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From: nathan <nathansmith@disroot.org>
Date: Tue, 9 Dec 2025 00:04:47 -0700
Subject: Removing bad stuff

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-<article>
-  <p>
-    A while back I made a post targeting neurotypicals and encouraging violence
-    and suicide toward them. Fucked up shit indeed. Not very kind and
-    loving. All stuff I shouldn't have said. A part of me is angry and full of
-    rage while the other pushes for a world full of love and kindness. I am
-    ashamed of my blind rage though when I am down it really takes hold. That
-    is not something I want to do anymore. Violence is not something I want to
-    push for anymore.
-  </p>
-
-  <h2>What I have to say</h2>
-  <p>
-    No, I will not apologize to neurotypicals hurt by what I said. Instead
-    I only say that what I said is harmful and a bad thing to push for and
-    something I shouldn't have said. Here is why: you do not understand what I
-    have to face as a autistic person. You can pretend to understand but you
-    still don't. You actively engage in harmful behavior towards us, don't even
-    try to improve, and actively deny it. Don't go to me saying you understand
-    because of your autistic sibling. The only thing you have experienced is a
-    outside pov, a lens clouded by neurotypical ideology. You should admit you
-    don't understand and admit that you can't understand. Though I know you
-    will not do that.
-    <br /><br />
-    Neurotypicals torture autistic kids through abs therapy and call it
-    helping. Accepting us is out of the question. All of you always use
-    punishment and reward tactics to make us act more like you. This is
-    comparable to painting all black people white. Acceptance should be the
-    goal not molding us into your idealized image.
-    <br /><br />
-    I was put in a special ed class and this is what they did and I been
-    depressed since I was 8 years old. Covid was a blessing when it came
-    because everyone lost their social skills giving me equal footing and the
-    years following were a blast though now things are back to
-    normal. Everywhere I go I am unwelcome and get weird looks. Everything
-    involving talking to other people is a battle and no one have ever even
-    thought of accepting my bad social skills. No one have ever even thought
-    about apologizing for making life hell for me. Any neurotypical I try to
-    explain this to just brushes it off and/or tries to gaslight me. I am
-    excepted to constantly bend over backwards and accommodate for
-    neourtypicals no matter how much it hurts but they are never excepted to
-    accept me. I see no hope so many times as dark as it is I feel my life
-    would be better without neurotypicals.
-    <br /><br />
-    If you want an apology so fucking bad why don't you write one to
-    me first than I might consider. Can't believe this shit. After every punch
-    I have taken I am now excepted to apologize after giving one back. Spreading
-    love and all that is great but sometimes people need to be held
-    accountable. What I said is bad and pushing for violence and suicide is bad
-    but regardless fuck you! Encouragement for a mass suicide is a very bad
-    thing to throw into the world and something I shouldn't have done but
-    regardless I would be lying if I said I would miss neourtypicals if they
-    all ended up dead one day. I would be lying if I said I wouldn't celebrate
-    their deaths. I want to love I really do but people who engage in ableism
-    are not people I can show love toward.
-  </p>
-
-  <h2>Friendly fire</h2>
-  <p>
-    Friendly fire is a very under looked thing until it happens. Sometimes
-    bullets hurt more allies than enemies. What I said was very unsuccessful as
-    far as I know at shocking neurotypicals in a manner that made them feel bad
-    for ableist behavior and made them reflect or even act as revenge toward
-    toxic neurotypical shit. It did however cause a lot of harm to good people
-    and that is something I am sorry for. That is the one and only thing I
-    apologize for. I am very sorry to any good people hurt in my cross fire and
-    I will not do it again.
-  </p>
-</article>
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