From cbe736b1ad9060bd25756487918a3a576f365d94 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: nathan <nathan@disroot.org>
Date: Tue, 5 Aug 2025 03:07:13 -0600
Subject: Working on depression blog

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+<article>
+  <p>
+    I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
+    depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
+    people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
+    go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
+    I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
+    life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
+    you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
+    would get messaged with <s>sillycide</s> prevention and other mental health
+    resources, told I just need to <s>lift myself up by the bootstraps</s>, and
+    other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
+    talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
+    like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
+    depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
+    depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
+    event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
+    out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
+    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm. The cause
+    being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
+    control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
+    heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
+    same. Go fuck yourself.
+  </p>
+</article>
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