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<h1>Nathan's philosophy</h1>
<h2>about</h2>
<p>When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which
went over some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy
and incoherent. It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking
at the time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside.
It was raw and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would
read and understand. You can find the archive <a href=
"archive/the_philosophy_commune.html">here</a>.<br>
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Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest,
and almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You
can skip to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't
because its going to read alot more like a story and will slowly
develop ideas throughout.</p>
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<h3>Content:</h3>
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<a href="#geist">The Geist</a>
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<a href="#darwinism">Darwinism</a>
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<a href="#universe">The Universe</a>
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<a href="#absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism</a>
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<a href="#bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew
political ideology)</a>
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<a href="#social">Social Issues</a>
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<a href="#economics_and_socialism">Economics and socialism</a>
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<a href="#nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</a>
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<h2 id="geist">The Geist</h2>
<p>Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot.
Geist is a German word that can translate into three different words
in English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of
<i>spirit</i> for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet
almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used.</p>
<h3>Case against the mythical</h3>
<p>I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus,
magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed
an atheist. Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am
not religous, I am spiritual" and go running to your mommy
girlfriend that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and you
need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about yourself I have
much more to say: Once you truly begain to demythize something the
things you discover are much more beautiful, artist, and meaningful
than any myth or superstitions can ever be.<br>
<br>
Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a
chaotic sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every
species comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species
come to be from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at
times and fast and rough at others. A complex process that requires
thinking about really small and really large numbers on a scale are
brains are not designed to understand. Don't know about you but that
gives me a sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very
big deep thoughts. Much more beautiful than something as bluntly
dumb as god.</p>
<h3>How the brain works</h3>
<p><i>The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob.</i> I want
you to really think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own
brain in your hands. What does it look like? what does it feel like?
smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even imagine the taste
if your willing to go that far. Congrats, you just used something I
call <i>signal pathing</i>. Your brain has many abstract components
that are associated with different functions. They <b>dont serve</b>
different functions and <b>arent built for</b> namable functions.
<b>Just assoicated with.</b> By pathing signals through different
components each one designed for processing data in a special type
of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given
resources process many types of information thrown at it in many
ways. For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version,
written version, sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can
signal path information can whatever snese its using to read that
lanauge and send it to many other parts for processing. Things like
the minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts of
signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read all of this and
will continue to use it all the time for rest of your life the same
your brain have always used it.</p>
<h3>You are multiple</h3>
<p><b>you</b> are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside
the same head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated
with sugery go out of sync and each one starts acting independently.
Thats only as far as they can split down. If each half itself could
be split in half like that we couldn't be able to test it. For all
you know you could have a 100 conscious brain pieces up there.
Consciousness is just the ablitity for the brain to refence itself.
Kind of like how your currently using your brain to read something
about now the brain works. Consciousness alone isn't the end
all.</p><img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain">
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<h2 id="darwinism">Darwinism</h2>
<p>As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject.
Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot
point to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go
check out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what
evolution actually looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism.
Evolution in nature is the process of making species more well
adapted through nature selection. Its a nearly mathical process and
<b>it does not care what we think is the best</b>. The only thing
driving the process is making species well tuned to their
environment. For example evolution might make a species less
physical strong in return for liter weight and less required food to
survive if thats what would make it better fitted for its
environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless
birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but
evolution no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead
designed the birds for other uses like swiming, faster running
speeds...</p>
<h3>Case against Social Darwinism</h3>
<p>Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the
world. Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given
control, those who write the history books, those who use their
artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power to keep their
name alive after death. The few who are worth remembering aren't
bought into the light until they been dead long enough for their
revolutionary ideas not to fuck up the status quo set by the current
narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the spot light
until his ideas lost the revolutionary edge and conflicts with the
people in control of the electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr
was under attack by the US government his entire life but once the
more progessive side of his message got forgotten the same people
attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more tame
speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time.
Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history.
The small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is
in a vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large
choatic system which adds up to greater change and the movement of
history. If you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and
history read up on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical
materialism.</p>
<h3>Hybrids and the origin of humans</h3>
<p>Check out <a href="https://www.macroevolution.net" target=
"_blank">macroevolution</a>. It goes into details about hybrids and
how humans are monkey pig hybrids.</p>
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<h2 id="universe">The Universe</h2>
<p>The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and
really large interactions on a mass scale all running into each
other in a nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood
through the lens of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of
engery. The things we know and understand is just the result of
interactions of engery. Even matter can be viewed through this lens.
I don't believe in the big bang. Instead I have my own theory.</p>
<h3>The creation of the universe</h3>
<p>The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always
existed. In fact outside the universe only everything exits and
there is no nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles
colliding at speeds that makes light speed look like a childs bikes.
Outside the universe everything interacts with everything forever in
all directions. Its like tv static that goes on forever. Just like
tv static since its random if you just so happen to pause during the
right time and zoom in you might find a picture of something. It
might even just so happen to be a picture of you! The universe is
one of those. A time and place in a random existance that just by
the chance of randomness is something coherent. Like finding
ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery interacted in a way
to create what we call the big bang. Instead of creating things it
just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place where the
interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited yet
complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures
is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these
constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until
something like this happens.</p>
<h3>God</h3><img src="images/brain_and_the_universe.png" alt=
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<p>The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type
of brain found on earth but it is still a natural information
processing machine. It doesn't will things to happen like a religous
god. Instead its a high being bound to the same forces and
constrains as us. It only has the power which are given to it also
like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what it can.</p>
<h3>Humanities reason for existing</h3>
<p>I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start
to think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not
pleasent! I kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear
life as I pull nonsense out of my head. In the book there is
something called ice-nine. You can read about it on <a href=
"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine" target="_blank">this
wikipedia article</a> if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle.
Spoiler: <b>ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole
planet</b>. It made me think: I wonder if the universe brain is in
pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing is to create
a type of ice-nine that destroys the universe. I have a sort of
surreal depression that makes existing a pain. Its transends any
sort of normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the survival
parts of the brain to warn us if something is wrong. Its a short
circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and blunt conscious that
causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out but adds up to
something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to
the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same sort of
thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy
willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like
when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey
men and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying
things by mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural
selection is testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for
that test. It proved we are well designed to destroy things by
mistake so it picked us.</p>
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<h2 id="absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism</h2>
<h3>Nihilism</h3>
<p>Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly
understand. Its the moment you realize nothing you do will ever
matter. When everything everyone knows and holds so close to them is
so clearly a pointless game yet they think your crazy to point it
out when they are the ones devoting so much to a big lie. <b>Until
you can bluntly look at your school, work, family, friends, partner,
pets, political party and ask yourself "why do I do any of this?"
and realize it really wouldnt matter much if that all came to an end
you still arent a nihilist.</b> As a nihilist you no longer see
happiness and sadness, love and hate, life and death: you know the
universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles and any other
concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.<br>
<br>
<b>Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a
nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.</b> The real
pain is caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the
painful ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in
meaningless things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to
make yourself comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be
comfortable and enforce through the force of pure size in numbers.
<b>A true nihilist would never start a war</b> because they see no
point in it, non-nihilists would abosutely start a war even over the
most pointless bullshit. The flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent
going to stop the war either. Let the people fucking die we often
say. Luck they are I would say. Finally getting the type of peace
and bliss that comes with death that no non-nihilist would never let
happen during life.</p>
<h3>The absurdist cure</h3>
<p>It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options:</p>
<ol>
<li>Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not?</li>
<li>Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion,
cult, or some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies
and living a life of false meaning.</li>
<li>Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our
shitty society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you
know no god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to
practical limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning
in the position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be
careful not to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social
standards with no moral grounds.</li>
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<p><b>The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your
still a nihilist</b> but now instead of not trying to stop wars
because nothing matters you can fight against wars for that very
same reason. Do everything a nihilist cant but always with the same
reasons as a nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or
giving things meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against
meaning! When people think your crazy for calling society pointless
you still walk away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip
them off as you walk away. Every pointless action you do and the
life you live knowing everything is pointless is a middle finger to
the universe, a sign to the world it may fucking suck but your still
alive. Its a insult to someone not there to hear it. <b>The world
may have no meaning but reguardless you are going to kick it in the
ass.</b><br>
<br>
Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the
control of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option
two. Thats why when people who see everything as pointless go into
therapy they are always pushed toward option two. The very thing
that defines religion and spiritual believes in our society is so
heavily bias towards option two most people cant even begin to image
the concept of people coming together in a type of absurd worship of
option three. <b>When meaning is no more worship without meaning is
now possible, religion without god or faith, morals without anything
to uphold them.</b> It is in many ways like RumFoord's Church of God
the Utterly Indifferent.</p>
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<h2 id="bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew
political ideology)</h2>
<p>Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks
cooler than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing
about communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution.</p>
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<h3>Bsyn english class</h3>
<h4>Communism</h4>
<p>Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of
humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves
everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon
limits. <b>Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not
communism.</b></p>
<h4>Socialism</h4>
<p>The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to
communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer
to communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look
socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the
process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it
looks like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is
often enough.</p>
<h4>Absurdism</h4>
<p>Read up <a href="#absurdism">here</a>. To fucking lazy to sum
things up for you.</p>
<h4>Wissenschaft</h4>
<p>A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more
broad version of <i>science</i>. Its simply the quest for knowledge.
It even includes things like art and philosophy.</p>
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<h3>Bsyn principles</h3>
<p>Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even
possible. Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even
with no end in sight. <b>There is always progress to be made.</b>
Think of it as communism is the goal and socialism is the process of
completing the goal. In bsyn a comrade doesnt have to be someone
with the same ideology, instead a bsyn comrade is anyone also
contributing to the goal even if its not as directly and even if
they arent aware of it. If the future is more communist than the
present than in a undirect way everything is socialist and if the
future is less or the same amount communist as the present in a way
nothing is socialist, because of that its important in bsyn to look
at undirect effects while at the same time not overbroadening
everything to the point words no longer have any use.<br>
<br>
An <i>Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist</i> or <i>bynist</i> isnt a
thing. <b>Bsyn is not an identity.</b> Read up on <a href=
"blog/index.html#case_against_identity" target=
"_blank">identity</a>. Instead call yourself a follower of bsyn or
something along those lines. In bsyn you can use just about anything
to describe yourself just be mindful if what you choose might hurt
the goal.<br>
<br>
In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods
are quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist
movement is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in
pushing towards communism even if they claim to.<br>
<br>
Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using
machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to
spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and
most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less
busy work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills
and interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that
some people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all
trades.<br>
<br>
In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the
long term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in
a position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the
most unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always
steps forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive.
Bsyn is a lot like that, it will never push away from communism but
it will take the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the
direction bsyn pushes toward is a lot more "idealize" than the
direction evolution tends to push.<br>
<br>
In bsyn there are two sayings: <b>By any means necessary</b> and
<b>there is nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution</b>.
They are like the yin and yang of bsyn.</p>
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<h2 id="social">Social Issues</h2>
<p><b>By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the
page?</b> Feel called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't
just some isolated optinions, they are a part of someones ideology
and a result of how their morals enteract with the world around
them. Everyone has an ideology even if they don't realize it. For
example christian views are very closely tied to christian ideology
and effects everything they do and think. "God created the universe,
gave us the 10 commandments, sent jesus down, will send you to hell
if you dont go to church..." Thats quite view shaping and mind
effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian tells you they support
lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or a lying fucker.
Dont believe them for even a second because they will fuck you over
and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general because it
was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to
control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the commandments of
an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you must trust
the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds like
lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes
when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it
was up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would
still be in the dark ages.</p>
<h3>Abortion</h3>
<p>New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take
this from someone who engages in same sex activities: <b>dicks going
into pussies isnt the only way to have sex.</b> The other ways dont
create babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the
magic way smart people created plastic thingies to stop the people
making seeds from going into the human egg. The same smart people
also made pills and lots of other wonderful things to stop the pain
of creating humans and the suffering they will face when they are
pulled into this terrible world kicking and screaming.<br>
<br>
It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of
terrible hardship they only ever <b>increase</b> the rate they fuck
the magic way and without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen
and the birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans who
are forced to live in this shitty world. But even when people are
too stupid to fuck the other ways or use seed stoppers we still have
one last line of defense: <b>abortion</b>. This beautiful treatment
removes the unborn flesh of a human from its mother before its
anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a taste for the
pain of the world.<br>
<br>
Christians view women as private property, people making machines,
personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same
human brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the
idea that a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to
be raped by stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and
make sure they only ever fuck the magic way and without seed
stoppers. They want more people forced to live and christians even
made sure everything fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give people
an escape from the things christians do, made <i>sillycide</i> way
more difficult than it needs to be, took over the entire planet...
all because their ideology calls for <b>everyone</b> on earth to
live a christan life of suffering. <b>Abortion is a beautiful thing
fight for it to stay!</b></p>
<h3>Womens rights</h3>
<p>Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a
problem with that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and
still often use a male mask for close minded people so they will not
open their pie hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and
uninformed about womens rights, and that is because I am stupid and
uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know is that even
though all social issues are equally important womens rights are at
a very high level of importantness and should be the first thing on
the mind of any true leftist.<br>
<br>
"Social progress can be measured by the social position of the
female sex." - Karl Marx<br>
<br>
I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women
in their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your
life will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways
other men never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as
you make every interaction with women about weird horny stuff,
discrediting them for something... everything goes to waste. If your
a incel and blame women for everything sorry to break it to you but
it was other men that fucked you over not women. If your willing to
put those feelings aside the friendships you will gain with women as
time goes on will be much more rewarding than just fucking alot and
when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot less awkward
and more personal and borderline spiritual. And the insight that
removing sex bounaries in friendship brings might just contribute to
realizing your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting against
women will only ever keep them closed minded and brain washed.</p>
<h3>Race</h3>
<p>Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social
constructs to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to
hate and fear other groups of people so they can put up borders,
keep out artist and intellectual works, keep their people stupid...
everyone has the same big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point
in sorting everyone into <a href=
"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon" target=
"_blank">granfalloon</a> groups? Its to make sure everyone is too
busy fighting each other to realize they should have been fighting
the people in power the whole time. They lie to us about what
critical race theory is because they dont want you to know <b>crt a
dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race</b> though I would
argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of concept
of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. Just
learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is a
ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens
on a person to person interaction scale when really <b>racism
happens on a systematic level</b>.</p>
<h3>Disabilities and mental illness</h3>
<p>This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on
people with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking
back? well too bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we
just so happened to hire a able body even you know way more about
the field and your disability will not get in the way at all what so
ever". To make things worse thinking differently in are closed
minded is treated like having a fucked up back. I was diagnosed with
a thinking differently disability called autism. It doesnt fucking
matter that spoken language works just fine for communication
because everyone decided to instead use nonsensefull looks on their
face half the time. I am going to tell you right here <b>there isnt
any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with looks on your
faces</b>. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly on the
same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone
disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are
too fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face
looks, document it... you also think not putting up with ear
bleeding noises is a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to
feel bad for us when you are perfectly willing to fully support a
society that systematicly makes us disabled. Are brains work just
fine as they are <b>you</b> are just so nonsensable and hold
neurotypical views so high up that you are perfectly happy
supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us <b>commit
sillycide</b> because of the way <b>you</b> treat us. Its a text
book example of social darwinism indeed.</p>
<h3>lgbtq+</h3>
<p>Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+
makes you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are
society is held up by social constructs that controls who can have
sex with who, what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can
have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these
social constructs and want to live their life freely. By telling
them they cant do those things and making rules to stop them you
arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself
an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of sexual and gender
anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take down the
system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite happily
keep the system up.<br>
<br>
All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some
god that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your
non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by
religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your
not only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral
slave to your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your
quite comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate
has nothing to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church
and it <i>just so happens to be</i>.<br>
<br>
Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism.
It may be rough right now but thats part of the process of
evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but
thats the beauty of it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some
amount of social constructs and still a slave to some amount of
bullshit are society created but it will evolve, it will bring us
even more freedom... for that to happen you gotta accept the
movement even in its rough state and help it grow into something
greater. The narcissists controlling the system will feed you
talking points to stop you from helping the movement remove power
from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just scared
that the more free we become the less we will support narcissist
bullshit.<br>
<br>
There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo,
there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own
pronouns, there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to
sugery to remove their <i>fuck organs</i> (no matter how harmful and
pointless some random study claims stopping them is against their
freedom and saving people from themsevles is a narcissist journy of
mental masturbation: not a heroic act), there is no scientific
reason there needs to be seprate mens and women bathrooms, there is
no scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they use to
describe themselves due to the fact <b>all language is human made
and completely socially constructed start to end</b>. Any and all
arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant play
in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in nature
because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen.
Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a
skirt and pisses in the womens bathroom, <b>a <i>man</i> playing in
womens sports is not going to cause anyone to get struck by
lightning</b>. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think
that a concept a bunch of people came up with is just as natural as
the fucking trees.<br>
<br>
If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal
choices isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for
you: <b>the percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the
percent who changed their minds</b>. Thats right, are society is so
fucking hell bent on making it a living hell to be transgender that
they detransition due to the pressure even if they personally would
love to continue transiting if they could. The regret rate is much
lower than the rate of that and even than the statics alone still
doesnt tell the whole story. If you can only learn 2 things from me
let it be that 1: statics lie, and 2: fucking with peoples personal
lifes never helps anyone.</p>
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<h2 id="economics_and_socialism">Economics and socialism</h2>
<p>This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to
tell you what real socialist economics is. <b>The USS shit is a
fucking terrible example of socialist economics.</b> Dont give me
that <i>socialism only works in theory</i> bullshit because here is
the truth about socialism: socialism is not when the government does
stuff, its not when everyone is paid the same no matter how much
they work, its not when everything is ruled by a dictatorship... all
socialism really is in truth is the concept of common ownership of
things like the means of production (aka large factories, farms...).
<b>We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam deck. We dont want
your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...</b> No, we dont give a fuck
about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand scale
of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays
for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any
difference on the economical level socialists tend to think in and
anyone that calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas
sock business is a fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent
use of socialism looks like take a look at project cybersyn.</p>
<h3>The evils of capitalism for dummies</h3>
<p>Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little
and others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to
plant a bit of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who
barely even have enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for
others they grew up on a family farm that have been doing quite well
for ages. One day someone name Tod from a good family rice farm
finally goes out to start his own farm. Tod's family gives him a
nice big bag of fresh rice to use to start his own farm and he heads
out to find a good place for a rice field. While he is traveling he
quietly complains how heavy the bag is and even think a few things
"it would really hurt to be hit with a bag this size". He finally
finds a nice place for a new rice field but someone already got few
only seconds before he did. Tod notices they have a much smaller
liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! He fucking hits
them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their whole bag
into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a bush and
attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag gets
bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he
finally decides to plant some.<br>
<br>
Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry
with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he
decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some
rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get
them more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the
farm and start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people
and steal their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a
one pulls one of the children aside to tell them he will give them a
raise if they report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked
out by the bag. A few get reported and knocked out until everyone
started truly fearing Tod.<br>
<br>
The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and
started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of
watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a
few times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on
everyone else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day
one of them decided to use their high pay to start their own farm
and even knocked out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed
scaled version of what Tod was doing. When Tod found out this was
happening he had that person knock out by the heavest rice bag right
infront of everyone else on the farm. This was the first time when
of the higher ups even got knocked out and it completely changed
everything. Now it was clear no one was safe.<br>
<br>
As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon
as they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even
carring a large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of
getting hit. Sometimes he would find those same people days later
starving and they would finally give in and agree to be work on his
farm. Once he had enough workers to create an army he sent them to
take out an entire family farm and make it his own. After that he
didnt even have to take over family farms. They would agree to pay
tax in return for not getting taken over by his army. Tod even paid
the rice schools to only teach the things he wanted them to
teach.<br>
<br>
The end, <b>I dont fucking do happy endings!</b> I ask of you to
reflect on this story and think about are society. Think about all
the evil companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices
going up faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big
coprations fuck us over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are
simply planting their money in investments and working hard to grow
their companies. Thats only part of the story. They handle their
money like a fucking weapon and use it the same way Tod used his
heavy bag of rice.</p>
<h3>Socialism in practice</h3>
<p>If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways
rice can be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair
share of work will keep things going but they can still make their
own on the side, rice market system and groups of people setup to
stop people like Tod from grow... and you compare these ideas and
thing how they could be created than you have the mind of a
socialist. If you look up to Tod as a great business man, think
"well, that is just the way things are", twist things up to think
Tod is somehow helping people by giving them jobs and feeding them
even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the whole time... than
get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! Thats right,
<b>socialism has never had any set in stone policy or economic
models</b>. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem
solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what
they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most
disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who
know things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things
are done as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy
or economic model would ruin the entire point, it would be like
making a free form jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note
or tell Bob Ross what he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx
came up with a framework to change for your use instead of any set
in stone plan of action. What is why people like Stalin call
themselves a socialist yet are quite far seprated from the rest.
Just look at how much fucking infighting on the internet we have
just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be from each
other even with so many common goals.</p>
<h3>My travels</h3>
<p>I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered
they didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian
until I discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I
went anarchist until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up
with all the labels on the internet and didnt know what to call
myself; Finally, I was reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my
will to learn and come up with new ideas that been with me my entire
life but almost went away with all the effort school, mainstream
interenet, and society went through to try to distroy it. Read books
and think deeply about everything, dapple around in everything but
never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is what the radio voices
telling me just a distraction?". Conservative radio has the weirdest
fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor about my balls, I am
not looking for a service to turn my 5 million dollars worth of
retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to keep it safe
from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for an anti
ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you very
much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.<br>
<br>
Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the
X number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies
no one is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the
internet. No, I dont give a flying fucking about <i>marxist leninist
maoist trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc
neo-dronestrike-obamaist anarcho-bidenism</i>. They turned it into
fucking pokemon. Instead of making polical compass memes <b>shut up
and read a fucking book!</b> It doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx
book. Read Breakfast of Champions, right now, before I fucking kill
you!</p>
<h3>Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker
unions</h3>
<p>You know what we need? More non-profits, not the <a href=
"https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml" target=
"_blank">mozilla</a> shit. Some dam good ones. All the democrats
checks arent working, they arent going to mail you life long
healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement money you lost in a
conservative gold and silver scam, mail your coworker the overtime
pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 vacuum cleaner no one
needed... sorry children santy aint coming this x-mas! This year we
gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I am not a human
(more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull me into
your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for me.
Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low
profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but
non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and
treat their workers better... than for profit companies in the same
field. Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going
to last long, once they are set in place they will up prices and
lower worker pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children
he treats then like shit and turns them against each other. Again
with Tod, just avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix
much, just like Tod they will take out everything and make things
worse to the point you are forced to either eat Tods rice or rice
from a family farm paying taxes to him or face starving to death.
The only fix is to <b>beat Tod himself with a bag full of his own
rice</b>. To do that is going to need lots of people to agree to
work together. Aka a worker union.<br>
<br>
Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with
fancy computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact"
target="_blank">the chile trucker strike</a> for an example of that.
Though also with fancy computer stuff you can be oh so very much
more evil with running a worker union. Get your IT nerds, webdev
nerds... to join the union you can use the companies very own
website to leak secret information, make the entire company network
go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage found on the
CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, cleaning and
HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of them dont
even feel like a worker union could help them and when most worker
unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald
enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. <b>Thats
why you human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team
up!</b> I am not a human so its a given I dont have the human skills
so without a human skill person I cant do much and so far no human
skill person who isnt scared of me in sight.</p>
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<h2 id="nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</h2>
<p><b>I am not a human</b>. Yes, <b>you are a human</b> (most
likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna"
or "you were born from humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a
coyote. Quite similar but also just different enough to be a
different species. The line between different species isnt as far as
you might think and is something scientists often debate.<br>
<br>
Some nonhuman things about me include:</p>
<ul>
<li>Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up
as autism but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed
with autism I have met.</li>
<li>Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the
humans get.</li>
<li>Differences in how my nervous system works.</li>
<li>As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped
growing much younger than any other human.</li>
<li>I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young.</li>
<li>I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully
rested instead of 8.</li>
<li>I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light</li>
<li>Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I
naturally eat alot at once than go a while without eating and I
dont gain or lose weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg
even though I am around 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can
happen in a very short amount of time.</li>
<li>Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake
up. It takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier
to wake up in the dark</li>
<li>Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine,
and addiction.</li>
<li>Differences in body propartions</li>
</ul>
<h3>Living in human society as a nonhuman</h3>
<p>Living in human society as a nonhuman <b>fucking sucks</b>.
Imagine being a cat living in dog society. Everything is built with
dogs in mind, jobs shifts are all planned around dog hours, the
restaurants serve dog food in dog propartions, the stores sell only
dog products, the toys are dog toys, the parks are designed for
dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, everyone talks with barks instead
of meows... If your a cat in that society you really gotta look out
for yourself because no one else can understand you even if they
pretend to. Everyone will give you advice that does not work.</p>
<h3>Employment and nonhumanism</h3>
<p>Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting
through school and lack any employment history as of writing this.
Most of the options for that are customer service jobs. When people
can barely understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at
a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on your
interests... that aint going to work. And to make it worse employers
discriminate against me. If you arent working customer service
employers still want people skills. They want their toilet cleaners
and floor sweepers to have people skills. They want them to spend
half their shift sitting through pointless meetings. Thats the magic
of nightshifts! Only freaks and weirdos apply for nightshift and
they have a high turn over rate. All the people who call for
pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a
hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the time saved not
going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take naps, and
work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to
go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I could
work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to one
day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit.</p>
<h3>Revolution and nonhumanism</h3>
<p>When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I
often think about the song <i>The Revolution Will Not be
Televised</i> by Gil Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I
grew up in what many call a very inclusive generation all you mother
fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the modern stage of
inclusiveness <b>does not extend to neurodivergents completely and
does not extend to nonhumans at all</b>. Think of it this way, the
american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was quite limited,
the civil right movement did a bit more... same with how the lgbtq+
movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism is
limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the resources
to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or
something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except
being nonhuman.<br>
<br>
I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in
pushing the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I
will let you know <b>its up to you to make change</b>. I am in full
support of modern progressive movements even if I know they are
lacking something. Even than I dont have the power to engage in
revolution the sameway you can due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am
not welcome in social structures and only servce as a fly on the
wall, no one understands me when I talk, I have no power what so
ever to push a message across. As a human you have special powers I
couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in those social
structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. Even as
small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I will
let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!<br>
<br>
Message to my generation: even though <b>you</b> treated me like
shit I beg of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways
I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at
voting blue either. The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on
social media!</p><img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain">
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