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From: nathan <nathansmith@disroot.org>
Date: Tue, 5 Aug 2025 07:40:22 -0600
Subject: Finished up depression blog

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+    <li><a href="#depression">Depression</a></li>
     <li><a href="#current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</a></li>
     <li><a href="#things-i-say">Things I say</a></li>
     <li><a href="#in-defence-of-bad-spelling">In defence of bad spelling</a></li>
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+    <h2 id="depression">Depression</h2>--- Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT
+  </div>
+
+  <h3>My depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
+    depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
+    people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
+    go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
+    I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
+    life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
+    you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
+    would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health
+    resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and
+    other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
+    talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
+    like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
+    depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
+    depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
+    event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
+    out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
+    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause
+    being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
+    control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
+    heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
+    same. Go fuck yourself.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>The cause of depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    Most cases of depression are caused by
+    systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted
+    glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be
+    depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded
+    depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps
+    just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
+    either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
+    And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means
+    only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to
+    rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever
+    guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do
+    things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the
+    ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They
+    give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them
+    constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression
+    which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work
+    can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the
+    people!  Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage
+    them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in
+    the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize
+    the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here
+    before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can
+    have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more
+    powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the
+    user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that
+    ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better
+    drugs.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3>
+  <p>
+    In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we
+    give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind
+    numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful
+    for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on
+    the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years
+    of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck
+    yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen
+    will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people
+    are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i>
+    Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history
+    book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were
+    always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now
+    days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways
+    possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod
+    off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of
+    war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken
+    unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty
+    lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
+    systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling
+    like shit!
+    <br/><br/>
+    <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b>
+  </p>
+
+</div>
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+<hr />
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     <h2 id="current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</h2>--- Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT
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