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- I dont know if I will post often but here you go fucking world! - There is no topic, just me posting whatever is on my mind. Add - the feed to your feedreader (you better have one) so you - can stay updated on the things on my mind. -

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Existing

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- As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black - tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. For you shouldn't be - drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting - the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a - mental dissociation will bite your finger off! Dam it I thought I did - the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have - concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a - construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there - to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out - about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The - big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but - our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is - empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for - movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe - the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the - opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty - space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding - out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with - more questions than answers of how you exist. -

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The software design crisis

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- Have you ever had an update for a piece of software that removes features - without any usable replacement or way to get it back? What about options - being pulled from the setting? Don't get me started on desktop software - using mobile UI design. -

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Mobile UI design leaking into desktop space

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- Mobile phones are operated with touch screen, and have screens that are - small and taller than they are wide. Desktops are operated with a keyboard - and mouse, and have large screens that are wider than they are - tall. Because of that, its quite safe to say that software optimized for - one platform isnt't so great on another. Are you still following? - Likely not, but if you are consider this: why do many modern desktop - programs look like mobile apps? Some of them are mobile apps ported to - desktop though many of them don't even work on mobile. The answers are - modern UX, the web, and GNOMEism. -

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Modern UX

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- Modern UX isn't about making professional software. It's about making - software that looks like it was made by a professional. This means flat - interfaces and lack of customization. Modern developers are like super - entitled chefs. "How dare you put table salt on a meal that is already - perfect", "ketchup? what are you a picky eater?!"... They act like your - lucky for even getting a dark and light mode when the toolkits they use - have themeing. Yes, I know adding more options makes it difficult to debug - but hear me out: all the basic things can be in the settings menu while - everything else can be in a config file or interface similar to - about:config. The normies get their easy settings while power users - can change what they want. For separate mobile and desktop interfaces use a - model-view-controller. The UI is nearly how the - user interacts with the program, not the program itself. MVC allows you - to isolated different parts of your program making it more flexible. Before - you go saying MVC is too difficult I had a teacher who made us use MVC in a - beginner course with some students who never programmed before. By the end - we were all able to design and make software this way. What do you tell - users on closed source platforms that actively make development harder? - Go fuck yourself. -

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The web

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- The web uses html, css, and javascript. The first two being usable - standards for creating webpages, and the third being a buggy programming - language integrated into the first two. Many developers decided to use - those to make software since its cross platform and doesn't require the - user to install their software. Though web apps have issues with bandwidth, - security, and integration into operating systems. They encouraged mass - produced slop. Web architecture has spyware built in by design by - governments and corporations. The fixes include disabling javascript, - cookies, webrtc, webgl... Though these are things web apps depend - on, because its spyware by design. This website doesn't depend on - those things. All it needs is html and optional css. This ties into modern - UX design since web developers like to define new standards that are worse - than the long standing ones. What about new standards that are better than - the old ones? Web developers never do that. This is because web - developers aren't software engineers yet their choices effect the software - development world since they create much of the software normies use which - creates expectations for what modern software should look like. -

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- Gnome is a desktop envirtment that is pretty much standard on linux. A - while back they said - please don't theme our apps. Sounds a lot like the entitled chef thing - I brought up rofl. Someone made - - do not resize our windows - as a parody of gnome. People thought it was real because it strangely - sounds like something gnome developers would actually say. Gnome tries - to strike a fine balance between mobile and desktop platforms and ends up - failing at both. Want to know what linux desktop has the most amount of - forks? Its gnome! Sure that's a given since its the most common desktop but - just compare it to kde forks for a sense of scale. -

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Accessibly

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- This isn't really something most developers think of yet is one of the most - important things in software development. You software developers are all - dumb fucks but please stay away from doing anything hacky on the UI - side. It can really fuck over things like screen readers. The UI is - nearly how the user interacts with the program, not the program itself. - Just pick a UI toolkit that fits your needs and use it in a sane manner and - things will work correctly. Software developers a lot like web developers - but not to the same degree create problems for themselves that once fixed - created two more problems. When accessibly is already low on their list and - that is how they work things will for sure be a shit show. -

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My depression

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- I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be - depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With - people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they - go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand - I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real - life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of - you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I - would get messaged with sillycide prevention and other mental health - resources, told I just need to lift myself up by the bootstraps, and - other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when - talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act - like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as - depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being - depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X - event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and - out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with - any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause - being a constant always happening in the background often outside of - control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that - heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the - same. Go fuck yourself. -

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The cause of depression

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- Most cases of depression are caused by - systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted - glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be - depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded - depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps - just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part - either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (: - And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means - only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to - rule. A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever - guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do - things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the - ruling class. How do psychologists treat people with depression? They - give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them - constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression - which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work - can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the - people! Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage - them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in - the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize - the hippies with neoconformity which I have talked about here - before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can - have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more - powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the - user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that - ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better - drugs. -

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Things are no different in old times and modern ones

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- In the ye old times they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we - give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind - numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful - for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on - the things to try list that its insulting. You really think after years - of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck - yourself. Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen - will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people - are unironically saying have you ever tried not being depressed? - Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history - book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were - always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now - days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways - possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod - off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of - war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken - unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty - lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to - systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling - like shit! -

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The current state of crypto

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Why crypto sucks

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- There are two types of crypto users: the peep who wants more privacy and - the libertarian. The libertarian makes life harder and worse for the peep - who wants more privacy. Libertarians are the ones who over all control the - status quo of crypto. Now you have a very good understanding of the issues - with crypto the blog post can just end here. You want more details dont - you? Ok you greedy bastard who cant use a search engine... -

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Mining

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- I dont think anyone ever have or ever will create a more fancy way to waste - computing power. These mother fuckers buy a bunch of gpus just - to overclock them and leave them running at full power until they melt. I - once heard a story about the gold miners in old times along the lines of - everyone wanted to make money mining gold so they bought all the gear and - started looking for gold. Most never found much but reguardless people kept - buying gear to go gold mining and because of this the people selling the - gear were getting rich while all the miners were just getting poorer. The - same happened with crypto mining. Nvidia made a hell ton off selling - hardware to mine coins barely anyone uses for anything practical. Sure - there are people who do make money mining but those are people who have the - money to spend an insane amount on a mining rig in some datacenter in a - third world country while they sip their wine in a first world country. - It isnt like nvidia is trying to hide it either. Just read - - this article - - and get a good laugh in. -

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Trading and investing

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- This is the main thing most people seem to think crypto is for: trading it - without ever using it to buy and sell anything besides other - cryptocurrencies. It only manages to make crypto more unstable and less - usable as a currency. For years it was the libertarian dream to completely - cut out real resources and real production of goods and services. A - simulated economy that somehow manages to bring real money into their fat - wallets is what they wanted, one that just like capitalism outside - cyberspace starts out in a state where even your average joes are making - money but as shittification takes hold all the money only makes it into - wallets that are already fat. To most this seems like a mistake but the - libertarians designed it that way and wouldnt want it any other way. -

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Crytpo brokers

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- This is what made me to decide to write this blog in the first place. I was - using coinbase to get some bitcoin so I can hop on p2p networks to get some - monero. Normally this works fine but coinbase randomly went "fuck you!" and - started throwing error messages at me when sending bitcoin. Tried to - withdraw same deal. Used their resources to find out why this was happening - but their piece of shit chatbot wouldnt do much. When I asked for a real - person it "upgraded" me to a slightly better chatbot. Decided to look into - it and found out most of the big "trustworthy" brokers will lock up - during times trades will not be in their favor. They often do this simply - by bricking their site when a trade they dont like happens. These types of - brokers often use KYC to decrease privacy. p2p networks can solve this - though you often have to already have some crypto to use them. -

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Monero, the only decent crypto

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- Unlike all other cryptos monero is kind of usable for actually buying and - selling things. Its a bit more stable and faster. Its designed to fuck over - gpu mining and force people to mine on cpu instead to prevent the mining - madness of most crypto. If you want a private currency monero is the only - half decent option. Its still not perfect but in a world where FUCKING - TERRIBLE is the norm half decent is a blessing. -

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- Like most things in this world crypto was fucked by libertarians. Though if - they werent fucked crypto as we know it is still just a reaction to the - nightmare we call national currencies and banking. This is why we cant have - nice things ): -

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- I say things that scares and induces delirum for most if not all people - on a level so basic and fundamental it causes nothing but disagreement in - its purest form. Every atom of my existance is a rebellion against a - universally held concept of what is and is not true about the world. Just - the sight of something I bought into the world is enough to cause american - democrats and republicans, nazis and communists, vim users and emacs - users... to come together in argeement that even the fundamental principles - of my philosophy must be destroyed. -

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I stand by my shit bag opinions

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- Things like public schooling, human beings, society at large... have pushed - me into constant depression and at quite a young age to. I am quite pissed - about that and this website is my place to express how I feel toward the - world. Many times it takes on more abstract forms to. Its closer to art - than anything else. Its full of dark humor and satire. This isnt a military - grade weapon, its a giant laser built by a mad scientist!!! The things I - say are blunt and harsh not because I actually want it to happen in that - shape and form but as a expression of how I feel. Its less about the - what and more about the why. Nothing here is designed to be taken at - face value you dumb fucks! I use to get posts deleted from reddit for - saying things along the lines of "we should bring back eugenics but this - time remove neurotypicals from the gene pool", say that job recruiters - should be systematically killed at mass, talk about sillycide... now - that I have my own website I can say whatever the fuck I want!!! -

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Truth and lies

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- Everyone is caught up in is this true. You bring up something you - read or heard somewhere and before you can even develop your ideas from it - someone throws a axe at your train of thought and says "do you really - believe that?" assuming that question even has a fucking answer. We live in - a world of floating point numbers yet everyone is using booleans. A lot of - the fucking time you arent going to have a way to find out if something is - truth or lie. Even people that are professionally trained at detecting lies - are right a little more than half the time at best. A better system than - "true vs lies" is being able to make use of - information reguardless if its a truth or lie! Telling anyone that it - doesnt matter if something is true or not is like telling a christian you - dont believe in god. In school we have the concept of fact checking and - trust worthy information pushed down are throats. We tell kids Santa is - real only to later tell them Santa isnt real when we could instead be - leaving his state of existance undefined. People always lose their shit - when I talk about aliens or things like that "Do you actually believe that - shit???". I try to explain to them things in my brain arent tagged as fact - or fiction, they instead exist in a state of both and either like a - Schrodinger's Cat. Do you have a mental database of what every worldly - concept tastes like as a 4d colorless object? I think not. And I dont have - a database of the truth or lie state of every worldly concept. -

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- All the fucking time on reddit anything anyone says gets rendered at - best an invalid argument and at worse complete nonsense that the mindless - redditor cant decode all because a slight spelling error or some stuppa - shit like using to instead of too. In school they punish - everyone for even things that arent spelling errors. Used ' in the wrong - context? You failed. All you brashwased shitholes are screaming and crying - right now and have already rendered everything on this entire website - invalid nonsense, eye no u our (passive agressive use of wrong words try - reading it out loud). -

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- William Shakespeare wouldnt even spell his own name the same way every time - yet the shit he threw at the wall dictates a lot of modern english? Go fuck - yourself. Thats how things use to be. There was not really rules with - spelling or grammer (if I keep spelling it that way it will no longer be a - error). Instead writers would spell things however the fuck they want. All - those "'" "," ":" ";"... would just get thrown where ever the fuck they - felt it should go. Than some fucks decided to look for patterns in the - chaos. Where their patterns to be found? Nope. But they sure had a fun time - pretending their our. Now we are stuck with all this bullshit like "to", - "two", "2", and "too". Dont even get me started on commas for fucks shake! - Every natural language has its own version of that bullshit so dont go - crying to me your language is somehow better. -

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How adding standards to natural languages creates newspeak

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- When they decide what is shit and what is cement they are carving - out a shape they find pleasing from the terrible flesh monster of a natural - language in its full bloody glory. While taming the monster they are just - limiting it, turning a angel into a eva (spoiler hehehe). This what - newspeak is. Yes, chaotic language and lack of standards are a problem. But - taming natural language isnt the way forward. -

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- Yes, they can be. Though what gives carving down a natural language for - mind control its edge is 1: its pre-existing cultural context, 2: its ease - of use for early generations of speakers, 3: the blindspots of natural - language... Instead of cutting down we need to build from the ground up. A - language can be simple and powerful. We need human languages more like - lisp and less like java and c++. Newspeak would be python lol. -

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Commit language vandalism

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- Lets face it, people will not give up their faulty natural languages let - alone agree on a single constructed language or even a handfull. Its time - we stop respecting the rules of language. Misspell things everywhere! - Making blogs, books, articles... misspell!!! Your a editor or teacher? Let - mistakes slide. Your a reviewer or someone along those lines? Stop judging - things based off their spelling. We need to let bad spelling and grammer - get so out of hand we will be forced to switch to a constructed language. -

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Will never pay taxes

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- This has to be satire! When the fuck did a - neurotypical know how their god dam taxes work. Sure, they pull it out of - their ass last second but thats how neurotypicals work. Their brains run - socially instead of logically or mathematically lets allows them to - function in society while having zero clue of how any of it works. For - whatever reason they will not tell us something than they are surprised to - find out we dont know. Thats what happens when no one ever tells someone - something dumbass. Maybe RFK can round up the fucks he pays to handle his - taxs and send them on a side quest to teach autistic people all about - taxes. Would be the most productive thing RFK ever did, and he would just - be the guy calling the shots, nothing more. -

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They'll never hold a job

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- This is another case of social thinking vs logical thinking. All the jobs - are made with neurotypicals in mind. Neurotypicals get into drama, put up - social red tape everywhere, depend souly on everything being centered - around social interactions to get anything done... They judge each other on - how well they can turn themselves into a human billboard: a advertisement - of a heavily curated persona. Wear perfectly practical cozy clothes to - work? Only on fridays mother fuckers! There are neurotypicals who's entire - job is making sure other neurotypicals bizzar needs are met. Not only is - this ineffective it creates a terrible envirtonment for autistic - people. Whats the fix? Neurotypicals shouldn't be allowed to hold good - jobs Autistic people can get all the real work done while neurotypicals - wipe their own shit off the floor. Autistic people actually get immersed in - complex topics like science and math while neurotypicals are only in it for - the social status, which is why neurotypicals are unfit for that kind of - work. -

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- How dare you steal baseball from us. Baseball is the autistic sport. RFK - cant even manage to get the stereotypes right. I have another grand - proposo: autistic people can play the civilized sport known as baseball - while the neurotypicals get brain damage playing american football! -

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They'll never write a poem

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- RFK, if your playing baseball you just lost: your already over three - strikes. Poets being mentally ill, fucked up, or deranged (none of those - are bad things) in some way or another is a VERY common stereotype and RFK - didnt even manage to get that one right! Your common everyday - healthy neurotypical has limited emotional range: any peom they - write will be unoriginal and/or lifeless, boring, dog shit! Since the - autistic mind is a mess of wires everywhere instead of the one dimensional - feelings a neurotypical feels they have to face feelings most of you dont - even know exist. These are feelings words dont even begin to describe: - feelings that are surreal, absurd, multi-dimensional, abstract... in every - way possible. These feelings can range everywhere from bliss to so terribly - mind twisting and other worldly anyone facing it would just want to end it - all. A neurotypical will only ever come close to that dimension of the mind - on psychedelic drugs while many of us autistic people have to face that - level absurdity on a daily basis but with the blunt rawness of being sober - instead. The power to face higher dimensions head on while perfectly sober - is what makes autistic people the ideal poets. -

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They'll never go on a date

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- I once dated someone without autism. Last time I will ever do that - rofl. They always want something out of you but dont tell you than get - pissed - when you dont give it to them. Sound a lot like what I said about taxes? - Its the cornerstone of neurotypical behaver and a common pattern they - always stick to. Neurotypicals not only do this to autistic people but - also their own kind. That is why their relationships are inherently toxic - and doomed to not only fail but drag it out for as long as possible before - crashing and burning. The more straight forward and honest nature of - autistic people prevents this to a very high degree. Autistic romance is - also more personalized to the couple unlike neurotypicals who are much more - of slaves to cultural tradition around romance. For neurotypicals dating is - less about love and more about social status. Neurotypicals arent far - removed from the days of arranged marriage. Neurotypicals are unfit for - dating. - Its a common myth that autistic people are clean of any sexual - thought and - cant handle it. This couldnt be more distance from the truth. Many - of us are more sexual, kinky, and dirty minded than most of you could ever - handle. The autistic people who dont care for sex are respectful towards - the kinky ones and vice versa unlike neurotypicals who judge everyone who - isnt normal. The autistic people who are scared of sex are only like - that because of neurotypical induced PTSD. Just like with dating - neurotypicals follow social guidelines. They think no sex is bad, a lot of - sex is bad, everything except normal sex is bad... Us autistic - people have a better system called consent. We can engage in the most - strange and deranged sexual acts with consent or not consent if not in the - mood for sex. Neurotypicals dont respect consent, instead their social - guidelines - dictate when they do or do not have sex and how. Autistic people are much - more likely to be into taboo kinks, be lgbtq+... because we are much more - sexually advanged. We can have sex the way we want, try new ways, not have - sex at all... Neurotypicals hate their social guidelines being broken and - will do anything to uphold them. They make our lifes shit. People like RFK - are butt hurt about gay marriage and think everyone should have a - traditional - marriage and only fuck in the missionary position. The very idea of - autistic people having sex lifes, even ones that try to conform to - tradition goes against the neurotypical ideology. Even progessive - neurotypicals who support things like gay marriage fucking hate us aka they - are only ok with it if the gays getting marriaged are neurotypical. -

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- Nature was once humanities toilet but gone are the days when a tree or bush - is a great place to take a piss or even a shit. Cant even peacefully take - a leak in a public park these days. Another cornerstone of the neurotypical - ideology is control. Every single thing that happens must happen under - their control. They demand complete control even over your piss - breaks. They even force animals like cats and dogs to conform to their - concept of what is and is not a good place to piss and shit. Its 1984. -

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I have no respect for culture

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- Culture is the enbodiment and enforcement of social norms. These norms - dictate everything from how you dress to even the slightest nuance in how - you act. Sometimes you get to consent to it (subcultures) while other - times they rape you with it without the slightest care in the world if you - like it or not. -

- The social norms of a culture couldnt be more far removed from actual - morals: -
- The culture calls for eye contact and you dont make - any? You are an asshole. Didnt say enough thank you's? - You are an asshole. Said too many? Your overly polite and moved down a rank - or four on the social totem pole. You took advange of someone and fucked - them over? Its perfectly ok as long as you followed social norms while you - did it. -

- These are some strange rules. Where is the manual so I can keep up? There - is no manual. There never will be manual. Everytime you ask someone what - the rules are two things happen: they dont tell you and you gain another - asshole point. So much for there is no harm in asking. People who - say that tend to be the meanest when you ask them things. How do people - know the rules if they never tell? I have no fucking clue. The little I do - know is from the fuck around and find out method. -

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Disability and neurdivergents

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- All the rules are set in stone. This is why culture and disability always - clashes. Culture hates making exceptions even when its psychically - impossible for someone to follow it. Another example would be if your brain - processes information differently, like if your brain processes information - more logically or mathematically instead of socially. In that case social - norms wouldnt be possible to follow since you werent born already knowing - them and no one is going to tell you. They hate those kinds of people the - most. People who visibly cant follow them at least have a slim chance of - compromoise. People who dont visibly have any signs of not being able to - follow - social norms like neurdivergents on the other hand have zero chance of even - the slightest compromoise. For neurdivergents like myself to have - freedom and equality culture must be destroyed. -

- As a neurdivergent since I am doomed to gain a lot of asshole points from - the strange social norm rules I should be entitled to be a asshole in that - reguard. Its my accessibly. If you are trying to tell me something with - social hints instead of words I shouldnt be blamed for not understanding - what you were saying to me. Just to get back at you for discriminating - against me I been working on building up to breaking even the social norms - I do know. No more tips, please and thank yous... or any of that shit in - public. I been cutting off people on the road and not giving a single fuck - about being polite cutting through people at rock concerts to get to the - front. No sorry bullshit, just a "move or less..." look on my face, all as - a fuck you for what you have done. If I didnt consent to social norms and - society I shouldnt be expected to play nice. Maybe I would be more polite - if everyone didnt use a abliest system like culture. I hate the "things are - the way they are" arguments because things are the way they are because - you stuppa mother fuckers support all that bullshit. Culture is - sysmatically against people with disabilities and neurdivergents. -

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- No its not, fuck your culture! I dont care about your religion or - history. All cultures actively enforce ablism through set in stone social - norms. All cultures have social practies that hate making exceptions for - disabilities. Yours is not any different. It might make a compromoise or - two for some psychically disabilities but what about us neurdivergents? - Neurdivergents born under your culture suffer because you uphold its - practices. If you care about your people ditch your culture. Culture != - people. You clearly care more about a few vague yet harsh practies than you - care about your people. -

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Bring-back-ye-old-timeists

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- Conservatists bring-back-ye-old-timeists always fight against things - like women's freedom, lgbtq+, race equality... and a million other - things. They say things like "we cant have gay marriage because it will - destroy the family structure our society is built on", "women need to stay - home and take care of the kids while men go to work for our society to - function", "the races need to stay in their place: white people in offices - and colors in the ditches"... bring-back-ye-old-timeists only ever say a - single word about freedom because they look up to a few dudes from the age - of enlightenment. Good thing for their shake they are dead rofl. Who you - may ask? Yes. Well anyways every time bring-back-ye-old-timeists bring - up freedom replace freedom with conformity. Use your editors search - replace, add it to your hosts file, make a redirect... because god dam they - use the word freedom in place of conformity a fucking ton! Diggy's MUC is - full of these mother fuckers to. They might as well be saying "to be free - you must be a slave". This is what all bring-back-ye-old-timeists - believe. To be a free women you must be a slave to your man, to be a free - man you must be a slave to your work... Work up the chain and you will find - it always in some ways leads to being a slave to society. Due to society - bring a social construct they tie up this neat little package of oppression - with a bow, a bow named religion.
- "Freedom is Slavery" - Big brother. -

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Society is not worth it

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- Yes, people having more real freedom (not conformity) will harm - society. Breaking up the long standing marriage tradition will harm society - along with any other way to bring more freedom. Race equality will harm - society. For those to be bad things you first have to assume society is - a good thing. What if we did away with society? You are likely - picturing a terrible world. Thats because society propaganda makes - everyone only able to imagine the end as bad. All we ever do is serve a - higher force. From birth to death serving. No escape either. The planet - societyized and the space ships built by them only for their use. If lgbtq+ - harms society I want more lgbtq+, if womens freedom harms society I want - more womens freedom, if race equality harms society I want more race - equality. Equality and the end of our society, two birds with one - stone. Many people want those things to but they still have enough - conformist in them to prevent them from seeing the source of - oppression. Society can and will reshape itself in the image of those wants - as long as it lacks insight. Society is just a game, and everyone keeps - playing it and forcing others to play even though all it causes is harm. -

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Neoconformists

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- Tired of slavery? Well good news modern science invented slavery2.0! You no - longer need to be a slave to your man or your work. Now you will be serving - directly under lord society. The neat bow of religion been taken off and - the packaged unwrapped and inside is the oppressor of the new age. In the - new age one day you can be serving king uber and the next day king - doordash. Religion no longer needs to exist because instead of wrapping - things with a bow everyone believes the package itself is all of - existance. I mean they did as well under religion only this time people - arent stupid enough to fall for religion so they instead opted for - increasing the objectiveness of societies existance. All types of love are - allowed now because you will be too burned out and depressed for love - anyways, race equality is now allowed since the races arent going to get - along - anyways... Neoconformists and bring-back-ye-old-timeists hate each other? - Society loves that they hate each other, that hate increases how - objective society seems to the people. A neoconformist only needs to be - progressive where its helpful as a asset and regressive everywhere - else. They are against every proxy war except the one happening right now. -

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- I am writing this to go over all the shit web devs do. Fuck them. A lot of - what I have to say are things discovered through umatrix. Often times we - only see the outside of a website but when using a good content blocker - like umatrix, noscript, ublock advanced mode... the inner workings of a - website is brought into the light. What I often find isnt pretty. Sometimes - a website is themed to look old school but under the hood its just a bunch - of modern javascript bullshit and a hell ton of frames. Other times more - modern looking websites have little to no javascript and instead use - tastefull first party css to get that look. -

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Please dont hot link

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- From what I have seen neocities users love to abusive hot linking all the way - to the deepest depths of hell. Every single button, blinky, gif, meme... on - their frontpage is hot linked. Its perfectly ok to make your viewers suffer - with too much of that shit. I do the same. But please download all the - images and gifs into your image folder instead of hot linking - them. Here is why: -

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- Indeed this doesnt only apply to images and gifs though images and gifs are - the thing hot linking is most abusived for. Another one I should point out - is the google font api bullshit. Dont use that shit. -

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Please limit your use of javascript

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- Its best is to not use javascript at all. Though if you are addicted - to - the drug javascript and cant help yourself at least try to limit your use - of it. That means all static content needs to be accessible without - javascript. No using javascript for fancy drop downs, no using - javascript to handle your layout, no using javascript just to get text and - images onto the screen, no using javascript for basic animations... this is - what html and css is for mother fuckers! Javascript is easily one of the - worst things humans ever created. Javascript programmers kept asking what - they can use javascript for but never stopped to think should they use - javascript. To top things off every new javscript feature they add comes - with a hell ton of fingerprinting baked deep into it. Most of the things - you fuckers use javascript for can be replaced with either css or - backend. Try out a public access unix system, a vps... if you wanta try - making dynamic websites without the evils of javascript. For making your - website feel fancy css got you covered. Check out css zen garden. See how - it looks fancy without javascript? css is way more powerful than many of - you realize. No need to program your website like its a desktop app. The - best part of css is you can both use modern features and not fuck over - people using older browsers! -

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Fuck frames

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- Frames are stupid dont use them. Just link youtube videos instead of frame - them for fucks shake. -

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Graceful degrading

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- Please check out any browser. You arent going to test your site on every - single browser and make it look the same on every single one. Instead make - your site degrade nicely. If css, images, html features... break the - important stuff will still work. If you own a website pull it up with - umatrix installed and start blocking things. Does it still work? - Websites should contain content not layout. You dont need to use - tables for layout or outdated css to make your website support old - browsers. Instead you just gotta make sure things can break without - rendering your website un-usable. -

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Not important but...

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- I found using width on images to scale them down doesnt work in some old - browsers like dillo. To fix this I just scale all my images to whatever - size I need in gimp first. A added plus is not having to load a massive - image just for a tiny icon (like someone with as many images as my site - would ever care lol) and you can decide how you want your images scaled to. -

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Shut your piehole

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- I can already smell the angry sweaty tears of modern web devs. Screaming - about how everyone should just install chrome to get all the latest - features bloat and spyware instead of telling web devs to slow down - progress clownery just to support old browsers. Here is what I have - to say about that... -

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False redpill

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- Let me guess, you saw a tiktok on how to redpill yourself. No, starting a - scummy company, working yourself to death, and beating your wife is not how - you redpill. It wasnt that tiktok? Wasnt even a tiktok at all? well... -

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The point I am making

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- I see, your just going to get upset over everything I just said. None of - that isolated and looked at directly is the point dumbass. When the - system is under threat of revolution the best way to defend itself is to - make false revolution more appealing to the public, selling the public the - same idea that hurts the system but doing so in ways that side tracks the - public in the long run and even in some cases directly leads to a form - of conformity. They will make the young think using social media platforms - that sells there data is a rebelian against the old, make the old think - society is under attack by the gays or whatever old people are currently - irrationally scared of... -

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Rebellis conformity

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- They push out ideas of active conformity in a light that makes it have - the same appeal as rebelian: -

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- ...a pipe dream those are indeed. The concept if you serve your rulers well - enough you will be treated well in the end even though they see you as near - life stock and will throw you in the trash when they are done with you. The - concept that the threat is a external force like china or russia when - reguardless of where you live in the world some of the worse things can be - found in your own backyard: if you live in china its the CCP, if you live - in america its the american government and corporations... -

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A change in names

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- I already hear the bullshit to remove power from government we have to - use the free market more. I gotta ask you, do you want freedom from - hierarchy and class based society or do you just want a change in - oppressors? You may say the first but I know most of you dumbasses are - total ass kissers for narcissists anyways, go fuck yourself. I believe in - historical materialism so I am not some anarcho piss on things and steal - stuff edgy teen telling everyone to revert to the ancient times of the - smurfs by lunch time but god dam, some of you dont even want to see - improvement. You fuckers flat up want a dictatorship, go fuck yourself. -

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Finally the bloody fucking pill

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- Here is how the pills work: the red pill brings you out of the matrix, the - blue one keeps you numb in the matrix, the matrix is a symbol of how - artificial our society is... when taking the red pill you are giving up - everything you once held to be true and instead having to face a much more - raw and chaotic world, one without social constructs to believe in and - uphold. Doubling down on upholding social costructs is in many ways not - just taking the blue but taking two blue pills. Be honest: what pill - are you actually taking and how many? -

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- Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. - Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever - wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. - Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for - spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied - on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not - ok for any country to spy on its people by any amount. -

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- Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, - they sell that information to the government to make more money, they - sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use - the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell - more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to - control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries - economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays - the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people - to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the - empire. This also ties into the military. -
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Distraction

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- Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is - going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on - lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world - got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control - over you while your eyes were on people who could never do - something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen - to fox news trash on big media even though fox news is one of the big - media companies and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers - complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and - funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer just so happened - to give the musk rat a very powerful government job aka he bought his way into - government. And this musk rat just so happened to own multiple tech - companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and - tech companies? You hated it so very much when the demon rats were - bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing - the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going - to continue your crusade against wokeness whatever the fuck that even - means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time - you will call this new found slavery freedom. "Freedom is Slavery" - - Big brother. -

- Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for - many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, - and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders - who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with - this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you - diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money - on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will - enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing - arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers - to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. - "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing - to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is - vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win. -

- You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected - detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, - lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all - interact. Its all or nothing. Dont give me the its ok the diet coke - golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its - ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They - will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs - like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for - safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every - good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any - disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is - designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover - up the fact they are enslaving us. - "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother. -

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Why I wrote this

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- I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The - statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia - did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found - that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared - to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt - go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be - a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon - limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your - power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting - powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger - threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government - says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same - time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of - these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some - amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic - for another time. -

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Case against identity

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- The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is - something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but - in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word - that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over - all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something - to be abolished. -

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The anti-individualism of identity

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- Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the - opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by - factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. - Hell - no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs - out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social - identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and - thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist - makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows - itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens - during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream - those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you - arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world - seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from - your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know - if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that - reality scares social comformists. -

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Descriptions instead of identities

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- I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with - socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have - gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom - and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how - wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people - try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. - You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, - instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to - travel as it pleases. -

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Identity and capitalism

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- Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist - production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you - do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it - your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked - "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to - became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die - whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone - the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta - do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates - jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push - a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against - ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is - centered around their job they picked got forced into. -

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- A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands - everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing - second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding - the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees - and dirt and has always been in existance. -

- When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance - of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of - the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. - "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem - to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project. -

- Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that - causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses - show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize. -

- What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking - it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts - and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it. -

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- Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that - made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected president - who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all - powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything - from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing - out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its - just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being - locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans - who want real america back who are being locked up. -

- Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere - without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for - life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If - you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: Karl Marx wrote - about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over - their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped - by expanding democracy into more parts of life... If you actually look - into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were - themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR - was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake - america example I gave doesnt it? -

- Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many - years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, - they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what - they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. - Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few - big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of - writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming - together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try - to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right - above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off - course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs! -

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- Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even - physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It - does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, - is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those - advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, - put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even - stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things - humans arent... -

- Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit - that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around - them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal - people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. Noise - pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, - increased risk of avoidable accidents... - and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically - tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed? -

- A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they - are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful - and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits. -

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Dogs against doge

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- On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my - power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less - meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in - your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little - I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my - nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with - a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. - It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution - against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... - can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture. -

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- Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really - thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no - answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical - level so they can understand the why instead of just the what. - Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords - like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers - like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the - actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants - I am not defending wikipedia by any means, quite the opposite actually. - I am just here to tell you like most things in life its bad but not for the - reasons you think. -

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Its editted by random people on the internet

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- And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, - documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers - are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems - in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in - place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those - different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you - just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. - One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias. -

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On bias

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- No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its - still there. Its often more than just a different way of looking at - things, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand - you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why - you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than - as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church - controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going - to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can - be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused - by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you - can only take alone. -

- Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not - communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and - democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words - of those with money and power. Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal. Its - humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the - same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad - america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely - anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to - find. The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not - bias. Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making - you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock - up your mind. Yes, even I am bias. -

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- Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical - but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont - want their students to gain new information: they want their students to - to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that - most cant afford. The ideal source is something that is dialectical, - analytical, and dense. Wikipedia is just dense. And the sources - schools want us to use is none of those! -

- The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a - constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check - which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics - get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it - as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their - word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly - define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be - connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to - analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to - risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue - learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia - still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough - for some topics. -

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- Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was - using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia - on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link - though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. A good wikipedia - replacement does not exist. They all have the same issues: - everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they - should be openly announcing their bias and writing more - analytical. -

- Get yourself a library card! While wikipedia will cover - you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built - by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. - A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information - while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete - story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind - by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news - articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: - aka tell what to believe not how to believe. -

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- Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: - Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government - position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix - and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life - stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. - The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing - about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. - Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to - not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through - the guides left behind. -

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- Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how - to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It - slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write - and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned - on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. - Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this - and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up - from the start. -

- Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my - ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite - difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed. -

- Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food. -

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