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I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
would get messaged with <s>sillycide</s> prevention and other mental health
resources, told I just need to <s>lift myself up by the bootstraps</s>, and
other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm. The cause
being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
same. Go fuck yourself.
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