I say things that scares and induces delirum for most if not all people on a level so basic and fundamental it causes nothing but disagreement in its purest form. Every atom of my existance is a rebellion against a universally held concept of what is and is not true about the world. Just the sight of something I bought into the world is enough to cause american democrats and republicans, nazis and communists, vim users and emacs users... to come together in argeement that even the fundamental principles of my philosophy must be destroyed.

I stand by my shit bag opinions

Things like public schooling, human beings, society at large... have pushed me into constant depression and at quite a young age to. I am quite pissed about that and this website is my place to express how I feel toward the world. Many times it takes on more abstract forms to. Its closer to art than anything else. Its full of dark humor and satire. This isnt a military grade weapon, its a giant laser built by a mad scientist!!! The things I say are blunt and harsh not because I actually want it to happen in that shape and form but as a expression of how I feel. Its less about the what and more about the why. Nothing here is designed to be taken at face value you dumb fucks! I use to get posts deleted from reddit for saying things along the lines of "we should bring back eugenics but this time remove neurotypicals from the gene pool", say that job recruiters should be systematically killed at mass, talk about sillycide... now that I have my own website I can say whatever the fuck I want!!!

No one is going to delete my post (:

Truth and lies

Everyone is caught up in is this true. You bring up something you read or heard somewhere and before you can even develop your ideas from it someone throws a axe at your train of thought and says "do you really believe that?" assuming that question even has a fucking answer. We live in a world of floating point numbers yet everyone is using booleans. A lot of the fucking time you arent going to have a way to find out if something is truth or lie. Even people that are professionally trained at detecting lies are right a little more than half the time at best. A better system than "true vs lies" is being able to make use of information reguardless if its a truth or lie! Telling anyone that it doesnt matter if something is true or not is like telling a christian you dont believe in god. In school we have the concept of fact checking and trust worthy information pushed down are throats. We tell kids Satan is real only to later tell them Satan isnt real when we could instead be leaving his state of existance undefined. People always lose their shit when I talk about aliens or things like that "Do you actually believe that shit???". I try to explain to them things in my brain arent tagged as fact or fiction, they instead exist in a state of both and either like a Schrodinger's Cat. Do you have a mental database of what every worldly concept tastes like as a 4d colorless object? I think not. And I dont have a database of the truth or lie state of every worldly concept.