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<article>
  <p>
    I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
    depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
    people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
    go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
    I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
    life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
    you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
    would get messaged with <s>sillycide</s> prevention and other mental health
    resources, told I just need to <s>lift myself up by the bootstraps</s>, and
    other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
    talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
    like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
    depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
    depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
    event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
    out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm. The cause
    being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
    control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
    heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
    same. Go fuck yourself.
  </p>
</article>