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        <h1>Nathan's philosophy</h1>
        
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                    <h2>about</h2>
                    <p>
                        When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which went over
                        some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy and incoherent.
                        It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking at the time as if
                        I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. It was raw and abstract
                        but not anything anyone besides myself would read and understand. You can find
                        the archive <a href="archive/the_philosophy_commune.html">here</a>.
                        <br/><br/>
                        Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, and almost
                        spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You can skip to whatever
                        parts you want but I recommand you don't because its going to read alot more
                        like a story and will slowly develop ideas throughout.
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                    <h3>Content:</h3>
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                        <li><a href="#geist">The Geist</a></li>
                        <li><a href="#darwinism">Darwinism</a></li>
                        <li><a href="#universe">The Universe</a></li>
                        <li><a href="#social">Social Issues</a></li>
                        <li><a href="#economics">Economics</a></li>
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                    <h2 id="geist">The Geist</h2>
                    <p>
                        Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. Geist is a German word
                        that can translate into three different words in English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I
                        always use it in place of <i>spirit</i> for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet
                        almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used.
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                    <h3>Case against the mythical</h3>
                    <p>
                        I don't believe in religion, god, spirits,
                        baby fucking jesus, magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed an
                        atheist. Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I am spiritual"
                        and go running to your mommy girlfriend that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and
                        you need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about yourself I have much more to say: Once
                        you truly begain to demythize something the things you discover are much more beautiful, artist,
                        and meaningful than any myth or superstitions can ever be.
                        <br/><br/>
                        Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a chaotic sort of inner peace
                        that can be found knowing the way every species comes and goes into and out of existance and
                        how new species come to be from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at times and
                        fast and rough at others. A complex process that requires thinking about really small and really
                        large numbers on a scale are brains are not designed to understand. Don't know about you but that
                        gives me a sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very big deep thoughts. Much more
                        beautiful than something as bluntly dumb as god.
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                    <h3>How the brain works</h3>
                    <p>
                        <i>The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob.</i> I want you to really think about that
                        sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your hands. What does it look like? what does it
                        feel like? smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even imagine the taste if your willing
                        to go that far. Congrats, you just used something I call <i>signal pathing</i>. Your brain has
                        many abstract components that are associated with different functions. They <b>dont serve</b>
                        different functions and <b>arent built for</b> namable functions. <b>Just assoicated with.</b>
                        By pathing signals through different components each one designed for processing data in a
                        special type of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given resources process
                        many types of information thrown at it in many ways. For example the same lanauge can have a
                        spoken version, written version, sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can signal path
                        information can whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send it to many other parts
                        for processing. Things like the minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts of
                        signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read all of this and will continue to use
                        it all the time for rest of your life the same your brain have always used it.
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                    <h3>You are multiple</h3>
                    <p>
                        <b>you</b> are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside the same head. The left and
                        right side of your brain when seprated with sugery go out of sync and each one starts acting
                        independently. Thats only as far as they can split down. If each half itself could be split in
                        half like that we couldn't be able to test it. For all you know you could have a 100 conscious
                        brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the ablitity for the brain to refence itself. Kind
                        of like how your currently using your brain to read something about now the brain works.
                        Consciousness alone isn't the end all.
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                    <h2 id="darwinism">Darwinism</h2>
                    <p>
                        As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. Galápagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It
                        uses a fictional story as a pivot point to go about understanding how evolution actually works.
                        Go check out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what evolution actually looks like
                        and the issues with Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is the process of making species more
                        well adapted through nature selection. Its a nearly mathical process and <b>it does not care
                        what we think is the best</b>. The only thing driving the process is making species well tuned
                        to their environment. For example evolution might make a species less physical strong in return
                        for liter weight and less required food to survive if thats what would make it better fitted
                        for its environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless birds for example.
                        Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but evolution no longer saw a need for those birds
                        to fly and instead designed the birds for other uses like swiming, faster running speeds...
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                    <h3>Case against Social Darwinism</h3>
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                        Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the world. Its a reflection of
                        the bias of those who have been given control, those who write the history books, those who
                        use their artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power to keep their name alive
                        after death. The few who are worth remembering aren't bought into the light until they
                        been dead long enough for their revolutionary ideas not to fuck up the status quo set
                        by the current narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the spot light until
                        his ideas lost the revolutionary edge and conflicts with the people in control of the
                        electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr was under attack by the US government his
                        entire life but once the more progessive side of his message got forgotten the same
                        people attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more tame speeches
                        his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. Thats not even including the
                        countless things forgotten to history. The small wars, the forgotten scientists and
                        artists... Nothing is in a vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a
                        large choatic system which adds up to greater change and the movement of history.
                        If you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and history read up on some
                        old good Karl Marx and his dialectical materialism.
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                    <h3>Hybrids and the origin of humans</h3>
                    <p>
                        Check out <a href="https://www.macroevolution.net" target="_blank">macroevolution</a>.
                        It goes into details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig hybrids.
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                    <h2 id="universe">The Universe</h2>
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                        The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and really large
                        interactions on a mass scale all running into each other in a nearly murderious
                        manner. Everything can be understood through the lens of dialectics. Everything
                        is the interaction of engery. The things we know and understand is just the result
                        of interactions of engery. Even matter can be viewed through this lens. I don't believe
                        in the big bang. Instead I have my own theory.
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                    <h3>The creation of the universe</h3>
                    <p>
                        The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always existed. In fact outside
                        the universe only everything exits and there is no nothing, no voids, no where safe from
                        particles colliding at speeds that makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the
                        universe everything interacts with everything forever in all directions. Its like tv static that
                        goes on forever. Just like tv static since its random if you just so happen to pause during the
                        right time and zoom in you might find a picture of something. It might even just so happen to be
                        a picture of you! The universe is one of those. A time and place in a random existance that just
                        by the chance of randomness is something coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of
                        Babel. The engery interacted in a way to create what
                        we call the big bang. Instead of creating things it just opened up an area safe from the chaos.
                        A place where the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited yet complex and
                        coherent structures of engery possible. These structures is what matter is. Things light speed
                        is a example of one of these constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time
                        until something like this happens.
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                    <h3>God</h3>
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                        The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type of brain found on earth but
                        it is still a natural information processing machine. It doesn't will things to happen like a
                        religous god. Instead its a high being bound to the same forces and constrains as us. It only
                        has the power which are given to it also like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what
                        it can.
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                    <h3>Humanities reason for existing</h3>
                    <p>
                        I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start to think that humans do have
                        a reason for existing but its not pleasent! I kind of went insane reading it so just hold on
                        for dear life as I pull nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something called ice-nine.
                        You can read about it on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine" target="_blank">
                        this wikipedia article</a> if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler: <b>ice-nine gets into
                        the ocean and destroys the whole planet</b>. It made me think: I wonder if the universe brain
                        is in pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing is to create a type of ice-nine
                        that destroys the universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that makes existing a pain.
                        Its transends any sort of normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the survival parts of
                        the brain to warn us if something is wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought
                        loops and blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out but adds up to
                        something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to the universe brain and hope
                        it doesn't have to feel the same sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will
                        destroy willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like when ice-nine got
                        into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men and freaks of nature but we are good at
                        one thing: destroying things by mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural selection
                        is testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It proved we are well designed
                        to destroy things by mistake so it picked us.
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                    <h2 id="social">Social Issues</h2>
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                        <b>By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the page?</b> Feel called out don't you (:
                        Views on social issues aren't just some isolated optinions, they are a part of someones ideology
                        and a result of how their morals enteract with the world around them. Everyone has an ideology
                        even if they don't realize it. For example christian views are very closely tied to christian
                        ideology and effects everything they do and think. "God created the universe, gave us the 10
                        commandments, sent jesus down, will send you to hell if you dont go to church..." Thats quite
                        view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian tells you they support
                        lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or a lying fucker. Dont believe them for even
                        a second because they will fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general
                        because it was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to control. "you will
                        go to hell if you dont follow the commandments of an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to
                        and you must trust the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds like lies created
                        to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes when religion and power structures are brought
                        into question. If it was up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would still be in
                        the dark ages.
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                    <h3>Abortion</h3>
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                        New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take this from someone who engages
                        in same sex activities: <b>dicks going into pussies isnt the only way to have sex.</b> The
                        other ways dont create babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the magic way
                        smart people created plastic thingies to stop the people making seeds from going
                        into the human egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of other wonderful things
                        to stop the pain of creating humans and the suffering they will face when they are pulled into
                        this terrible world kicking and screaming.
                        <br/><br/>
                        It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of terrible hardship they only ever
                        <b>increase</b> the rate they fuck the magic way and without seed stoppers. World War 4 could
                        happen and the birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans who are forced to live in
                        this shitty world. But even when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways or use seed
                        stoppers we still have one last line of defense: <b>abortion</b>. This beautiful treatment removes
                        the unborn flesh of a human from its mother before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it
                        have had a taste for the pain of the world.
                        <br/><br/>
                        Christians view women as private property, people making machines, personal maids, human sex toys...
                        even though they have the same human brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the
                        idea that a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to be raped by stupid men, they
                        want to control everyones sex life and make sure they only ever fuck the magic way and without
                        seed stoppers. They want more people forced to live and christians even made sure everything
                        fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give people an escape from the things christians do, made
                        <i>sillycide</i> way more difficult than it needs to be, took over the entire planet...
                        all because their ideology calls for <b>everyone</b> on earth to live a christan life of suffering.
                        <b>Abortion is a beautiful thing fight for it to stay!</b>
                    </p>

                    <h3>Womens rights</h3>
                    <p>
                        Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a problem with that go fuck yourself)
                        I am assigned male at birth and still often use a male mask for close minded people so they will
                        not open their pie hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed about womens rights,
                        and that is because I am stupid and uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know is that
                        even though all social issues are equally important womens rights are at a very high level of
                        importantness and should be the first thing on the mind of any true leftist.
                        <br/><br/>
                        "Social progress can be measured by the social position of the female sex." - Karl Marx
                        <br/><br/>
                        I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women in their lives. A message
                        to the men reading this: the women in your life will teach you things and help you develop
                        as a person in ways other men never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as
                        you make every interaction with women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for something...
                        everything goes to waste. If your a incel and blame women for everything sorry to break it to
                        you but it was other men that fucked you over not women. If your willing to put those feelings
                        aside the friendships you will gain with women as time goes on will be much more rewarding than
                        just fucking alot and when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot less awkward and more personal
                        and borderline spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries in friendship brings might
                        just contribute to realizing your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting against women will
                        only ever keep them closed minded and brain washed.
                    </p>

                    <h3>Race</h3>
                    <p>
                        Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social constructs to control. The narcissists in power
                        brain wash people to hate and fear other groups of people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and
                        intellectual works, keep their people stupid... everyone has the same big, faultly, lying brain so whats
                        the point in sorting everyone into <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon" target="_blank">
                        granfalloon</a> groups? Its to make sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to realize they should
                        have been fighting the people in power the whole time. They lie to us about what critical race theory
                        is because they dont want you to know <b>crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race</b>. Neoliberalism
                        is a ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens on a person to person interaction
                        scale when really <b>racism happens on a systematic level</b>.
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                    <h3>Disabilities</h3>
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                    <h3>lgbtq+</h3>
                    <p>
                        Message to the anti-lgbtq+:
                        Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ makes you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are
                        society is held up by social constructs that controls who can have sex with who, what clothes you can wear,
                        what kind of name you can have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these social constructs
                        and want to live their life freely. By telling them they cant do those things and making rules
                        to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself an anarchist? If
                        you cant handle the idea of sexual and gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take down
                        the system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite happily keep the system up.
                        <br/><br/>
                        All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some god that for whatever reason declared
                        that stuff sinful. If your non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by religion than
                        you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your not only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual
                        and moral slave to your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite comfortable supporting
                        neoliberalism and believing the hate has nothing to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church
                        and its <i>just so happens to be</i>.
                        <br/><br/>
                        Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. It may be rough right now but thats
                        part of the process of evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but thats the beauty
                        of it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social constructs and still a slave to
                        some amount of bullshit are society created but it will evolve, it will bring us even more freedom...
                        for that to happen you gotta accept the movement even in its rough state and help it grow into something
                        greater. The narcissists controlling the system will feed you talking points to stop you from helping
                        the movement remove power from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just
                        scared that the more free we become the less we will support narcissist bullshit.
                        <br/><br/>
                        There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, there is no scientific reason
                        someone cant choose their own pronouns, there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove
                        their <i>fuck organs</i> (no matter how harmful and pointless some random study
                        claims stopping them is against their freedom and saving people from themsevles
                        is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a heroic act), there is no scientific reason
                        there needs to be seprate mens and women bathrooms,
                        there is no scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they use to describe themselves due to the
                        fact <b>all language is human made and completely socially constructed start to end</b>. Any and all arguments
                        like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not
                        based in nature because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. Nature doesnt fucking care
                        if a person born with a penis wears a skirt and pisses in the womens bathroom, <b>a <i>man</i> playing in womens
                        sports is not going to cause anyone to get struck by lightning</b>. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb
                        you think that a concept a bunch of people came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees.
                        <br/><br/>
                        If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal choices isnt enough for your neoliberal brains
                        here is a fact for you: <b>the percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the percent who changed
                        their minds</b>. Thats right, are society is so fucking hell bent on making it a living hell to be transgender
                        that they detransition due to the pressure even if they personally would love to continue transiting if
                        they could. The regret rate is much lower than the rate of that and even than the statics alone still doesnt
                        tell the whole story. If you can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1: statics lie, and 2: fucking
                        with peoples personal lifes never helps anyone.
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                    <h2 id="economics">Economics</h2>
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                        Still being worked on.
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