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Fuck you RFK

--- Thu, 05 Jun 2025 08:43:05 GMT

RFK said this about autistic people "These are kids who will never pay taxes, they’ll never hold a job, they’ll never play baseball, they’ll never write a poem, they’ll never go on a date, many of them will never use a toilet unassisted.". Lets go over each piece one at a time:

These are kids...

RFK clearly never bothered to google how long autism lasts. It lasts for life dumbass.

Will never pay taxes

This has to be satire! When the fuck did a neurotypical know how their god dam taxes work. Sure, they pull it out of their ass last second but thats how neurotypicals work. Their brains run socially instead of logically or mathematically lets allows them to function in society while having zero clue of how any of it works. For whatever reason they will not tell us something than they are surprised to find out we dont know. Thats what happens when no one ever tells someone something dumbass. Maybe RFK can round up the fucks he pays to handle his taxs and send them on a side quest to teach autistic people all about taxes. Would be the most productive thing RFK ever did, and he would just be the guy calling the shots, nothing more.

They'll never hold a job

This is another case of social thinking vs logical thinking. All the jobs are made with neurotypicals in mind. Neurotypicals get into drama, put up social red tape everywhere, depend souly on everything being centered around social interactions to get anything done... They judge each other on how well they can turn themselves into a human billboard: a advertisement of a heavily curated persona. Wear perfectly practical cozy clothes to work? Only on fridays mother fuckers! There are neurotypicals who's entire job is making sure other neurotypicals bizzar needs are met. Not only is this ineffective it creates a terrible envirtonment for autistic people. Whats the fix? Neurotypicals shouldn't be allowed to hold good jobs Autistic people can get all the real work done while neurotypicals wipe their own shit off the floor. Autistic people actually get immersed in complex topics like science and math while neurotypicals are only in it for the social status, which is why neurotypicals are unfit for that kind of work.

They'll never play baseball

How dare you steal baseball from us. Baseball is the autistic sport. RFK cant even manage to get the stereotypes right. I have another grand proposo: autistic people can play the civilized sport known as baseball while the neurotypicals get brain damage playing american football!

They'll never write a poem

RFK, if your playing baseball you just lost: your already over three strikes. Poets being mentally ill, fucked up, or deranged (none of those are bad things) in some way or another is a VERY common stereotype and RFK didnt even manage to get that one right! Your common everyday healthy neurotypical has limited emotional range: any peom they write will be unoriginal and/or lifeless, boring, dog shit! Since the autistic mind is a mess of wires everywhere instead of the one dimensional feelings a neurotypical feels they have to face feelings most of you dont even know exist. These are feelings words dont even begin to describe: feelings that are surreal, absurd, multi-dimensional, abstract... in every way possible. These feelings can range everywhere from bliss to so terribly mind twisting and other worldly anyone facing it would just want to end it all. A neurotypical will only ever come close to that dimension of the mind on psychedelic drugs while many of us autistic people have to face that level absurdity on a daily basis but with the blunt rawness of being sober instead. The power to face higher dimensions head on while perfectly sober is what makes autistic people the ideal poets.

They'll never go on a date

Before we dive into this shithole sex and romance are two different things but I will go over both to attack from all sides.

I once dated someone without autism. Last time I will ever do that rofl. They always want something out of you but dont tell you than get pissed when you dont give it to them. Sound a lot like what I said about taxes? Its the cornerstone of neurotypical behaver and a common pattern they always stick to. Neurotypicals not only do this to autistic people but also their own kind. That is why their relationships are inherently toxic and doomed to not only fail but drag it out for as long as possible before crashing and burning. The more straight forward and honest nature of autistic people prevents this to a very high degree. Autistic romance is also more personalized to the couple unlike neurotypicals who are much more of slaves to cultural tradition around romance. For neurotypicals dating is less about love and more about social status. Neurotypicals arent far removed from the days of arranged marriage. Neurotypicals are unfit for dating. Its a common myth that autistic people are clean of any sexual thought and cant handle it. This couldnt be more distance from the truth. Many of us are more sexual, kinky, and dirty minded than most of you could ever handle. The autistic people who dont care for sex are respectful towards the kinky ones and vice versa unlike neurotypicals who judge everyone who isnt normal. The autistic people who are scared of sex are only like that because of neurotypical induced PTSD. Just like with dating neurotypicals follow social guidelines. They think no sex is bad, a lot of sex is bad, everything except normal sex is bad... Us autistic people have a better system called consent. We can engage in the most strange and deranged sexual acts with consent or not consent if not in the mood for sex. Neurotypicals dont respect consent, instead their social guidelines dictate when they do or do not have sex and how. Autistic people are much more likely to be into taboo kinks, be lgbtq+... because we are much more sexually advanged. We can have sex the way we want, try new ways, not have sex at all... Neurotypicals hate their social guidelines being broken and will do anything to uphold them. They make our lifes shit. People like RFK are butt hurt about gay marriage and think everyone should have a traditional marriage and only fuck in the missionary position. The very idea of autistic people having sex lifes, even ones that try to conform to tradition goes against the neurotypical ideology. Even progessive neurotypicals who support things like gay marriage fucking hate us aka they are only ok with it if the gays getting marriaged are neurotypical.

Many of them will never use a toilet unassisted

Nature was once humanities toilet but gone are the days when a tree or bush is a great place to take a piss or even a shit. Cant even peacefully take a leak in a public park these days. Another cornerstone of the neurotypical ideology is control. Every single thing that happens must happen under their control. They demand complete control even over your piss breaks. They even force animals like cats and dogs to conform to their concept of what is and is not a good place to piss and shit. Its 1984.

Neurotypical disorder

As you can see neurotypicals are unfit for work and bad in bed. They are control freaks who hate consent and force everyone to live by harsh social guidelines. RFK is a upholder of the neurotypical ideology and is actively leading the army to destroy us. Fuck you RFK. If you are looking for a cure you should be looking for a cure for neurotypicalism instead, the vaccines are ineffective.



I have no respect for culture

--- Sun, 01 Jun 2025 08:13:06 GMT

I have no respect for your culture. I have no respect for the one I was born into either. In general I dont respect any culture. I have no respect for white culture, black culture, jewish culture... No respect for religion or nationality.

Why?!

Culture is the enbodiment and enforcement of social norms. These norms dictate everything from how you dress to even the slightest nuance in how you act. Sometimes you get to consent to it (subcultures) while other times they rape you with it without the slightest care in the world if you like it or not.

The social norms of a culture couldnt be more far removed from actual morals:
The culture calls for eye contact and you dont make any? You are an asshole. Didnt say enough thank you's? You are an asshole. Said too many? Your overly polite and moved down a rank or four on the social totem pole. You took advange of someone and fucked them over? Its perfectly ok as long as you followed social norms while you did it.

These are some strange rules. Where is the manual so I can keep up? There is no manual. There never will be manual. Everytime you ask someone what the rules are two things happen: they dont tell you and you gain another asshole point. So much for there is no harm in asking. People who say that tend to be the meanest when you ask them things. How do people know the rules if they never tell? I have no fucking clue. The little I do know is from the fuck around and find out method.

Disability and neurdivergents

All the rules are set in stone. This is why culture and disability always clashes. Culture hates making exceptions even when its psychically impossible for someone to follow it. Another example would be if your brain processes information differently, like if your brain processes information more logically or mathematically instead of socially. In that case social norms wouldnt be possible to follow since you werent born already knowing them and no one is going to tell you. They hate those kinds of people the most. People who visibly cant follow them at least have a slim chance of compromoise. People who dont visibly have any signs of not being able to follow social norms like neurdivergents on the other hand have zero chance of even the slightest compromoise. For neurdivergents like myself to have freedom and equality culture must be destroyed.

As a neurdivergent since I am doomed to gain a lot of asshole points from the strange social norm rules I should be entitled to be a asshole in that reguard. Its my accessibly. If you are trying to tell me something with social hints instead of words I shouldnt be blamed for not understanding what you were saying to me. Just to get back at you for discriminating against me I been working on building up to breaking even the social norms I do know. No more tips, please and thank yous... or any of that shit in public. I been cutting off people on the road and not giving a single fuck about being polite cutting through people at rock concerts to get to the front. No sorry bullshit, just a "move or less..." look on my face, all as a fuck you for what you have done. If I didnt consent to social norms and society I shouldnt be expected to play nice. Maybe I would be more polite if everyone didnt use a abliest system like culture. I hate the "things are the way they are" arguments because things are the way they are because you stuppa mother fuckers support all that bullshit. Culture is sysmatically against people with disabilities and neurdivergents.

My culture is good though

No its not, fuck your culture! I dont care about your religion or history. All cultures actively enforce ablism through set in stone social norms. All cultures have social practies that hate making exceptions for disabilities. Yours is not any different. It might make a compromoise or two for some psychically disabilities but what about us neurdivergents? Neurdivergents born under your culture suffer because you uphold its practices. If you care about your people ditch your culture. Culture != people. You clearly care more about a few vague yet harsh practies than you care about your people.

GO FUCK YOURSELF



Not worth it

--- Fri, 30 May 2025 17:51:59 GMT

Bring-back-ye-old-timeists

Conservatists bring-back-ye-old-timeists always fight against things like women's freedom, lgbtq+, race equality... and a million other things. They say things like "we cant have gay marriage because it will destroy the family structure our society is built on", "women need to stay home and take care of the kids while men go to work for our society to function", "the races need to stay in their place: white people in offices and colors in the ditches"... bring-back-ye-old-timeists only ever say a single word about freedom because they look up to a few dudes from the age of enlightenment. Good thing for their shake they are dead rofl. Who you may ask? Yes. Well anyways every time bring-back-ye-old-timeists bring up freedom replace freedom with conformity. Use your editors search replace, add it to your hosts file, make a redirect... because god dam they use the word freedom in place of conformity a fucking ton! Diggy's MUC is full of these mother fuckers to. They might as well be saying "to be free you must be a slave". This is what all bring-back-ye-old-timeists believe. To be a free women you must be a slave to your man, to be a free man you must be a slave to your work... Work up the chain and you will find it always in some ways leads to being a slave to society. Due to society bring a social construct they tie up this neat little package of oppression with a bow, a bow named religion.
"Freedom is Slavery" - Big brother.

Society is not worth it

Yes, people having more real freedom (not conformity) will harm society. Breaking up the long standing marriage tradition will harm society along with any other way to bring more freedom. Race equality will harm society. For those to be bad things you first have to assume society is a good thing. What if we did away with society? You are likely picturing a terrible world. Thats because society propaganda makes everyone only able to imagine the end as bad. All we ever do is serve a higher force. From birth to death serving. No escape either. The planet societyized and the space ships built by them only for their use. If lgbtq+ harms society I want more lgbtq+, if womens freedom harms society I want more womens freedom, if race equality harms society I want more race equality. Equality and the end of our society, two birds with one stone. Many people want those things to but they still have enough conformist in them to prevent them from seeing the source of oppression. Society can and will reshape itself in the image of those wants as long as it lacks insight. Society is just a game, and everyone keeps playing it and forcing others to play even though all it causes is harm.

Neoconformists

Tired of slavery? Well good news modern science invented slavery2.0! You no longer need to be a slave to your man or your work. Now you will be serving directly under lord society. The neat bow of religion been taken off and the packaged unwrapped and inside is the oppressor of the new age. In the new age one day you can be serving king uber and the next day king doordash. Religion no longer needs to exist because instead of wrapping things with a bow everyone believes the package itself is all of existance. I mean they did as well under religion only this time people arent stupid enough to fall for religion so they instead opted for increasing the objectiveness of societies existance. All types of love are allowed now because you will be too burned out and depressed for love anyways, race equality is now allowed since the races arent going to get along anyways... Neoconformists and bring-back-ye-old-timeists hate each other? Society loves that they hate each other, that hate increases how objective society seems to the people. A neoconformist only needs to be progressive where its helpful as a asset and regressive everywhere else. They are against every proxy war except the one happening right now.



Message to web devs

--- Wed, 28 May 2025 13:20:56 GMT

I am writing this to go over all the shit web devs do. Fuck them. A lot of what I have to say are things discovered through umatrix. Often times we only see the outside of a website but when using a good content blocker like umatrix, noscript, ublock advanced mode... the inner workings of a website is brought into the light. What I often find isnt pretty. Sometimes a website is themed to look old school but under the hood its just a bunch of modern javascript bullshit and a hell ton of frames. Other times more modern looking websites have little to no javascript and instead use tastefull first party css to get that look.

Please dont hot link

From what I have seen neocities users love to abusive hot linking all the way to the deepest depths of hell. Every single button, blinky, gif, meme... on their frontpage is hot linked. Its perfectly ok to make your viewers suffer with too much of that shit. I do the same. But please download all the images and gifs into your image folder instead of hot linking them. Here is why:

Indeed this doesnt only apply to images and gifs though images and gifs are the thing hot linking is most abusived for. Another one I should point out is the google font api bullshit. Dont use that shit.

Please limit your use of javascript

Its best is to not use javascript at all. Though if you are addicted to the drug javascript and cant help yourself at least try to limit your use of it. That means all static content needs to be accessible without javascript. No using javascript for fancy drop downs, no using javascript to handle your layout, no using javascript just to get text and images onto the screen, no using javascript for basic animations... this is what html and css is for mother fuckers! Javascript is easily one of the worst things humans ever created. Javascript programmers kept asking what they can use javascript for but never stopped to think should they use javascript. To top things off every new javscript feature they add comes with a hell ton of fingerprinting baked deep into it. Most of the things you fuckers use javascript for can be replaced with either css or backend. Try out a public access unix system, a vps... if you wanta try making dynamic websites without the evils of javascript. For making your website feel fancy css got you covered. Check out css zen garden. See how it looks fancy without javascript? css is way more powerful than many of you realize. No need to program your website like its a desktop app. The best part of css is you can both use modern features and not fuck over people using older browsers!

Fuck frames

Frames are stupid dont use them. Just link youtube videos instead of frame them for fucks shake.

Graceful degrading

Please check out any browser. You arent going to test your site on every single browser and make it look the same on every single one. Instead make your site degrade nicely. If css, images, html features... break the important stuff will still work. If you own a website pull it up with umatrix installed and start blocking things. Does it still work? Websites should contain content not layout. You dont need to use tables for layout or outdated css to make your website support old browsers. Instead you just gotta make sure things can break without rendering your website un-usable.

Not important but...

I found using width on images to scale them down doesnt work in some old browsers like dillo. To fix this I just scale all my images to whatever size I need in gimp first. A added plus is not having to load a massive image just for a tiny icon (like someone with as many images as my site would ever care lol) and you can decide how you want your images scaled to.

Shut your piehole

I can already smell the angry sweaty tears of modern web devs. Screaming about how everyone should just install chrome to get all the latest features bloat and spyware instead of telling web devs to slow down progress clownery just to support old browsers. Here is what I have to say about that...

  1. I already said you can use modern css.
  2. Websites are nearly network accessible documents. They shouldnt replace desktop apps, run as a program on your computer... At most a website should act as a interface to make requests to a server. That can be done quite easily without javascript.
  3. Desktop and server OS's is where the progress happens. Thats where powerful software is programmed and in real languages to.

Javascript programmers are now making desktop apps in javascript and writing their backends in javascript you say?! Humanity is fucked.



False redpill

--- Mon, 26 May 2025 00:47:57 GMT

Let me guess, you saw a tiktok on how to redpill yourself. No, starting a scummy company, working yourself to death, and beating your wife is not how you redpill. It wasnt that tiktok? Wasnt even a tiktok at all? well...

The point I am making

I see, your just going to get upset over everything I just said. None of that isolated and looked at directly is the point dumbass. When the system is under threat of revolution the best way to defend itself is to make false revolution more appealing to the public, selling the public the same idea that hurts the system but doing so in ways that side tracks the public in the long run and even in some cases directly leads to a form of conformity. They will make the young think using social media platforms that sells there data is a rebelian against the old, make the old think society is under attack by the gays or whatever old people are currently irrationally scared of...

Rebellis conformity

They push out ideas of active conformity in a light that makes it have the same appeal as rebelian:

...a pipe dream those are indeed. The concept if you serve your rulers well enough you will be treated well in the end even though they see you as near life stock and will throw you in the trash when they are done with you. The concept that the threat is a external force like china or russia when reguardless of where you live in the world some of the worse things can be found in your own backyard: if you live in china its the CCP, if you live in america its the american government and corporations...

A change in names

I already hear the bullshit to remove power from government we have to use the free market more. I gotta ask you, do you want freedom from hierarchy and class based society or do you just want a change in oppressors? You may say the first but I know most of you dumbasses are total ass kissers for narcissists anyways, go fuck yourself. I believe in historical materialism so I am not some anarcho piss on things and steal stuff edgy teen telling everyone to revert to the ancient times of the smurfs by lunch time but god dam, some of you dont even want to see improvement. You fuckers flat up want a dictatorship, go fuck yourself.

Finally the bloody fucking pill

Here is how the pills work: the red pill brings you out of the matrix, the blue one keeps you numb in the matrix, the matrix is a symbol of how artificial our society is... when taking the red pill you are giving up everything you once held to be true and instead having to face a much more raw and chaotic world, one without social constructs to believe in and uphold. Doubling down on upholding social costructs is in many ways not just taking the blue but taking two blue pills. Be honest: what pill are you actually taking and how many?



Second place

--- Wed, 30 Apr 2025 10:23:12 GMT

Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not ok for any country to spy on its people by any amount.

Things that watch you:

Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, they sell that information to the government to make more money, they sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the empire. This also ties into the military.
Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire.

Distraction

Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control over you while your eyes were on people who could never do something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen to fox news trash on big media even though fox news is one of the big media companies and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer just so happened to give the musk rat a very powerful government job aka he bought his way into government. And this musk rat just so happened to own multiple tech companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and tech companies? You hated it so very much when the demon rats were bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going to continue your crusade against wokeness whatever the fuck that even means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time you will call this new found slavery freedom. "Freedom is Slavery" - Big brother.

Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win.

You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all interact. Its all or nothing. Dont give me the its ok the diet coke golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover up the fact they are enslaving us. "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother.

Why I wrote this

I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic for another time.

Helpful articles

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Case against identity

--- Thu, 24 Apr 2025 19:20:02 GMT

The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something to be abolished.

The anti-individualism of identity

Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. Hell no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that reality scares social comformists.

Descriptions instead of identities

I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to travel as it pleases.

Identity and capitalism

Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is centered around their job they picked got forced into.



The project

--- Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT

A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees and dirt and has always been in existance.

When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project.

Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize.

What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it.



Fakism

--- Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT

Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected president who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans who want real america back who are being locked up.

Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: Karl Marx wrote about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped by expanding democracy into more parts of life... If you actually look into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake america example I gave doesnt it?

Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs!



Fuck aba therapy

--- Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT

Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things humans arent...

Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. Noise pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, increased risk of avoidable accidents... and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed?

A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits.

Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones with autism):



Dogs against doge

--- Sat, 05 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT

On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture.

The revolution will not be televised on social media!



On the issue of wikipedia

--- Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT

Why do I write this?

Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical level so they can understand the why instead of just the what. Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants I am not defending wikipedia by any means, quite the opposite actually. I am just here to tell you like most things in life its bad but not for the reasons you think.

Its editted by random people on the internet

And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias.

On bias

No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its still there. Its often more than just a different way of looking at things, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you can only take alone.

Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words of those with money and power. Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal. Its humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to find. The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not bias. Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock up your mind. Yes, even I am bias.

Those who never speak are never wrong

Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont want their students to gain new information: they want their students to to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that most cant afford. The ideal source is something that is dialectical, analytical, and dense. Wikipedia is just dense. And the sources schools want us to use is none of those!

The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough for some topics.

Replacing wikipedia

Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. A good wikipedia replacement does not exist. They all have the same issues: everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they should be openly announcing their bias and writing more analytical.

Get yourself a library card! While wikipedia will cover you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: aka tell what to believe not how to believe.



Dream log 1

--- Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT

Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through the guides left behind.



Overthinking

--- Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT

Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up from the start.

Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed.

Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food.