Sometimes on my drive home from work I see a person with catear headphones that glow with blue led light. This is early in the morning since I work nights. First time I saw this person I thought it was a ghost, then I looked again and realized that's stuppa because its clearly a CIA agent who needs to be ran over, finally I realized it was just a person with glowing headphones. They seemed to be walking to the tracks station which was near by. While my work day was ending their school or work day was just starting. Completely mirrored schedules we are on. Seen them a few times since.

Funny that I observed someones existence but they likely haven't observed mine. I wonder what people have observed my existence without me being aware. Everything known about strangers being observed can only be assumed. It's too dark for me to even have a clue what their gender is and can only assume their age based on their outline. Any detail about them I simply don't know. I wonder what my outline in the dark looks like. The level we know people is shown this way. How well do the people in your life actually know you? If not much do you really think you know them any better? Everyone is a stranger pretending to be close friends and family.

The greatest social issue of this time is not everyone knows their neighbors. Glowing headphone person seems to live close based on context yet I don't know them. I don't know my next door neighbors. On my own time there are only two people I hang out with ever. Sure, I am more on the extreme end but this is a common thing. Barely anyone knows their neighbors. This enables alienation which prevents the working class from rising up leaving power unchecked. You can go out of your way to try to meet people but they will just run. More people need to open up for things to start moving.

Jazz is good for the tortured geist. It's chaotic black magic can show how to travel into the surreal, dark, and confusing realms of the mind. That is what it means to be cool. That is the lesson of absurdism.