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Nathan's philosophy

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about

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When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which + went over some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy + and incoherent. It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking + at the time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. + It was raw and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would + read and understand. You can find the archive here.
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+ Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, + and almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You + can skip to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't + because its going to read alot more like a story and will slowly + develop ideas throughout.

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The Geist

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Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. + Geist is a German word that can translate into three different words + in English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of + spirit for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet + almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used.

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Case against the mythical

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I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, + magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed + an atheist. Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am + not religous, I am spiritual" and go running to your mommy + girlfriend that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and you + need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about yourself I have + much more to say: Once you truly begain to demythize something the + things you discover are much more beautiful, artist, and meaningful + than any myth or superstitions can ever be.
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+ Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a + chaotic sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every + species comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species + come to be from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at + times and fast and rough at others. A complex process that requires + thinking about really small and really large numbers on a scale are + brains are not designed to understand. Don't know about you but that + gives me a sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very + big deep thoughts. Much more beautiful than something as bluntly + dumb as god.

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How the brain works

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The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob. I want + you to really think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own + brain in your hands. What does it look like? what does it feel like? + smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even imagine the taste + if your willing to go that far. Congrats, you just used something I + call signal pathing. Your brain has many abstract components + that are associated with different functions. They dont serve + different functions and arent built for namable functions. + Just assoicated with. By pathing signals through different + components each one designed for processing data in a special type + of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given + resources process many types of information thrown at it in many + ways. For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, + written version, sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can + signal path information can whatever snese its using to read that + lanauge and send it to many other parts for processing. Things like + the minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts of + signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read all of this and + will continue to use it all the time for rest of your life the same + your brain have always used it.

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You are multiple

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you are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside + the same head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated + with sugery go out of sync and each one starts acting independently. + Thats only as far as they can split down. If each half itself could + be split in half like that we couldn't be able to test it. For all + you know you could have a 100 conscious brain pieces up there. + Consciousness is just the ablitity for the brain to refence itself. + Kind of like how your currently using your brain to read something + about now the brain works. Consciousness alone isn't the end + all.

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Darwinism

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As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. + Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot + point to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go + check out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what + evolution actually looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. + Evolution in nature is the process of making species more well + adapted through nature selection. Its a nearly mathical process and + it does not care what we think is the best. The only thing + driving the process is making species well tuned to their + environment. For example evolution might make a species less + physical strong in return for liter weight and less required food to + survive if thats what would make it better fitted for its + environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless + birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but + evolution no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead + designed the birds for other uses like swiming, faster running + speeds...

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Case against Social Darwinism

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Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the + world. Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given + control, those who write the history books, those who use their + artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power to keep their + name alive after death. The few who are worth remembering aren't + bought into the light until they been dead long enough for their + revolutionary ideas not to fuck up the status quo set by the current + narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the spot light + until his ideas lost the revolutionary edge and conflicts with the + people in control of the electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr + was under attack by the US government his entire life but once the + more progessive side of his message got forgotten the same people + attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more tame + speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. + Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. + The small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is + in a vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large + choatic system which adds up to greater change and the movement of + history. If you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and + history read up on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical + materialism.

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Hybrids and the origin of humans

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Check out macroevolution. It goes into details about hybrids and + how humans are monkey pig hybrids.

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The Universe

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The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and + really large interactions on a mass scale all running into each + other in a nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood + through the lens of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of + engery. The things we know and understand is just the result of + interactions of engery. Even matter can be viewed through this lens. + I don't believe in the big bang. Instead I have my own theory.

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The creation of the universe

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The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always + existed. In fact outside the universe only everything exits and + there is no nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles + colliding at speeds that makes light speed look like a childs bikes. + Outside the universe everything interacts with everything forever in + all directions. Its like tv static that goes on forever. Just like + tv static since its random if you just so happen to pause during the + right time and zoom in you might find a picture of something. It + might even just so happen to be a picture of you! The universe is + one of those. A time and place in a random existance that just by + the chance of randomness is something coherent. Like finding + ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery interacted in a way + to create what we call the big bang. Instead of creating things it + just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place where the + interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited yet + complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures + is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these + constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until + something like this happens.

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God

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The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type + of brain found on earth but it is still a natural information + processing machine. It doesn't will things to happen like a religous + god. Instead its a high being bound to the same forces and + constrains as us. It only has the power which are given to it also + like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what it can.

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Humanities reason for existing

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I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start + to think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not + pleasent! I kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear + life as I pull nonsense out of my head. In the book there is + something called ice-nine. You can read about it on this + wikipedia article if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. + Spoiler: ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole + planet. It made me think: I wonder if the universe brain is in + pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing is to create + a type of ice-nine that destroys the universe. I have a sort of + surreal depression that makes existing a pain. Its transends any + sort of normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the survival + parts of the brain to warn us if something is wrong. Its a short + circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and blunt conscious that + causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out but adds up to + something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to + the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same sort of + thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy + willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like + when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey + men and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying + things by mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural + selection is testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for + that test. It proved we are well designed to destroy things by + mistake so it picked us.

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Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism

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Nihilism

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Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly + understand. Its the moment you realize nothing you do will ever + matter. When everything everyone knows and holds so close to them is + so clearly a pointless game yet they think your crazy to point it + out when they are the ones devoting so much to a big lie. Until + you can bluntly look at your school, work, family, friends, partner, + pets, political party and ask yourself "why do I do any of this?" + and realize it really wouldnt matter much if that all came to an end + you still arent a nihilist. As a nihilist you no longer see + happiness and sadness, love and hate, life and death: you know the + universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles and any other + concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.
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+ Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a + nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness. The real + pain is caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the + painful ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in + meaningless things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to + make yourself comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be + comfortable and enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. + A true nihilist would never start a war because they see no + point in it, non-nihilists would abosutely start a war even over the + most pointless bullshit. The flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent + going to stop the war either. Let the people fucking die we often + say. Luck they are I would say. Finally getting the type of peace + and bliss that comes with death that no non-nihilist would never let + happen during life.

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The absurdist cure

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It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options:

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  1. Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not?
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  2. Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, + cult, or some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies + and living a life of false meaning.
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  3. Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our + shitty society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you + know no god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to + practical limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning + in the position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be + careful not to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social + standards with no moral grounds.
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The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your + still a nihilist but now instead of not trying to stop wars + because nothing matters you can fight against wars for that very + same reason. Do everything a nihilist cant but always with the same + reasons as a nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or + giving things meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against + meaning! When people think your crazy for calling society pointless + you still walk away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip + them off as you walk away. Every pointless action you do and the + life you live knowing everything is pointless is a middle finger to + the universe, a sign to the world it may fucking suck but your still + alive. Its a insult to someone not there to hear it. The world + may have no meaning but reguardless you are going to kick it in the + ass.
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+ Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the + control of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option + two. Thats why when people who see everything as pointless go into + therapy they are always pushed toward option two. The very thing + that defines religion and spiritual believes in our society is so + heavily bias towards option two most people cant even begin to image + the concept of people coming together in a type of absurd worship of + option three. When meaning is no more worship without meaning is + now possible, religion without god or faith, morals without anything + to uphold them. It is in many ways like RumFoord's Church of God + the Utterly Indifferent.

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Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew + political ideology)

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Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks + cooler than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing + about communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution.

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Communism

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Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of + humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves + everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon + limits. Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not + communism.

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Socialism

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The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to + communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer + to communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look + socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the + process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it + looks like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is + often enough.

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Absurdism

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Read up here. To fucking lazy to sum + things up for you.

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Wissenschaft

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A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more + broad version of science. Its simply the quest for knowledge. + It even includes things like art and philosophy.

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Bsyn principles

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Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even + possible. Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even + with no end in sight. There is always progress to be made. + Think of it as communism is the goal and socialism is the process of + completing the goal. In bsyn a comrade doesnt have to be someone + with the same ideology, instead a bsyn comrade is anyone also + contributing to the goal even if its not as directly and even if + they arent aware of it. If the future is more communist than the + present than in a undirect way everything is socialist and if the + future is less or the same amount communist as the present in a way + nothing is socialist, because of that its important in bsyn to look + at undirect effects while at the same time not overbroadening + everything to the point words no longer have any use.
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+ An Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist or bynist isnt a + thing. Bsyn is not an identity. Read up on identity. Instead call yourself a follower of bsyn or + something along those lines. In bsyn you can use just about anything + to describe yourself just be mindful if what you choose might hurt + the goal.
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+ In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods + are quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist + movement is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in + pushing towards communism even if they claim to.
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+ Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using + machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to + spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and + most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less + busy work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills + and interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that + some people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all + trades.
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+ In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the + long term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in + a position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the + most unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always + steps forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. + Bsyn is a lot like that, it will never push away from communism but + it will take the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the + direction bsyn pushes toward is a lot more "idealize" than the + direction evolution tends to push.
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+ In bsyn there are two sayings: By any means necessary and + there is nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution. + They are like the yin and yang of bsyn.

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Social Issues

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By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the + page? Feel called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't + just some isolated optinions, they are a part of someones ideology + and a result of how their morals enteract with the world around + them. Everyone has an ideology even if they don't realize it. For + example christian views are very closely tied to christian ideology + and effects everything they do and think. "God created the universe, + gave us the 10 commandments, sent jesus down, will send you to hell + if you dont go to church..." Thats quite view shaping and mind + effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian tells you they support + lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or a lying fucker. + Dont believe them for even a second because they will fuck you over + and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general because it + was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to + control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the commandments of + an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you must trust + the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds like + lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes + when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it + was up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would + still be in the dark ages.

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Abortion

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New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take + this from someone who engages in same sex activities: dicks going + into pussies isnt the only way to have sex. The other ways dont + create babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the + magic way smart people created plastic thingies to stop the people + making seeds from going into the human egg. The same smart people + also made pills and lots of other wonderful things to stop the pain + of creating humans and the suffering they will face when they are + pulled into this terrible world kicking and screaming.
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+ It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of + terrible hardship they only ever increase the rate they fuck + the magic way and without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen + and the birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans who + are forced to live in this shitty world. But even when people are + too stupid to fuck the other ways or use seed stoppers we still have + one last line of defense: abortion. This beautiful treatment + removes the unborn flesh of a human from its mother before its + anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a taste for the + pain of the world.
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+ Christians view women as private property, people making machines, + personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same + human brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the + idea that a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to + be raped by stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and + make sure they only ever fuck the magic way and without seed + stoppers. They want more people forced to live and christians even + made sure everything fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give people + an escape from the things christians do, made sillycide way + more difficult than it needs to be, took over the entire planet... + all because their ideology calls for everyone on earth to + live a christan life of suffering. Abortion is a beautiful thing + fight for it to stay!

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Womens rights

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Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a + problem with that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and + still often use a male mask for close minded people so they will not + open their pie hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and + uninformed about womens rights, and that is because I am stupid and + uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know is that even + though all social issues are equally important womens rights are at + a very high level of importantness and should be the first thing on + the mind of any true leftist.
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+ "Social progress can be measured by the social position of the + female sex." - Karl Marx
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+ I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women + in their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your + life will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways + other men never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as + you make every interaction with women about weird horny stuff, + discrediting them for something... everything goes to waste. If your + a incel and blame women for everything sorry to break it to you but + it was other men that fucked you over not women. If your willing to + put those feelings aside the friendships you will gain with women as + time goes on will be much more rewarding than just fucking alot and + when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot less awkward + and more personal and borderline spiritual. And the insight that + removing sex bounaries in friendship brings might just contribute to + realizing your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting against + women will only ever keep them closed minded and brain washed.

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Race

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Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social + constructs to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to + hate and fear other groups of people so they can put up borders, + keep out artist and intellectual works, keep their people stupid... + everyone has the same big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point + in sorting everyone into granfalloon groups? Its to make sure everyone is too + busy fighting each other to realize they should have been fighting + the people in power the whole time. They lie to us about what + critical race theory is because they dont want you to know crt a + dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race though I would + argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of concept + of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. Just + learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is a + ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens + on a person to person interaction scale when really racism + happens on a systematic level.

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Disabilities and mental illness

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This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on + people with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking + back? well too bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we + just so happened to hire a able body even you know way more about + the field and your disability will not get in the way at all what so + ever". To make things worse thinking differently in are closed + minded is treated like having a fucked up back. I was diagnosed with + a thinking differently disability called autism. It doesnt fucking + matter that spoken language works just fine for communication + because everyone decided to instead use nonsensefull looks on their + face half the time. I am going to tell you right here there isnt + any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with looks on your + faces. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly on the + same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone + disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are + too fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face + looks, document it... you also think not putting up with ear + bleeding noises is a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to + feel bad for us when you are perfectly willing to fully support a + society that systematicly makes us disabled. Are brains work just + fine as they are you are just so nonsensable and hold + neurotypical views so high up that you are perfectly happy + supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us commit + sillycide because of the way you treat us. Its a text + book example of social darwinism indeed.

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lgbtq+

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Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ + makes you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are + society is held up by social constructs that controls who can have + sex with who, what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can + have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these + social constructs and want to live their life freely. By telling + them they cant do those things and making rules to stop them you + arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself + an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of sexual and gender + anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take down the + system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite happily + keep the system up.
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+ All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some + god that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your + non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by + religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your + not only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral + slave to your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your + quite comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate + has nothing to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church + and it just so happens to be.
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+ Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. + It may be rough right now but thats part of the process of + evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but + thats the beauty of it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some + amount of social constructs and still a slave to some amount of + bullshit are society created but it will evolve, it will bring us + even more freedom... for that to happen you gotta accept the + movement even in its rough state and help it grow into something + greater. The narcissists controlling the system will feed you + talking points to stop you from helping the movement remove power + from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just scared + that the more free we become the less we will support narcissist + bullshit.
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+ There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, + there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own + pronouns, there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to + sugery to remove their fuck organs (no matter how harmful and + pointless some random study claims stopping them is against their + freedom and saving people from themsevles is a narcissist journy of + mental masturbation: not a heroic act), there is no scientific + reason there needs to be seprate mens and women bathrooms, there is + no scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they use to + describe themselves due to the fact all language is human made + and completely socially constructed start to end. Any and all + arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant play + in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in nature + because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. + Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a + skirt and pisses in the womens bathroom, a man playing in + womens sports is not going to cause anyone to get struck by + lightning. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think + that a concept a bunch of people came up with is just as natural as + the fucking trees.
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+ If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal + choices isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for + you: the percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the + percent who changed their minds. Thats right, are society is so + fucking hell bent on making it a living hell to be transgender that + they detransition due to the pressure even if they personally would + love to continue transiting if they could. The regret rate is much + lower than the rate of that and even than the statics alone still + doesnt tell the whole story. If you can only learn 2 things from me + let it be that 1: statics lie, and 2: fucking with peoples personal + lifes never helps anyone.

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Economics and socialism

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This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to + tell you what real socialist economics is. The USS shit is a + fucking terrible example of socialist economics. Dont give me + that socialism only works in theory bullshit because here is + the truth about socialism: socialism is not when the government does + stuff, its not when everyone is paid the same no matter how much + they work, its not when everything is ruled by a dictatorship... all + socialism really is in truth is the concept of common ownership of + things like the means of production (aka large factories, farms...). + We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam deck. We dont want + your fucking house, car, cat, grandma... No, we dont give a fuck + about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand scale + of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays + for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any + difference on the economical level socialists tend to think in and + anyone that calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas + sock business is a fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent + use of socialism looks like take a look at project cybersyn.

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The evils of capitalism for dummies

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Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little + and others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to + plant a bit of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who + barely even have enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for + others they grew up on a family farm that have been doing quite well + for ages. One day someone name Tod from a good family rice farm + finally goes out to start his own farm. Tod's family gives him a + nice big bag of fresh rice to use to start his own farm and he heads + out to find a good place for a rice field. While he is traveling he + quietly complains how heavy the bag is and even think a few things + "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag this size". He finally + finds a nice place for a new rice field but someone already got few + only seconds before he did. Tod notices they have a much smaller + liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! He fucking hits + them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their whole bag + into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a bush and + attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag gets + bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he + finally decides to plant some.
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+ Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry + with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he + decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some + rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get + them more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the + farm and start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people + and steal their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a + one pulls one of the children aside to tell them he will give them a + raise if they report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked + out by the bag. A few get reported and knocked out until everyone + started truly fearing Tod.
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+ The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and + started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of + watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a + few times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on + everyone else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day + one of them decided to use their high pay to start their own farm + and even knocked out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed + scaled version of what Tod was doing. When Tod found out this was + happening he had that person knock out by the heavest rice bag right + infront of everyone else on the farm. This was the first time when + of the higher ups even got knocked out and it completely changed + everything. Now it was clear no one was safe.
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+ As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon + as they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even + carring a large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of + getting hit. Sometimes he would find those same people days later + starving and they would finally give in and agree to be work on his + farm. Once he had enough workers to create an army he sent them to + take out an entire family farm and make it his own. After that he + didnt even have to take over family farms. They would agree to pay + tax in return for not getting taken over by his army. Tod even paid + the rice schools to only teach the things he wanted them to + teach.
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+ The end, I dont fucking do happy endings! I ask of you to + reflect on this story and think about are society. Think about all + the evil companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices + going up faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big + coprations fuck us over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are + simply planting their money in investments and working hard to grow + their companies. Thats only part of the story. They handle their + money like a fucking weapon and use it the same way Tod used his + heavy bag of rice.

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Socialism in practice

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If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways + rice can be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair + share of work will keep things going but they can still make their + own on the side, rice market system and groups of people setup to + stop people like Tod from grow... and you compare these ideas and + thing how they could be created than you have the mind of a + socialist. If you look up to Tod as a great business man, think + "well, that is just the way things are", twist things up to think + Tod is somehow helping people by giving them jobs and feeding them + even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the whole time... than + get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! Thats right, + socialism has never had any set in stone policy or economic + models. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem + solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what + they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most + disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who + know things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things + are done as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy + or economic model would ruin the entire point, it would be like + making a free form jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note + or tell Bob Ross what he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx + came up with a framework to change for your use instead of any set + in stone plan of action. What is why people like Stalin call + themselves a socialist yet are quite far seprated from the rest. + Just look at how much fucking infighting on the internet we have + just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be from each + other even with so many common goals.

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My travels

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I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered + they didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian + until I discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I + went anarchist until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up + with all the labels on the internet and didnt know what to call + myself; Finally, I was reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my + will to learn and come up with new ideas that been with me my entire + life but almost went away with all the effort school, mainstream + interenet, and society went through to try to distroy it. Read books + and think deeply about everything, dapple around in everything but + never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is what the radio voices + telling me just a distraction?". Conservative radio has the weirdest + fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor about my balls, I am + not looking for a service to turn my 5 million dollars worth of + retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to keep it safe + from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for an anti + ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you very + much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing + nonsense.
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+ Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the + X number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies + no one is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the + internet. No, I dont give a flying fucking about marxist leninist + maoist trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc + neo-dronestrike-obamaist anarcho-bidenism. They turned it into + fucking pokemon. Instead of making polical compass memes shut up + and read a fucking book! It doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx + book. Read Breakfast of Champions, right now, before I fucking kill + you!

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Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker + unions

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You know what we need? More non-profits, not the mozilla shit. Some dam good ones. All the democrats + checks arent working, they arent going to mail you life long + healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement money you lost in a + conservative gold and silver scam, mail your coworker the overtime + pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 vacuum cleaner no one + needed... sorry children santy aint coming this x-mas! This year we + gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I am not a human + (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull me into + your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for me. + Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low + profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but + non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and + treat their workers better... than for profit companies in the same + field. Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going + to last long, once they are set in place they will up prices and + lower worker pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children + he treats then like shit and turns them against each other. Again + with Tod, just avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix + much, just like Tod they will take out everything and make things + worse to the point you are forced to either eat Tods rice or rice + from a family farm paying taxes to him or face starving to death. + The only fix is to beat Tod himself with a bag full of his own + rice. To do that is going to need lots of people to agree to + work together. Aka a worker union.
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+ Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with + fancy computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at + the chile trucker strike for an example of that. + Though also with fancy computer stuff you can be oh so very much + more evil with running a worker union. Get your IT nerds, webdev + nerds... to join the union you can use the companies very own + website to leak secret information, make the entire company network + go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage found on the + CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, cleaning and + HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of them dont + even feel like a worker union could help them and when most worker + unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald + enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. Thats + why you human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team + up! I am not a human so its a given I dont have the human skills + so without a human skill person I cant do much and so far no human + skill person who isnt scared of me in sight.

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Nonhumanism

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I am not a human. Yes, you are a human (most + likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" + or "you were born from humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a + coyote. Quite similar but also just different enough to be a + different species. The line between different species isnt as far as + you might think and is something scientists often debate.
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+ Some nonhuman things about me include:

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  • Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up + as autism but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed + with autism I have met.
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  • Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the + humans get.
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  • Differences in how my nervous system works.
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  • As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped + growing much younger than any other human.
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  • I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young.
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  • I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully + rested instead of 8.
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  • I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light
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  • Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I + naturally eat alot at once than go a while without eating and I + dont gain or lose weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg + even though I am around 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can + happen in a very short amount of time.
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  • Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake + up. It takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier + to wake up in the dark
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  • Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, + and addiction.
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  • Differences in body propartions
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Living in human society as a nonhuman

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Living in human society as a nonhuman fucking sucks. + Imagine being a cat living in dog society. Everything is built with + dogs in mind, jobs shifts are all planned around dog hours, the + restaurants serve dog food in dog propartions, the stores sell only + dog products, the toys are dog toys, the parks are designed for + dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, everyone talks with barks instead + of meows... If your a cat in that society you really gotta look out + for yourself because no one else can understand you even if they + pretend to. Everyone will give you advice that does not work.

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Employment and nonhumanism

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Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting + through school and lack any employment history as of writing this. + Most of the options for that are customer service jobs. When people + can barely understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at + a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on your + interests... that aint going to work. And to make it worse employers + discriminate against me. If you arent working customer service + employers still want people skills. They want their toilet cleaners + and floor sweepers to have people skills. They want them to spend + half their shift sitting through pointless meetings. Thats the magic + of nightshifts! Only freaks and weirdos apply for nightshift and + they have a high turn over rate. All the people who call for + pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a + hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the time saved not + going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take naps, and + work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to + go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I could + work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to one + day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit.

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Revolution and nonhumanism

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When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I + often think about the song The Revolution Will Not be + Televised by Gil Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I + grew up in what many call a very inclusive generation all you mother + fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the modern stage of + inclusiveness does not extend to neurodivergents completely and + does not extend to nonhumans at all. Think of it this way, the + american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was quite limited, + the civil right movement did a bit more... same with how the lgbtq+ + movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism is + limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the resources + to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or + something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except + being nonhuman.
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+ I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in + pushing the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I + will let you know its up to you to make change. I am in full + support of modern progressive movements even if I know they are + lacking something. Even than I dont have the power to engage in + revolution the sameway you can due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am + not welcome in social structures and only servce as a fly on the + wall, no one understands me when I talk, I have no power what so + ever to push a message across. As a human you have special powers I + couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in those social + structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. Even as + small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I will + let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!
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+ Message to my generation: even though you treated me like + shit I beg of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways + I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at + voting blue either. The revolution will not be televised on + social media!

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