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<h2 id="False-redpill">False redpill</h2>--- Mon, 26 May 2025 00:47:57 GMT
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<p>
Let me guess, you saw a tiktok on how to redpill yourself. No, starting a
scummy company, working yourself to death, and beating your wife is not how
you redpill. It wasnt that tiktok? Wasnt even a tiktok at all? well...
</p>
<ul>
<li>You think Michelle Obama has a dick? If she does so what? Really
doesnt change much about the world. Sometimes I wonder if these kinds of
conspiracies were created by the system to keep you dumb mother fuckers on
the wrong trail. Focus on shit like henry kissenger more instead of
<i>babies first conspiracy theory</i>.</li>
<li>You think the moon landing was faked? I will ensure you with enough
nationalism, over funding, technology hidden from the public, ancient
cults, disposable employees, drugs, alien contacts... anything is
possible.</li>
<li>You think the earth is flat? <i>Its hollow dumbass</i> hehehehe.</li>
<li>You think aliens are real? Of course they are dumbass! Its perfectly
normal and nothing to get caught up over. Are own world leaders are much
scarier than aliens. Watch any sci-fi movie and most of the characters are
unbothered by life on other planets but the second that concept is thrown
at one of you mother fuckers you forgot earthly problems exist like corrupt
leaders exist. Go Fuck yourself. Thats also the reason they only release
little bits of alien information at a time, enough to keep you mother
fuckers focused on nothing but aliens but not enough the existance of
aliens becomes normalized.</li>
<li>You think aliens built the pyramids? Yes, the aliens are real. No, they
did not build the pyramids. The pyramids were built out of concrete. God
dam, all of you both fellow wacks and stuppa normies keep talking about
moving big heavy rocks, have any of you ever heard of concrete? I already
hear the normies crying (if one even made it this far) "but how come its
not anything like modern concrete" and thats because its not modern
concrete dumbass. Its ancient shit. Yal sound like cave people <b>"HOW
THEY MOVE BIG HEAVY ROCK?"</b> when us modern humans know about a useful
thing called concrete.</li>
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<h3>The point I am making</h3>
<p>
I see, your just going to get upset over everything I just said. <b>None of
that isolated and looked at directly is the point dumbass.</b> When the
system is under threat of revolution the best way to defend itself is to
make false revolution more appealing to the public, selling the public the
same idea that hurts the system but doing so in ways that side tracks the
public in the long run and even in some cases directly leads to a form
of conformity. They will make the young think using social media platforms
that sells there data is a rebelian against the old, make the old think
society is under attack by the gays or whatever old people are currently
irrationally scared of...
</p>
<h3>Rebellis conformity</h3>
<p>
<b>They push out ideas of active conformity in a light that makes it have
the same appeal as rebelian:</b>
</p>
<ul>
<li>Join the army to fight pointless wars for rich people.</li>
<li>Start a family you will be doomed to financially struggle to support
for decades to despite working long hours just to make sure more people who
will do the same as you will exist in the future.</li>
<li>Fully embrace the idea all your problems are caused by whatever
<i>insert politician here</i> says it is and concept that the problems are
not being caused by that and instead are the <b>systematic doing of a
social class higher than your own</b> is unthinkable.</li>
<li>Support the capital owning class with the idea in your head you are
middle class and will <i>one day</i> be walking among them.</li>
</ul>
<p>
...a pipe dream those are indeed. The concept if you serve your rulers well
enough you will be treated well in the end even though they see you as near
life stock and will throw you in the trash when they are done with you. The
concept that the threat is a external force like china or russia when
reguardless of where you live in the world some of the worse things can be
found in your own backyard: if you live in china its the CCP, if you live
in america its the american government and corporations...
</p>
<h3>A change in names</h3>
<p>
I already hear the bullshit <i>to remove power from government we have to
use the free market more</i>. I gotta ask you, do you want freedom from
hierarchy and class based society or do you just want a change in
oppressors? You may say the first but I know most of you dumbasses are
total ass kissers for narcissists anyways, go fuck yourself. I believe in
historical materialism so I am not some <i>anarcho piss on things and steal
stuff</i> edgy teen telling everyone to revert to the ancient times of the
smurfs by lunch time but god dam, some of you dont even want to see
improvement. You fuckers flat up want a dictatorship, go fuck yourself.
</p>
<h3>Finally the bloody fucking pill</h3>
<p>
Here is how the pills work: the red pill brings you out of the matrix, the
blue one keeps you numb in the matrix, the matrix is a symbol of how
artificial our society is... when taking the red pill you are giving up
everything you once held to be true and instead having to face a much more
raw and chaotic world, one without social constructs to believe in and
uphold. <b>Doubling down on upholding social costructs is in many ways not
just taking the blue but taking two blue pills.</b> Be honest: what pill
are you actually taking and how many?
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<h2 id="second_place">Second place</h2>--- Wed, 30 Apr 2025 10:23:12 GMT
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<p>
Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people.
Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever
wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol.
Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for
spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied
on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not
ok for <b>any</b> country to spy on its people by <b>any</b> amount.
<br/><br/>
Things that watch you:
</p>
<ul>
<li>The websites and apps you use watch you</li>
<li>The webbrowsers you use to go to those websites spy on you
and many apps secretly use those browsers under the hood to work</li>
<li>Cloud servers spy on you</li>
<li>All the most popular desktop and mobile OS's spy on you</li>
<li>Your ISP</li>
<li>Are phone calls and SMS messages are spied on</li>
<li>The SIM cards in your phone track you</li>
<li>Everywhere we go CCTV's are watching everyone</li>
<li>A million more things...</li>
</ul>
<p>
Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them,
they sell that information to the government to make more money, they
sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use
the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell
more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to
control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries
economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays
the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people
to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the
empire. This also ties into the military.
<br/>
<b>Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire.</b>
</p>
<h3>Distraction</h3>
<p>
Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is
going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on
lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world
got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control
over you while your eyes were on people who could <b>never</b> do
something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen
to fox news trash on big media even though <b>fox news is one of the big
media companies</b> and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers
complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and
funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer <i>just so happened</i>
to give the musk rat a very powerful government job <b>aka he bought his way into
government</b>. And this musk rat <i>just so happened</i> to own multiple tech
companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and
tech companies? You hated it <b>so very much</b> when the demon rats were
bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing
the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going
to continue your crusade against <i>wokeness</i> whatever the fuck that even
means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time
you will call this new found slavery <i>freedom</i>. "Freedom is Slavery"
- Big brother.
<br/><br/>
Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for
many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak,
and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders
who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with
this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you
diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money
on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will
enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing
arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers
to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country.
"War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing
to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is
vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win.
<br/><br/>
You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected
detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class,
lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all
interact. <b>Its all or nothing.</b> Dont give me the its ok the diet coke
golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its
ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They
will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs
like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for
safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every
good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any
disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is
designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover
up the fact they are enslaving us.
"Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother.
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<h3>Why I wrote this</h3>
<p>
I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The
statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia
did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found
that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared
to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt
go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be
a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon
limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your
power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting
powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger
threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government
says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same
time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of
these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some
amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic
for another time.
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<h3>Helpful articles</h3>
<p>
These arent going to be <i>perfect unbias articles</i>. None are including
mine.
</p>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://www.tooltester.com/en/blog/the-worlds-most-surveilled-countries"
target="_blank">The world's most surveilled citizens</a></li>
<li><a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/technological_slavery.xhtml"
target="_blank">Technological slavery</a></li>
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<h2 id="case_against_identity">Case against identity</h2>--- Thu, 24 Apr 2025 19:20:02 GMT
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<p>
The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is
something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but
in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word
that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over
all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something
to be abolished.
</p>
<h3>The anti-individualism of identity</h3>
<p>
<b>Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the
opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by
factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core.
</b> Hell
no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs
out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social
identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and
thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist
makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows
itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens
during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream
those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you
arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world
seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from
your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know
if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that
reality scares social comformists.
</p>
<h3>Descriptions instead of identities</h3>
<p>
I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with
socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have
gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom
and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how
wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people
try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways.
You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it,
instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to
travel as it pleases.
</p>
<h3>Identity and capitalism</h3>
<p>
Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist
production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you
do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it
your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked
"what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to
became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die
whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone
the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta
do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates
jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push
a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against
ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is
centered around their job they <s>picked</s> got forced into.
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<h2 id="the_project">The project</h2>--- Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT
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<p>
A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands
everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing
second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding
the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees
and dirt and has always been in existance.
<br/><br/>
When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance
of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of
the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys.
"cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem
to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project.
<br/><br/>
Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that
causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses
show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize.
<br/><br/>
What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking
it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts
and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it.
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<h2 id="fakism">Fakism</h2>--- Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT
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<p>
Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that
made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected <i>president</i>
who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all
powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything
from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing
out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its
just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being
locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans
who want real america back who are being locked up.
<br/><br/>
Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere
without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for
life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If
you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: <b>Karl Marx wrote
about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over
their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped
by expanding democracy into more parts of life...</b> If you actually look
into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were
themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR
was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake
america example I gave doesnt it?
<br/><br/>
Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many
years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore,
they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what
they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs.
Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few
big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of
writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming
together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try
to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right
above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off
course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs!
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<h2 id="fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</h2>--- Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT
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Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even
physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It
does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way,
is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those
advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist,
put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even
stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things
humans arent...
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Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit
that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around
them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal
people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. <b>Noise
pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage,
increased risk of avoidable accidents...</b>
and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically
tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed?
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A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they
are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful
and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits.
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Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones
with autism):
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Spending time on hobbies and interests that you actually care about
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Filling the mind with well made works of fiction and history
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Art and music
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Study science and philosophy
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Safe and responsible use of psyadelic drugs
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Spending time going on hikes, biking, and doing fun things outdoors
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Pets and animals
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<h2 id="dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</h2>--- Sat, 5 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT
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On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my
power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less
meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in
your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little
I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my
nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with
a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting.
It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution
against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am...
can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture.
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The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on social media!
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<h2 id="wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</h2>--- Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT
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<h3>Why do I write this?</h3>
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Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really
thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no
answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical
level so they can understand the <i>why</i> instead of just the <i>what</i>.
Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords
like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers
like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the
actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants
<b>I am not defending wikipedia by any means</b>, quite the opposite actually.
I am just here to tell you like most things in life <b>its bad but not for the
reasons you think</b>.
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<h3><i>Its editted by random people on the internet</i></h3>
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And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings,
documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers
are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems
in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in
place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those
different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you
just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from.
One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias.
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<h3>On bias</h3>
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No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its
still there. Its often more than just <i>a different way of looking at
things</i>, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand
you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why
you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than
as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church
controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going
to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can
be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused
by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you
can only take alone.
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Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not
communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and
democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words
of those with money and power. <b>Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal.</b> Its
humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the
same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad
america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely
anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to
find. <b>The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not
bias.</b> Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making
you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock
up your mind. Yes, even I am bias.
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<h3>Those who never speak are never wrong</h3>
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Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical
but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont
want their students to gain new information: they want their students to
to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that
most cant afford. <b>The ideal source is something that is dialectical,
analytical, and dense.</b> Wikipedia is just dense. <b>And the sources
schools want us to use is none of those!</b>
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The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a
constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check
which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics
get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it
as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their
word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly
define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be
connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to
analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to
risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue
learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia
still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough
for some topics.
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<h3>Replacing wikipedia</h3>
<p>
Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was
using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia
on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link
though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. <b>A good wikipedia
replacement does not exist.</b> They all have the same issues:
everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they
should be openly announcing their bias and writing more
analytical.
<br/><br/>
<b>Get yourself a library card!</b> While wikipedia will cover
you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built
by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted.
A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information
while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete
story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind
by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news
articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points:
aka tell <b>what</b> to believe not <b>how</b> to believe.
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<h2 id="dreamlog1">Dream log 1</h2>--- Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT
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Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author:
Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government
position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix
and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life
stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks.
The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing
about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout.
Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to
not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through
the guides left behind.
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<h2 id="overthinking">Overthinking</h2>--- Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT
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Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how
to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It
slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write
and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned
on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together.
Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this
and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up
from the start.
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Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my
ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite
difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed.
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Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food.
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