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I tend to see the worst in people. The harm they cause and the people they
hate is the part I see. When most people would see a friendly talkative
person I see a toxic person who is disrespectful to anyone not similar to
them. I know their ways aren't reasonable so I hate them back without
reason. The things they call truths are in reality just self-fulfilling
prophecies but they choice to stay unaware of that and instead engage in
labeling them as objective truths. This shows that they are hell bent on
causing harm. They have convinced themselves this isn't just a concept
someone else created but objective reality and they can not be reasoned out
of it.
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This isn't just hurting feelings either. These are people who can do things
that effect others. These are people who play a role in the society we live
in. A society some live in willingly and others not. When they decide
someone is unfit for a job they are fit for because of lack of social
skills that causes harm. When they all do that there is no <i>find another
job</i> because they are all following the same made up rules. This stabs
deep into the life's of those who don't live and breath the rules of the
system. This is what it means to be a outcast.
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Hate isn't making the world any better. I want to love instead of hate but
I feel I can't love people knowing what I know. In fact I can't even accept
them knowing what I know. People who are hell bent on making my life and my
friends life worse aren't people I can show any non-hate feelings toward
even if I want to love. As much as I do not want killing what if as long as
they exist they will not let the freedom and well being of me and my
friends coexist. As much as I want a peaceful solution the only people that
can make bad people not bad is themselves and they are not going to do it.
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I have became trigger happy and a loose cannon. Everyone I see as my enemy
until proven otherwise and still even after to a degree. After so much I
gain a taste to inflict pain only to discover the people I truly dislike
are immune. They hold social power over me which gives them protection from
anything I could do. They are always holders of morals and truths in their
own minds which numbs them from anything I could say. The people I can harm
or insult are those I care about and I sometimes end up getting them in the
cross fire.
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Maybe it's selfish to want freedom and well being for me and my friends
when everyone else declared their existence demands we suffer and their
demands can only die with them. Regardless I want freedom and well being
for me and my friends. We should not have to put up with social constructs
even if the upholders will put their own life's on the line to defend
them. Though even if this is justified we have no hope.
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