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diff --git a/org/blog/articles.xml b/org/blog/articles.xml index 89a99ce..20862ac 100644 --- a/org/blog/articles.xml +++ b/org/blog/articles.xml @@ -1,5 +1,12 @@ <channel> <item> + <title>Depression</title> + <name>depression</name> + <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/depression.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> <title>The current state of crypto</title> <name>current-state-of-crypto</name> <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT</pubDate> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/depression.txt b/org/blog/articles/depression.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..406e88e --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/depression.txt @@ -0,0 +1,74 @@ +### My depression + +I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be depressed +until the day I die unless something really big chances. With people I often +hide it because when people know someone has depression they go out of their +way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand I can freely share +that information, because for the most part I keep real life and my online +life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of you fucks! Back when I +was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I would get messaged with +_sillycide_ prevention and other mental health resources, told I just need to +_lift myself up by the bootstraps_ , and other bullshit. Luckily its less of +an issue on the indie web but when talking to people in real life or on +mainstream web about this and they act like they understand because they been +sad before though they word it as depression. Short term being sad is at least +as bad if not worse than being depressed though they were still sad for X +amount of time because of X event. Having depression is more like constantly +feeling yicky inside and out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do +anything... long term with any moment that isnt like this being the exception +not the norm, the cause being a constant always happening in the background +often outside of control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a +injury that heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see +them as the same. Go fuck yourself. + +### The cause of depression + +Most cases of depression are caused by systematic oppression of people who +dont wear rose tinted glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like +"how come anyone be depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so +they concluded depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance +or peeps just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part +either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (: +And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means only +serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to rule. **A +society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever guested?! And when +people are depressed they have less will to do things. People who dont have a +will to do things arent a threat to the ruling class.** How do psychologists +treat people with depression? They give antidepressants that puts their geist +to sleep and makes them constantly spaced out. They could be using +psychedelics to treat depression which are much more effective anyways though +not even drugs that do work can cure it due to what I already said: the issue +is with society not the people! Though if enough people are taking +psychedelics it may encourage them to fix the underling issue with this world. +That almost happened in the counter-culture movement though the ruling class +was able to weaponize the hippies with _neoconformity_ which I have talked +about here before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong +it can have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike +more powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the user. +Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that ketamine +fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better drugs. + +### Things are no different in old times and modern ones + +In the _ye old times_ they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we give them +prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind numbingly +stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful for people +going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on the things to +try list that its insulting. **You really think after years of depression I +never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck yourself.** Its like +telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen will fix them right up. This +whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people are unironically saying _have +you ever tried not being depressed?_ Everyone is acting like depression is a +new thing. Just pick up a history book and read all about all the depressed +people you dumbass. They were always drunk to because they only had liquor to +kill their geist while now days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the +most terrible ways possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of +opium cola and nod off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short +lives full of war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had +was drunken unprotected sex which created more people who would live short +shitty lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to +systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling like +shit! + +**GO FUCK YOURSELF** + diff --git a/org/blog/articles/depression.xml b/org/blog/articles/depression.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d0c384d --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/depression.xml @@ -0,0 +1,83 @@ +<article> + <h3>My depression</h3> + <p> + I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be + depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With + people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they + go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand + I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real + life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of + you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I + would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health + resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and + other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when + talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act + like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as + depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being + depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X + event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and + out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with + any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause + being a constant always happening in the background often outside of + control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that + heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the + same. Go fuck yourself. + </p> + + <h3>The cause of depression</h3> + <p> + Most cases of depression are caused by + systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted + glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be + depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded + depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps + just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part + either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (: + And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means + only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to + rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever + guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do + things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the + ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They + give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them + constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression + which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work + can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the + people! Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage + them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in + the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize + the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here + before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can + have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more + powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the + user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that + ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better + drugs. + </p> + + <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3> + <p> + In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we + give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind + numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful + for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on + the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years + of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck + yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen + will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people + are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i> + Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history + book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were + always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now + days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways + possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod + off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of + war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken + unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty + lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to + systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling + like shit! + <br/><br/> + <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b> + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/feed.xml b/org/blog/feed.xml index c267af1..db31428 100644 --- a/org/blog/feed.xml +++ b/org/blog/feed.xml @@ -11,6 +11,99 @@ </image> <item> + <title>Depression</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#depression</link> + <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <h3>My depression</h3> + <p> + I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be + depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With + people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they + go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand + I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real + life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of + you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I + would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health + resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and + other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when + talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act + like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as + depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being + depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X + event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and + out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with + any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause + being a constant always happening in the background often outside of + control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that + heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the + same. Go fuck yourself. + </p> + + <h3>The cause of depression</h3> + <p> + Most cases of depression are caused by + systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted + glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be + depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded + depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps + just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part + either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (: + And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means + only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to + rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever + guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do + things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the + ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They + give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them + constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression + which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work + can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the + people! Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage + them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in + the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize + the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here + before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can + have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more + powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the + user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that + ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better + drugs. + </p> + + <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3> + <p> + In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we + give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind + numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful + for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on + the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years + of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck + yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen + will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people + are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i> + Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history + book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were + always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now + days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways + possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod + off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of + war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken + unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty + lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to + systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling + like shit! + <br/><br/> + <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b> + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> <title>The current state of crypto</title> <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#current-state-of-crypto</link> <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT</pubDate> diff --git a/org/blog/gophermap b/org/blog/gophermap index cab2f48..dcea379 100644 --- a/org/blog/gophermap +++ b/org/blog/gophermap @@ -1,3 +1,4 @@ +0Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT - Depression articles/depression.txt 0Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT - The current state of crypto articles/current-state-of-crypto.txt 0Fri, 20 Jun 2025 07:27:02 GMT - Things I say articles/things-i-say.txt 0Thu, 12 Jun 2025 13:21:22 GMT - In defence of bad spelling articles/in-defence-of-bad-spelling.txt diff --git a/org/blog/index.xhtml b/org/blog/index.xhtml index 198b4e2..c56b9ce 100644 --- a/org/blog/index.xhtml +++ b/org/blog/index.xhtml @@ -25,6 +25,7 @@ </p> <div id="content-list"> <ul> + <li><a href="#depression">Depression</a></li> <li><a href="#current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</a></li> <li><a href="#things-i-say">Things I say</a></li> <li><a href="#in-defence-of-bad-spelling">In defence of bad spelling</a></li> @@ -51,6 +52,96 @@ <hr /> <div class="container"> <div class="article-header"> + <h2 id="depression">Depression</h2>--- Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT + </div> + + <h3>My depression</h3> + <p> + I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be + depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With + people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they + go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand + I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real + life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of + you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I + would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health + resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and + other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when + talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act + like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as + depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being + depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X + event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and + out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with + any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause + being a constant always happening in the background often outside of + control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that + heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the + same. Go fuck yourself. + </p> + + <h3>The cause of depression</h3> + <p> + Most cases of depression are caused by + systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted + glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be + depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded + depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps + just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part + either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (: + And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means + only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to + rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever + guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do + things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the + ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They + give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them + constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression + which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work + can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the + people! Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage + them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in + the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize + the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here + before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can + have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more + powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the + user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that + ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better + drugs. + </p> + + <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3> + <p> + In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we + give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind + numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful + for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on + the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years + of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck + yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen + will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people + are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i> + Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history + book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were + always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now + days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways + possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod + off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of + war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken + unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty + lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to + systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling + like shit! + <br/><br/> + <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b> + </p> + +</div> +<br /> +<hr /> +<div class="container"> + <div class="article-header"> <h2 id="current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</h2>--- Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT </div> |