Every lived moment flows forward as time pushes. If it's variable or constant is unknown since there is no reference for comparison. Same goes for the speed of light since the end result is all we see and all we know. What happens in the black box is unknown and all we can do is guess what happens based on what comes out relative to what we put in. When what is fully implied by this is realized the living experience degrades into chemical electric signals.

All once held to be true is now out of view as it degrades into yet more pure concept. Questions once asked are now all answered with the same answer: the thing the question addresses is itself bullshit meaning the answer isn't going to be any better than bullshit. All worldly things known or not conform to the same underlining mathematical system making that the only thing you need to know for things to be understood without much pain. All that is left is what the bloody hell is happening in the black box?

To understand yourself and the world observing is a very important skill to have. Nearly everyone given a voice follows stoicism to a degree. Stoicism: the philosophy of modifying the world to match your idealized image of it. Selective breeding, domestication, and growing plants places they didn't evolve to grow. This has been going on for thousands of years. Anyone looking to obverse the world is observing a version modified heavily to these ideals. Even that which is untouched is still viewed through a lens built by stoic idealism. When the pressure in a tire is measured a little bit of it leaves. Measuring the charge of a battery uses up a little bit of the battery. Nothing can truly be observed in the same state it would be unobserved even without stoic idealism.

One of the best things to observe is yourself. Your brain conforms to the same mathematical patterns as everything else. There is no soul or consciousness in the sense most know them as. Instead there are nerve interactions following the same laws of physics as a solar system or anything else in the universe. Sit back and obverse what goes on in your brain. Let the so called nonsense roll (: Constantly awake or asleep your brain processes sensory information and relates it to memories. Fun fact: the brain is always running at full power. The process of observing what goes on in your brain when you aren't using it for any task is called meditation.

Most fail at meditation because they try to not think anything even though the brain constantly runs. Trying to not use the brain itself uses the brain. The only time the brain isn't doing anything is when dead. You will never experience true nothingness. If you do die and come back there will simply just be a gap in your memory. The real question is if the brain is constantly running what does it do when I am not using it?

Whatever thought comes let dance around. Whatever feels like the correct thing to be thinking about is the correct thing to think about. You may be scared, grossed out, or just flat out not understand these thoughts but that's part of meditation. No one is judging your thoughts except yourself. We are so use to being constantly watched and judged we do the same to our own thoughts. Your mind is the last truly private place so don't be scared to think awful, gross, and weird things. Stoicism has turned thinking into doing but that doesn't have to be. Don't try too hard to not judge your thoughts because a thought judging thought might just be the default thought to be thinking than. The import part is to follow instead of lead. Let the urges pull you in. Breathing is natural and trying to stop it just causes pain though when you become aware of your breathing you start doing it manually. Meditation is the same but with thoughts.

The square root of two goes on forever yet the algorithm that creates it doesn't go on forever. The algorithm can be shown in its whole but not the number it outputs. It is a black box. So is the square root of negative one. These things can create functions with multiple correct answers and functions with outputs that don't make any sense yet we feel the need to have a straight forward output. By trying to apply algorithms we end up with doublethink. Our ideologies and concepts of the world apply in ways which don't line up. This adds to the pain and hate in the world. When meditating you don't have to apply the algorithms. They can exist purely as functions and not results.