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I dont know if I will post often but here you go fucking world!
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<li><a href="#the_project">The project</a></li>
<li><a href="#fakism">Fakism</a></li>
<li><a href="#fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</a></li>
<li><a href="#dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</a></li>
<li><a href="#wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</a></li>
<li><a href="#dreamlog1">Dream log 1</a></li>
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<tr><td><h2 id="the_project">The project</h2>--- Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT</td></tr>
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<p>
A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands
everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing
second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding
the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees
and dirt and has always been in existance.
<br/><br/>
When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance
of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of
the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys.
"cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem
to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project.
<br/><br/>
Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that
causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses
show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize.
<br/><br/>
What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking
it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts
and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it.
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<tr><td><h2 id="fakism">Fakism</h2>--- Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT</td></tr>
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Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that
made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected <i>president</i>
who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all
powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything
from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing
out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its
just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being
locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans
who want real america back who are being locked up.
<br/><br/>
Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere
without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for
life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If
you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: <b>Karl Marx wrote
about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over
their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped
by expanding democracy into more parts of life...</b> If you actually look
into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were
themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR
was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake
america example I gave doesnt it?
<br/><br/>
Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many
years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore,
they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what
they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs.
Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few
big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of
writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming
together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try
to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right
above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off
course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs!
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<tr><td><h2 id="fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</h2>--- Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT</td></tr>
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<p>
Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even
physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It
does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way,
is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those
advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist,
put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even
stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things
humans arent...
<br/><br/>
Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit
that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around
them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal
people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. <b>Noise
pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage,
increased risk of avoidable accidents...</b>
and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically
tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed?
<br/><br/>
A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they
are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful
and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits.
<br/><br/>
Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones
with autism):
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Spending time on hobbies and interests that you actually care about
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Filling the mind with well made works of fiction and history
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Art and music
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Study science and philosophy
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Safe and responsible use of psyadelic drugs
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Spending time going on hikes, biking, and doing fun things outdoors
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Pets and animals
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<tr><td><h2 id="dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</h2>--- Sat, 5 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT</td></tr>
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<p>
On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my
power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less
meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in
your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little
I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my
nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with
a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting.
It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution
against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am...
can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture.
<br/><br/>
The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on social media!
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<tr><td><h2 id="wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</h2>--- Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT</td></tr>
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<h3>Why do I write this?</h3>
<p>
Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really
thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no
answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical
level so they can understand the <i>why</i> instead of just the <i>what</i>.
Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords
like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers
like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the
actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants
<b>I am not defending wikipedia by any means</b>, quite the opposite actually.
I am just here to tell you like most things in life <b>its bad but not for the
reasons you think</b>.
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<h3><i>Its editted by random people on the internet</i></h3>
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And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings,
documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers
are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems
in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in
place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those
different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you
just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from.
One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias.
</p>
<h3>On bias</h3>
<p>
No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its
still there. Its often more than just <i>a different way of looking at
things</i>, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand
you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why
you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than
as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church
controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going
to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can
be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused
by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you
can only take alone.
<br/><br/>
Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not
communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and
democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words
of those with money and power. <b>Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal.</b> Its
humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the
same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad
america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely
anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to
find. <b>The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not
bias.</b> Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making
you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock
up your mind. Yes, even I am bias.
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<h3>Those who never speak are never wrong</h3>
<p>
Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical
but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont
want their students to gain new information: they want their students to
to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that
most cant afford. <b>The ideal source is something that is dialectical,
analytical, and dense.</b> Wikipedia is just dense. <b>And the sources
schools want us to use is none of those!</b>
<br/><br/>
The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a
constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check
which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics
get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it
as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their
word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly
define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be
connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to
analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to
risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue
learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia
still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough
for some topics.
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<h3>Replacing wikipedia</h3>
<p>
Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was
using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia
on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link
though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. <b>A good wikipedia
replacement does not exist.</b> They all have the same issues:
everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they
should be openly announcing their bias and writing more
analytical.
<br/><br/>
<b>Get yourself a library card!</b> While wikipedia will cover
you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built
by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted.
A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information
while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete
story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind
by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news
articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points:
aka tell <b>what</b> to believe not <b>how</b> to believe.
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<tr><td><h2 id="dreamlog1">Dream log 1</h2>--- Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT</td></tr>
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Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author:
Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government
position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix
and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life
stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks.
The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing
about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout.
Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to
not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through
the guides left behind.
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<tr><td><h2 id="overthinking">Overthinking</h2>--- Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT</td></tr>
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Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how
to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It
slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write
and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned
on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together.
Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this
and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up
from the start.
<br/><br/>
Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my
ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite
difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed.
<br/><br/>
Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food.
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