From 0880780d5744d346ad44f4552cd25f8f5169a940 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: nathan <nathansmith@disroot.org>
Date: Sat, 9 Aug 2025 11:08:18 -0600
Subject: Existing

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+As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black tea.
+Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. _For you shouldn't be drinking a
+thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting the wrong
+concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a mental
+dissociation will bite your finger off!_ Dam it I thought I did the thing. Oh
+wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have concepts of what
+normal sizes of things should be but that's all a construct of the mind. You
+know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there to be surfaces there also
+needs to be empty space. People always trip out about how its strange things
+just exist in the universe with no cause. The big bang created things out of
+nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but our tiny brains can't understand
+that. Maybe the actual strange thing is empty space. Would one solid ultra
+compressed mass with no space for movement really be any different from a
+completely empty universe? Maybe the universe wasn't created by matter coming
+into existence but instead the opening of empty space. When I think too deeply
+about existence (and empty space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be
+existing. It's like finding out you don't have a mother and never did have a
+mother. It leaves you with more questions than answers of how you exist.
+
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+<article>
+  <p>
+    As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+    tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. <i>For you shouldn't be
+    drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+    the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+    mental dissociation will bite your finger off!</i> Dam it I thought I did
+    the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+    concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+    construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+    to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+    about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+    big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+    our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+    empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+    movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+    the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+    opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+    space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+    out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+    more questions than answers of how you exist.
+  </p>
+</article>
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