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Add - the feed to your feedreader <b>(you better have one)</b> so you - can stay updated on the things on my mind. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - - <tr> - <td> - <ul> - <li><a href="#second_place">Second place</a></li/> - <li><a href="#case_against_identity">Case against identity</a></li/> - <li><a href="#the_project">The project</a></li/> - <li><a href="#fakism">Fakism</a></li/> - <li><a href="#fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</a></li/> - <li><a href="#dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</a></li/> - <li><a href="#wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</a></li/> - <li><a href="#dreamlog1">Dream log 1</a></li/> - <li><a href="#overthinking">Overthinking</a></li/> -</ul> - - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="second_place">Second place</h2>--- Wed, 30 Apr 2025 10:23:12 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. - Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever - wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. - Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for - spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied - on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not - ok for <b>any</b> country to spy on its people by <b>any</b> amount. - <br/><br/> - Things that watch you: - </p> - <ul> - <li>The websites and apps you use watch you</li> - <li>The webbrowsers you use to go to those websites spy on you - and many apps secretly use those browsers under the hood to work</li> - <li>Cloud servers spy on you</li> - <li>All the most popular desktop and mobile OS's spy on you</li> - <li>Your ISP</li> - <li>Are phone calls and SMS messages are spied on</li> - <li>The SIM cards in your phone track you</li> - <li>Everywhere we go CCTV's are watching everyone</li> - <li>A million more things...</li> - </ul> - <p> - Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, - they sell that information to the government to make more money, they - sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use - the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell - more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to - control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries - economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays - the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people - to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the - empire. This also ties into the military. - <br/> - <b>Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire.</b> - </p> - - <h3>Distraction</h3> - <p> - Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is - going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on - lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world - got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control - over you while your eyes were on people who could <b>never</b> do - something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen - to fox news trash on big media even though <b>fox news is one of the big - media companies</b> and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers - complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and - funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer <i>just so happened</i> - to give the musk rat a very powerful government job <b>aka he bought his way into - government</b>. And this musk rat <i>just so happened</i> to own multiple tech - companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and - tech companies? You hated it <b>so very much</b> when the demon rats were - bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing - the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going - to continue your crusade against <i>wokeness</i> whatever the fuck that even - means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time - you will call this new found slavery <i>freedom</i>. "Freedom is Slavery" - - Big brother. - <br/><br/> - Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for - many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, - and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders - who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with - this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you - diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money - on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will - enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing - arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers - to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. - "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing - to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is - vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win. - <br/><br/> - You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected - detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, - lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all - interact. <b>Its all or nothing.</b> Dont give me the its ok the diet coke - golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its - ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They - will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs - like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for - safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every - good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any - disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is - designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover - up the fact they are enslaving us. - "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother. - </p> - - <h3>Why I wrote this</h3> - <p> - I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The - statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia - did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found - that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared - to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt - go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be - a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon - limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your - power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting - powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger - threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government - says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same - time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of - these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some - amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic - for another time. - </p> - - <h3>Helpful articles</h3> - <p> - These arent going to be <i>perfect unbias articles</i>. None are including - mine. - </p> - <ul> - <li><a href="https://www.tooltester.com/en/blog/the-worlds-most-surveilled-countries" - target="_blank">The world's most surveilled citizens</a></li> - <li><a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/technological_slavery.xhtml" - target="_blank">Technological slavery</a></li> - </ul> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="case_against_identity">Case against identity</h2>--- Thu, 24 Apr 2025 19:20:02 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is - something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but - in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word - that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over - all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something - to be abolished. - </p> - - <h3>The anti-individualism of identity</h3> - <p> - <b>Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the - opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by - factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. - </b> Hell - no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs - out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social - identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and - thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist - makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows - itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens - during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream - those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you - arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world - seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from - your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know - if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that - reality scares social comformists. - </p> - - <h3>Descriptions instead of identities</h3> - <p> - I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with - socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have - gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom - and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how - wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people - try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. - You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, - instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to - travel as it pleases. - </p> - - <h3>Identity and capitalism</h3> - <p> - Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist - production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you - do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it - your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked - "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to - became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die - whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone - the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta - do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates - jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push - a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against - ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is - centered around their job they <s>picked</s> got forced into. - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="the_project">The project</h2>--- Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands - everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing - second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding - the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees - and dirt and has always been in existance. - <br/><br/> - When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance - of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of - the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. - "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem - to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project. - <br/><br/> - Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that - causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses - show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize. - <br/><br/> - What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking - it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts - and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it. - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="fakism">Fakism</h2>--- Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that - made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected <i>president</i> - who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all - powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything - from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing - out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its - just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being - locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans - who want real america back who are being locked up. - <br/><br/> - Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere - without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for - life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If - you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: <b>Karl Marx wrote - about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over - their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped - by expanding democracy into more parts of life...</b> If you actually look - into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were - themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR - was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake - america example I gave doesnt it? - <br/><br/> - Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many - years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, - they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what - they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. - Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few - big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of - writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming - together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try - to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right - above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off - course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs! - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</h2>--- Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even - physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It - does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, - is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those - advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, - put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even - stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things - humans arent... - <br/><br/> - Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit - that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around - them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal - people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. <b>Noise - pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, - increased risk of avoidable accidents...</b> - and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically - tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed? - <br/><br/> - A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they - are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful - and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits. - <br/><br/> - Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones - with autism): - </p> - <ul> - <li> - Spending time on hobbies and interests that you actually care about - </li> - <li> - Filling the mind with well made works of fiction and history - </li> - <li> - Art and music - </li> - <li> - Study science and philosophy - </li> - <li> - Safe and responsible use of psyadelic drugs - </li> - <li> - Spending time going on hikes, biking, and doing fun things outdoors - </li> - <li> - Pets and animals - </li> - </ul> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</h2>--- Sat, 5 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my - power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less - meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in - your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little - I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my - nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with - a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. - It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution - against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... - can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture. - <br/><br/> - The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on social media! - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</h2>--- Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <h3>Why do I write this?</h3> - <p> - Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really - thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no - answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical - level so they can understand the <i>why</i> instead of just the <i>what</i>. - Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords - like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers - like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the - actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants - <b>I am not defending wikipedia by any means</b>, quite the opposite actually. - I am just here to tell you like most things in life <b>its bad but not for the - reasons you think</b>. - </p> - - <h3><i>Its editted by random people on the internet</i></h3> - <p> - And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, - documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers - are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems - in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in - place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those - different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you - just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. - One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias. - </p> - - <h3>On bias</h3> - <p> - No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its - still there. Its often more than just <i>a different way of looking at - things</i>, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand - you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why - you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than - as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church - controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going - to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can - be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused - by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you - can only take alone. - <br/><br/> - Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not - communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and - democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words - of those with money and power. <b>Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal.</b> Its - humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the - same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad - america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely - anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to - find. <b>The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not - bias.</b> Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making - you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock - up your mind. Yes, even I am bias. - </p> - - <h3>Those who never speak are never wrong</h3> - <p> - Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical - but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont - want their students to gain new information: they want their students to - to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that - most cant afford. <b>The ideal source is something that is dialectical, - analytical, and dense.</b> Wikipedia is just dense. <b>And the sources - schools want us to use is none of those!</b> - <br/><br/> - The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a - constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check - which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics - get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it - as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their - word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly - define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be - connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to - analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to - risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue - learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia - still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough - for some topics. - </p> - - <h3>Replacing wikipedia</h3> - <p> - Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was - using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia - on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link - though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. <b>A good wikipedia - replacement does not exist.</b> They all have the same issues: - everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they - should be openly announcing their bias and writing more - analytical. - <br/><br/> - <b>Get yourself a library card!</b> While wikipedia will cover - you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built - by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. - A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information - while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete - story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind - by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news - articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: - aka tell <b>what</b> to believe not <b>how</b> to believe. - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="dreamlog1">Dream log 1</h2>--- Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: - Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government - position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix - and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life - stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. - The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing - about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. - Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to - not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through - the guides left behind. - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - -<table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr><td><h2 id="overthinking">Overthinking</h2>--- Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT</td></tr> - <tr><td> - <p> - Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how - to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It - slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write - and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned - on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. - Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this - and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up - from the start. - <br/><br/> - Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my - ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite - difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed. - <br/><br/> - Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food. - </p> - </td></tr> -</table> - - </center> -</body> -</html> |