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<h1>Nathan's philosophy</h1>
<h2>about</h2>
<p>
When I first made this site I made the philosophy
commune which went over some of my political views and
the philosophy. Its messy and incoherent. It was more
of a peek into whatever I was thinking at the time as
if I cracked open my head and give you a look
inside. It was raw and abstract but not anything anyone
besides myself would read and understand. You can find
the
archive <a href="archive/the_philosophy_commune.html">here</a>.
<br/><br/> Now that I am redoing this I want to make it
more coherent, honest, and almost spiritual in a kind
of way if you can call it that. You can skip to
whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't
because its going to read alot more like a story and
will slowly develop ideas throughout.
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<h3>Content:</h3>
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<li><a href="#geist">The Geist</a></li>
<li><a href="#darwinism">Darwinism</a></li>
<li><a href="#universe">The Universe</a></li>
<li><a href="#absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to
nihilism</a></li>
<li><a href="#bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism
(my home brew political ideology)</a></li>
<li><a href="#social">Social Issues</a></li>
<li><a href="#economics_and_socialism">Economics and
socialism</a></li>
<li><a href="#nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</a></li>
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<img src="images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg" alt="I have
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<h2 id="geist">The Geist</h2>
<p>
Throughout this website you will see me use the word
geist alot. Geist is a German word that can translate
into three different words in English: ghost, spirit,
and mind. I always use it in place of <i>spirit</i> for
its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet
almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used.
<p>
<h3>Case against the mythical</h3>
<p>
I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking
jesus, magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way
imaginable I am indeed an atheist. Everything can be
demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I
am spiritual" and go running to your mommy girlfriend
that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and you
need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about
yourself I have much more to say: Once you truly begain
to demythize something the things you discover are much
more beautiful, artist, and meaningful than any myth or
superstitions can ever be. <br/><br/> Take evolution
for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a
chaotic sort of inner peace that can be found knowing
the way every species comes and goes into and out of
existance and how new species come to be from a sort of
process that can be slow and careful at times and fast
and rough at others. A complex process that requires
thinking about really small and really large numbers on
a scale are brains are not designed to
understand. Don't know about you but that gives me a
sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very
big deep thoughts. Much more beautiful than something
as bluntly dumb as god.
</p>
<h3>How the brain works</h3>
<p>
<i>The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink
blob.</i> I want you to really think about that
sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your
hands. What does it look like? what does it feel like?
smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even
imagine the taste if your willing to go that
far. Congrats, you just used something I call <i>signal
pathing</i>. Your brain has many abstract components
that are associated with different
functions. They <b>dont serve</b> different functions
and <b>arent built for</b> namable functions. <b>Just
assoicated with.</b> By pathing signals through
different components each one designed for processing
data in a special type of way your brain can in the
most effective way with its given resources process
many types of information thrown at it in many
ways. For example the same lanauge can have a spoken
version, written version, sign lanuage version,
braille.. the brain can signal path information can
whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send
it to many other parts for processing. Things like the
minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts
of signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read
all of this and will continue to use it all the time
for rest of your life the same your brain have always
used it.
</p>
<h3>You are multiple</h3>
<p>
<b>you</b> are the result of multiple consciousnesses
all inside the same head. The left and right side of
your brain when seprated with sugery go out of sync and
each one starts acting independently. Thats only as far
as they can split down. If each half itself could be
split in half like that we couldn't be able to test
it. For all you know you could have a 100 conscious
brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the
ablitity for the brain to refence itself. Kind of like
how your currently using your brain to read something
about now the brain works. Consciousness alone isn't
the end all.
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<img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"/>
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<h2 id="darwinism">Darwinism</h2>
<p>
As of writing this I am part way through a book on the
subject. Galápagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a
fictional story as a pivot point to go about
understanding how evolution actually works. Go check
out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain
what evolution actually looks like and the issues with
Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is the process of
making species more well adapted through nature
selection. Its a nearly mathical process and <b>it does
not care what we think is the best</b>. The only thing
driving the process is making species well tuned to
their environment. For example evolution might make a
species less physical strong in return for liter weight
and less required food to survive if thats what would
make it better fitted for its environment. It does
things like this all the time take flightless birds for
example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but
evolution no longer saw a need for those birds to fly
and instead designed the birds for other uses like
swiming, faster running speeds...
</p>
<h3>Case against Social Darwinism</h3>
<p>
Social Darwinism is a construct of societies
understanding of the world. Its a reflection of the
bias of those who have been given control, those who
write the history books, those who use their
artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power
to keep their name alive after death. The few who are
worth remembering aren't bought into the light until
they been dead long enough for their revolutionary
ideas not to fuck up the status quo set by the current
narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the
spot light until his ideas lost the revolutionary edge
and conflicts with the people in control of the
electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr was under
attack by the US government his entire life but once
the more progessive side of his message got forgotten
the same people attacking him named a day after him and
made one of his more tame speeches his legacy while the
rest have been forgotten to time. Thats not even
including the countless things forgotten to
history. The small wars, the forgotten scientists and
artists... Nothing is in a vacuum, all these things
enteract with each other in a large choatic system
which adds up to greater change and the movement of
history. If you want to see Darwinism applied to human
society and history read up on some old good Karl Marx
and his dialectical materialism.
</p>
<h3>Hybrids and the origin of humans</h3>
<p>
Check out <a href="https://www.macroevolution.net"
target="_blank">macroevolution</a>. It goes into
details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig
hybrids.
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<h2 id="universe">The Universe</h2>
<p>
The Universe is a chaotic system of really small
interactions and really large interactions on a mass
scale all running into each other in a nearly
murderious manner. Everything can be understood through
the lens of dialectics. Everything is the interaction
of engery. The things we know and understand is just
the result of interactions of engery. Even matter can
be viewed through this lens. I don't believe in the big
bang. Instead I have my own theory.
</p>
<h3>The creation of the universe</h3>
<p>
The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have
always existed. In fact outside the universe only
everything exits and there is no nothing, no voids, no
where safe from particles colliding at speeds that
makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the
universe everything interacts with everything forever
in all directions. Its like tv static that goes on
forever. Just like tv static since its random if you
just so happen to pause during the right time and zoom
in you might find a picture of something. It might even
just so happen to be a picture of you! The universe is
one of those. A time and place in a random existance
that just by the chance of randomness is something
coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of
Babel. The engery interacted in a way to create what we
call the big bang. Instead of creating things it just
opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place where
the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that
makes limited yet complex and coherent structures of
engery possible. These structures is what matter
is. Things light speed is a example of one of these
constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of
time until something like this happens.
</p>
<h3>God</h3> <img src="images/brain_and_the_universe.png"
alt="Human brain compared to galaxies"/>
<p>
The universe may not be anything like a human brain or
any type of brain found on earth but it is still a
natural information processing machine. It doesn't will
things to happen like a religous god. Instead its a
high being bound to the same forces and constrains as
us. It only has the power which are given to it also
like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what
it can.
</p>
<h3>Humanities reason for existing</h3>
<p>
I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made
me start to think that humans do have a reason for
existing but its not pleasent! I kind of went insane
reading it so just hold on for dear life as I pull
nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something
called ice-nine. You can read about it
on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine"
target="_blank"> this wikipedia article</a> if your too
lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler: <b>ice-nine gets
into the ocean and destroys the whole planet</b>. It
made me think: I wonder if the universe brain is in
pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing
is to create a type of ice-nine that destroys the
universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that
makes existing a pain. Its transends any sort of
normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the
survival parts of the brain to warn us if something is
wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought
loops and blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain
that is slow and drawn out but adds up to something no
bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to
the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the
same sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and
no human will destroy willfully: humans are going to
end the universe by mistake just like when ice-nine got
into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men
and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing:
destroying things by mistake. Evolution designed us for
that. Part of natural selection is testing each species
and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It proved
we are well designed to destroy things by mistake so it
picked us.
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<h2 id="absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to
nihilism</h2>
<h3>Nihilism</h3>
<p>
Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly
understand. Its the moment you realize nothing you do
will ever matter. When everything everyone knows and
holds so close to them is so clearly a pointless game
yet they think your crazy to point it out when they are
the ones devoting so much to a big lie. <b>Until you
can bluntly look at your school, work, family, friends,
partner, pets, political party and ask yourself "why do
I do any of this?" and realize it really wouldnt matter
much if that all came to an end you still arent a
nihilist.</b> As a nihilist you no longer see happiness
and sadness, love and hate, life and death: you know
the universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles and
any other concept we have is blunt bullshit in its
finest form. <br/><br/>
<b>Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as
sad when to a nihilist it is a source of
blissfulness and numbness.</b> The real pain is
caused by the conflict between the bliss of
nihilism and the painful ways of non-nihilists,
people who put importantness in meaningless
things. Those who make it as difficult as possible
to make yourself comfortable because they make up
reasons you cant be comfortable and enforce through
the force of pure size in numbers.
<b>A true nihilist would never start a war</b> because
they see no point in it, non-nihilists would abosutely
start a war even over the most pointless bullshit. The
flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent going to stop
the war either. Let the people fucking die we often
say. Luck they are I would say. Finally getting the
type of peace and bliss that comes with death that no
non-nihilist would never let happen during life.
</p>
<h3>The absurdist cure</h3>
<p>
It is said when faced with nihilism there are three
options:
</p>
<ol>
<li>Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why
not?</li>
<li>Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a
religion, cult, or some other philosophy. Giving
into the anti-nihilist lies and living a life of
false meaning.</li>
<li>Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed
from our shitty society but you been
intelligencically freed. Now that you know no god
rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound
to practical limits instead of social ones. No more
greater meaning in the position of rulers and
authority, now you just gotta be careful not to get
caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social
standards with no moral grounds.</li>
</ol>
<p>
<b>The third option is the absurdist option. As a
absurdist your still a nihilist</b> but now instead of
not trying to stop wars because nothing matters you can
fight against wars for that very same reason. Do
everything a nihilist cant but always with the same
reasons as a nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding
meaning or giving things meaning, your in a constant
nonstop rebellion against meaning! When people think
your crazy for calling society pointless you still walk
away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip
them off as you walk away. Every pointless action you
do and the life you live knowing everything is
pointless is a middle finger to the universe, a sign to
the world it may fucking suck but your still alive.
Its a insult to someone not there to hear it. <b>The
world may have no meaning but reguardless you are going
to kick it in the ass.</b> <br/><br/> Society is
designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the
control of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused
on option two. Thats why when people who see everything
as pointless go into therapy they are always pushed
toward option two. The very thing that defines religion
and spiritual believes in our society is so heavily
bias towards option two most people cant even begin to
image the concept of people coming together in a type
of absurd worship of option three. <b>When meaning is
no more worship without meaning is now possible,
religion without god or faith, morals without anything
to uphold them.</b> It is in many ways like RumFoord's
Church of God the Utterly Indifferent.
</p>
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<h2 id="bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home
brew political ideology)</h2>
<p>
Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short
(bsyn looks cooler than aws) at its core is a ideology
that believes in bringing about communism in absurdly
unconventional means of revolution.
</p>
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<h3>Bsyn english class</h3>
<h4>Communism</h4>
<p>
Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final
stage of humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect
society that serves everyone. Its international and has
no borders or grandfalloon limits. <b>Anything that
doesnt strictly fit that is not communism.</b>
</p>
<h4>Socialism</h4>
<p>
The process of getting ever closer to communism. The
journy to communism. Anything that takes part in the
process of getting closer to communism is socialism in
some way even if it doesnt like look
socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or
prevents the process of getting closer to communism is
not socialism even if it looks like socialism. Even
just trying to make communism real is often enough.
</p>
<h4>Absurdism</h4>
<p>
Read up <a href="#absurdism">here</a>. To fucking lazy
to sum things up for you.
</p>
<h4>Wissenschaft</h4>
<p>
A german word that doesnt translate to english
well. Its a more broad version of <i>science</i>. Its
simply the quest for knowledge. It even includes things
like art and philosophy.
</p>
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<h3>Bsyn principles</h3>
<p>
Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism
is even possible. Instead it will work towards the goal
of communism even with no end in sight. <b>There is
always progress to be made.</b> Think of it as
communism is the goal and socialism is the process of
completing the goal. In bsyn a comrade doesnt have to
be someone with the same ideology, instead a bsyn
comrade is anyone also contributing to the goal even if
its not as directly and even if they arent aware of
it. If the future is more communist than the present
than in a undirect way everything is socialist and if
the future is less or the same amount communist as the
present in a way nothing is socialist, because of that
its important in bsyn to look at undirect effects while
at the same time not overbroadening everything to the
point words no longer have any use.
<br/><br/>
An <i>Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist</i>
or <i>bynist</i> isnt a thing. <b>Bsyn is not an
identity.</b> Read up
on <a href="blog/index.html#case_against_identity"
target="_blank"> identity</a>. Instead call yourself a
follower of bsyn or something along those lines. In
bsyn you can use just about anything to describe
yourself just be mindful if what you choose might hurt
the goal.
<br/><br/>
In bsyn studying the works of
Karl Marx and his dialectical methods are quite handy
and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist
movement is socialist due to the fact they put zero
effort in pushing towards communism even if they
claim to.
<br/><br/>
Bsyn
has a focus on using technology to bring about
communism, using machines do to all the boring mind
numbing work while people get to spend more time on
things like art and science. One of the first and most
important steps in modern communist revolution is
making less busy work and opening up space for people
to learn and use skills and interests that they find
genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that some people tend
to master one skill while others are jacks of all
trades.
<br/><br/>
In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it
can in the long term have more benefits. A species cant
risk putting itself in a position like
that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the
most unconventional routes imaginable as long as they
are always steps forward in the direction the species
needs to go to survive. Bsyn is a lot like that, it
will never push away from communism but it will take
the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the
direction bsyn pushes toward is a lot more "idealize"
than the direction evolution tends to push.
<br/><br/>
In bsyn there are two sayings: <b>By any means
necessary</b> and <b>there is nothing more permanent
than a temporacy solution</b>. They are like the
yin and yang of bsyn.
</p>
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<h2 id="social">Social Issues</h2>
<p>
<b>By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of
the page?</b> Feel called out don't you (: Views on
social issues aren't just some isolated optinions, they
are a part of someones ideology and a result of how
their morals enteract with the world around
them. Everyone has an ideology even if they don't
realize it. For example christian views are very
closely tied to christian ideology and effects
everything they do and think. "God created the
universe, gave us the 10 commandments, sent jesus down,
will send you to hell if you dont go to church..."
Thats quite view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you
say so? If a christian tells you they support lgbtq+,
women... rights they are either a fool or a lying
fucker. Dont believe them for even a second because
they will fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion
is like this in general because it was created by
social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to
control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the
commandments of an all powerful being that you cant
ever talk to and you must trust the words of people
above you to know what he wants" sounds like lies
created to control doesnt it? Real social change only
comes when religion and power structures are brought
into question. If it was up to the rulers and religous
leaders of the world we would still be in the dark
ages.
</p>
<h3>Abortion</h3>
<p>
New people are created when people fuck in the magic
way. Take this from someone who engages in same sex
activities: <b>dicks going into pussies isnt the only
way to have sex.</b> The other ways dont create
babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck
the magic way smart people created plastic thingies to
stop the people making seeds from going into the human
egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of
other wonderful things to stop the pain of creating
humans and the suffering they will face when they are
pulled into this terrible world kicking and screaming.
<br/><br/> It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor,
and in times of terrible hardship they only ever
<b>increase</b> the rate they fuck the magic way and
without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen and the
birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans
who are forced to live in this shitty world. But even
when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways or
use seed stoppers we still have one last line of
defense: <b>abortion</b>. This beautiful treatment
removes the unborn flesh of a human from its mother
before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it
have had a taste for the pain of the world. <br/><br/>
Christians view women as private property, people
making machines, personal maids, human sex toys...
even though they have the same human brain and are
nearly just as dumb as men christians think the idea
that a women owns her own body is too much. They want
women to be raped by stupid men, they want to control
everyones sex life and make sure they only ever fuck
the magic way and without seed stoppers. They want more
people forced to live and christians even made sure
everything fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give
people an escape from the things christians do, made
<i>sillycide</i> way more difficult than it needs to
be, took over the entire planet... all because their
ideology calls for <b>everyone</b> on earth to live a
christan life of suffering.
<b>Abortion is a beautiful thing fight for it to
stay!</b>
</p>
<h3>Womens rights</h3>
<p>
Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you
have a problem with that go fuck yourself) I am
assigned male at birth and still often use a male mask
for close minded people so they will not open their pie
hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed
about womens rights, and that is because I am stupid
and uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know
is that even though all social issues are equally
important womens rights are at a very high level of
importantness and should be the first thing on the mind
of any true leftist. <br/><br/> "Social progress can
be measured by the social position of the female sex."
- Karl Marx <br/><br/> I encourage all men to learn how
to just be friends with the women in their lives. A
message to the men reading this: the women in your life
will teach you things and help you develop as a person
in ways other men never will. Women make for the best
comrades. As soon as you make every interaction with
women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for
something... everything goes to waste. If your a incel
and blame women for everything sorry to break it to you
but it was other men that fucked you over not women. If
your willing to put those feelings aside the
friendships you will gain with women as time goes on
will be much more rewarding than just fucking alot and
when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot
less awkward and more personal and borderline
spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries
in friendship brings might just contribute to realizing
your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting
against women will only ever keep them closed minded
and brain washed.
</p>
<h3>Race</h3>
<p>
Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use
social constructs to control. The narcissists in power
brain wash people to hate and fear other groups of
people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and
intellectual works, keep their people
stupid... everyone has the same big, faultly, lying
brain so whats the point in sorting everyone
into <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon"
target="_blank"> granfalloon</a> groups? Its to make
sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to
realize they should have been fighting the people in
power the whole time. They lie to us about what
critical race theory is because they dont want you to
know <b>crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing
race</b> though I would argue crt is also very narrow
and only serves as a prove of concept of how
dialectical materialism can be applied to social
issues. Just learn dialectics and class consciousness
instead. Neoliberalism is a ideology of dumbing things
so it made everyone think racism happens on a person to
person interaction scale when really <b>racism happens
on a systematic level</b>.
</p>
<h3>Disabilities and mental illness</h3>
<p>
This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to
pick on people with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor
about your fucking back? well too bad get a fucking
job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we just so happened to
hire a able body even you know way more about the field
and your disability will not get in the way at all what
so ever". To make things worse thinking differently in
are closed minded is treated like having a fucked up
back. I was diagnosed with a thinking differently
disability called autism. It doesnt fucking matter that
spoken language works just fine for communication
because everyone decided to instead use nonsensefull
looks on their face half the time. I am going to tell
you right here <b>there isnt any logic behind how you
fuckers communicate with looks on your faces</b>. Its a
bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly on the same
page about it and you will go as far as to call someone
disabled for not being on the same page about it even
though you are too fucking stupid to come up with a
logical system for the face looks, document it... you
also think not putting up with ear bleeding noises is a
disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to feel bad
for us when you are perfectly willing to fully support
a society that systematicly makes us disabled. Are
brains work just fine as they are <b>you</b> are just
so nonsensable and hold neurotypical views so high up
that you are perfectly happy supporting the bullshit no
matter how many of us <b>commit sillycide</b> because
of the way <b>you</b> treat us. Its a text book example
of social darwinism indeed.
</p>
<h3>lgbtq+</h3>
<p>
Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being
anti-lgbtq+ makes you cool and edgy so lets take this
one step at a time. Are society is held up by social
constructs that controls who can have sex with who,
what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can
have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed
by these social constructs and want to live their life
freely. By telling them they cant do those things and
making rules to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your
as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself an
anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of sexual and
gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually
take down the system because when it comes to that
stuff you will quite happily keep the system up.
<br/><br/> All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends
on the existance of some god that for whatever reason
declared that stuff sinful. If your non-religous and
anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by
religion than you think, if your religous and
anti-lgbtq+ than your not only a narcissist simping
asshole but a intellectual and moral slave to your own
religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite
comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the
hate has nothing to do with a systematic ideology
deployed by the church and it <i>just so happens to
be</i>. <br/><br/> Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms
of marxist historical materialism. It may be rough
right now but thats part of the process of
evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of
details but thats the beauty of it all. Right now
lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social
constructs and still a slave to some amount of bullshit
are society created but it will evolve, it will bring
us even more freedom... for that to happen you gotta
accept the movement even in its rough state and help it
grow into something greater. The narcissists
controlling the system will feed you talking points to
stop you from helping the movement remove power from
the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just
scared that the more free we become the less we will
support narcissist bullshit. <br/><br/> There is no
scientific reason sex same relationship has to be
taboo, there is no scientific reason someone cant
choose their own pronouns, there is no scientific
reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove
their <i>fuck organs</i> (no matter how harmful and
pointless some random study claims stopping them is
against their freedom and saving people from themsevles
is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a
heroic act), there is no scientific reason there needs
to be seprate mens and women bathrooms, there is no
scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they
use to describe themselves due to the fact <b>all
language is human made and completely socially
constructed start to end</b>. Any and all arguments
like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant
play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not
based in nature because nature couldnt fucking case
less if those things happen. Nature doesnt fucking care
if a person born with a penis wears a skirt and pisses
in the womens bathroom, <b>a <i>man</i> playing in
womens sports is not going to cause anyone to get
struck by lightning</b>. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so
fucking dumb you think that a concept a bunch of people
came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees.
<br/><br/> If not getting in the way of peoples lifes
and their personal choices isnt enough for your
neoliberal brains here is a fact for you: <b>the
percent of people that detransition isnt the same as
the percent who changed their minds</b>. Thats right,
are society is so fucking hell bent on making it a
living hell to be transgender that they detransition
due to the pressure even if they personally would love
to continue transiting if they could. The regret rate
is much lower than the rate of that and even than the
statics alone still doesnt tell the whole story. If you
can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1:
statics lie, and 2: fucking with peoples personal lifes
never helps anyone.
</p>
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<h2 id="economics_and_socialism">Economics and
socialism</h2>
<p>
This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am
going to tell you what real socialist economics is.
<b>The USS shit is a fucking terrible example of
socialist economics.</b> Dont give me that <i>socialism
only works in theory</i> bullshit because here is the
truth about socialism: socialism is not when the
government does stuff, its not when everyone is paid
the same no matter how much they work, its not when
everything is ruled by a dictatorship... all socialism
really is in truth is the concept of common ownership
of things like the means of production (aka large
factories, farms...). <b>We do not want to seize your
PS5 or your steam deck. We dont want your fucking
house, car, cat, grandma...</b> No, we dont give a fuck
about your grandmas small sock making business. On the
grand scale of things grandmas homemade socks are
nearly a hobby even if pays for her trips for See's
Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any difference on the
economical level socialists tend to think in and anyone
that calls themself a socialist and attacks your
grandmas sock business is a fool and a asshole. For an
idea of what a decent use of socialism looks like take
a look at project cybersyn.
</p>
<h3>The evils of capitalism for dummies</h3>
<p>
Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have
very little and others quite a bit more. In rice school
everyone is told to plant a bit of their rice and save
a bit for eating. For those who barely even have enough
to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for others
they grew up on a family farm that have been doing
quite well for ages. One day someone name Tod from a
good family rice farm finally goes out to start his own
farm. Tod's family gives him a nice big bag of fresh
rice to use to start his own farm and he heads out to
find a good place for a rice field. While he is
traveling he quietly complains how heavy the bag is and
even think a few things "it would really hurt to be hit
with a bag this size". He finally finds a nice place
for a new rice field but someone already got few only
seconds before he did. Tod notices they have a much
smaller liter bag than him so he walks up to them and
bang! He fucking hits them right in the head with his
bag. He even dumps their whole bag into his. This gives
him a new idea: he starts hiding in a bush and
attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time
his bag gets bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to
even lift so now he finally decides to plant some.
<br/><br/> Now Tod is faced with some issues:
protecting the rice he cant carry with him, balancing
mananging a farm and attacking people... so he decides
to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them
some rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells
them he can get them more rice if they work for
them. He has all of them setup the farm and start
planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people
and steal their rice. Whenever he comes back he
carefully one at a one pulls one of the children aside
to tell them he will give them a raise if they report
any stealing and if they steal they get knocked out by
the bag. A few get reported and knocked out until
everyone started truly fearing Tod. <br/><br/> The
ones who were known for always reporting got a few
raises and started staying by Tods side all the time.
Tod put them in charge of watching over things while
they he was gone and even sent them out a few times to
knock people out for him. They always looked down on
everyone else and thought they got the good end of the
deal. One day one of them decided to use their high pay
to start their own farm and even knocked out some
smaller targets aka kind of a downed scaled version of
what Tod was doing. When Tod found out this was
happening he had that person knock out by the heavest
rice bag right infront of everyone else on the
farm. This was the first time when of the higher ups
even got knocked out and it completely changed
everything. Now it was clear no one was safe.
<br/><br/> As everyone learned who Tod was they would
start running and as soon as they learned he was in
good enough shape to outrun them even carring a large
bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of
getting hit. Sometimes he would find those same people
days later starving and they would finally give in and
agree to be work on his farm. Once he had enough
workers to create an army he sent them to take out an
entire family farm and make it his own. After that he
didnt even have to take over family farms. They would
agree to pay tax in return for not getting taken over
by his army. Tod even paid the rice schools to only
teach the things he wanted them to teach. <br/><br/>
The end, <b>I dont fucking do happy endings!</b> I ask
of you to reflect on this story and think about are
society. Think about all the evil companies buying out
smaller companies. Think about prices going up faster
than wages. Think about all the ways these big
coprations fuck us over. The ultra rich dont get to
where they are simply planting their money in
investments and working hard to grow their
companies. Thats only part of the story. They handle
their money like a fucking weapon and use it the same
way Tod used his heavy bag of rice.
</p>
<h3>Socialism in practice</h3>
<p>
If reading the story of Tod is making you think of
other ways rice can be handled like community rice
farms where everyones fair share of work will keep
things going but they can still make their own on the
side, rice market system and groups of people setup to
stop people like Tod from grow... and you compare these
ideas and thing how they could be created than you have
the mind of a socialist. If you look up to Tod as a
great business man, think "well, that is just the way
things are", twist things up to think Tod is somehow
helping people by giving them jobs and feeding them
even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the whole
time... than get the fuck off my website you social
darwinist! Thats right, <b>socialism has never had any
set in stone policy or economic models</b>. Thats
because socialism is for thinkers and problem solvers,
people who never look at something and say "things are
what they are", people who can pull in inspriration
from even the most disconnected sources and create
something new from it, people who know things can be
done better and dont see the shitty ways things are
done as something to put up with... any sort of
coherent policy or economic model would ruin the entire
point, it would be like making a free form jazz artist
play a hit song perfect note by note or tell Bob Ross
what he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx came
up with a framework to change for your use instead of
any set in stone plan of action. What is why people
like Stalin call themselves a socialist yet are quite
far seprated from the rest. Just look at how much
fucking infighting on the internet we have just for an
idea of how far seprated we can really be from each
other even with so many common goals.
</p>
<h3>My travels</h3>
<p>
I was raised conservative and left it behind when I
discovered they didnt really stand for freedom and
truth, I went libertarian until I discovered they also
didnt stand for freedom and truth, I went anarchist
until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up
with all the labels on the internet and didnt know what
to call myself; Finally, I was reborn a socialist when
I rediscovered my will to learn and come up with new
ideas that been with me my entire life but almost went
away with all the effort school, mainstream interenet,
and society went through to try to distroy it. Read
books and think deeply about everything, dapple around
in everything but never stick. Surf your car radio and
think "is what the radio voices telling me just a
distraction?". Conservative radio has the weirdest
fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor about my
balls, I am not looking for a service to turn my 5
million dollars worth of retirement funds I dont have
into gold and silver to keep it safe from the lizard
people, I do not need to sign up my dog for an anti
ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns
thank you very much. Conservative radio: what a bunch
of mind numbing nonsense. <br/><br/> Speaking of mind
numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the X
number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for
ideologies no one is part of that haunts the polical
forms and chatrooms of the internet. No, I dont give a
flying fucking about <i>marxist leninist maoist
trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc
neo-dronestrike-obamaist anarcho-bidenism</i>. They
turned it into fucking pokemon. Instead of making
polical compass memes <b>shut up and read a fucking
book!</b> It doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx book.
Read Breakfast of Champions, right now, before I
fucking kill you!
</p>
<h3>Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker
unions</h3>
<p>
You know what we need? More non-profits, not
the <a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml"
target="_blank"> mozilla</a> shit. Some dam good
ones. All the democrats checks arent working, they
arent going to mail you life long healthcare in the
mail, mail you your retirement money you lost in a
conservative gold and silver scam, mail your coworker
the overtime pay management cut so they can buy a
$40,000 vacuum cleaner no one needed... sorry children
santy aint coming this x-mas! This year we gotta be are
own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I am not a human
(more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers
pull me into your problems. Wish I could help but
sorry, the void calls for me. Profits are stupid,
infact there is a direct connection between low profits
and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but
non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit
done, pay and treat their workers better... than for
profit companies in the same field. Anytime a for
profit company has more to offer its not going to last
long, once they are set in place they will up prices
and lower worker pay, once Tod wins over the trust of
the poor children he treats then like shit and turns
them against each other. Again with Tod, just avoiding
the for profits alone isnt going to fix much, just like
Tod they will take out everything and make things worse
to the point you are forced to either eat Tods rice or
rice from a family farm paying taxes to him or face
starving to death. The only fix is to <b>beat Tod
himself with a bag full of his own rice</b>. To do that
is going to need lots of people to agree to work
together. Aka a worker union. <br/><br/> Striking isnt
the only thing a union can do either. Now days with
fancy computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take
a look
at <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact"
target="_blank">the chile trucker strike</a> for an
example of that. Though also with fancy computer stuff
you can be oh so very much more evil with running a
worker union. Get your IT nerds, webdev nerds... to
join the union you can use the companies very own
website to leak secret information, make the entire
company network go crazy, black mail a boss with office
sex footage found on the CCTV... Tech nerds, office
workers, middle management, cleaning and HAV people...
often dont like to work together and alot of them dont
even feel like a worker union could help them and when
most worker unions are bought out, too small, and not
creative enough or bald enough they actually do cant
help a handful of the time. <b>Thats why you human
skill people and thinking skill people gotta team
up!</b> I am not a human so its a given I dont have
the human skills so without a human skill person I cant
do much and so far no human skill person who isnt
scared of me in sight.
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<h2 id="nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</h2>
<p>
<b>I am not a human</b>. Yes, <b>you are a human</b>
(most likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with
the "but your dna" or "you were born from humans"
bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite
similar but also just different enough to be a
different species. The line between different species
isnt as far as you might think and is something
scientists often debate. <br/><br/> Some nonhuman
things about me include:
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<ul>
<li>Brain and thought pattern differences that
medically show up as autism but differ greatly from
the DSM-V and others diagnosed with autism I have
met.</li>
<li>Different effects from marijuana and kratom then
what the humans get.</li>
<li>Differences in how my nervous system works.</li>
<li>As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate
and stopped growing much younger than any other
human.</li>
<li>I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly
young.</li>
<li>I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be
fully rested instead of 8.</li>
<li>I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light</li>
<li>Differences in how often I eat and weight
gain/loss. I naturally eat alot at once than go a
while without eating and I dont gain or lose weight
more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though
I am around 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain
can happen in a very short amount of time.</li>
<li>Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it
harder to wake up. It takes me longer to fall
asleep in the dark but its easier to wake up in the
dark</li>
<li>Differences in how my brain handles habit forming,
dopamine, and addiction.</li>
<li>Differences in body propartions</li>
</ul>
<h3>Living in human society as a nonhuman</h3>
<p>
Living in human society as a nonhuman <b>fucking
sucks</b>. Imagine being a cat living in dog
society. Everything is built with dogs in mind, jobs
shifts are all planned around dog hours, the
restaurants serve dog food in dog propartions, the
stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog toys,
the parks are designed for dogs, the vets specialize in
dogs, everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If
your a cat in that society you really gotta look out
for yourself because no one else can understand you
even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you advice
that does not work.
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<h3>Employment and nonhumanism</h3>
<p>
Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am
still getting through school and lack any employment
history as of writing this. Most of the options for
that are customer service jobs. When people can barely
understand you when you talk, you can only do one task
at a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on
your interests... that aint going to work. And to make
it worse employers discriminate against me. If you
arent working customer service employers still want
people skills. They want their toilet cleaners and
floor sweepers to have people skills. They want them to
spend half their shift sitting through pointless
meetings. Thats the magic of nightshifts! Only freaks
and weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high
turn over rate. All the people who call for pointless
meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a
hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the
time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do
homework, read, take naps, and work on this site! I
love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to go out
there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I
could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the
night. I hope to one day go self employmented to avoid
all the human bullshit.
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<h3>Revolution and nonhumanism</h3>
<p>
When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going
on I often think about the song <i>The Revolution
Will Not be Televised</i> by Gil Scott-Heron. Then
I remember that even though I grew up in what many
call a very inclusive generation all you mother
fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the
modern stage of inclusiveness <b>does not extend to
neurodivergents completely and does not extend to
nonhumans at all</b>. Think of it this way, the
american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was
quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit
more... same with how the lgbtq+ movement has
evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism
is limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont
have the resources to track down (if you are one
feel free to send me a email or something) and even
than we wouldnt have any common ground except being
nonhuman. <br/><br/> I know revolution is not
perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing the
evolution so we at least get sometype of change but
I will let you know <b>its up to you to make
change</b>. I am in full support of modern
progressive movements even if I know they are
lacking something. Even than I dont have the power
to engage in revolution the sameway you can due to
the fact I am a nonhuman. I am not welcome in
social structures and only servce as a fly on the
wall, no one understands me when I talk, I have no
power what so ever to push a message across. As a
human you have special powers I couldnt even dream
of having. You can engage in those social
structures, get your fair share of message pushing
power. Even as small as it might seem to you as
someone without those powers I will let you know
its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!
<br/><br/> Message to my generation: even
though <b>you</b> treated me like shit I beg of you
to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways
I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters
and dont stop at voting blue either. The revolution
will not be <s>televised</s> on social media!
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