From 0880780d5744d346ad44f4552cd25f8f5169a940 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: nathan
Date: Sat, 9 Aug 2025 11:08:18 -0600
Subject: Existing
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+ Existing
+ existing
+ Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT
+ articles/existing.xml
+
+
The software design crisissoftware-design
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+As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black tea.
+Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. _For you shouldn't be drinking a
+thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting the wrong
+concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a mental
+dissociation will bite your finger off!_ Dam it I thought I did the thing. Oh
+wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have concepts of what
+normal sizes of things should be but that's all a construct of the mind. You
+know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there to be surfaces there also
+needs to be empty space. People always trip out about how its strange things
+just exist in the universe with no cause. The big bang created things out of
+nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but our tiny brains can't understand
+that. Maybe the actual strange thing is empty space. Would one solid ultra
+compressed mass with no space for movement really be any different from a
+completely empty universe? Maybe the universe wasn't created by matter coming
+into existence but instead the opening of empty space. When I think too deeply
+about existence (and empty space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be
+existing. It's like finding out you don't have a mother and never did have a
+mother. It leaves you with more questions than answers of how you exist.
+
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+
+
+ As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+ tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. For you shouldn't be
+ drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+ the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+ mental dissociation will bite your finger off! Dam it I thought I did
+ the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+ concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+ construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+ to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+ about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+ big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+ our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+ empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+ movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+ the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+ opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+ space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+ out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+ more questions than answers of how you exist.
+
+ As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+ tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. For you shouldn't be
+ drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+ the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+ mental dissociation will bite your finger off! Dam it I thought I did
+ the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+ concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+ construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+ to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+ about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+ big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+ our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+ empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+ movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+ the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+ opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+ space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+ out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+ more questions than answers of how you exist.
+
+
+]]>
+
+
+
The software design crisis
https://shittyweb.org/blog#software-design
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+0Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT - Existing articles/existing.txt
0Thu, 07 Aug 2025 20:37:38 GMT - The software design crisis articles/the-software-design-crisis.txt
0Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT - Depression articles/depression.txt
0Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT - The current state of crypto articles/current-state-of-crypto.txt
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+ As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+ tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. For you shouldn't be
+ drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+ the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+ mental dissociation will bite your finger off! Dam it I thought I did
+ the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+ concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+ construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+ to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+ about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+ big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+ our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+ empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+ movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+ the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+ opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+ space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+ out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+ more questions than answers of how you exist.
+