From 4e749697600bab526b1cf51bcca493f6d31d2e34 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: nathansmith Date: Fri, 23 May 2025 07:43:34 -0600 Subject: Almost done with this stupidness --- testTheThing/org/nathans-philosophy.org | 919 -------------------------------- 1 file changed, 919 deletions(-) delete mode 100644 testTheThing/org/nathans-philosophy.org (limited to 'testTheThing/org/nathans-philosophy.org') diff --git a/testTheThing/org/nathans-philosophy.org b/testTheThing/org/nathans-philosophy.org deleted file mode 100644 index cba25ec..0000000 --- a/testTheThing/org/nathans-philosophy.org +++ /dev/null @@ -1,919 +0,0 @@ -#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org -#+TITLE: Nathan's Philosophy -#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/nathans_philosophy_background.png - -* About - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: about - :END: -When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which went -over some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy and -incoherent. It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking at the -time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. It was raw -and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would read and -understand. You can find the archive -[[file:archive/the_philosophy_commune.html][here]].\\ -\\ -Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, and -almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You can skip -to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't because its going -to read alot more like a story and will slowly develop ideas throughout. - -[[file:images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg]] - -* The Geist - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: geist - :END: -Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. Geist -is a German word that can translate into three different words in -English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of /spirit/ -for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet almost mathical -and mechanical ways it can be used. - -** Case against the mythical - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-the-mythical - :END: -I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, magic.. -or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed an atheist. -Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I -am spiritual" and go running to your mommy girlfriend that someone on -the internet hurt your feelings and you need your unwashed cock sucked -to feel better about yourself I have much more to say: Once you truly -begain to demythize something the things you discover are much more -beautiful, artist, and meaningful than any myth or superstitions can -ever be.\\ -\\ -Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a chaotic -sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every species -comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species come to be -from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at times and fast -and rough at others. A complex process that requires thinking about -really small and really large numbers on a scale are brains are not -designed to understand. Don't know about you but that gives me a sort of -sad joy to think about and makes me think very big deep thoughts. Much -more beautiful than something as bluntly dumb as god. - -** How the brain works - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: how-the-brain-works - :END: -/The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob./ I want you to really -think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your hands. -What does it look like? what does it feel like? smell? sounds it makes -when you play with it? even imagine the taste if your willing to go that -far. Congrats, you just used something I call /signal pathing/. Your -brain has many abstract components that are associated with different -functions. They *dont serve* different functions and *arent built for* -namable functions. *Just assoicated with.* By pathing signals through -different components each one designed for processing data in a special -type of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given -resources process many types of information thrown at it in many ways. -For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, written version, -sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can signal path information -can whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send it to many -other parts for processing. Things like the minds eye, internal -monologue... are all just artifacts of signal pathing. Also you used -signal pathing to read all of this and will continue to use it all the -time for rest of your life the same your brain have always used it. - -** You are multiple - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: you-are-multiple - :END: -*you* are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside the same -head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated with sugery go -out of sync and each one starts acting independently. Thats only as far -as they can split down. If each half itself could be split in half like -that we couldn't be able to test it. For all you know you could have a -100 conscious brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the ablitity -for the brain to refence itself. Kind of like how your currently using -your brain to read something about now the brain works. Consciousness -alone isn't the end all. - -[[file:images/lain.gif]] - -* Darwinism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: darwinism - :END: -As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. -Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot point -to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go check out it -out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what evolution actually -looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is -the process of making species more well adapted through nature -selection. Its a nearly mathical process and *it does not care what we -think is the best*. The only thing driving the process is making species -well tuned to their environment. For example evolution might make a -species less physical strong in return for liter weight and less -required food to survive if thats what would make it better fitted for -its environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless -birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but evolution -no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead designed the -birds for other uses like swiming, faster running speeds... - -** Case against Social Darwinism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-social-darwinism - :END: -Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the world. -Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given control, those -who write the history books, those who use their artificially sense of -confidents and undeserved power to keep their name alive after death. -The few who are worth remembering aren't bought into the light until -they been dead long enough for their revolutionary ideas not to fuck up -the status quo set by the current narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla -didn't get into the spot light until his ideas lost the revolutionary -edge and conflicts with the people in control of the electric companies, -Martin Luther King Jr was under attack by the US government his entire -life but once the more progessive side of his message got forgotten the -same people attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more -tame speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. -Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. The -small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is in a -vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large choatic -system which adds up to greater change and the movement of history. If -you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and history read up -on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical materialism. - -** Hybrids and the origin of humans - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: hybrids-and-the-origin-of-humans - :END: -Check out [[https://www.macroevolution.net][macroevolution]]. It goes -into details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig hybrids. - -* The Universe - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: universe - :END: -The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and really -large interactions on a mass scale all running into each other in a -nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood through the lens -of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of engery. The things we -know and understand is just the result of interactions of engery. Even -matter can be viewed through this lens. I don't believe in the big bang. -Instead I have my own theory. - -** The creation of the universe - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: the-creation-of-the-universe - :END: -The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always existed. -In fact outside the universe only everything exits and there is no -nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles colliding at speeds that -makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the universe -everything interacts with everything forever in all directions. Its like -tv static that goes on forever. Just like tv static since its random if -you just so happen to pause during the right time and zoom in you might -find a picture of something. It might even just so happen to be a -picture of you! The universe is one of those. A time and place in a -random existance that just by the chance of randomness is something -coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery -interacted in a way to create what we call the big bang. Instead of -creating things it just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place -where the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited -yet complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures -is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these -constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until -something like this happens. - -** God - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: god - :END: -[[file:images/brain_and_the_universe.png]] - -The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type of brain -found on earth but it is still a natural information processing machine. -It doesn't will things to happen like a religous god. Instead its a high -being bound to the same forces and constrains as us. It only has the -power which are given to it also like us. It only ever sees what it can -and sense what it can. - -** Humanities reason for existing - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: humanities-reason-for-existing - :END: -I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start to -think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not pleasent! I -kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear life as I pull -nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something called ice-nine. -You can read about it on [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine][this -wikipedia article]] if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler: -*ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole planet*. It made me -think: I wonder if the universe brain is in pain in its own sort of way -and are reason for existing is to create a type of ice-nine that -destroys the universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that makes -existing a pain. Its transends any sort of normal pain or sadness. Its -deeper than just the survival parts of the brain to warn us if something -is wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and -blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out -but adds up to something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply -relate to the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same -sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy -willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like -when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men -and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying things by -mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural selection is -testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It -proved we are well designed to destroy things by mistake so it picked -us. - -* Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism - :END: -** Nihilism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: nihilism - :END: -Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly understand. Its -the moment you realize nothing you do will ever matter. When everything -everyone knows and holds so close to them is so clearly a pointless game -yet they think your crazy to point it out when they are the ones -devoting so much to a big lie. *Until you can bluntly look at your -school, work, family, friends, partner, pets, political party and ask -yourself "why do I do any of this?" and realize it really wouldnt matter -much if that all came to an end you still arent a nihilist.* As a -nihilist you no longer see happiness and sadness, love and hate, life -and death: you know the universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles -and any other concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.\\ -\\ -*Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a -nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.* The real pain is -caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the painful -ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in meaningless -things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to make yourself -comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be comfortable and -enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. *A true nihilist -would never start a war* because they see no point in it, non-nihilists -would abosutely start a war even over the most pointless bullshit. The -flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent going to stop the war either. -Let the people fucking die we often say. Luck they are I would say. -Finally getting the type of peace and bliss that comes with death that -no non-nihilist would never let happen during life. - -** The absurdist cure - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: the-absurdist-cure - :END: -It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options: - -1. Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not? -2. Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, cult, or - some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies and living - a life of false meaning. -3. Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our shitty - society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you know no - god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to practical - limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning in the - position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be careful not - to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social standards with - no moral grounds. - -*The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your still a -nihilist* but now instead of not trying to stop wars because nothing -matters you can fight against wars for that very same reason. Do -everything a nihilist cant but always with the same reasons as a -nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or giving things -meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against meaning! When -people think your crazy for calling society pointless you still walk -away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip them off as you -walk away. Every pointless action you do and the life you live knowing -everything is pointless is a middle finger to the universe, a sign to -the world it may fucking suck but your still alive. Its a insult to -someone not there to hear it. *The world may have no meaning but -reguardless you are going to kick it in the ass.*\\ -\\ -Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the control -of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option two. Thats why -when people who see everything as pointless go into therapy they are -always pushed toward option two. The very thing that defines religion -and spiritual believes in our society is so heavily bias towards option -two most people cant even begin to image the concept of people coming -together in a type of absurd worship of option three. *When meaning is -no more worship without meaning is now possible, religion without god or -faith, morals without anything to uphold them.* It is in many ways like -RumFoord's Church of God the Utterly Indifferent. - -* Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew political ideology) - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn - :END: -Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks cooler -than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing about -communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution. - -** Bsyn english class - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-english-class - :END: -*** Communism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: communism - :END: -Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of -humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves -everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon limits. -*Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not communism.* - -*** Socialism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: socialism - :END: -The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to -communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer to -communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look -socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the -process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it looks -like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is often enough. - -*** Absurdism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism-1 - :END: -Read up [[#absurdism][here]]. To fucking lazy to sum things up for you. - -*** Wissenschaft - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: wissenschaft - :END: -A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more broad -version of /science/. Its simply the quest for knowledge. It even -includes things like art and philosophy. - -** Bsyn principles - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-principles - :END: -Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even possible. -Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even with no end in -sight. *There is always progress to be made.* Think of it as communism -is the goal and socialism is the process of completing the goal. In bsyn -a comrade doesnt have to be someone with the same ideology, instead a -bsyn comrade is anyone also contributing to the goal even if its not as -directly and even if they arent aware of it. If the future is more -communist than the present than in a undirect way everything is -socialist and if the future is less or the same amount communist as the -present in a way nothing is socialist, because of that its important in -bsyn to look at undirect effects while at the same time not -overbroadening everything to the point words no longer have any use.\\ -\\ -An /Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist/ or /bynist/ isnt a thing. *Bsyn is -not an identity.* Read up on -[[file:blog/index.html#case_against_identity][identity]]. Instead call -yourself a follower of bsyn or something along those lines. In bsyn you -can use just about anything to describe yourself just be mindful if what -you choose might hurt the goal.\\ -\\ -In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods are -quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist movement -is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in pushing towards -communism even if they claim to.\\ -\\ -Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using -machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to -spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and -most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less busy -work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills and -interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that some -people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all trades.\\ -\\ -In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the long -term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in a -position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the most -unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always steps -forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. Bsyn is a -lot like that, it will never push away from communism but it will take -the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the direction bsyn pushes -toward is a lot more "idealize" than the direction evolution tends to -push.\\ -\\ -In bsyn there are two sayings: *By any means necessary* and *there is -nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution*. They are like the yin -and yang of bsyn. - -* Social Issues - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: social - :END: -*By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the page?* Feel -called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't just some isolated -optinions, they are a part of someones ideology and a result of how -their morals enteract with the world around them. Everyone has an -ideology even if they don't realize it. For example christian views are -very closely tied to christian ideology and effects everything they do -and think. "God created the universe, gave us the 10 commandments, sent -jesus down, will send you to hell if you dont go to church..." Thats -quite view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian -tells you they support lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or -a lying fucker. Dont believe them for even a second because they will -fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general -because it was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their -lies to control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the -commandments of an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you -must trust the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds -like lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes -when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it was -up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would still be in -the dark ages. - -** Abortion - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: abortion - :END: -New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take this from -someone who engages in same sex activities: *dicks going into pussies -isnt the only way to have sex.* The other ways dont create babies. It -gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the magic way smart people -created plastic thingies to stop the people making seeds from going into -the human egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of other -wonderful things to stop the pain of creating humans and the suffering -they will face when they are pulled into this terrible world kicking and -screaming.\\ -\\ -It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of terrible -hardship they only ever *increase* the rate they fuck the magic way and -without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen and the birth rate would -only go up. This creates more humans who are forced to live in this -shitty world. But even when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways -or use seed stoppers we still have one last line of defense: *abortion*. -This beautiful treatment removes the unborn flesh of a human from its -mother before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a -taste for the pain of the world.\\ -\\ -Christians view women as private property, people making machines, -personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same human -brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the idea that -a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to be raped by -stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and make sure they -only ever fuck the magic way and without seed stoppers. They want more -people forced to live and christians even made sure everything fun is a -sin, outlawed drugs that give people an escape from the things -christians do, made /sillycide/ way more difficult than it needs to be, -took over the entire planet... all because their ideology calls for -*everyone* on earth to live a christan life of suffering. *Abortion is a -beautiful thing fight for it to stay!* - -** Womens rights - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: womens-rights - :END: -Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a problem with -that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and still often use a -male mask for close minded people so they will not open their pie hole -about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed about womens rights, -and that is because I am stupid and uninformed about womens rights. But -what I do know is that even though all social issues are equally -important womens rights are at a very high level of importantness and -should be the first thing on the mind of any true leftist.\\ -\\ -"Social progress can be measured by the social position of the female -sex." - Karl Marx\\ -\\ -I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women in -their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your life -will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways other men -never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as you make every -interaction with women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for -something... everything goes to waste. If your a incel and blame women -for everything sorry to break it to you but it was other men that fucked -you over not women. If your willing to put those feelings aside the -friendships you will gain with women as time goes on will be much more -rewarding than just fucking alot and when the time finally comes for you -sex will be a lot less awkward and more personal and borderline -spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries in friendship -brings might just contribute to realizing your bisexual like it did for -me. For men fighting against women will only ever keep them closed -minded and brain washed. - -** Race - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: race - :END: -Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social constructs -to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to hate and fear -other groups of people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and -intellectual works, keep their people stupid... everyone has the same -big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point in sorting everyone into -[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon][granfalloon]] groups? Its -to make sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to realize they -should have been fighting the people in power the whole time. They lie -to us about what critical race theory is because they dont want you to -know *crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race* though I -would argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of -concept of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. -Just learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is -a ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens on -a person to person interaction scale when really *racism happens on a -systematic level*. - -** Disabilities and mental illness - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: disabilities-and-mental-illness - :END: -This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on people -with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking back? well too -bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we just so happened to -hire a able body even you know way more about the field and your -disability will not get in the way at all what so ever". To make things -worse thinking differently in are closed minded is treated like having a -fucked up back. I was diagnosed with a thinking differently disability -called autism. It doesnt fucking matter that spoken language works just -fine for communication because everyone decided to instead use -nonsensefull looks on their face half the time. I am going to tell you -right here *there isnt any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with -looks on your faces*. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly -on the same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone -disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are too -fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face looks, -document it... you also think not putting up with ear bleeding noises is -a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to feel bad for us when you -are perfectly willing to fully support a society that systematicly makes -us disabled. Are brains work just fine as they are *you* are just so -nonsensable and hold neurotypical views so high up that you are -perfectly happy supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us *commit -sillycide* because of the way *you* treat us. Its a text book example of -social darwinism indeed. - -** lgbtq+ - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: lgbtq - :END: -Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ makes -you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are society is -held up by social constructs that controls who can have sex with who, -what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can have, what pronouns -you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these social constructs and want -to live their life freely. By telling them they cant do those things and -making rules to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the -fucking pope! Call yourself an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of -sexual and gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take -down the system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite -happily keep the system up.\\ -\\ -All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some god -that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your -non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by -religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your not -only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral slave to -your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite -comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate has nothing -to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church and it /just so -happens to be/.\\ -\\ -Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. It -may be rough right now but thats part of the process of evolution. No -one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but thats the beauty of -it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social -constructs and still a slave to some amount of bullshit are society -created but it will evolve, it will bring us even more freedom... for -that to happen you gotta accept the movement even in its rough state and -help it grow into something greater. The narcissists controlling the -system will feed you talking points to stop you from helping the -movement remove power from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they -are just scared that the more free we become the less we will support -narcissist bullshit.\\ -\\ -There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, -there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own pronouns, -there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove -their /fuck organs/ (no matter how harmful and pointless some random -study claims stopping them is against their freedom and saving people -from themsevles is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a -heroic act), there is no scientific reason there needs to be seprate -mens and women bathrooms, there is no scientific reason someone cant -choose what labels they use to describe themselves due to the fact *all -language is human made and completely socially constructed start to -end*. Any and all arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and -"men cant play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in -nature because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. -Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a skirt -and pisses in the womens bathroom, *a /man/ playing in womens sports is -not going to cause anyone to get struck by lightning*. All of you -anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think that a concept a bunch of -people came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees.\\ -\\ -If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal choices -isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for you: *the -percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the percent who -changed their minds*. Thats right, are society is so fucking hell bent -on making it a living hell to be transgender that they detransition due -to the pressure even if they personally would love to continue -transiting if they could. The regret rate is much lower than the rate of -that and even than the statics alone still doesnt tell the whole story. -If you can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1: statics lie, -and 2: fucking with peoples personal lifes never helps anyone. - -* Economics and socialism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: economics_and_socialism - :END: -This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to tell you -what real socialist economics is. *The USS shit is a fucking terrible -example of socialist economics.* Dont give me that /socialism only works -in theory/ bullshit because here is the truth about socialism: socialism -is not when the government does stuff, its not when everyone is paid the -same no matter how much they work, its not when everything is ruled by a -dictatorship... all socialism really is in truth is the concept of -common ownership of things like the means of production (aka large -factories, farms...). *We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam -deck. We dont want your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...* No, we dont -give a fuck about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand -scale of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays -for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any difference -on the economical level socialists tend to think in and anyone that -calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas sock business is a -fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent use of socialism looks -like take a look at project cybersyn. - -** The evils of capitalism for dummies - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: the-evils-of-capitalism-for-dummies - :END: -Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little and -others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to plant a bit -of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who barely even have -enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for others they grew up -on a family farm that have been doing quite well for ages. One day -someone name Tod from a good family rice farm finally goes out to start -his own farm. Tod's family gives him a nice big bag of fresh rice to use -to start his own farm and he heads out to find a good place for a rice -field. While he is traveling he quietly complains how heavy the bag is -and even think a few things "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag -this size". He finally finds a nice place for a new rice field but -someone already got few only seconds before he did. Tod notices they -have a much smaller liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! -He fucking hits them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their -whole bag into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a -bush and attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag -gets bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he -finally decides to plant some.\\ -\\ -Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry -with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he -decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some -rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get them -more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the farm and -start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people and steal -their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a one pulls one -of the children aside to tell them he will give them a raise if they -report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked out by the bag. A -few get reported and knocked out until everyone started truly fearing -Tod.\\ -\\ -The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and -started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of -watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a few -times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on everyone -else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day one of them -decided to use their high pay to start their own farm and even knocked -out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed scaled version of what Tod -was doing. When Tod found out this was happening he had that person -knock out by the heavest rice bag right infront of everyone else on the -farm. This was the first time when of the higher ups even got knocked -out and it completely changed everything. Now it was clear no one was -safe.\\ -\\ -As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon as -they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even carring a -large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of getting hit. -Sometimes he would find those same people days later starving and they -would finally give in and agree to be work on his farm. Once he had -enough workers to create an army he sent them to take out an entire -family farm and make it his own. After that he didnt even have to take -over family farms. They would agree to pay tax in return for not getting -taken over by his army. Tod even paid the rice schools to only teach the -things he wanted them to teach.\\ -\\ -The end, *I dont fucking do happy endings!* I ask of you to reflect on -this story and think about are society. Think about all the evil -companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices going up -faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big coprations fuck us -over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are simply planting their -money in investments and working hard to grow their companies. Thats -only part of the story. They handle their money like a fucking weapon -and use it the same way Tod used his heavy bag of rice. - -** Socialism in practice - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: socialism-in-practice - :END: -If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways rice can -be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair share of work -will keep things going but they can still make their own on the side, -rice market system and groups of people setup to stop people like Tod -from grow... and you compare these ideas and thing how they could be -created than you have the mind of a socialist. If you look up to Tod as -a great business man, think "well, that is just the way things are", -twist things up to think Tod is somehow helping people by giving them -jobs and feeding them even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the -whole time... than get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! -Thats right, *socialism has never had any set in stone policy or -economic models*. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem -solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what -they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most -disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who know -things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things are done -as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy or economic -model would ruin the entire point, it would be like making a free form -jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note or tell Bob Ross what -he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx came up with a framework to -change for your use instead of any set in stone plan of action. What is -why people like Stalin call themselves a socialist yet are quite far -seprated from the rest. Just look at how much fucking infighting on the -internet we have just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be -from each other even with so many common goals. - -** My travels - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: my-travels - :END: -I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered they -didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian until I -discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I went anarchist -until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up with all the labels -on the internet and didnt know what to call myself; Finally, I was -reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my will to learn and come up with -new ideas that been with me my entire life but almost went away with all -the effort school, mainstream interenet, and society went through to try -to distroy it. Read books and think deeply about everything, dapple -around in everything but never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is -what the radio voices telling me just a distraction?". Conservative -radio has the weirdest fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor -about my balls, I am not looking for a service to turn my 5 million -dollars worth of retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to -keep it safe from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for -an anti ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you -very much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.\\ -\\ -Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the X -number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies no one -is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the internet. -No, I dont give a flying fucking about /marxist leninist maoist -trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc neo-dronestrike-obamaist -anarcho-bidenism/. They turned it into fucking pokemon. Instead of -making polical compass memes *shut up and read a fucking book!* It -doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx book. Read Breakfast of Champions, -right now, before I fucking kill you! - -** Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker unions - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: decentralizated-non-privatized-and-the-wonder-of-worker-unions - :END: -You know what we need? More non-profits, not the -[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla]] shit. Some -dam good ones. All the democrats checks arent working, they arent going -to mail you life long healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement -money you lost in a conservative gold and silver scam, mail your -coworker the overtime pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 -vacuum cleaner no one needed... sorry children santy aint coming this -x-mas! This year we gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I -am not a human (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull -me into your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for -me. Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low -profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but -non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and treat -their workers better... than for profit companies in the same field. -Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going to last -long, once they are set in place they will up prices and lower worker -pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children he treats then -like shit and turns them against each other. Again with Tod, just -avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix much, just like Tod -they will take out everything and make things worse to the point you are -forced to either eat Tods rice or rice from a family farm paying taxes -to him or face starving to death. The only fix is to *beat Tod himself -with a bag full of his own rice*. To do that is going to need lots of -people to agree to work together. Aka a worker union.\\ -\\ -Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with fancy -computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at -[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact][the chile trucker strike]] -for an example of that. Though also with fancy computer -stuff you can be oh so very much more evil with running a worker union. -Get your IT nerds, webdev nerds... to join the union you can use the -companies very own website to leak secret information, make the entire -company network go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage -found on the CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, -cleaning and HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of -them dont even feel like a worker union could help them and when most -worker unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald -enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. *Thats why you -human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team up!* I am not a -human so its a given I dont have the human skills so without a human -skill person I cant do much and so far no human skill person who isnt -scared of me in sight. - -* Nonhumanism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: nonhumanism - :END: -*I am not a human*. Yes, *you are a human* (most likely). But not me. -Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" or "you were born from -humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite similar but -also just different enough to be a different species. The line between -different species isnt as far as you might think and is something -scientists often debate.\\ -\\ -Some nonhuman things about me include: - -+ Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up as autism - but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed with autism I - have met. -+ Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the humans get. -+ Differences in how my nervous system works. -+ As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped growing - much younger than any other human. -+ I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young. -+ I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully rested - instead of 8. -+ I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light -+ Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I naturally eat - alot at once than go a while without eating and I dont gain or lose - weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though I am around - 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can happen in a very short amount - of time. -+ Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake up. It - takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier to wake up - in the dark -+ Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, and - addiction. -+ Differences in body propartions - -** Living in human society as a nonhuman - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: living-in-human-society-as-a-nonhuman - :END: -Living in human society as a nonhuman *fucking sucks*. Imagine being a -cat living in dog society. Everything is built with dogs in mind, jobs -shifts are all planned around dog hours, the restaurants serve dog food -in dog propartions, the stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog -toys, the parks are designed for dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, -everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If your a cat in that -society you really gotta look out for yourself because no one else can -understand you even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you advice -that does not work. - -** Employment and nonhumanism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: employment-and-nonhumanism - :END: -Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting through -school and lack any employment history as of writing this. Most of the -options for that are customer service jobs. When people can barely -understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at a time, lack -any people skills, need time to work on your interests... that aint -going to work. And to make it worse employers discriminate against me. -If you arent working customer service employers still want people -skills. They want their toilet cleaners and floor sweepers to have -people skills. They want them to spend half their shift sitting through -pointless meetings. Thats the magic of nightshifts! Only freaks and -weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high turn over rate. All -the people who call for pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever -have to talk to a hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the -time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take -naps, and work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too -easily to go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I -could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to -one day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit. - -** Revolution and nonhumanism - :PROPERTIES: - :CUSTOM_ID: revolution-and-nonhumanism - :END: -When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I often think -about the song /The Revolution Will Not be Televised/ by Gil -Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I grew up in what many -call a very inclusive generation all you mother fuckers treated me like -shit! Thats because the modern stage of inclusiveness *does not extend -to neurodivergents completely and does not extend to nonhumans at all*. -Think of it this way, the american civil war got rid of legal slavery -but was quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit more... same -with how the lgbtq+ movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is -nonhumanism is limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the -resources to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or -something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except being -nonhuman.\\ -\\ -I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing -the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I will let you -know *its up to you to make change*. I am in full support of modern -progressive movements even if I know they are lacking something. Even -than I dont have the power to engage in revolution the sameway you can -due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am not welcome in social structures -and only servce as a fly on the wall, no one understands me when I talk, -I have no power what so ever to push a message across. As a human you -have special powers I couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in -those social structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. -Even as small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I -will let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!\\ -\\ -Message to my generation: even though *you* treated me like shit I beg -of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways I cant. Dont -be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at voting blue -either. The revolution will not be +televised+ on social media! - -[[file:images/lain.gif]] -- cgit v1.2.3