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  <p>
    As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
    tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. <i>For you shouldn't be
    drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
    the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
    mental dissociation will bite your finger off!</i> Dam it I thought I did
    the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
    concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
    construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
    to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
    about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
    big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
    our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
    empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
    movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
    the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
    opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
    space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
    out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
    more questions than answers of how you exist.
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