in what + many call a very inclusive generation all you mother fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the + modern stage of inclusiveness does not extend to neurodivergents completely and does not extend to + nonhumans at all. Think of it this way, the american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was + quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit more... same with how the lgbtq+ movement has + evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism is limited to just me and maybe a few others + I dont have the resources to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or something) + and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except being nonhuman. +

    + I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing the evolution so we at least + get sometype of change but I will let you know its up to you to make change. I am in full + support of modern progressive movements even if I know they are lacking something. Even than I dont + have the power to engage in revolution the sameway you can due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am + not welcome in social structures and only servce as a fly on the wall, no one understands me when + I talk, I have no power what so ever to push a message across. As a human you have special powers + I couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in those social structures, get your fair share + of message pushing power. Even as small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers + I will let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower! +

    + Message to my generation: even though you treated me like shit I beg of you to engage in + progessive revolution in all the ways I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters and + dont stop at voting blue either. The revolution will not be televised on social media! +

    +
    + -- cgit v1.2.3