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-### My depression
-
-I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be depressed
-until the day I die unless something really big chances. With people I often
-hide it because when people know someone has depression they go out of their
-way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand I can freely share
-that information, because for the most part I keep real life and my online
-life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of you fucks! Back when I
-was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I would get messaged with
-_sillycide_ prevention and other mental health resources, told I just need to
-_lift myself up by the bootstraps_ , and other bullshit. Luckily its less of
-an issue on the indie web but when talking to people in real life or on
-mainstream web about this and they act like they understand because they been
-sad before though they word it as depression. Short term being sad is at least
-as bad if not worse than being depressed though they were still sad for X
-amount of time because of X event. Having depression is more like constantly
-feeling yicky inside and out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do
-anything... long term with any moment that isnt like this being the exception
-not the norm, the cause being a constant always happening in the background
-often outside of control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a
-injury that heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see
-them as the same. Go fuck yourself.
-
-### The cause of depression
-
-Most cases of depression are caused by systematic oppression of people who
-dont wear rose tinted glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like
-"how come anyone be depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so
-they concluded depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance
-or peeps just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
-either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
-And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means only
-serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to rule. **A
-society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever guested?! And when
-people are depressed they have less will to do things. People who dont have a
-will to do things arent a threat to the ruling class.** How do psychologists
-treat people with depression? They give antidepressants that puts their geist
-to sleep and makes them constantly spaced out. They could be using
-psychedelics to treat depression which are much more effective anyways though
-not even drugs that do work can cure it due to what I already said: the issue
-is with society not the people! Though if enough people are taking
-psychedelics it may encourage them to fix the underling issue with this world.
-That almost happened in the counter-culture movement though the ruling class
-was able to weaponize the hippies with _neoconformity_ which I have talked
-about here before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong
-it can have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike
-more powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the user.
-Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that ketamine
-fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better drugs.
-
-### Things are no different in old times and modern ones
-
-In the _ye old times_ they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we give them
-prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind numbingly
-stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful for people
-going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on the things to
-try list that its insulting. **You really think after years of depression I
-never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck yourself.** Its like
-telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen will fix them right up. This
-whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people are unironically saying _have
-you ever tried not being depressed?_ Everyone is acting like depression is a
-new thing. Just pick up a history book and read all about all the depressed
-people you dumbass. They were always drunk to because they only had liquor to
-kill their geist while now days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the
-most terrible ways possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of
-opium cola and nod off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short
-lives full of war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had
-was drunken unprotected sex which created more people who would live short
-shitty lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
-systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling like
-shit!  
-  
-**GO FUCK YOURSELF**
-