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-#+TITLE: Nathan's Philosophy
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-* About
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: about
-   :END:
-When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which went
-over some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy and
-incoherent. It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking at the
-time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. It was raw
-and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would read and
-understand. You can find the archive
-[[file:archive/the_philosophy_commune.html][here]].\\
-\\
-Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, and
-almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You can skip
-to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't because its going
-to read alot more like a story and will slowly develop ideas throughout.
-
-[[file:images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg]]
-
-* The Geist
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: geist
-   :END:
-Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. Geist
-is a German word that can translate into three different words in
-English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of /spirit/
-for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet almost mathical
-and mechanical ways it can be used.
-
-** Case against the mythical
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-the-mythical
-    :END:
-I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, magic..
-or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed an atheist.
-Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I
-am spiritual" and go running to your mommy girlfriend that someone on
-the internet hurt your feelings and you need your unwashed cock sucked
-to feel better about yourself I have much more to say: Once you truly
-begain to demythize something the things you discover are much more
-beautiful, artist, and meaningful than any myth or superstitions can
-ever be.\\
-\\
-Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a chaotic
-sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every species
-comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species come to be
-from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at times and fast
-and rough at others. A complex process that requires thinking about
-really small and really large numbers on a scale are brains are not
-designed to understand. Don't know about you but that gives me a sort of
-sad joy to think about and makes me think very big deep thoughts. Much
-more beautiful than something as bluntly dumb as god.
-
-** How the brain works
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: how-the-brain-works
-    :END:
-/The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob./ I want you to really
-think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your hands.
-What does it look like? what does it feel like? smell? sounds it makes
-when you play with it? even imagine the taste if your willing to go that
-far. Congrats, you just used something I call /signal pathing/. Your
-brain has many abstract components that are associated with different
-functions. They *dont serve* different functions and *arent built for*
-namable functions. *Just assoicated with.* By pathing signals through
-different components each one designed for processing data in a special
-type of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given
-resources process many types of information thrown at it in many ways.
-For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, written version,
-sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can signal path information
-can whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send it to many
-other parts for processing. Things like the minds eye, internal
-monologue... are all just artifacts of signal pathing. Also you used
-signal pathing to read all of this and will continue to use it all the
-time for rest of your life the same your brain have always used it.
-
-** You are multiple
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: you-are-multiple
-    :END:
-*you* are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside the same
-head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated with sugery go
-out of sync and each one starts acting independently. Thats only as far
-as they can split down. If each half itself could be split in half like
-that we couldn't be able to test it. For all you know you could have a
-100 conscious brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the ablitity
-for the brain to refence itself. Kind of like how your currently using
-your brain to read something about now the brain works. Consciousness
-alone isn't the end all.
-
-[[file:images/lain.gif]]
-
-* Darwinism
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: darwinism
-   :END:
-As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject.
-Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot point
-to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go check out it
-out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what evolution actually
-looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is
-the process of making species more well adapted through nature
-selection. Its a nearly mathical process and *it does not care what we
-think is the best*. The only thing driving the process is making species
-well tuned to their environment. For example evolution might make a
-species less physical strong in return for liter weight and less
-required food to survive if thats what would make it better fitted for
-its environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless
-birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but evolution
-no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead designed the
-birds for other uses like swiming, faster running speeds...
-
-** Case against Social Darwinism
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-social-darwinism
-    :END:
-Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the world.
-Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given control, those
-who write the history books, those who use their artificially sense of
-confidents and undeserved power to keep their name alive after death.
-The few who are worth remembering aren't bought into the light until
-they been dead long enough for their revolutionary ideas not to fuck up
-the status quo set by the current narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla
-didn't get into the spot light until his ideas lost the revolutionary
-edge and conflicts with the people in control of the electric companies,
-Martin Luther King Jr was under attack by the US government his entire
-life but once the more progessive side of his message got forgotten the
-same people attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more
-tame speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time.
-Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. The
-small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is in a
-vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large choatic
-system which adds up to greater change and the movement of history. If
-you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and history read up
-on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical materialism.
-
-** Hybrids and the origin of humans
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: hybrids-and-the-origin-of-humans
-    :END:
-Check out [[https://www.macroevolution.net][macroevolution]]. It goes
-into details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig hybrids.
-
-* The Universe
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: universe
-   :END:
-The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and really
-large interactions on a mass scale all running into each other in a
-nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood through the lens
-of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of engery. The things we
-know and understand is just the result of interactions of engery. Even
-matter can be viewed through this lens. I don't believe in the big bang.
-Instead I have my own theory.
-
-** The creation of the universe
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: the-creation-of-the-universe
-    :END:
-The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always existed.
-In fact outside the universe only everything exits and there is no
-nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles colliding at speeds that
-makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the universe
-everything interacts with everything forever in all directions. Its like
-tv static that goes on forever. Just like tv static since its random if
-you just so happen to pause during the right time and zoom in you might
-find a picture of something. It might even just so happen to be a
-picture of you! The universe is one of those. A time and place in a
-random existance that just by the chance of randomness is something
-coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery
-interacted in a way to create what we call the big bang. Instead of
-creating things it just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place
-where the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited
-yet complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures
-is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these
-constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until
-something like this happens.
-
-** God
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: god
-    :END:
-[[file:images/brain_and_the_universe.png]]
-
-The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type of brain
-found on earth but it is still a natural information processing machine.
-It doesn't will things to happen like a religous god. Instead its a high
-being bound to the same forces and constrains as us. It only has the
-power which are given to it also like us. It only ever sees what it can
-and sense what it can.
-
-** Humanities reason for existing
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: humanities-reason-for-existing
-    :END:
-I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start to
-think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not pleasent! I
-kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear life as I pull
-nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something called ice-nine.
-You can read about it on [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine][this
-wikipedia article]] if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler:
-*ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole planet*. It made me
-think: I wonder if the universe brain is in pain in its own sort of way
-and are reason for existing is to create a type of ice-nine that
-destroys the universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that makes
-existing a pain. Its transends any sort of normal pain or sadness. Its
-deeper than just the survival parts of the brain to warn us if something
-is wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and
-blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out
-but adds up to something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply
-relate to the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same
-sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy
-willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like
-when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men
-and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying things by
-mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural selection is
-testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It
-proved we are well designed to destroy things by mistake so it picked
-us.
-
-* Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism
-   :END:
-** Nihilism
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: nihilism
-    :END:
-Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly understand. Its
-the moment you realize nothing you do will ever matter. When everything
-everyone knows and holds so close to them is so clearly a pointless game
-yet they think your crazy to point it out when they are the ones
-devoting so much to a big lie. *Until you can bluntly look at your
-school, work, family, friends, partner, pets, political party and ask
-yourself "why do I do any of this?" and realize it really wouldnt matter
-much if that all came to an end you still arent a nihilist.* As a
-nihilist you no longer see happiness and sadness, love and hate, life
-and death: you know the universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles
-and any other concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.\\
-\\
-*Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a
-nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.* The real pain is
-caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the painful
-ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in meaningless
-things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to make yourself
-comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be comfortable and
-enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. *A true nihilist
-would never start a war* because they see no point in it, non-nihilists
-would abosutely start a war even over the most pointless bullshit. The
-flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent going to stop the war either.
-Let the people fucking die we often say. Luck they are I would say.
-Finally getting the type of peace and bliss that comes with death that
-no non-nihilist would never let happen during life.
-
-** The absurdist cure
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: the-absurdist-cure
-    :END:
-It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options:
-
-1. Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not?
-2. Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, cult, or
-   some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies and living
-   a life of false meaning.
-3. Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our shitty
-   society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you know no
-   god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to practical
-   limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning in the
-   position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be careful not
-   to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social standards with
-   no moral grounds.
-
-*The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your still a
-nihilist* but now instead of not trying to stop wars because nothing
-matters you can fight against wars for that very same reason. Do
-everything a nihilist cant but always with the same reasons as a
-nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or giving things
-meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against meaning! When
-people think your crazy for calling society pointless you still walk
-away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip them off as you
-walk away. Every pointless action you do and the life you live knowing
-everything is pointless is a middle finger to the universe, a sign to
-the world it may fucking suck but your still alive. Its a insult to
-someone not there to hear it. *The world may have no meaning but
-reguardless you are going to kick it in the ass.*\\
-\\
-Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the control
-of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option two. Thats why
-when people who see everything as pointless go into therapy they are
-always pushed toward option two. The very thing that defines religion
-and spiritual believes in our society is so heavily bias towards option
-two most people cant even begin to image the concept of people coming
-together in a type of absurd worship of option three. *When meaning is
-no more worship without meaning is now possible, religion without god or
-faith, morals without anything to uphold them.* It is in many ways like
-RumFoord's Church of God the Utterly Indifferent.
-
-* Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew political ideology)
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn
-   :END:
-Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks cooler
-than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing about
-communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution.
-
-** Bsyn english class
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-english-class
-    :END:
-*** Communism
-     :PROPERTIES:
-     :CUSTOM_ID: communism
-     :END:
-Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of
-humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves
-everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon limits.
-*Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not communism.*
-
-*** Socialism
-     :PROPERTIES:
-     :CUSTOM_ID: socialism
-     :END:
-The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to
-communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer to
-communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look
-socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the
-process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it looks
-like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is often enough.
-
-*** Absurdism
-     :PROPERTIES:
-     :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism-1
-     :END:
-Read up [[#absurdism][here]]. To fucking lazy to sum things up for you.
-
-*** Wissenschaft
-     :PROPERTIES:
-     :CUSTOM_ID: wissenschaft
-     :END:
-A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more broad
-version of /science/. Its simply the quest for knowledge. It even
-includes things like art and philosophy.
-
-** Bsyn principles
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-principles
-    :END:
-Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even possible.
-Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even with no end in
-sight. *There is always progress to be made.* Think of it as communism
-is the goal and socialism is the process of completing the goal. In bsyn
-a comrade doesnt have to be someone with the same ideology, instead a
-bsyn comrade is anyone also contributing to the goal even if its not as
-directly and even if they arent aware of it. If the future is more
-communist than the present than in a undirect way everything is
-socialist and if the future is less or the same amount communist as the
-present in a way nothing is socialist, because of that its important in
-bsyn to look at undirect effects while at the same time not
-overbroadening everything to the point words no longer have any use.\\
-\\
-An /Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist/ or /bynist/ isnt a thing. *Bsyn is
-not an identity.* Read up on
-[[file:blog/index.html#case_against_identity][identity]]. Instead call
-yourself a follower of bsyn or something along those lines. In bsyn you
-can use just about anything to describe yourself just be mindful if what
-you choose might hurt the goal.\\
-\\
-In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods are
-quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist movement
-is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in pushing towards
-communism even if they claim to.\\
-\\
-Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using
-machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to
-spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and
-most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less busy
-work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills and
-interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that some
-people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all trades.\\
-\\
-In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the long
-term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in a
-position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the most
-unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always steps
-forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. Bsyn is a
-lot like that, it will never push away from communism but it will take
-the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the direction bsyn pushes
-toward is a lot more "idealize" than the direction evolution tends to
-push.\\
-\\
-In bsyn there are two sayings: *By any means necessary* and *there is
-nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution*. They are like the yin
-and yang of bsyn.
-
-* Social Issues
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: social
-   :END:
-*By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the page?* Feel
-called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't just some isolated
-optinions, they are a part of someones ideology and a result of how
-their morals enteract with the world around them. Everyone has an
-ideology even if they don't realize it. For example christian views are
-very closely tied to christian ideology and effects everything they do
-and think. "God created the universe, gave us the 10 commandments, sent
-jesus down, will send you to hell if you dont go to church..." Thats
-quite view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian
-tells you they support lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or
-a lying fucker. Dont believe them for even a second because they will
-fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general
-because it was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their
-lies to control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the
-commandments of an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you
-must trust the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds
-like lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes
-when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it was
-up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would still be in
-the dark ages.
-
-** Abortion
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: abortion
-    :END:
-New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take this from
-someone who engages in same sex activities: *dicks going into pussies
-isnt the only way to have sex.* The other ways dont create babies. It
-gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the magic way smart people
-created plastic thingies to stop the people making seeds from going into
-the human egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of other
-wonderful things to stop the pain of creating humans and the suffering
-they will face when they are pulled into this terrible world kicking and
-screaming.\\
-\\
-It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of terrible
-hardship they only ever *increase* the rate they fuck the magic way and
-without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen and the birth rate would
-only go up. This creates more humans who are forced to live in this
-shitty world. But even when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways
-or use seed stoppers we still have one last line of defense: *abortion*.
-This beautiful treatment removes the unborn flesh of a human from its
-mother before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a
-taste for the pain of the world.\\
-\\
-Christians view women as private property, people making machines,
-personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same human
-brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the idea that
-a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to be raped by
-stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and make sure they
-only ever fuck the magic way and without seed stoppers. They want more
-people forced to live and christians even made sure everything fun is a
-sin, outlawed drugs that give people an escape from the things
-christians do, made /sillycide/ way more difficult than it needs to be,
-took over the entire planet... all because their ideology calls for
-*everyone* on earth to live a christan life of suffering. *Abortion is a
-beautiful thing fight for it to stay!*
-
-** Womens rights
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: womens-rights
-    :END:
-Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a problem with
-that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and still often use a
-male mask for close minded people so they will not open their pie hole
-about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed about womens rights,
-and that is because I am stupid and uninformed about womens rights. But
-what I do know is that even though all social issues are equally
-important womens rights are at a very high level of importantness and
-should be the first thing on the mind of any true leftist.\\
-\\
-"Social progress can be measured by the social position of the female
-sex." - Karl Marx\\
-\\
-I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women in
-their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your life
-will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways other men
-never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as you make every
-interaction with women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for
-something... everything goes to waste. If your a incel and blame women
-for everything sorry to break it to you but it was other men that fucked
-you over not women. If your willing to put those feelings aside the
-friendships you will gain with women as time goes on will be much more
-rewarding than just fucking alot and when the time finally comes for you
-sex will be a lot less awkward and more personal and borderline
-spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries in friendship
-brings might just contribute to realizing your bisexual like it did for
-me. For men fighting against women will only ever keep them closed
-minded and brain washed.
-
-** Race
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: race
-    :END:
-Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social constructs
-to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to hate and fear
-other groups of people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and
-intellectual works, keep their people stupid... everyone has the same
-big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point in sorting everyone into
-[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon][granfalloon]] groups? Its
-to make sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to realize they
-should have been fighting the people in power the whole time. They lie
-to us about what critical race theory is because they dont want you to
-know *crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race* though I
-would argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of
-concept of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues.
-Just learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is
-a ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens on
-a person to person interaction scale when really *racism happens on a
-systematic level*.
-
-** Disabilities and mental illness
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: disabilities-and-mental-illness
-    :END:
-This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on people
-with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking back? well too
-bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we just so happened to
-hire a able body even you know way more about the field and your
-disability will not get in the way at all what so ever". To make things
-worse thinking differently in are closed minded is treated like having a
-fucked up back. I was diagnosed with a thinking differently disability
-called autism. It doesnt fucking matter that spoken language works just
-fine for communication because everyone decided to instead use
-nonsensefull looks on their face half the time. I am going to tell you
-right here *there isnt any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with
-looks on your faces*. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly
-on the same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone
-disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are too
-fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face looks,
-document it... you also think not putting up with ear bleeding noises is
-a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to feel bad for us when you
-are perfectly willing to fully support a society that systematicly makes
-us disabled. Are brains work just fine as they are *you* are just so
-nonsensable and hold neurotypical views so high up that you are
-perfectly happy supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us *commit
-sillycide* because of the way *you* treat us. Its a text book example of
-social darwinism indeed.
-
-** lgbtq+
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: lgbtq
-    :END:
-Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ makes
-you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are society is
-held up by social constructs that controls who can have sex with who,
-what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can have, what pronouns
-you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these social constructs and want
-to live their life freely. By telling them they cant do those things and
-making rules to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the
-fucking pope! Call yourself an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of
-sexual and gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take
-down the system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite
-happily keep the system up.\\
-\\
-All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some god
-that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your
-non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by
-religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your not
-only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral slave to
-your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite
-comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate has nothing
-to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church and it /just so
-happens to be/.\\
-\\
-Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. It
-may be rough right now but thats part of the process of evolution. No
-one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but thats the beauty of
-it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social
-constructs and still a slave to some amount of bullshit are society
-created but it will evolve, it will bring us even more freedom... for
-that to happen you gotta accept the movement even in its rough state and
-help it grow into something greater. The narcissists controlling the
-system will feed you talking points to stop you from helping the
-movement remove power from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they
-are just scared that the more free we become the less we will support
-narcissist bullshit.\\
-\\
-There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo,
-there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own pronouns,
-there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove
-their /fuck organs/ (no matter how harmful and pointless some random
-study claims stopping them is against their freedom and saving people
-from themsevles is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a
-heroic act), there is no scientific reason there needs to be seprate
-mens and women bathrooms, there is no scientific reason someone cant
-choose what labels they use to describe themselves due to the fact *all
-language is human made and completely socially constructed start to
-end*. Any and all arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and
-"men cant play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in
-nature because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen.
-Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a skirt
-and pisses in the womens bathroom, *a /man/ playing in womens sports is
-not going to cause anyone to get struck by lightning*. All of you
-anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think that a concept a bunch of
-people came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees.\\
-\\
-If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal choices
-isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for you: *the
-percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the percent who
-changed their minds*. Thats right, are society is so fucking hell bent
-on making it a living hell to be transgender that they detransition due
-to the pressure even if they personally would love to continue
-transiting if they could. The regret rate is much lower than the rate of
-that and even than the statics alone still doesnt tell the whole story.
-If you can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1: statics lie,
-and 2: fucking with peoples personal lifes never helps anyone.
-
-* Economics and socialism
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: economics_and_socialism
-   :END:
-This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to tell you
-what real socialist economics is. *The USS shit is a fucking terrible
-example of socialist economics.* Dont give me that /socialism only works
-in theory/ bullshit because here is the truth about socialism: socialism
-is not when the government does stuff, its not when everyone is paid the
-same no matter how much they work, its not when everything is ruled by a
-dictatorship... all socialism really is in truth is the concept of
-common ownership of things like the means of production (aka large
-factories, farms...). *We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam
-deck. We dont want your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...* No, we dont
-give a fuck about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand
-scale of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays
-for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any difference
-on the economical level socialists tend to think in and anyone that
-calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas sock business is a
-fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent use of socialism looks
-like take a look at project cybersyn.
-
-** The evils of capitalism for dummies
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: the-evils-of-capitalism-for-dummies
-    :END:
-Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little and
-others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to plant a bit
-of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who barely even have
-enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for others they grew up
-on a family farm that have been doing quite well for ages. One day
-someone name Tod from a good family rice farm finally goes out to start
-his own farm. Tod's family gives him a nice big bag of fresh rice to use
-to start his own farm and he heads out to find a good place for a rice
-field. While he is traveling he quietly complains how heavy the bag is
-and even think a few things "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag
-this size". He finally finds a nice place for a new rice field but
-someone already got few only seconds before he did. Tod notices they
-have a much smaller liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang!
-He fucking hits them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their
-whole bag into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a
-bush and attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag
-gets bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he
-finally decides to plant some.\\
-\\
-Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry
-with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he
-decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some
-rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get them
-more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the farm and
-start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people and steal
-their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a one pulls one
-of the children aside to tell them he will give them a raise if they
-report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked out by the bag. A
-few get reported and knocked out until everyone started truly fearing
-Tod.\\
-\\
-The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and
-started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of
-watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a few
-times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on everyone
-else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day one of them
-decided to use their high pay to start their own farm and even knocked
-out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed scaled version of what Tod
-was doing. When Tod found out this was happening he had that person
-knock out by the heavest rice bag right infront of everyone else on the
-farm. This was the first time when of the higher ups even got knocked
-out and it completely changed everything. Now it was clear no one was
-safe.\\
-\\
-As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon as
-they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even carring a
-large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of getting hit.
-Sometimes he would find those same people days later starving and they
-would finally give in and agree to be work on his farm. Once he had
-enough workers to create an army he sent them to take out an entire
-family farm and make it his own. After that he didnt even have to take
-over family farms. They would agree to pay tax in return for not getting
-taken over by his army. Tod even paid the rice schools to only teach the
-things he wanted them to teach.\\
-\\
-The end, *I dont fucking do happy endings!* I ask of you to reflect on
-this story and think about are society. Think about all the evil
-companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices going up
-faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big coprations fuck us
-over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are simply planting their
-money in investments and working hard to grow their companies. Thats
-only part of the story. They handle their money like a fucking weapon
-and use it the same way Tod used his heavy bag of rice.
-
-** Socialism in practice
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: socialism-in-practice
-    :END:
-If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways rice can
-be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair share of work
-will keep things going but they can still make their own on the side,
-rice market system and groups of people setup to stop people like Tod
-from grow... and you compare these ideas and thing how they could be
-created than you have the mind of a socialist. If you look up to Tod as
-a great business man, think "well, that is just the way things are",
-twist things up to think Tod is somehow helping people by giving them
-jobs and feeding them even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the
-whole time... than get the fuck off my website you social darwinist!
-Thats right, *socialism has never had any set in stone policy or
-economic models*. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem
-solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what
-they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most
-disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who know
-things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things are done
-as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy or economic
-model would ruin the entire point, it would be like making a free form
-jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note or tell Bob Ross what
-he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx came up with a framework to
-change for your use instead of any set in stone plan of action. What is
-why people like Stalin call themselves a socialist yet are quite far
-seprated from the rest. Just look at how much fucking infighting on the
-internet we have just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be
-from each other even with so many common goals.
-
-** My travels
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: my-travels
-    :END:
-I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered they
-didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian until I
-discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I went anarchist
-until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up with all the labels
-on the internet and didnt know what to call myself; Finally, I was
-reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my will to learn and come up with
-new ideas that been with me my entire life but almost went away with all
-the effort school, mainstream interenet, and society went through to try
-to distroy it. Read books and think deeply about everything, dapple
-around in everything but never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is
-what the radio voices telling me just a distraction?". Conservative
-radio has the weirdest fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor
-about my balls, I am not looking for a service to turn my 5 million
-dollars worth of retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to
-keep it safe from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for
-an anti ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you
-very much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.\\
-\\
-Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the X
-number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies no one
-is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the internet.
-No, I dont give a flying fucking about /marxist leninist maoist
-trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc neo-dronestrike-obamaist
-anarcho-bidenism/. They turned it into fucking pokemon. Instead of
-making polical compass memes *shut up and read a fucking book!* It
-doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx book. Read Breakfast of Champions,
-right now, before I fucking kill you!
-
-** Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker unions
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: decentralizated-non-privatized-and-the-wonder-of-worker-unions
-    :END:
-You know what we need? More non-profits, not the
-[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla]] shit. Some
-dam good ones. All the democrats checks arent working, they arent going
-to mail you life long healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement
-money you lost in a conservative gold and silver scam, mail your
-coworker the overtime pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000
-vacuum cleaner no one needed... sorry children santy aint coming this
-x-mas! This year we gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I
-am not a human (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull
-me into your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for
-me. Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low
-profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but
-non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and treat
-their workers better... than for profit companies in the same field.
-Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going to last
-long, once they are set in place they will up prices and lower worker
-pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children he treats then
-like shit and turns them against each other. Again with Tod, just
-avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix much, just like Tod
-they will take out everything and make things worse to the point you are
-forced to either eat Tods rice or rice from a family farm paying taxes
-to him or face starving to death. The only fix is to *beat Tod himself
-with a bag full of his own rice*. To do that is going to need lots of
-people to agree to work together. Aka a worker union.\\
-\\
-Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with fancy
-computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at
-[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact][the chile trucker strike]]
-for an example of that. Though also with fancy computer
-stuff you can be oh so very much more evil with running a worker union.
-Get your IT nerds, webdev nerds... to join the union you can use the
-companies very own website to leak secret information, make the entire
-company network go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage
-found on the CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management,
-cleaning and HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of
-them dont even feel like a worker union could help them and when most
-worker unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald
-enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. *Thats why you
-human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team up!* I am not a
-human so its a given I dont have the human skills so without a human
-skill person I cant do much and so far no human skill person who isnt
-scared of me in sight.
-
-* Nonhumanism
-   :PROPERTIES:
-   :CUSTOM_ID: nonhumanism
-   :END:
-*I am not a human*. Yes, *you are a human* (most likely). But not me.
-Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" or "you were born from
-humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite similar but
-also just different enough to be a different species. The line between
-different species isnt as far as you might think and is something
-scientists often debate.\\
-\\
-Some nonhuman things about me include:
-
-+ Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up as autism
-  but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed with autism I
-  have met.
-+ Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the humans get.
-+ Differences in how my nervous system works.
-+ As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped growing
-  much younger than any other human.
-+ I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young.
-+ I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully rested
-  instead of 8.
-+ I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light
-+ Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I naturally eat
-  alot at once than go a while without eating and I dont gain or lose
-  weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though I am around
-  183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can happen in a very short amount
-  of time.
-+ Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake up. It
-  takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier to wake up
-  in the dark
-+ Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, and
-  addiction.
-+ Differences in body propartions
-
-** Living in human society as a nonhuman
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: living-in-human-society-as-a-nonhuman
-    :END:
-Living in human society as a nonhuman *fucking sucks*. Imagine being a
-cat living in dog society. Everything is built with dogs in mind, jobs
-shifts are all planned around dog hours, the restaurants serve dog food
-in dog propartions, the stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog
-toys, the parks are designed for dogs, the vets specialize in dogs,
-everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If your a cat in that
-society you really gotta look out for yourself because no one else can
-understand you even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you advice
-that does not work.
-
-** Employment and nonhumanism
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: employment-and-nonhumanism
-    :END:
-Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting through
-school and lack any employment history as of writing this. Most of the
-options for that are customer service jobs. When people can barely
-understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at a time, lack
-any people skills, need time to work on your interests... that aint
-going to work. And to make it worse employers discriminate against me.
-If you arent working customer service employers still want people
-skills. They want their toilet cleaners and floor sweepers to have
-people skills. They want them to spend half their shift sitting through
-pointless meetings. Thats the magic of nightshifts! Only freaks and
-weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high turn over rate. All
-the people who call for pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever
-have to talk to a hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the
-time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take
-naps, and work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too
-easily to go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I
-could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to
-one day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit.
-
-** Revolution and nonhumanism
-    :PROPERTIES:
-    :CUSTOM_ID: revolution-and-nonhumanism
-    :END:
-When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I often think
-about the song /The Revolution Will Not be Televised/ by Gil
-Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I grew up in what many
-call a very inclusive generation all you mother fuckers treated me like
-shit! Thats because the modern stage of inclusiveness *does not extend
-to neurodivergents completely and does not extend to nonhumans at all*.
-Think of it this way, the american civil war got rid of legal slavery
-but was quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit more... same
-with how the lgbtq+ movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is
-nonhumanism is limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the
-resources to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or
-something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except being
-nonhuman.\\
-\\
-I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing
-the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I will let you
-know *its up to you to make change*. I am in full support of modern
-progressive movements even if I know they are lacking something. Even
-than I dont have the power to engage in revolution the sameway you can
-due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am not welcome in social structures
-and only servce as a fly on the wall, no one understands me when I talk,
-I have no power what so ever to push a message across. As a human you
-have special powers I couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in
-those social structures, get your fair share of message pushing power.
-Even as small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I
-will let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!\\
-\\
-Message to my generation: even though *you* treated me like shit I beg
-of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways I cant. Dont
-be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at voting blue
-either. The revolution will not be +televised+ on social media!
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