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+    <title>Depression</title>
+    <name>depression</name>
+    <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT</pubDate>
+    <file>articles/depression.xml</file>
+  </item>
+  
+  <item>
     <title>The current state of crypto</title>
     <name>current-state-of-crypto</name>
     <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT</pubDate>
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+### My depression
+
+I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be depressed
+until the day I die unless something really big chances. With people I often
+hide it because when people know someone has depression they go out of their
+way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand I can freely share
+that information, because for the most part I keep real life and my online
+life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of you fucks! Back when I
+was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I would get messaged with
+_sillycide_ prevention and other mental health resources, told I just need to
+_lift myself up by the bootstraps_ , and other bullshit. Luckily its less of
+an issue on the indie web but when talking to people in real life or on
+mainstream web about this and they act like they understand because they been
+sad before though they word it as depression. Short term being sad is at least
+as bad if not worse than being depressed though they were still sad for X
+amount of time because of X event. Having depression is more like constantly
+feeling yicky inside and out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do
+anything... long term with any moment that isnt like this being the exception
+not the norm, the cause being a constant always happening in the background
+often outside of control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a
+injury that heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see
+them as the same. Go fuck yourself.
+
+### The cause of depression
+
+Most cases of depression are caused by systematic oppression of people who
+dont wear rose tinted glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like
+"how come anyone be depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so
+they concluded depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance
+or peeps just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
+either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
+And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means only
+serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to rule. **A
+society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever guested?! And when
+people are depressed they have less will to do things. People who dont have a
+will to do things arent a threat to the ruling class.** How do psychologists
+treat people with depression? They give antidepressants that puts their geist
+to sleep and makes them constantly spaced out. They could be using
+psychedelics to treat depression which are much more effective anyways though
+not even drugs that do work can cure it due to what I already said: the issue
+is with society not the people! Though if enough people are taking
+psychedelics it may encourage them to fix the underling issue with this world.
+That almost happened in the counter-culture movement though the ruling class
+was able to weaponize the hippies with _neoconformity_ which I have talked
+about here before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong
+it can have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike
+more powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the user.
+Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that ketamine
+fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better drugs.
+
+### Things are no different in old times and modern ones
+
+In the _ye old times_ they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we give them
+prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind numbingly
+stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful for people
+going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on the things to
+try list that its insulting. **You really think after years of depression I
+never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck yourself.** Its like
+telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen will fix them right up. This
+whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people are unironically saying _have
+you ever tried not being depressed?_ Everyone is acting like depression is a
+new thing. Just pick up a history book and read all about all the depressed
+people you dumbass. They were always drunk to because they only had liquor to
+kill their geist while now days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the
+most terrible ways possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of
+opium cola and nod off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short
+lives full of war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had
+was drunken unprotected sex which created more people who would live short
+shitty lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
+systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling like
+shit!  
+  
+**GO FUCK YOURSELF**
+
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 <article>
+  <h3>My depression</h3>
   <p>
     I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
     depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
@@ -7,8 +8,8 @@
     I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
     life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
     you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
-    would get messaged with <s>sillycide</s> prevention and other mental health
-    resources, told I just need to <s>lift myself up by the bootstraps</s>, and
+    would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health
+    resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and
     other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
     talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
     like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
@@ -16,10 +17,67 @@
     depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
     event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
     out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
-    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm. The cause
+    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause
     being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
     control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
     heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
     same. Go fuck yourself.
   </p>
+  
+  <h3>The cause of depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    Most cases of depression are caused by
+    systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted
+    glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be
+    depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded
+    depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps
+    just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
+    either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
+    And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means
+    only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to
+    rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever
+    guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do
+    things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the
+    ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They
+    give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them
+    constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression
+    which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work
+    can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the
+    people!  Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage
+    them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in
+    the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize
+    the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here
+    before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can
+    have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more
+    powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the
+    user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that
+    ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better
+    drugs.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3>
+  <p>
+    In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we
+    give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind
+    numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful
+    for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on
+    the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years
+    of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck
+    yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen
+    will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people
+    are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i>
+    Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history
+    book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were
+    always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now
+    days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways
+    possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod
+    off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of
+    war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken
+    unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty
+    lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
+    systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling
+    like shit!
+    <br/><br/>
+    <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b>
+  </p>
 </article>
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+        <title>Depression</title>
+        <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#depression</link>
+        <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT</pubDate>
+        <description>
+<![CDATA[
+<article>
+  <h3>My depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
+    depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
+    people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
+    go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
+    I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
+    life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
+    you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
+    would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health
+    resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and
+    other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
+    talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
+    like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
+    depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
+    depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
+    event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
+    out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
+    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause
+    being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
+    control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
+    heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
+    same. Go fuck yourself.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>The cause of depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    Most cases of depression are caused by
+    systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted
+    glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be
+    depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded
+    depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps
+    just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
+    either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
+    And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means
+    only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to
+    rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever
+    guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do
+    things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the
+    ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They
+    give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them
+    constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression
+    which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work
+    can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the
+    people!  Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage
+    them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in
+    the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize
+    the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here
+    before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can
+    have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more
+    powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the
+    user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that
+    ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better
+    drugs.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3>
+  <p>
+    In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we
+    give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind
+    numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful
+    for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on
+    the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years
+    of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck
+    yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen
+    will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people
+    are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i>
+    Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history
+    book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were
+    always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now
+    days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways
+    possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod
+    off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of
+    war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken
+    unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty
+    lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
+    systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling
+    like shit!
+    <br/><br/>
+    <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b>
+  </p>
+</article>
+]]>
+        </description>
+    </item>
+
+    <item>
         <title>The current state of crypto</title>
         <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#current-state-of-crypto</link>
         <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT</pubDate>
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+0Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT - Depression	articles/depression.txt
 0Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT - The current state of crypto	articles/current-state-of-crypto.txt
 0Fri, 20 Jun 2025 07:27:02 GMT - Things I say	articles/things-i-say.txt
 0Thu, 12 Jun 2025 13:21:22 GMT - In defence of bad spelling	articles/in-defence-of-bad-spelling.txt
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     <div id="content-list">
       <ul>
+    <li><a href="#depression">Depression</a></li>
     <li><a href="#current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</a></li>
     <li><a href="#things-i-say">Things I say</a></li>
     <li><a href="#in-defence-of-bad-spelling">In defence of bad spelling</a></li>
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 <div class="container">
   <div class="article-header">
+    <h2 id="depression">Depression</h2>--- Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT
+  </div>
+
+  <h3>My depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
+    depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
+    people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
+    go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
+    I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
+    life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
+    you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
+    would get messaged with <i>sillycide</i> prevention and other mental health
+    resources, told I just need to <i>lift myself up by the bootstraps</i>, and
+    other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
+    talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
+    like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
+    depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
+    depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
+    event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
+    out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
+    any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm, the cause
+    being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
+    control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
+    heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
+    same. Go fuck yourself.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>The cause of depression</h3>
+  <p>
+    Most cases of depression are caused by
+    systematic oppression of people who dont wear rose tinted
+    glasses. Psychologists and society in general act like "how come anyone be
+    depressed when the world is sun shine and rainbows?" so they concluded
+    depression is a internal issue, that its a chemical in-balance or peeps
+    just having "the wrong mindset". This isnt a mistake on their part
+    either. Society fucking sucks by design as a means of control. Read 1984 (:
+    And psychologists job is to enforce the status quo of society which means
+    only serving to keep the masses inline and the elites in condition to
+    rule. <b>A society that sucks causes depression, who would have ever
+    guested?! And when people are depressed they have less will to do
+    things. People who dont have a will to do things arent a threat to the
+    ruling class.</b> How do psychologists treat people with depression? They
+    give antidepressants that puts their geist to sleep and makes them
+    constantly spaced out. They could be using psychedelics to treat depression
+    which are much more effective anyways though not even drugs that do work
+    can cure it due to what I already said: the issue is with society not the
+    people!  Though if enough people are taking psychedelics it may encourage
+    them to fix the underling issue with this world. That almost happened in
+    the counter-culture movement though the ruling class was able to weaponize
+    the hippies with <i>neoconformity</i> which I have talked about here
+    before. Now marijuana is the drug everyone loves. Dont get me wrong it can
+    have the types of thought provoking effects that open minds but unlike more
+    powerful psychedelics it requires an active effort on part of the
+    user. Ketamine used for therapy you say? I got a report from a comrade that
+    ketamine fucking sucks so they use it to turn people away from better
+    drugs.
+  </p>
+  
+  <h3>Things are no different in old times and modern ones</h3>
+  <p>
+    In the <i>ye old times</i> they were giving peeps lobotomys. Now days we
+    give them prescriptions that do more harm than good most of the time, mind
+    numbingly stuppa feel good stories, and a bunch of advice that is helpful
+    for people going through a sad spot but for depressed peeps is so low on
+    the things to try list that its insulting. <b>You really think after years
+    of depression I never tried drinking water and going outside? Go fuck
+    yourself.</b> Its like telling someone with brain cancer that ibuprofen
+    will fix them right up. This whole fake fix thing is so out of hand people
+    are unironically saying <i>have you ever tried not being depressed?</i>
+    Everyone is acting like depression is a new thing. Just pick up a history
+    book and read all about all the depressed people you dumbass. They were
+    always drunk to because they only had liquor to kill their geist while now
+    days we have antidepressants. Go to war and die the most terrible ways
+    possible? Life sucks always just bring along a bottle of opium cola and nod
+    off while your body gets pumped with lead. They lived short lives full of
+    war and terrible work conditions and the only pleasure they had was drunken
+    unprotected sex which created more people who would live short shitty
+    lifes. Now days with mildly better conditions we have ways to
+    systematically cause depression because couldnt have people not feeling
+    like shit!
+    <br/><br/>
+    <b>GO FUCK YOURSELF</b>
+  </p>
+
+</div>
+<br />
+<hr />
+<div class="container">
+  <div class="article-header">
     <h2 id="current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</h2>--- Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT
   </div>