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diff --git a/org/blog/articles/depression.txt b/org/blog/articles/depression.txt deleted file mode 100644 index 406e88e..0000000 --- a/org/blog/articles/depression.txt +++ /dev/null @@ -1,74 +0,0 @@ -### My depression - -I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be depressed -until the day I die unless something really big chances. With people I often -hide it because when people know someone has depression they go out of their -way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand I can freely share -that information, because for the most part I keep real life and my online -life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of you fucks! Back when I -was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I would get messaged with -_sillycide_ prevention and other mental health resources, told I just need to -_lift myself up by the bootstraps_ , and other bullshit. Luckily its less of -an issue on the indie web but when talking to people in real life or on -mainstream web about this and they act like they understand because they been -sad before though they word it as depression. Short term being sad is at least -as bad if not worse than being depressed though they were still sad for X -amount of time because of X event. Having depression is more like constantly -feeling yicky inside and out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do -anything... long term with any moment that isnt like this being the exception -not the norm, the cause being a constant always happening in the background -often outside of control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a -injury that heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see -them as the same. Go fuck yourself. - -### The cause of depression - -Most cases of depression are caused by systematic oppression of people who -dont wear rose tinted glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like -"how come anyone be depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so -they concluded depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance -or peeps just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part -either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (: -And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means only -serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to rule. **A -society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever guested?! And when -people are depressed they have less will to do things. People who dont have a -will to do things arent a threat to the ruling class.** How do psychologists -treat people with depression? They give antidepressants that puts their geist -to sleep and makes them constantly spaced out. They could be using -psychedelics to treat depression which are much more effective anyways though -not even drugs that do work can cure it due to what I already said: the issue -is with society not the people! Though if enough people are taking -psychedelics it may encourage them to fix the underling issue with this world. -That almost happened in the counter-culture movement though the ruling class -was able to weaponize the hippies with _neoconformity_ which I have talked -about here before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong -it can have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike -more powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the user. -Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that ketamine -fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better drugs. - -### Things are no different in old times and modern ones - -In the _ye old times_ they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we give them -prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind numbingly -stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful for people -going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on the things to -try list that its insulting. **You really think after years of depression I -never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck yourself.** Its like -telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen will fix them right up. This -whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people are unironically saying _have -you ever tried not being depressed?_ Everyone is acting like depression is a -new thing. Just pick up a history book and read all about all the depressed -people you dumbass. They were always drunk to because they only had liquor to -kill their geist while now days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the -most terrible ways possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of -opium cola and nod off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short -lives full of war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had -was drunken unprotected sex which created more people who would live short -shitty lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to -systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling like -shit! - -**GO FUCK YOURSELF** - |