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diff --git a/org/reading-corner.org b/org/reading-corner.org index 1ac5352..2fd4ec0 100644 --- a/org/reading-corner.org +++ b/org/reading-corner.org @@ -31,6 +31,7 @@ book is worth a read: :PROPERTIES: :CUSTOM_ID: ever-growing-list-of-things-i-need-to-read :END: ++ The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy (currently reading) + Danzig Trilogy: + The Tin Drum + Cat and Mouse @@ -41,7 +42,6 @@ book is worth a read: + God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater + Brave New World + Fahrenheit 451 -+ The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy + The Flounder * A few reviews I guess @@ -186,3 +186,184 @@ their geist into working for the humans instead of rebelling" I have to ask: do you know what stockholm syndrome is? You better call the doctor because you seem to have it for the capital owning class.* Thinking in simple black and white terms is a clear sign of mind control. + +* Book ideas +:PROPERTIES: +:CUSTOM_ID: ideas +:END: +I have lots and lots of ideas floating around in my head. Things for video +games, programs, music, religions, ideologies, and books. How much do I get +done? Nearly nothing. Maybe someone reading this can make use of it (: Though +whats more likely to happen is a LLM will use it ): + +** The War on God +:PROPERTIES: +:CUSTOM_ID: the-war-on-god +:END: +This one I started writing but never finished. I have had many names for it +like The Dialect of God, The Scale of the Universe, and The Side Quest of +God. Its about a christian star ship flying to a poor planet to convert the +life forms. The story is less about the christian star ship and more about the +effects its existence has on the world. The bunk of the story is side stories +that are only loosely connected to the star ship. The star ship during its +journey goes off course due to the captain never listening to the engineers +warnings. They end up flying all the way to heavens gates where they are +greeted by god and jesus. god is not happy with them. They have always viewed +god as kind and loving when really god is to be feared. Their god creates +diseases that kill billions, earth quicks that pull entire cities into the +ground, mass starvation... The christians didnt fear god and he hates them for +that. After a speech from god about how much he hates the christians to prove a +point he takes one of the babies, hands it to jesus, and jesus drop kicks the +baby into a black hole. btw jesus looks pissed off at them the entire +time. After the shock gets through god says "fuck you" and flicks his all +mighty finger sending them into the deepest depths of hell. + +*** War on god side stories +:PROPERTIES: +:CUSTOM_ID: side-quests +:END: +During their journey one of the side jets come off and fall onto a planet of +hunter-gatherers. This triggers an entire war over who gets the jet. Its +worsted by a particle gun which they were given as a joke by another star ship +crew a 100 years ago. It triggered a similar war and they all thought the +conflict was finally over than the jet come and starts it back up. + +The most boring member of the ship has a really pricy cleaning machine. After +using it without running the cleaning cycle for a long time germs start to +grow. This are smart germs with an entire civilization. When he finally runs +the cleaning cycle the inflection is too bad and only makes the survivors +angry. From their point of view time goes much slower. After 1000 years (to them) +of mass political movements, revolutions, and infighting over limited resources +they finally unite. They all kill the cleaning machine owner and use his body +for resources to build a ultra advanced civilization that quickly works it way +up as the most advanced civilization in the universe. As soon as they start +running low on resources someone comes in to check up on him and they kill +those people to for resources. + +On the planet the star ship is heading missionaries are already there starting +to convert the natives. The natives dont like them. Their planet was destroyed +by corporations who stole all their natural resources and left them with +nothing. Those same corporations spent a tiny fraction of their profits to send +environmentalists, mutual aid, and missionaries to the planets they +destroy. They dont actually do much for the people and the planet. All they do +is protect the image of the corporations. Out of crazy luck a army of giant +cats shows up on the planet. The natives become friends with them and ride them +into battle against the missionaries and take their ship all while the star +ship is on its way over. + +** Rat Race +:PROPERTIES: +:CUSTOM_ID: rat-race +:END: +The whole idea started with this idea "you dont win the rat race by running the +fastest". This idea sat around in my mind and mixed with other ideas until I +ended up with the concept for Rat Race. One of the things that mixed was The +Sirens of Titan. In many ways The Sirens of Titan is a follow up to The +Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. Rat Race would be a alternative way to follow +up The Sirens of Titan. The story would start out by following around a Kill +Droid on a large metal plane in a unknown location in space and time. It spends +its time looking for humans and collection them for experiments. The humans are +tiny compared to the Kill Droid. The experiment requests just seemingly +magically show up when it returns and while its gone the experimented on humans +and research papers are collected by an unknown entity. It has all sorts of +strange objects in its lab/home. One of which is a old tv turned fish tank full +of sturgeons. It feeds the unused humans to the sturgeons. Throughout its day +(its always day there) it has strange almost flashback like day dreams of a +scientist experimenting on rats. + +The scientist, Boaz works at The Rumfoord Pure Research Center. Boaz spends his +time there doing experiments on rats. His favorite are rat races. Another peep +at the Research Center is Kazakh. Kazakh is the janitor. The place tends to +stay clean since its just a bunch of nerds so Kazakh gets a lot of time to fuck +around. One of the labs has a tank of sturgeons and Kazakh often spends her +breaks watching the sturgeons while she programs and updates her website on a +beatin laptop running unix. Boaz and Kazakh are both in one way or another +modeled after me. Kazakh likes sci-fi, programming, playing bass, and +philosophy. Boaz likes math, science, video games, and anime. I dont care much +for stereotypical love stories. To torture people who do I will set things up +perfectly for Boaz and Kazakh to have a love story though I will instead go for +a much more natural and organic type of love between them. Kazakh is bisexual +and tends to go in and out of relationships quickly but always remains lonely +in some way or another. Boaz is too focused on his work and video games to +really care about anything else. They will be good friends but also keep their +distance in fear of hurting each other and direct any interest toward each +other into a will to understand how each other brains work while still keeping +a distance out of fear with progress away from that fear only happening in +small seemingly pointless steps. All this build-up will not have any fully +satisfying outcomes purely to torture readers (: + +Boaz slowly loses his mind in his work. He keeps comparing things in the news +to things he finds during the rat research. Everywhere he goes he sees these +connections which push him deeper and deeper into isolation. Society is just +one big rat race. In the races Boaz is always looking for the rats who dont +put their all into it. Rats that just sit there or slowly walk to the end. The +race is pointless yet the rats put so much effort into it. Society just seems +like one big experiment we waste so much time and effort into. Why even bother? +Go to school for years, go to even more school, get a job, work your ass off, +start a family, pay taxes... All this just to soon die. There must be a +answer. The answer is found in the rats. For another project they are giving +the rats a new mind bending drug known a goofball. Goofballs cause many effects +like /Gestaltzerfall/, feeling like you yourself are multiple people and the +things you do and think are the result of teamwork of those multiple beings +inside your head, feeling that the entire universe is nearly a internalized +image of the world protected outwards, and very fractalled hallucinations. Long +term it effects the way the rats interact and the entire dynamic of their +colonies. Boaz sneaks some home hoping for more answers to his +questions. During his trip he finds out we are being researched by human sized +these rats in lab coats. At home, work, in public... he notices rats watching +and writing things on clipboards. They disappear as soon as he tries to look at +them. This drives him deeper into his research. One thing he keeps telling +himself is "you dont win the rat race by running the fastest". Though ever +since taking the goofball he has felt a part of him missing, but somehow not an +important part. Everyone gets more weirded out by him than they already were, +except Kazakh who's strange little crush on him mixes with a almost scientific +interest in finding out how his brain works. + +One of Kazakh's favorite things to mess around with programming is procedural +generated worlds. One of these worlds you start by splitting the world in +two. The upper half the air and the lower the ground. You than split forwards +and backwards. Forwards is a flat plane and backwards is Perlin noise generated +terrain. Than you split right and left. Left stays the same and right has +random noise applied to it making the land sharp and threatening +looking. Kazakh's website is kazakhsplane.org which has a web assembly compiled +version of the program for the world I just brought up. On this site she posts +whatever is on her mind. No one really looks on this site but its more for +herself than anyone else. + +Oneday Boaz wakes up in a dull jail like room with no door and hears a bunch of +people making noise. He goes out and first thing he sees is giant godzilla +sized rats in a lab coats standing an unknown distance away looking down at them +from the sky. The rats tell them stage one of the experiment is complete and +they are now on stage two. They created a list of different types of humans and +picked out one of each type. Each person here has their label on their jump +suit. The rats make them play many different games. Throughout there are many +things that turn everything into chaos like really bad choices for how people +are grouped, food storage's, lack of good places to piss and shit. While people +are creating gangs and getting into fights Boaz just stays in his cell or where +ever has the least noise and people. He notices many of the "mistakes" along +closely with variables he would change in experiments. One day the rats have +them race. If you win or lose doesnt make a real differences though a lot of +people get really into it and base their entire self worth on it. As long as +everyone makes it to the end they will be given food regardless of speed. Boaz +with a piece of chalk he found writes in big letters "its all by design". The +rats take interest in Boaz and send human sized rats to him. Out of one of +their pockets they pull out what looks like a suit made of his own skin. They +say its the version of him he shedded away when he outgrew it than they force +him back into it. The rats start adding cyborg parts to him and once he is a +Kill Droid they erase his memory, open up a portal, and place him on the other +side. + +The Kill Droid from the start is Boaz and the metal plane strangely looks like +Kazakh's plane. All the humans on the plane are the ones who were not picked +for stage 2. When Boaz finally connects the dots he just gives up on everything +and walks off toward the random noise and Perlin noise part of the world until +he somehow runs into Kazakh who walks up to him, and unzips his skin reveling +the real him under the shedded skin he no longer needed and the Kill Droid +gear freeing him. She uses a strange looking device to open a portal to earth +and they go through to find the planet with no more people left. The device +dies right there preventing them from bringing over the people stuck on the +plain. The tech needed to fix it doesnt exist on earth so they live out their +lives just the two of them which they find to be quite easy and peaceful. They +quite enjoy watching nature reclaim what humanity took from it. They never have +any children and agree maybe humanity shouldnt continue. Decades later they die +peacefully from old age. |