From 4e749697600bab526b1cf51bcca493f6d31d2e34 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: nathansmith Date: Fri, 23 May 2025 07:43:34 -0600 Subject: Almost done with this stupidness --- org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml | 61 ++++++++++++++ org/blog/articles/dogs_against_doge.xml | 16 ++++ org/blog/articles/dreamlog1.xml | 14 ++++ org/blog/articles/fakism.xml | 37 +++++++++ org/blog/articles/fuck_aba_therapy.xml | 51 ++++++++++++ org/blog/articles/overthinking.xml | 18 ++++ org/blog/articles/second_place.xml | 124 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ org/blog/articles/the_project.xml | 23 ++++++ org/blog/articles/wikipedia.xml | 103 +++++++++++++++++++++++ 9 files changed, 447 insertions(+) create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/dogs_against_doge.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/dreamlog1.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/fakism.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/fuck_aba_therapy.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/overthinking.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/second_place.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/the_project.xml create mode 100644 org/blog/articles/wikipedia.xml (limited to 'org/blog/articles') diff --git a/org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml b/org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..56ae7d4 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +
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+ The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is + something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but + in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word + that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over + all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something + to be abolished. +

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The anti-individualism of identity

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+ Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the + opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by + factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. + Hell + no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs + out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social + identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and + thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist + makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows + itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens + during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream + those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you + arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world + seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from + your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know + if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that + reality scares social comformists. +

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Descriptions instead of identities

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+ I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with + socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have + gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom + and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how + wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people + try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. + You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, + instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to + travel as it pleases. +

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Identity and capitalism

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+ Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist + production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you + do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it + your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked + "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to + became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die + whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone + the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta + do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates + jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push + a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against + ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is + centered around their job they picked got forced into. +

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+ On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my + power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less + meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in + your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little + I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my + nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with + a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. + It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution + against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... + can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture. +

+ The revolution will not be televised on social media! +

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+ Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: + Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government + position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix + and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life + stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. + The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing + about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. + Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to + not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through + the guides left behind. +

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+ Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that + made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected president + who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all + powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything + from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing + out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its + just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being + locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans + who want real america back who are being locked up. +

+ Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere + without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for + life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If + you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: Karl Marx wrote + about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over + their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped + by expanding democracy into more parts of life... If you actually look + into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were + themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR + was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake + america example I gave doesnt it? +

+ Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many + years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, + they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what + they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. + Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few + big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of + writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming + together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try + to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right + above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off + course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs! +

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+ Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even + physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It + does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, + is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those + advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, + put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even + stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things + humans arent... +

+ Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit + that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around + them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal + people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. Noise + pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, + increased risk of avoidable accidents... + and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically + tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed? +

+ A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they + are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful + and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits. +

+ Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones + with autism): +

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+ Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how + to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It + slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write + and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned + on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. + Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this + and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up + from the start. +

+ Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my + ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite + difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed. +

+ Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food. +

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+ Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. + Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever + wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. + Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for + spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied + on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not + ok for any country to spy on its people by any amount. +

+ Things that watch you: +

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+ Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, + they sell that information to the government to make more money, they + sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use + the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell + more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to + control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries + economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays + the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people + to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the + empire. This also ties into the military. +
+ Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire. +

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Distraction

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+ Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is + going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on + lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world + got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control + over you while your eyes were on people who could never do + something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen + to fox news trash on big media even though fox news is one of the big + media companies and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers + complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and + funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer just so happened + to give the musk rat a very powerful government job aka he bought his way into + government. And this musk rat just so happened to own multiple tech + companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and + tech companies? You hated it so very much when the demon rats were + bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing + the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going + to continue your crusade against wokeness whatever the fuck that even + means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time + you will call this new found slavery freedom. "Freedom is Slavery" + - Big brother. +

+ Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for + many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, + and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders + who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with + this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you + diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money + on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will + enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing + arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers + to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. + "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing + to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is + vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win. +

+ You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected + detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, + lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all + interact. Its all or nothing. Dont give me the its ok the diet coke + golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its + ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They + will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs + like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for + safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every + good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any + disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is + designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover + up the fact they are enslaving us. + "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother. +

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Why I wrote this

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+ I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The + statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia + did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found + that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared + to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt + go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be + a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon + limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your + power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting + powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger + threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government + says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same + time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of + these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some + amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic + for another time. +

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Helpful articles

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+ These arent going to be perfect unbias articles. None are including + mine. +

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+ A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands + everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing + second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding + the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees + and dirt and has always been in existance. +

+ When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance + of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of + the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. + "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem + to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project. +

+ Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that + causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses + show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize. +

+ What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking + it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts + and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it. +

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Why do I write this?

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+ Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really + thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no + answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical + level so they can understand the why instead of just the what. + Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords + like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers + like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the + actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants + I am not defending wikipedia by any means, quite the opposite actually. + I am just here to tell you like most things in life its bad but not for the + reasons you think. +

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Its editted by random people on the internet

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+ And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, + documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers + are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems + in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in + place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those + different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you + just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. + One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias. +

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On bias

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+ No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its + still there. Its often more than just a different way of looking at + things, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand + you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why + you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than + as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church + controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going + to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can + be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused + by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you + can only take alone. +

+ Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not + communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and + democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words + of those with money and power. Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal. Its + humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the + same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad + america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely + anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to + find. The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not + bias. Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making + you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock + up your mind. Yes, even I am bias. +

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Those who never speak are never wrong

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+ Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical + but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont + want their students to gain new information: they want their students to + to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that + most cant afford. The ideal source is something that is dialectical, + analytical, and dense. Wikipedia is just dense. And the sources + schools want us to use is none of those! +

+ The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a + constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check + which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics + get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it + as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their + word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly + define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be + connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to + analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to + risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue + learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia + still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough + for some topics. +

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Replacing wikipedia

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+ Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was + using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia + on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link + though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. A good wikipedia + replacement does not exist. They all have the same issues: + everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they + should be openly announcing their bias and writing more + analytical. +

+ Get yourself a library card! While wikipedia will cover + you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built + by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. + A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information + while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete + story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind + by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news + articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: + aka tell what to believe not how to believe. +

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