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+<article>
+ <p>
+ I been depressed since I was a young stuppa little child. I will be
+ depressed until the day I die unless something really big chances. With
+ people I often hide it because when people know someone has depression they
+ go out of their way to make that depression worse. Online on the other hand
+ I can freely share that information, because for the most part I keep real
+ life and my online life separate. Also I dont have to interact with any of
+ you fucks! Back when I was using some mainstream platforms like reddit I
+ would get messaged with <s>sillycide</s> prevention and other mental health
+ resources, told I just need to <s>lift myself up by the bootstraps</s>, and
+ other bullshit. Luckily its less of an issue on the indie web but when
+ talking to people in real life or on mainstream web about this and they act
+ like they understand because they been sad before though they word it as
+ depression. Short term being sad is at least as bad if not worse than being
+ depressed though they were still sad for X amount of time because of X
+ event. Having depression is more like constantly feeling yicky inside and
+ out, being emotionally dull, not wanting to do anything... long term with
+ any moment that isnt like this being the exception not the norm. The cause
+ being a constant always happening in the background often outside of
+ control. Comparing sadness to depression is like comparing a injury that
+ heals well to chronic pain. Its insulting that most people see them as the
+ same. Go fuck yourself.
+ </p>
+</article>