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It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking - at the time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. - It was raw and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would - read and understand. You can find the archive <a href= - "archive/the_philosophy_commune.html">here</a>.<br> - <br> - Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, - and almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You - can skip to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't - because its going to read alot more like a story and will slowly - develop ideas throughout.</p> - </td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td> - <h3>Content:</h3> - <ul> - <li> - <a href="#geist">The Geist</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#darwinism">Darwinism</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#universe">The Universe</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew - political ideology)</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#social">Social Issues</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#economics_and_socialism">Economics and socialism</a> - </li> - <li> - <a href="#nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</a> - </li> - </ul><img src="images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg" alt= - "I have concepts of a plan"> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="geist">The Geist</h2> - <p>Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. - Geist is a German word that can translate into three different words - in English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of - <i>spirit</i> for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet - almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used.</p> - <h3>Case against the mythical</h3> - <p>I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, - magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed - an atheist. Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am - not religous, I am spiritual" and go running to your mommy - girlfriend that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and you - need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about yourself I have - much more to say: Once you truly begain to demythize something the - things you discover are much more beautiful, artist, and meaningful - than any myth or superstitions can ever be.<br> - <br> - Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a - chaotic sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every - species comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species - come to be from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at - times and fast and rough at others. A complex process that requires - thinking about really small and really large numbers on a scale are - brains are not designed to understand. Don't know about you but that - gives me a sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very - big deep thoughts. Much more beautiful than something as bluntly - dumb as god.</p> - <h3>How the brain works</h3> - <p><i>The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob.</i> I want - you to really think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own - brain in your hands. What does it look like? what does it feel like? - smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even imagine the taste - if your willing to go that far. Congrats, you just used something I - call <i>signal pathing</i>. Your brain has many abstract components - that are associated with different functions. They <b>dont serve</b> - different functions and <b>arent built for</b> namable functions. - <b>Just assoicated with.</b> By pathing signals through different - components each one designed for processing data in a special type - of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given - resources process many types of information thrown at it in many - ways. For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, - written version, sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can - signal path information can whatever snese its using to read that - lanauge and send it to many other parts for processing. Things like - the minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts of - signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read all of this and - will continue to use it all the time for rest of your life the same - your brain have always used it.</p> - <h3>You are multiple</h3> - <p><b>you</b> are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside - the same head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated - with sugery go out of sync and each one starts acting independently. - Thats only as far as they can split down. If each half itself could - be split in half like that we couldn't be able to test it. For all - you know you could have a 100 conscious brain pieces up there. - Consciousness is just the ablitity for the brain to refence itself. - Kind of like how your currently using your brain to read something - about now the brain works. Consciousness alone isn't the end - all.</p><img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="darwinism">Darwinism</h2> - <p>As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. - Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot - point to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go - check out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what - evolution actually looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. - Evolution in nature is the process of making species more well - adapted through nature selection. Its a nearly mathical process and - <b>it does not care what we think is the best</b>. The only thing - driving the process is making species well tuned to their - environment. For example evolution might make a species less - physical strong in return for liter weight and less required food to - survive if thats what would make it better fitted for its - environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless - birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but - evolution no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead - designed the birds for other uses like swiming, faster running - speeds...</p> - <h3>Case against Social Darwinism</h3> - <p>Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the - world. Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given - control, those who write the history books, those who use their - artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power to keep their - name alive after death. The few who are worth remembering aren't - bought into the light until they been dead long enough for their - revolutionary ideas not to fuck up the status quo set by the current - narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the spot light - until his ideas lost the revolutionary edge and conflicts with the - people in control of the electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr - was under attack by the US government his entire life but once the - more progessive side of his message got forgotten the same people - attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more tame - speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. - Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. - The small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is - in a vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large - choatic system which adds up to greater change and the movement of - history. If you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and - history read up on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical - materialism.</p> - <h3>Hybrids and the origin of humans</h3> - <p>Check out <a href="https://www.macroevolution.net" target= - "_blank">macroevolution</a>. It goes into details about hybrids and - how humans are monkey pig hybrids.</p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="universe">The Universe</h2> - <p>The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and - really large interactions on a mass scale all running into each - other in a nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood - through the lens of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of - engery. The things we know and understand is just the result of - interactions of engery. Even matter can be viewed through this lens. - I don't believe in the big bang. Instead I have my own theory.</p> - <h3>The creation of the universe</h3> - <p>The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always - existed. In fact outside the universe only everything exits and - there is no nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles - colliding at speeds that makes light speed look like a childs bikes. - Outside the universe everything interacts with everything forever in - all directions. Its like tv static that goes on forever. Just like - tv static since its random if you just so happen to pause during the - right time and zoom in you might find a picture of something. It - might even just so happen to be a picture of you! The universe is - one of those. A time and place in a random existance that just by - the chance of randomness is something coherent. Like finding - ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery interacted in a way - to create what we call the big bang. Instead of creating things it - just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place where the - interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited yet - complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures - is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these - constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until - something like this happens.</p> - <h3>God</h3><img src="images/brain_and_the_universe.png" alt= - "Human brain compared to galaxies"> - <p>The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type - of brain found on earth but it is still a natural information - processing machine. It doesn't will things to happen like a religous - god. Instead its a high being bound to the same forces and - constrains as us. It only has the power which are given to it also - like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what it can.</p> - <h3>Humanities reason for existing</h3> - <p>I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start - to think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not - pleasent! I kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear - life as I pull nonsense out of my head. In the book there is - something called ice-nine. You can read about it on <a href= - "https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine" target="_blank">this - wikipedia article</a> if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. - Spoiler: <b>ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole - planet</b>. It made me think: I wonder if the universe brain is in - pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing is to create - a type of ice-nine that destroys the universe. I have a sort of - surreal depression that makes existing a pain. Its transends any - sort of normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the survival - parts of the brain to warn us if something is wrong. Its a short - circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and blunt conscious that - causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out but adds up to - something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to - the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same sort of - thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy - willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like - when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey - men and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying - things by mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural - selection is testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for - that test. It proved we are well designed to destroy things by - mistake so it picked us.</p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism</h2> - <h3>Nihilism</h3> - <p>Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly - understand. Its the moment you realize nothing you do will ever - matter. When everything everyone knows and holds so close to them is - so clearly a pointless game yet they think your crazy to point it - out when they are the ones devoting so much to a big lie. <b>Until - you can bluntly look at your school, work, family, friends, partner, - pets, political party and ask yourself "why do I do any of this?" - and realize it really wouldnt matter much if that all came to an end - you still arent a nihilist.</b> As a nihilist you no longer see - happiness and sadness, love and hate, life and death: you know the - universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles and any other - concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.<br> - <br> - <b>Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a - nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.</b> The real - pain is caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the - painful ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in - meaningless things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to - make yourself comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be - comfortable and enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. - <b>A true nihilist would never start a war</b> because they see no - point in it, non-nihilists would abosutely start a war even over the - most pointless bullshit. The flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent - going to stop the war either. Let the people fucking die we often - say. Luck they are I would say. Finally getting the type of peace - and bliss that comes with death that no non-nihilist would never let - happen during life.</p> - <h3>The absurdist cure</h3> - <p>It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options:</p> - <ol> - <li>Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not?</li> - <li>Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, - cult, or some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies - and living a life of false meaning.</li> - <li>Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our - shitty society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you - know no god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to - practical limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning - in the position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be - careful not to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social - standards with no moral grounds.</li> - </ol> - <p><b>The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your - still a nihilist</b> but now instead of not trying to stop wars - because nothing matters you can fight against wars for that very - same reason. Do everything a nihilist cant but always with the same - reasons as a nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or - giving things meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against - meaning! When people think your crazy for calling society pointless - you still walk away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip - them off as you walk away. Every pointless action you do and the - life you live knowing everything is pointless is a middle finger to - the universe, a sign to the world it may fucking suck but your still - alive. Its a insult to someone not there to hear it. <b>The world - may have no meaning but reguardless you are going to kick it in the - ass.</b><br> - <br> - Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the - control of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option - two. Thats why when people who see everything as pointless go into - therapy they are always pushed toward option two. The very thing - that defines religion and spiritual believes in our society is so - heavily bias towards option two most people cant even begin to image - the concept of people coming together in a type of absurd worship of - option three. <b>When meaning is no more worship without meaning is - now possible, religion without god or faith, morals without anything - to uphold them.</b> It is in many ways like RumFoord's Church of God - the Utterly Indifferent.</p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew - political ideology)</h2> - <p>Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks - cooler than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing - about communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution.</p> - </td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td> - <h3>Bsyn english class</h3> - <h4>Communism</h4> - <p>Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of - humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves - everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon - limits. <b>Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not - communism.</b></p> - <h4>Socialism</h4> - <p>The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to - communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer - to communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look - socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the - process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it - looks like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is - often enough.</p> - <h4>Absurdism</h4> - <p>Read up <a href="#absurdism">here</a>. To fucking lazy to sum - things up for you.</p> - <h4>Wissenschaft</h4> - <p>A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more - broad version of <i>science</i>. Its simply the quest for knowledge. - It even includes things like art and philosophy.</p> - </td> - </tr> - <tr> - <td> - <h3>Bsyn principles</h3> - <p>Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even - possible. Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even - with no end in sight. <b>There is always progress to be made.</b> - Think of it as communism is the goal and socialism is the process of - completing the goal. In bsyn a comrade doesnt have to be someone - with the same ideology, instead a bsyn comrade is anyone also - contributing to the goal even if its not as directly and even if - they arent aware of it. If the future is more communist than the - present than in a undirect way everything is socialist and if the - future is less or the same amount communist as the present in a way - nothing is socialist, because of that its important in bsyn to look - at undirect effects while at the same time not overbroadening - everything to the point words no longer have any use.<br> - <br> - An <i>Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist</i> or <i>bynist</i> isnt a - thing. <b>Bsyn is not an identity.</b> Read up on <a href= - "blog/index.html#case_against_identity" target= - "_blank">identity</a>. Instead call yourself a follower of bsyn or - something along those lines. In bsyn you can use just about anything - to describe yourself just be mindful if what you choose might hurt - the goal.<br> - <br> - In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods - are quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist - movement is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in - pushing towards communism even if they claim to.<br> - <br> - Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using - machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to - spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and - most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less - busy work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills - and interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that - some people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all - trades.<br> - <br> - In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the - long term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in - a position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the - most unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always - steps forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. - Bsyn is a lot like that, it will never push away from communism but - it will take the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the - direction bsyn pushes toward is a lot more "idealize" than the - direction evolution tends to push.<br> - <br> - In bsyn there are two sayings: <b>By any means necessary</b> and - <b>there is nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution</b>. - They are like the yin and yang of bsyn.</p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="social">Social Issues</h2> - <p><b>By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the - page?</b> Feel called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't - just some isolated optinions, they are a part of someones ideology - and a result of how their morals enteract with the world around - them. Everyone has an ideology even if they don't realize it. For - example christian views are very closely tied to christian ideology - and effects everything they do and think. "God created the universe, - gave us the 10 commandments, sent jesus down, will send you to hell - if you dont go to church..." Thats quite view shaping and mind - effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian tells you they support - lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or a lying fucker. - Dont believe them for even a second because they will fuck you over - and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general because it - was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to - control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the commandments of - an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you must trust - the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds like - lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes - when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it - was up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would - still be in the dark ages.</p> - <h3>Abortion</h3> - <p>New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take - this from someone who engages in same sex activities: <b>dicks going - into pussies isnt the only way to have sex.</b> The other ways dont - create babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the - magic way smart people created plastic thingies to stop the people - making seeds from going into the human egg. The same smart people - also made pills and lots of other wonderful things to stop the pain - of creating humans and the suffering they will face when they are - pulled into this terrible world kicking and screaming.<br> - <br> - It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of - terrible hardship they only ever <b>increase</b> the rate they fuck - the magic way and without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen - and the birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans who - are forced to live in this shitty world. But even when people are - too stupid to fuck the other ways or use seed stoppers we still have - one last line of defense: <b>abortion</b>. This beautiful treatment - removes the unborn flesh of a human from its mother before its - anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a taste for the - pain of the world.<br> - <br> - Christians view women as private property, people making machines, - personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same - human brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the - idea that a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to - be raped by stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and - make sure they only ever fuck the magic way and without seed - stoppers. They want more people forced to live and christians even - made sure everything fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give people - an escape from the things christians do, made <i>sillycide</i> way - more difficult than it needs to be, took over the entire planet... - all because their ideology calls for <b>everyone</b> on earth to - live a christan life of suffering. <b>Abortion is a beautiful thing - fight for it to stay!</b></p> - <h3>Womens rights</h3> - <p>Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a - problem with that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and - still often use a male mask for close minded people so they will not - open their pie hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and - uninformed about womens rights, and that is because I am stupid and - uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know is that even - though all social issues are equally important womens rights are at - a very high level of importantness and should be the first thing on - the mind of any true leftist.<br> - <br> - "Social progress can be measured by the social position of the - female sex." - Karl Marx<br> - <br> - I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women - in their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your - life will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways - other men never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as - you make every interaction with women about weird horny stuff, - discrediting them for something... everything goes to waste. If your - a incel and blame women for everything sorry to break it to you but - it was other men that fucked you over not women. If your willing to - put those feelings aside the friendships you will gain with women as - time goes on will be much more rewarding than just fucking alot and - when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot less awkward - and more personal and borderline spiritual. And the insight that - removing sex bounaries in friendship brings might just contribute to - realizing your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting against - women will only ever keep them closed minded and brain washed.</p> - <h3>Race</h3> - <p>Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social - constructs to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to - hate and fear other groups of people so they can put up borders, - keep out artist and intellectual works, keep their people stupid... - everyone has the same big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point - in sorting everyone into <a href= - "https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon" target= - "_blank">granfalloon</a> groups? Its to make sure everyone is too - busy fighting each other to realize they should have been fighting - the people in power the whole time. They lie to us about what - critical race theory is because they dont want you to know <b>crt a - dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race</b> though I would - argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of concept - of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. Just - learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is a - ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens - on a person to person interaction scale when really <b>racism - happens on a systematic level</b>.</p> - <h3>Disabilities and mental illness</h3> - <p>This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on - people with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking - back? well too bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we - just so happened to hire a able body even you know way more about - the field and your disability will not get in the way at all what so - ever". To make things worse thinking differently in are closed - minded is treated like having a fucked up back. I was diagnosed with - a thinking differently disability called autism. It doesnt fucking - matter that spoken language works just fine for communication - because everyone decided to instead use nonsensefull looks on their - face half the time. I am going to tell you right here <b>there isnt - any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with looks on your - faces</b>. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly on the - same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone - disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are - too fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face - looks, document it... you also think not putting up with ear - bleeding noises is a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to - feel bad for us when you are perfectly willing to fully support a - society that systematicly makes us disabled. Are brains work just - fine as they are <b>you</b> are just so nonsensable and hold - neurotypical views so high up that you are perfectly happy - supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us <b>commit - sillycide</b> because of the way <b>you</b> treat us. Its a text - book example of social darwinism indeed.</p> - <h3>lgbtq+</h3> - <p>Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ - makes you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are - society is held up by social constructs that controls who can have - sex with who, what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can - have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these - social constructs and want to live their life freely. By telling - them they cant do those things and making rules to stop them you - arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself - an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of sexual and gender - anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take down the - system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite happily - keep the system up.<br> - <br> - All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some - god that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your - non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by - religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your - not only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral - slave to your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your - quite comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate - has nothing to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church - and it <i>just so happens to be</i>.<br> - <br> - Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. - It may be rough right now but thats part of the process of - evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but - thats the beauty of it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some - amount of social constructs and still a slave to some amount of - bullshit are society created but it will evolve, it will bring us - even more freedom... for that to happen you gotta accept the - movement even in its rough state and help it grow into something - greater. The narcissists controlling the system will feed you - talking points to stop you from helping the movement remove power - from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just scared - that the more free we become the less we will support narcissist - bullshit.<br> - <br> - There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, - there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own - pronouns, there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to - sugery to remove their <i>fuck organs</i> (no matter how harmful and - pointless some random study claims stopping them is against their - freedom and saving people from themsevles is a narcissist journy of - mental masturbation: not a heroic act), there is no scientific - reason there needs to be seprate mens and women bathrooms, there is - no scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they use to - describe themselves due to the fact <b>all language is human made - and completely socially constructed start to end</b>. Any and all - arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant play - in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in nature - because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. - Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a - skirt and pisses in the womens bathroom, <b>a <i>man</i> playing in - womens sports is not going to cause anyone to get struck by - lightning</b>. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think - that a concept a bunch of people came up with is just as natural as - the fucking trees.<br> - <br> - If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal - choices isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for - you: <b>the percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the - percent who changed their minds</b>. Thats right, are society is so - fucking hell bent on making it a living hell to be transgender that - they detransition due to the pressure even if they personally would - love to continue transiting if they could. The regret rate is much - lower than the rate of that and even than the statics alone still - doesnt tell the whole story. If you can only learn 2 things from me - let it be that 1: statics lie, and 2: fucking with peoples personal - lifes never helps anyone.</p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="economics_and_socialism">Economics and socialism</h2> - <p>This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to - tell you what real socialist economics is. <b>The USS shit is a - fucking terrible example of socialist economics.</b> Dont give me - that <i>socialism only works in theory</i> bullshit because here is - the truth about socialism: socialism is not when the government does - stuff, its not when everyone is paid the same no matter how much - they work, its not when everything is ruled by a dictatorship... all - socialism really is in truth is the concept of common ownership of - things like the means of production (aka large factories, farms...). - <b>We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam deck. We dont want - your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...</b> No, we dont give a fuck - about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand scale - of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays - for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any - difference on the economical level socialists tend to think in and - anyone that calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas - sock business is a fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent - use of socialism looks like take a look at project cybersyn.</p> - <h3>The evils of capitalism for dummies</h3> - <p>Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little - and others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to - plant a bit of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who - barely even have enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for - others they grew up on a family farm that have been doing quite well - for ages. One day someone name Tod from a good family rice farm - finally goes out to start his own farm. Tod's family gives him a - nice big bag of fresh rice to use to start his own farm and he heads - out to find a good place for a rice field. While he is traveling he - quietly complains how heavy the bag is and even think a few things - "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag this size". He finally - finds a nice place for a new rice field but someone already got few - only seconds before he did. Tod notices they have a much smaller - liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! He fucking hits - them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their whole bag - into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a bush and - attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag gets - bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he - finally decides to plant some.<br> - <br> - Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry - with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he - decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some - rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get - them more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the - farm and start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people - and steal their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a - one pulls one of the children aside to tell them he will give them a - raise if they report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked - out by the bag. A few get reported and knocked out until everyone - started truly fearing Tod.<br> - <br> - The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and - started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of - watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a - few times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on - everyone else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day - one of them decided to use their high pay to start their own farm - and even knocked out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed - scaled version of what Tod was doing. When Tod found out this was - happening he had that person knock out by the heavest rice bag right - infront of everyone else on the farm. This was the first time when - of the higher ups even got knocked out and it completely changed - everything. Now it was clear no one was safe.<br> - <br> - As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon - as they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even - carring a large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of - getting hit. Sometimes he would find those same people days later - starving and they would finally give in and agree to be work on his - farm. Once he had enough workers to create an army he sent them to - take out an entire family farm and make it his own. After that he - didnt even have to take over family farms. They would agree to pay - tax in return for not getting taken over by his army. Tod even paid - the rice schools to only teach the things he wanted them to - teach.<br> - <br> - The end, <b>I dont fucking do happy endings!</b> I ask of you to - reflect on this story and think about are society. Think about all - the evil companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices - going up faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big - coprations fuck us over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are - simply planting their money in investments and working hard to grow - their companies. Thats only part of the story. They handle their - money like a fucking weapon and use it the same way Tod used his - heavy bag of rice.</p> - <h3>Socialism in practice</h3> - <p>If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways - rice can be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair - share of work will keep things going but they can still make their - own on the side, rice market system and groups of people setup to - stop people like Tod from grow... and you compare these ideas and - thing how they could be created than you have the mind of a - socialist. If you look up to Tod as a great business man, think - "well, that is just the way things are", twist things up to think - Tod is somehow helping people by giving them jobs and feeding them - even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the whole time... than - get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! Thats right, - <b>socialism has never had any set in stone policy or economic - models</b>. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem - solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what - they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most - disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who - know things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things - are done as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy - or economic model would ruin the entire point, it would be like - making a free form jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note - or tell Bob Ross what he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx - came up with a framework to change for your use instead of any set - in stone plan of action. What is why people like Stalin call - themselves a socialist yet are quite far seprated from the rest. - Just look at how much fucking infighting on the internet we have - just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be from each - other even with so many common goals.</p> - <h3>My travels</h3> - <p>I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered - they didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian - until I discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I - went anarchist until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up - with all the labels on the internet and didnt know what to call - myself; Finally, I was reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my - will to learn and come up with new ideas that been with me my entire - life but almost went away with all the effort school, mainstream - interenet, and society went through to try to distroy it. Read books - and think deeply about everything, dapple around in everything but - never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is what the radio voices - telling me just a distraction?". Conservative radio has the weirdest - fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor about my balls, I am - not looking for a service to turn my 5 million dollars worth of - retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to keep it safe - from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for an anti - ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you very - much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.<br> - <br> - Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the - X number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies - no one is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the - internet. No, I dont give a flying fucking about <i>marxist leninist - maoist trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc - neo-dronestrike-obamaist anarcho-bidenism</i>. They turned it into - fucking pokemon. Instead of making polical compass memes <b>shut up - and read a fucking book!</b> It doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx - book. Read Breakfast of Champions, right now, before I fucking kill - you!</p> - <h3>Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker - unions</h3> - <p>You know what we need? More non-profits, not the <a href= - "https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml" target= - "_blank">mozilla</a> shit. Some dam good ones. All the democrats - checks arent working, they arent going to mail you life long - healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement money you lost in a - conservative gold and silver scam, mail your coworker the overtime - pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 vacuum cleaner no one - needed... sorry children santy aint coming this x-mas! This year we - gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I am not a human - (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull me into - your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for me. - Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low - profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but - non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and - treat their workers better... than for profit companies in the same - field. Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going - to last long, once they are set in place they will up prices and - lower worker pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children - he treats then like shit and turns them against each other. Again - with Tod, just avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix - much, just like Tod they will take out everything and make things - worse to the point you are forced to either eat Tods rice or rice - from a family farm paying taxes to him or face starving to death. - The only fix is to <b>beat Tod himself with a bag full of his own - rice</b>. To do that is going to need lots of people to agree to - work together. Aka a worker union.<br> - <br> - Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with - fancy computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at - <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact" - target="_blank">the chile trucker strike</a> for an example of that. - Though also with fancy computer stuff you can be oh so very much - more evil with running a worker union. Get your IT nerds, webdev - nerds... to join the union you can use the companies very own - website to leak secret information, make the entire company network - go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage found on the - CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, cleaning and - HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of them dont - even feel like a worker union could help them and when most worker - unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald - enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. <b>Thats - why you human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team - up!</b> I am not a human so its a given I dont have the human skills - so without a human skill person I cant do much and so far no human - skill person who isnt scared of me in sight.</p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</h2> - <p><b>I am not a human</b>. Yes, <b>you are a human</b> (most - likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" - or "you were born from humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a - coyote. Quite similar but also just different enough to be a - different species. The line between different species isnt as far as - you might think and is something scientists often debate.<br> - <br> - Some nonhuman things about me include:</p> - <ul> - <li>Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up - as autism but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed - with autism I have met.</li> - <li>Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the - humans get.</li> - <li>Differences in how my nervous system works.</li> - <li>As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped - growing much younger than any other human.</li> - <li>I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young.</li> - <li>I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully - rested instead of 8.</li> - <li>I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light</li> - <li>Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I - naturally eat alot at once than go a while without eating and I - dont gain or lose weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg - even though I am around 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can - happen in a very short amount of time.</li> - <li>Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake - up. It takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier - to wake up in the dark</li> - <li>Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, - and addiction.</li> - <li>Differences in body propartions</li> - </ul> - <h3>Living in human society as a nonhuman</h3> - <p>Living in human society as a nonhuman <b>fucking sucks</b>. - Imagine being a cat living in dog society. Everything is built with - dogs in mind, jobs shifts are all planned around dog hours, the - restaurants serve dog food in dog propartions, the stores sell only - dog products, the toys are dog toys, the parks are designed for - dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, everyone talks with barks instead - of meows... If your a cat in that society you really gotta look out - for yourself because no one else can understand you even if they - pretend to. Everyone will give you advice that does not work.</p> - <h3>Employment and nonhumanism</h3> - <p>Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting - through school and lack any employment history as of writing this. - Most of the options for that are customer service jobs. When people - can barely understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at - a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on your - interests... that aint going to work. And to make it worse employers - discriminate against me. If you arent working customer service - employers still want people skills. They want their toilet cleaners - and floor sweepers to have people skills. They want them to spend - half their shift sitting through pointless meetings. Thats the magic - of nightshifts! Only freaks and weirdos apply for nightshift and - they have a high turn over rate. All the people who call for - pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a - hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the time saved not - going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take naps, and - work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to - go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I could - work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to one - day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit.</p> - <h3>Revolution and nonhumanism</h3> - <p>When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I - often think about the song <i>The Revolution Will Not be - Televised</i> by Gil Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I - grew up in what many call a very inclusive generation all you mother - fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the modern stage of - inclusiveness <b>does not extend to neurodivergents completely and - does not extend to nonhumans at all</b>. Think of it this way, the - american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was quite limited, - the civil right movement did a bit more... same with how the lgbtq+ - movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism is - limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the resources - to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or - something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except - being nonhuman.<br> - <br> - I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in - pushing the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I - will let you know <b>its up to you to make change</b>. I am in full - support of modern progressive movements even if I know they are - lacking something. Even than I dont have the power to engage in - revolution the sameway you can due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am - not welcome in social structures and only servce as a fly on the - wall, no one understands me when I talk, I have no power what so - ever to push a message across. As a human you have special powers I - couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in those social - structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. Even as - small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I will - let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!<br> - <br> - Message to my generation: even though <b>you</b> treated me like - shit I beg of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways - I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at - voting blue either. The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on - social media!</p><img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - </center> -</body> -</html> |