Eugenics throughout history always been very neourtypical at its core. It wants those who can look and act the part for the given status quo perfectly. The system calls for those who uphold it even if against their own interest and eugenics is the idea of breeding people to do so. It's just straight up human domestication. I have said this before but why should a system be upheld by the suffering of those holding it up? What is so great about this larger machine made of people when the world is experienced through the parts and not the machine itself? The answer for the most part is it's a toy for narcissist leaders (they are all narcissist) so they can war against each other with their societal machines. Take the cold war as a example. Even if systematic eugenics doesn't take place a form of it still happens. The system is designed to make it easier for those it likes to reproduce while those it doesn't like are forced into isolation.
These people are only bound to the nonsense rules of body language, social sills, and social norms. They hold the values of these norms above ethics and quality of life. If people must suffer for their pointless game than so be it is their mindset. Women use to eat tape worms to stay super thin for context. You may think that is crazy and wouldn't happen these days but look again mother fucker. They will engage in LOTS of unhealthy things to follow the norms. Wouldn't be that bad if it was just self induced though that isn't the case. They demand everyone follows their ways or gets punished resisting. They don't have any self reflection either. They will never be kind toward autistic people like myself, they will never became more accepting, they will never give up their terrible ways. They are bred to be this way. Between breaking a norm or dying they will choice dying. You can not reason with someone who rejected reason for a system built on nonsense.
I would argue we should just kill them all. Would say to torture them first but apparently neourtypicals enjoy torture so not worth the bother. At the very least they need to be removed from the gene pool. This is a great deal for them. They don't have to spread their terrible genes and they get to stay alive. We can even sterilize them in a manner that doesn't get in the way of sex. The issue is they are bound and determined to keep their awful ways alive. They are determined to make sure people suffer. Killing the neourtypicals might just be the best route.
I shouldn't be expected to learn social skills anymore than a blind person should be expected to learn how to read print. I know it's pointless trying to tell you but will you ever realize social skills aren't a logical system but a collective construct in the neourtypical mind and outside the context can not be understood. I am just trying to live a good life while you are bound and determined to make it worse. You are the one that has to change not me.
Just kill yourself. You are not able to accept us. Your brain isn't wired to be able to. As long as your alive you will cause pain to us. If you have any amount of empathy and self awareness you would use it to kill yourself. It doesn't matter if you have autistic friends or siblings who you are nice to. I have had to pretend to get along with lots of neourtypicals and your siblings and friends with autism are quite likely doing the same. We see your fake kindness and it hurts. Did you ever stop to think that we are living creatures with feelings?! If you actually care about them than do what is best for them and kill yourself.