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As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black tea.
Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. _For you shouldn't be drinking a
thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting the wrong
concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a mental
dissociation will bite your finger off!_ Dam it I thought I did the thing. Oh
wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have concepts of what
normal sizes of things should be but that's all a construct of the mind. You
know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there to be surfaces there also
needs to be empty space. People always trip out about how its strange things
just exist in the universe with no cause. The big bang created things out of
nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but our tiny brains can't understand
that. Maybe the actual strange thing is empty space. Would one solid ultra
compressed mass with no space for movement really be any different from a
completely empty universe? Maybe the universe wasn't created by matter coming
into existence but instead the opening of empty space. When I think too deeply
about existence (and empty space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be
existing. It's like finding out you don't have a mother and never did have a
mother. It leaves you with more questions than answers of how you exist.
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