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It was more - of a peek into whatever I was thinking at the time as - if I cracked open my head and give you a look - inside. It was raw and abstract but not anything anyone - besides myself would read and understand. You can find - the - archive <a href="archive/the_philosophy_commune.html">here</a>. - <br/><br/> Now that I am redoing this I want to make it - more coherent, honest, and almost spiritual in a kind - of way if you can call it that. You can skip to - whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't - because its going to read alot more like a story and - will slowly develop ideas throughout. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - - <tr> - <td> - <h3>Content:</h3> - <ul> - <li><a href="#geist">The Geist</a></li> - <li><a href="#darwinism">Darwinism</a></li> - <li><a href="#universe">The Universe</a></li> - <li><a href="#absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to - nihilism</a></li> - <li><a href="#bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism - (my home brew political ideology)</a></li> - <li><a href="#social">Social Issues</a></li> - <li><a href="#economics_and_socialism">Economics and - socialism</a></li> - <li><a href="#nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</a></li> - </ul> - - <img src="images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg" alt="I have - concepts of a plan"/> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="geist">The Geist</h2> - <p> - Throughout this website you will see me use the word - geist alot. Geist is a German word that can translate - into three different words in English: ghost, spirit, - and mind. I always use it in place of <i>spirit</i> for - its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet - almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used. - <p> - - <h3>Case against the mythical</h3> - <p> - I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking - jesus, magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way - imaginable I am indeed an atheist. Everything can be - demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I - am spiritual" and go running to your mommy girlfriend - that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and you - need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about - yourself I have much more to say: Once you truly begain - to demythize something the things you discover are much - more beautiful, artist, and meaningful than any myth or - superstitions can ever be. <br/><br/> Take evolution - for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a - chaotic sort of inner peace that can be found knowing - the way every species comes and goes into and out of - existance and how new species come to be from a sort of - process that can be slow and careful at times and fast - and rough at others. A complex process that requires - thinking about really small and really large numbers on - a scale are brains are not designed to - understand. Don't know about you but that gives me a - sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very - big deep thoughts. Much more beautiful than something - as bluntly dumb as god. - </p> - - <h3>How the brain works</h3> - <p> - <i>The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink - blob.</i> I want you to really think about that - sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your - hands. What does it look like? what does it feel like? - smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even - imagine the taste if your willing to go that - far. Congrats, you just used something I call <i>signal - pathing</i>. Your brain has many abstract components - that are associated with different - functions. They <b>dont serve</b> different functions - and <b>arent built for</b> namable functions. <b>Just - assoicated with.</b> By pathing signals through - different components each one designed for processing - data in a special type of way your brain can in the - most effective way with its given resources process - many types of information thrown at it in many - ways. For example the same lanauge can have a spoken - version, written version, sign lanuage version, - braille.. the brain can signal path information can - whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send - it to many other parts for processing. Things like the - minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts - of signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read - all of this and will continue to use it all the time - for rest of your life the same your brain have always - used it. - </p> - - <h3>You are multiple</h3> - <p> - <b>you</b> are the result of multiple consciousnesses - all inside the same head. The left and right side of - your brain when seprated with sugery go out of sync and - each one starts acting independently. Thats only as far - as they can split down. If each half itself could be - split in half like that we couldn't be able to test - it. For all you know you could have a 100 conscious - brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the - ablitity for the brain to refence itself. Kind of like - how your currently using your brain to read something - about now the brain works. Consciousness alone isn't - the end all. - </p> - - <img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"/> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="darwinism">Darwinism</h2> - <p> - As of writing this I am part way through a book on the - subject. Galápagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a - fictional story as a pivot point to go about - understanding how evolution actually works. Go check - out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain - what evolution actually looks like and the issues with - Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is the process of - making species more well adapted through nature - selection. Its a nearly mathical process and <b>it does - not care what we think is the best</b>. The only thing - driving the process is making species well tuned to - their environment. For example evolution might make a - species less physical strong in return for liter weight - and less required food to survive if thats what would - make it better fitted for its environment. It does - things like this all the time take flightless birds for - example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but - evolution no longer saw a need for those birds to fly - and instead designed the birds for other uses like - swiming, faster running speeds... - </p> - - <h3>Case against Social Darwinism</h3> - <p> - Social Darwinism is a construct of societies - understanding of the world. Its a reflection of the - bias of those who have been given control, those who - write the history books, those who use their - artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power - to keep their name alive after death. The few who are - worth remembering aren't bought into the light until - they been dead long enough for their revolutionary - ideas not to fuck up the status quo set by the current - narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the - spot light until his ideas lost the revolutionary edge - and conflicts with the people in control of the - electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr was under - attack by the US government his entire life but once - the more progessive side of his message got forgotten - the same people attacking him named a day after him and - made one of his more tame speeches his legacy while the - rest have been forgotten to time. Thats not even - including the countless things forgotten to - history. The small wars, the forgotten scientists and - artists... Nothing is in a vacuum, all these things - enteract with each other in a large choatic system - which adds up to greater change and the movement of - history. If you want to see Darwinism applied to human - society and history read up on some old good Karl Marx - and his dialectical materialism. - </p> - - <h3>Hybrids and the origin of humans</h3> - <p> - Check out <a href="https://www.macroevolution.net" - target="_blank">macroevolution</a>. It goes into - details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig - hybrids. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="universe">The Universe</h2> - <p> - The Universe is a chaotic system of really small - interactions and really large interactions on a mass - scale all running into each other in a nearly - murderious manner. Everything can be understood through - the lens of dialectics. Everything is the interaction - of engery. The things we know and understand is just - the result of interactions of engery. Even matter can - be viewed through this lens. I don't believe in the big - bang. Instead I have my own theory. - </p> - - <h3>The creation of the universe</h3> - <p> - The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have - always existed. In fact outside the universe only - everything exits and there is no nothing, no voids, no - where safe from particles colliding at speeds that - makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the - universe everything interacts with everything forever - in all directions. Its like tv static that goes on - forever. Just like tv static since its random if you - just so happen to pause during the right time and zoom - in you might find a picture of something. It might even - just so happen to be a picture of you! The universe is - one of those. A time and place in a random existance - that just by the chance of randomness is something - coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of - Babel. The engery interacted in a way to create what we - call the big bang. Instead of creating things it just - opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place where - the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that - makes limited yet complex and coherent structures of - engery possible. These structures is what matter - is. Things light speed is a example of one of these - constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of - time until something like this happens. - </p> - - <h3>God</h3> <img src="images/brain_and_the_universe.png" - alt="Human brain compared to galaxies"/> - <p> - The universe may not be anything like a human brain or - any type of brain found on earth but it is still a - natural information processing machine. It doesn't will - things to happen like a religous god. Instead its a - high being bound to the same forces and constrains as - us. It only has the power which are given to it also - like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what - it can. - </p> - - <h3>Humanities reason for existing</h3> - <p> - I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made - me start to think that humans do have a reason for - existing but its not pleasent! I kind of went insane - reading it so just hold on for dear life as I pull - nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something - called ice-nine. You can read about it - on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine" - target="_blank"> this wikipedia article</a> if your too - lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler: <b>ice-nine gets - into the ocean and destroys the whole planet</b>. It - made me think: I wonder if the universe brain is in - pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing - is to create a type of ice-nine that destroys the - universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that - makes existing a pain. Its transends any sort of - normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the - survival parts of the brain to warn us if something is - wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought - loops and blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain - that is slow and drawn out but adds up to something no - bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to - the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the - same sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and - no human will destroy willfully: humans are going to - end the universe by mistake just like when ice-nine got - into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men - and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: - destroying things by mistake. Evolution designed us for - that. Part of natural selection is testing each species - and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It proved - we are well designed to destroy things by mistake so it - picked us. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to - nihilism</h2> - - <h3>Nihilism</h3> - <p> - Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly - understand. Its the moment you realize nothing you do - will ever matter. When everything everyone knows and - holds so close to them is so clearly a pointless game - yet they think your crazy to point it out when they are - the ones devoting so much to a big lie. <b>Until you - can bluntly look at your school, work, family, friends, - partner, pets, political party and ask yourself "why do - I do any of this?" and realize it really wouldnt matter - much if that all came to an end you still arent a - nihilist.</b> As a nihilist you no longer see happiness - and sadness, love and hate, life and death: you know - the universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles and - any other concept we have is blunt bullshit in its - finest form. <br/><br/> - <b>Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as - sad when to a nihilist it is a source of - blissfulness and numbness.</b> The real pain is - caused by the conflict between the bliss of - nihilism and the painful ways of non-nihilists, - people who put importantness in meaningless - things. Those who make it as difficult as possible - to make yourself comfortable because they make up - reasons you cant be comfortable and enforce through - the force of pure size in numbers. - <b>A true nihilist would never start a war</b> because - they see no point in it, non-nihilists would abosutely - start a war even over the most pointless bullshit. The - flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent going to stop - the war either. Let the people fucking die we often - say. Luck they are I would say. Finally getting the - type of peace and bliss that comes with death that no - non-nihilist would never let happen during life. - </p> - - <h3>The absurdist cure</h3> - <p> - It is said when faced with nihilism there are three - options: - </p> - <ol> - <li>Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why - not?</li> - <li>Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a - religion, cult, or some other philosophy. Giving - into the anti-nihilist lies and living a life of - false meaning.</li> - <li>Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed - from our shitty society but you been - intelligencically freed. Now that you know no god - rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound - to practical limits instead of social ones. No more - greater meaning in the position of rulers and - authority, now you just gotta be careful not to get - caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social - standards with no moral grounds.</li> - </ol> - <p> - <b>The third option is the absurdist option. As a - absurdist your still a nihilist</b> but now instead of - not trying to stop wars because nothing matters you can - fight against wars for that very same reason. Do - everything a nihilist cant but always with the same - reasons as a nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding - meaning or giving things meaning, your in a constant - nonstop rebellion against meaning! When people think - your crazy for calling society pointless you still walk - away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip - them off as you walk away. Every pointless action you - do and the life you live knowing everything is - pointless is a middle finger to the universe, a sign to - the world it may fucking suck but your still alive. - Its a insult to someone not there to hear it. <b>The - world may have no meaning but reguardless you are going - to kick it in the ass.</b> <br/><br/> Society is - designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the - control of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused - on option two. Thats why when people who see everything - as pointless go into therapy they are always pushed - toward option two. The very thing that defines religion - and spiritual believes in our society is so heavily - bias towards option two most people cant even begin to - image the concept of people coming together in a type - of absurd worship of option three. <b>When meaning is - no more worship without meaning is now possible, - religion without god or faith, morals without anything - to uphold them.</b> It is in many ways like RumFoord's - Church of God the Utterly Indifferent. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home - brew political ideology)</h2> - <p> - Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short - (bsyn looks cooler than aws) at its core is a ideology - that believes in bringing about communism in absurdly - unconventional means of revolution. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - - <tr> - <td> - <h3>Bsyn english class</h3> - - <h4>Communism</h4> - <p> - Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final - stage of humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect - society that serves everyone. Its international and has - no borders or grandfalloon limits. <b>Anything that - doesnt strictly fit that is not communism.</b> - </p> - - <h4>Socialism</h4> - <p> - The process of getting ever closer to communism. The - journy to communism. Anything that takes part in the - process of getting closer to communism is socialism in - some way even if it doesnt like look - socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or - prevents the process of getting closer to communism is - not socialism even if it looks like socialism. Even - just trying to make communism real is often enough. - </p> - - <h4>Absurdism</h4> - <p> - Read up <a href="#absurdism">here</a>. To fucking lazy - to sum things up for you. - </p> - - <h4>Wissenschaft</h4> - <p> - A german word that doesnt translate to english - well. Its a more broad version of <i>science</i>. Its - simply the quest for knowledge. It even includes things - like art and philosophy. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - - <tr> - <td> - <h3>Bsyn principles</h3> - <p> - Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism - is even possible. Instead it will work towards the goal - of communism even with no end in sight. <b>There is - always progress to be made.</b> Think of it as - communism is the goal and socialism is the process of - completing the goal. In bsyn a comrade doesnt have to - be someone with the same ideology, instead a bsyn - comrade is anyone also contributing to the goal even if - its not as directly and even if they arent aware of - it. If the future is more communist than the present - than in a undirect way everything is socialist and if - the future is less or the same amount communist as the - present in a way nothing is socialist, because of that - its important in bsyn to look at undirect effects while - at the same time not overbroadening everything to the - point words no longer have any use. - <br/><br/> - An <i>Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist</i> - or <i>bynist</i> isnt a thing. <b>Bsyn is not an - identity.</b> Read up - on <a href="blog/index.html#case_against_identity" - target="_blank"> identity</a>. Instead call yourself a - follower of bsyn or something along those lines. In - bsyn you can use just about anything to describe - yourself just be mindful if what you choose might hurt - the goal. - <br/><br/> - In bsyn studying the works of - Karl Marx and his dialectical methods are quite handy - and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist - movement is socialist due to the fact they put zero - effort in pushing towards communism even if they - claim to. - <br/><br/> - Bsyn - has a focus on using technology to bring about - communism, using machines do to all the boring mind - numbing work while people get to spend more time on - things like art and science. One of the first and most - important steps in modern communist revolution is - making less busy work and opening up space for people - to learn and use skills and interests that they find - genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that some people tend - to master one skill while others are jacks of all - trades. - <br/><br/> - In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it - can in the long term have more benefits. A species cant - risk putting itself in a position like - that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the - most unconventional routes imaginable as long as they - are always steps forward in the direction the species - needs to go to survive. Bsyn is a lot like that, it - will never push away from communism but it will take - the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the - direction bsyn pushes toward is a lot more "idealize" - than the direction evolution tends to push. - <br/><br/> - In bsyn there are two sayings: <b>By any means - necessary</b> and <b>there is nothing more permanent - than a temporacy solution</b>. They are like the - yin and yang of bsyn. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="social">Social Issues</h2> - <p> - <b>By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of - the page?</b> Feel called out don't you (: Views on - social issues aren't just some isolated optinions, they - are a part of someones ideology and a result of how - their morals enteract with the world around - them. Everyone has an ideology even if they don't - realize it. For example christian views are very - closely tied to christian ideology and effects - everything they do and think. "God created the - universe, gave us the 10 commandments, sent jesus down, - will send you to hell if you dont go to church..." - Thats quite view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you - say so? If a christian tells you they support lgbtq+, - women... rights they are either a fool or a lying - fucker. Dont believe them for even a second because - they will fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion - is like this in general because it was created by - social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to - control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the - commandments of an all powerful being that you cant - ever talk to and you must trust the words of people - above you to know what he wants" sounds like lies - created to control doesnt it? Real social change only - comes when religion and power structures are brought - into question. If it was up to the rulers and religous - leaders of the world we would still be in the dark - ages. - </p> - - <h3>Abortion</h3> - <p> - New people are created when people fuck in the magic - way. Take this from someone who engages in same sex - activities: <b>dicks going into pussies isnt the only - way to have sex.</b> The other ways dont create - babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck - the magic way smart people created plastic thingies to - stop the people making seeds from going into the human - egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of - other wonderful things to stop the pain of creating - humans and the suffering they will face when they are - pulled into this terrible world kicking and screaming. - <br/><br/> It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, - and in times of terrible hardship they only ever - <b>increase</b> the rate they fuck the magic way and - without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen and the - birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans - who are forced to live in this shitty world. But even - when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways or - use seed stoppers we still have one last line of - defense: <b>abortion</b>. This beautiful treatment - removes the unborn flesh of a human from its mother - before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it - have had a taste for the pain of the world. <br/><br/> - Christians view women as private property, people - making machines, personal maids, human sex toys... - even though they have the same human brain and are - nearly just as dumb as men christians think the idea - that a women owns her own body is too much. They want - women to be raped by stupid men, they want to control - everyones sex life and make sure they only ever fuck - the magic way and without seed stoppers. They want more - people forced to live and christians even made sure - everything fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give - people an escape from the things christians do, made - <i>sillycide</i> way more difficult than it needs to - be, took over the entire planet... all because their - ideology calls for <b>everyone</b> on earth to live a - christan life of suffering. - <b>Abortion is a beautiful thing fight for it to - stay!</b> - </p> - - <h3>Womens rights</h3> - <p> - Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you - have a problem with that go fuck yourself) I am - assigned male at birth and still often use a male mask - for close minded people so they will not open their pie - hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed - about womens rights, and that is because I am stupid - and uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know - is that even though all social issues are equally - important womens rights are at a very high level of - importantness and should be the first thing on the mind - of any true leftist. <br/><br/> "Social progress can - be measured by the social position of the female sex." - - Karl Marx <br/><br/> I encourage all men to learn how - to just be friends with the women in their lives. A - message to the men reading this: the women in your life - will teach you things and help you develop as a person - in ways other men never will. Women make for the best - comrades. As soon as you make every interaction with - women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for - something... everything goes to waste. If your a incel - and blame women for everything sorry to break it to you - but it was other men that fucked you over not women. If - your willing to put those feelings aside the - friendships you will gain with women as time goes on - will be much more rewarding than just fucking alot and - when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot - less awkward and more personal and borderline - spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries - in friendship brings might just contribute to realizing - your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting - against women will only ever keep them closed minded - and brain washed. - </p> - - <h3>Race</h3> - <p> - Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use - social constructs to control. The narcissists in power - brain wash people to hate and fear other groups of - people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and - intellectual works, keep their people - stupid... everyone has the same big, faultly, lying - brain so whats the point in sorting everyone - into <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon" - target="_blank"> granfalloon</a> groups? Its to make - sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to - realize they should have been fighting the people in - power the whole time. They lie to us about what - critical race theory is because they dont want you to - know <b>crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing - race</b> though I would argue crt is also very narrow - and only serves as a prove of concept of how - dialectical materialism can be applied to social - issues. Just learn dialectics and class consciousness - instead. Neoliberalism is a ideology of dumbing things - so it made everyone think racism happens on a person to - person interaction scale when really <b>racism happens - on a systematic level</b>. - </p> - - <h3>Disabilities and mental illness</h3> - <p> - This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to - pick on people with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor - about your fucking back? well too bad get a fucking - job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we just so happened to - hire a able body even you know way more about the field - and your disability will not get in the way at all what - so ever". To make things worse thinking differently in - are closed minded is treated like having a fucked up - back. I was diagnosed with a thinking differently - disability called autism. It doesnt fucking matter that - spoken language works just fine for communication - because everyone decided to instead use nonsensefull - looks on their face half the time. I am going to tell - you right here <b>there isnt any logic behind how you - fuckers communicate with looks on your faces</b>. Its a - bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly on the same - page about it and you will go as far as to call someone - disabled for not being on the same page about it even - though you are too fucking stupid to come up with a - logical system for the face looks, document it... you - also think not putting up with ear bleeding noises is a - disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to feel bad - for us when you are perfectly willing to fully support - a society that systematicly makes us disabled. Are - brains work just fine as they are <b>you</b> are just - so nonsensable and hold neurotypical views so high up - that you are perfectly happy supporting the bullshit no - matter how many of us <b>commit sillycide</b> because - of the way <b>you</b> treat us. Its a text book example - of social darwinism indeed. - </p> - - <h3>lgbtq+</h3> - <p> - Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being - anti-lgbtq+ makes you cool and edgy so lets take this - one step at a time. Are society is held up by social - constructs that controls who can have sex with who, - what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can - have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed - by these social constructs and want to live their life - freely. By telling them they cant do those things and - making rules to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your - as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself an - anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of sexual and - gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually - take down the system because when it comes to that - stuff you will quite happily keep the system up. - <br/><br/> All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends - on the existance of some god that for whatever reason - declared that stuff sinful. If your non-religous and - anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by - religion than you think, if your religous and - anti-lgbtq+ than your not only a narcissist simping - asshole but a intellectual and moral slave to your own - religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite - comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the - hate has nothing to do with a systematic ideology - deployed by the church and it <i>just so happens to - be</i>. <br/><br/> Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms - of marxist historical materialism. It may be rough - right now but thats part of the process of - evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of - details but thats the beauty of it all. Right now - lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social - constructs and still a slave to some amount of bullshit - are society created but it will evolve, it will bring - us even more freedom... for that to happen you gotta - accept the movement even in its rough state and help it - grow into something greater. The narcissists - controlling the system will feed you talking points to - stop you from helping the movement remove power from - the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just - scared that the more free we become the less we will - support narcissist bullshit. <br/><br/> There is no - scientific reason sex same relationship has to be - taboo, there is no scientific reason someone cant - choose their own pronouns, there is no scientific - reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove - their <i>fuck organs</i> (no matter how harmful and - pointless some random study claims stopping them is - against their freedom and saving people from themsevles - is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a - heroic act), there is no scientific reason there needs - to be seprate mens and women bathrooms, there is no - scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they - use to describe themselves due to the fact <b>all - language is human made and completely socially - constructed start to end</b>. Any and all arguments - like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant - play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not - based in nature because nature couldnt fucking case - less if those things happen. Nature doesnt fucking care - if a person born with a penis wears a skirt and pisses - in the womens bathroom, <b>a <i>man</i> playing in - womens sports is not going to cause anyone to get - struck by lightning</b>. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so - fucking dumb you think that a concept a bunch of people - came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees. - <br/><br/> If not getting in the way of peoples lifes - and their personal choices isnt enough for your - neoliberal brains here is a fact for you: <b>the - percent of people that detransition isnt the same as - the percent who changed their minds</b>. Thats right, - are society is so fucking hell bent on making it a - living hell to be transgender that they detransition - due to the pressure even if they personally would love - to continue transiting if they could. The regret rate - is much lower than the rate of that and even than the - statics alone still doesnt tell the whole story. If you - can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1: - statics lie, and 2: fucking with peoples personal lifes - never helps anyone. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="economics_and_socialism">Economics and - socialism</h2> - <p> - This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am - going to tell you what real socialist economics is. - <b>The USS shit is a fucking terrible example of - socialist economics.</b> Dont give me that <i>socialism - only works in theory</i> bullshit because here is the - truth about socialism: socialism is not when the - government does stuff, its not when everyone is paid - the same no matter how much they work, its not when - everything is ruled by a dictatorship... all socialism - really is in truth is the concept of common ownership - of things like the means of production (aka large - factories, farms...). <b>We do not want to seize your - PS5 or your steam deck. We dont want your fucking - house, car, cat, grandma...</b> No, we dont give a fuck - about your grandmas small sock making business. On the - grand scale of things grandmas homemade socks are - nearly a hobby even if pays for her trips for See's - Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any difference on the - economical level socialists tend to think in and anyone - that calls themself a socialist and attacks your - grandmas sock business is a fool and a asshole. For an - idea of what a decent use of socialism looks like take - a look at project cybersyn. - </p> - - <h3>The evils of capitalism for dummies</h3> - <p> - Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have - very little and others quite a bit more. In rice school - everyone is told to plant a bit of their rice and save - a bit for eating. For those who barely even have enough - to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for others - they grew up on a family farm that have been doing - quite well for ages. One day someone name Tod from a - good family rice farm finally goes out to start his own - farm. Tod's family gives him a nice big bag of fresh - rice to use to start his own farm and he heads out to - find a good place for a rice field. While he is - traveling he quietly complains how heavy the bag is and - even think a few things "it would really hurt to be hit - with a bag this size". He finally finds a nice place - for a new rice field but someone already got few only - seconds before he did. Tod notices they have a much - smaller liter bag than him so he walks up to them and - bang! He fucking hits them right in the head with his - bag. He even dumps their whole bag into his. This gives - him a new idea: he starts hiding in a bush and - attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time - his bag gets bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to - even lift so now he finally decides to plant some. - <br/><br/> Now Tod is faced with some issues: - protecting the rice he cant carry with him, balancing - mananging a farm and attacking people... so he decides - to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them - some rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells - them he can get them more rice if they work for - them. He has all of them setup the farm and start - planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people - and steal their rice. Whenever he comes back he - carefully one at a one pulls one of the children aside - to tell them he will give them a raise if they report - any stealing and if they steal they get knocked out by - the bag. A few get reported and knocked out until - everyone started truly fearing Tod. <br/><br/> The - ones who were known for always reporting got a few - raises and started staying by Tods side all the time. - Tod put them in charge of watching over things while - they he was gone and even sent them out a few times to - knock people out for him. They always looked down on - everyone else and thought they got the good end of the - deal. One day one of them decided to use their high pay - to start their own farm and even knocked out some - smaller targets aka kind of a downed scaled version of - what Tod was doing. When Tod found out this was - happening he had that person knock out by the heavest - rice bag right infront of everyone else on the - farm. This was the first time when of the higher ups - even got knocked out and it completely changed - everything. Now it was clear no one was safe. - <br/><br/> As everyone learned who Tod was they would - start running and as soon as they learned he was in - good enough shape to outrun them even carring a large - bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of - getting hit. Sometimes he would find those same people - days later starving and they would finally give in and - agree to be work on his farm. Once he had enough - workers to create an army he sent them to take out an - entire family farm and make it his own. After that he - didnt even have to take over family farms. They would - agree to pay tax in return for not getting taken over - by his army. Tod even paid the rice schools to only - teach the things he wanted them to teach. <br/><br/> - The end, <b>I dont fucking do happy endings!</b> I ask - of you to reflect on this story and think about are - society. Think about all the evil companies buying out - smaller companies. Think about prices going up faster - than wages. Think about all the ways these big - coprations fuck us over. The ultra rich dont get to - where they are simply planting their money in - investments and working hard to grow their - companies. Thats only part of the story. They handle - their money like a fucking weapon and use it the same - way Tod used his heavy bag of rice. - </p> - - <h3>Socialism in practice</h3> - <p> - If reading the story of Tod is making you think of - other ways rice can be handled like community rice - farms where everyones fair share of work will keep - things going but they can still make their own on the - side, rice market system and groups of people setup to - stop people like Tod from grow... and you compare these - ideas and thing how they could be created than you have - the mind of a socialist. If you look up to Tod as a - great business man, think "well, that is just the way - things are", twist things up to think Tod is somehow - helping people by giving them jobs and feeding them - even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the whole - time... than get the fuck off my website you social - darwinist! Thats right, <b>socialism has never had any - set in stone policy or economic models</b>. Thats - because socialism is for thinkers and problem solvers, - people who never look at something and say "things are - what they are", people who can pull in inspriration - from even the most disconnected sources and create - something new from it, people who know things can be - done better and dont see the shitty ways things are - done as something to put up with... any sort of - coherent policy or economic model would ruin the entire - point, it would be like making a free form jazz artist - play a hit song perfect note by note or tell Bob Ross - what he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx came - up with a framework to change for your use instead of - any set in stone plan of action. What is why people - like Stalin call themselves a socialist yet are quite - far seprated from the rest. Just look at how much - fucking infighting on the internet we have just for an - idea of how far seprated we can really be from each - other even with so many common goals. - </p> - - <h3>My travels</h3> - <p> - I was raised conservative and left it behind when I - discovered they didnt really stand for freedom and - truth, I went libertarian until I discovered they also - didnt stand for freedom and truth, I went anarchist - until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up - with all the labels on the internet and didnt know what - to call myself; Finally, I was reborn a socialist when - I rediscovered my will to learn and come up with new - ideas that been with me my entire life but almost went - away with all the effort school, mainstream interenet, - and society went through to try to distroy it. Read - books and think deeply about everything, dapple around - in everything but never stick. Surf your car radio and - think "is what the radio voices telling me just a - distraction?". Conservative radio has the weirdest - fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor about my - balls, I am not looking for a service to turn my 5 - million dollars worth of retirement funds I dont have - into gold and silver to keep it safe from the lizard - people, I do not need to sign up my dog for an anti - ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns - thank you very much. Conservative radio: what a bunch - of mind numbing nonsense. <br/><br/> Speaking of mind - numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the X - number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for - ideologies no one is part of that haunts the polical - forms and chatrooms of the internet. No, I dont give a - flying fucking about <i>marxist leninist maoist - trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc - neo-dronestrike-obamaist anarcho-bidenism</i>. They - turned it into fucking pokemon. Instead of making - polical compass memes <b>shut up and read a fucking - book!</b> It doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx book. - Read Breakfast of Champions, right now, before I - fucking kill you! - </p> - - <h3>Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker - unions</h3> - <p> - You know what we need? More non-profits, not - the <a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml" - target="_blank"> mozilla</a> shit. Some dam good - ones. All the democrats checks arent working, they - arent going to mail you life long healthcare in the - mail, mail you your retirement money you lost in a - conservative gold and silver scam, mail your coworker - the overtime pay management cut so they can buy a - $40,000 vacuum cleaner no one needed... sorry children - santy aint coming this x-mas! This year we gotta be are - own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I am not a human - (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers - pull me into your problems. Wish I could help but - sorry, the void calls for me. Profits are stupid, - infact there is a direct connection between low profits - and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but - non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit - done, pay and treat their workers better... than for - profit companies in the same field. Anytime a for - profit company has more to offer its not going to last - long, once they are set in place they will up prices - and lower worker pay, once Tod wins over the trust of - the poor children he treats then like shit and turns - them against each other. Again with Tod, just avoiding - the for profits alone isnt going to fix much, just like - Tod they will take out everything and make things worse - to the point you are forced to either eat Tods rice or - rice from a family farm paying taxes to him or face - starving to death. The only fix is to <b>beat Tod - himself with a bag full of his own rice</b>. To do that - is going to need lots of people to agree to work - together. Aka a worker union. <br/><br/> Striking isnt - the only thing a union can do either. Now days with - fancy computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take - a look - at <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact" - target="_blank">the chile trucker strike</a> for an - example of that. Though also with fancy computer stuff - you can be oh so very much more evil with running a - worker union. Get your IT nerds, webdev nerds... to - join the union you can use the companies very own - website to leak secret information, make the entire - company network go crazy, black mail a boss with office - sex footage found on the CCTV... Tech nerds, office - workers, middle management, cleaning and HAV people... - often dont like to work together and alot of them dont - even feel like a worker union could help them and when - most worker unions are bought out, too small, and not - creative enough or bald enough they actually do cant - help a handful of the time. <b>Thats why you human - skill people and thinking skill people gotta team - up!</b> I am not a human so its a given I dont have - the human skills so without a human skill person I cant - do much and so far no human skill person who isnt - scared of me in sight. - </p> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - - <table border="1" width="60%"> - <tr> - <td> - <h2 id="nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</h2> - <p> - <b>I am not a human</b>. Yes, <b>you are a human</b> - (most likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with - the "but your dna" or "you were born from humans" - bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite - similar but also just different enough to be a - different species. The line between different species - isnt as far as you might think and is something - scientists often debate. <br/><br/> Some nonhuman - things about me include: - </p> - - <ul> - <li>Brain and thought pattern differences that - medically show up as autism but differ greatly from - the DSM-V and others diagnosed with autism I have - met.</li> - <li>Different effects from marijuana and kratom then - what the humans get.</li> - <li>Differences in how my nervous system works.</li> - <li>As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate - and stopped growing much younger than any other - human.</li> - <li>I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly - young.</li> - <li>I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be - fully rested instead of 8.</li> - <li>I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light</li> - <li>Differences in how often I eat and weight - gain/loss. I naturally eat alot at once than go a - while without eating and I dont gain or lose weight - more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though - I am around 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain - can happen in a very short amount of time.</li> - <li>Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it - harder to wake up. It takes me longer to fall - asleep in the dark but its easier to wake up in the - dark</li> - <li>Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, - dopamine, and addiction.</li> - <li>Differences in body propartions</li> - </ul> - - <h3>Living in human society as a nonhuman</h3> - <p> - Living in human society as a nonhuman <b>fucking - sucks</b>. Imagine being a cat living in dog - society. Everything is built with dogs in mind, jobs - shifts are all planned around dog hours, the - restaurants serve dog food in dog propartions, the - stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog toys, - the parks are designed for dogs, the vets specialize in - dogs, everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If - your a cat in that society you really gotta look out - for yourself because no one else can understand you - even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you advice - that does not work. - </p> - - <h3>Employment and nonhumanism</h3> - <p> - Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am - still getting through school and lack any employment - history as of writing this. Most of the options for - that are customer service jobs. When people can barely - understand you when you talk, you can only do one task - at a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on - your interests... that aint going to work. And to make - it worse employers discriminate against me. If you - arent working customer service employers still want - people skills. They want their toilet cleaners and - floor sweepers to have people skills. They want them to - spend half their shift sitting through pointless - meetings. Thats the magic of nightshifts! Only freaks - and weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high - turn over rate. All the people who call for pointless - meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a - hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the - time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do - homework, read, take naps, and work on this site! I - love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to go out - there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I - could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the - night. I hope to one day go self employmented to avoid - all the human bullshit. - </p> - - <h3>Revolution and nonhumanism</h3> - <p> - When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going - on I often think about the song <i>The Revolution - Will Not be Televised</i> by Gil Scott-Heron. Then - I remember that even though I grew up in what many - call a very inclusive generation all you mother - fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the - modern stage of inclusiveness <b>does not extend to - neurodivergents completely and does not extend to - nonhumans at all</b>. Think of it this way, the - american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was - quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit - more... same with how the lgbtq+ movement has - evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism - is limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont - have the resources to track down (if you are one - feel free to send me a email or something) and even - than we wouldnt have any common ground except being - nonhuman. <br/><br/> I know revolution is not - perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing the - evolution so we at least get sometype of change but - I will let you know <b>its up to you to make - change</b>. I am in full support of modern - progressive movements even if I know they are - lacking something. Even than I dont have the power - to engage in revolution the sameway you can due to - the fact I am a nonhuman. I am not welcome in - social structures and only servce as a fly on the - wall, no one understands me when I talk, I have no - power what so ever to push a message across. As a - human you have special powers I couldnt even dream - of having. You can engage in those social - structures, get your fair share of message pushing - power. Even as small as it might seem to you as - someone without those powers I will let you know - its greater than you believe. Its a superpower! - <br/><br/> Message to my generation: even - though <b>you</b> treated me like shit I beg of you - to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways - I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters - and dont stop at voting blue either. The revolution - will not be <s>televised</s> on social media! - </p> - - <img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"/> - </td> - </tr> - </table> - </center> + <a href="index.html"><img src="images/back_home.png" alt= + "Back to home page"></a> + <center> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h1>Nathan's philosophy</h1> + <h2>about</h2> + <p>When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which + went over some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy + and incoherent. It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking + at the time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. + It was raw and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would + read and understand. You can find the archive <a href= + "archive/the_philosophy_commune.html">here</a>.<br> + <br> + Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, + and almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You + can skip to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't + because its going to read alot more like a story and will slowly + develop ideas throughout.</p> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <h3>Content:</h3> + <ul> + <li> + <a href="#geist">The Geist</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#darwinism">Darwinism</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#universe">The Universe</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew + political ideology)</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#social">Social Issues</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#economics_and_socialism">Economics and socialism</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="#nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</a> + </li> + </ul><img src="images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg" alt= + "I have concepts of a plan"> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="geist">The Geist</h2> + <p>Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. + Geist is a German word that can translate into three different words + in English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of + <i>spirit</i> for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet + almost mathical and mechanical ways it can be used.</p> + <h3>Case against the mythical</h3> + <p>I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, + magic.. or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed + an atheist. Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am + not religous, I am spiritual" and go running to your mommy + girlfriend that someone on the internet hurt your feelings and you + need your unwashed cock sucked to feel better about yourself I have + much more to say: Once you truly begain to demythize something the + things you discover are much more beautiful, artist, and meaningful + than any myth or superstitions can ever be.<br> + <br> + Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a + chaotic sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every + species comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species + come to be from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at + times and fast and rough at others. A complex process that requires + thinking about really small and really large numbers on a scale are + brains are not designed to understand. Don't know about you but that + gives me a sort of sad joy to think about and makes me think very + big deep thoughts. Much more beautiful than something as bluntly + dumb as god.</p> + <h3>How the brain works</h3> + <p><i>The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob.</i> I want + you to really think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own + brain in your hands. What does it look like? what does it feel like? + smell? sounds it makes when you play with it? even imagine the taste + if your willing to go that far. Congrats, you just used something I + call <i>signal pathing</i>. Your brain has many abstract components + that are associated with different functions. They <b>dont serve</b> + different functions and <b>arent built for</b> namable functions. + <b>Just assoicated with.</b> By pathing signals through different + components each one designed for processing data in a special type + of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given + resources process many types of information thrown at it in many + ways. For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, + written version, sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can + signal path information can whatever snese its using to read that + lanauge and send it to many other parts for processing. Things like + the minds eye, internal monologue... are all just artifacts of + signal pathing. Also you used signal pathing to read all of this and + will continue to use it all the time for rest of your life the same + your brain have always used it.</p> + <h3>You are multiple</h3> + <p><b>you</b> are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside + the same head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated + with sugery go out of sync and each one starts acting independently. + Thats only as far as they can split down. If each half itself could + be split in half like that we couldn't be able to test it. For all + you know you could have a 100 conscious brain pieces up there. + Consciousness is just the ablitity for the brain to refence itself. + Kind of like how your currently using your brain to read something + about now the brain works. Consciousness alone isn't the end + all.</p><img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="darwinism">Darwinism</h2> + <p>As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. + Galápagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot + point to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go + check out it out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what + evolution actually looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. + Evolution in nature is the process of making species more well + adapted through nature selection. Its a nearly mathical process and + <b>it does not care what we think is the best</b>. The only thing + driving the process is making species well tuned to their + environment. For example evolution might make a species less + physical strong in return for liter weight and less required food to + survive if thats what would make it better fitted for its + environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless + birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but + evolution no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead + designed the birds for other uses like swiming, faster running + speeds...</p> + <h3>Case against Social Darwinism</h3> + <p>Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the + world. Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given + control, those who write the history books, those who use their + artificially sense of confidents and undeserved power to keep their + name alive after death. The few who are worth remembering aren't + bought into the light until they been dead long enough for their + revolutionary ideas not to fuck up the status quo set by the current + narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla didn't get into the spot light + until his ideas lost the revolutionary edge and conflicts with the + people in control of the electric companies, Martin Luther King Jr + was under attack by the US government his entire life but once the + more progessive side of his message got forgotten the same people + attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more tame + speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. + Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. + The small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is + in a vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large + choatic system which adds up to greater change and the movement of + history. If you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and + history read up on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical + materialism.</p> + <h3>Hybrids and the origin of humans</h3> + <p>Check out <a href="https://www.macroevolution.net" target= + "_blank">macroevolution</a>. It goes into details about hybrids and + how humans are monkey pig hybrids.</p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="universe">The Universe</h2> + <p>The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and + really large interactions on a mass scale all running into each + other in a nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood + through the lens of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of + engery. The things we know and understand is just the result of + interactions of engery. Even matter can be viewed through this lens. + I don't believe in the big bang. Instead I have my own theory.</p> + <h3>The creation of the universe</h3> + <p>The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always + existed. In fact outside the universe only everything exits and + there is no nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles + colliding at speeds that makes light speed look like a childs bikes. + Outside the universe everything interacts with everything forever in + all directions. Its like tv static that goes on forever. Just like + tv static since its random if you just so happen to pause during the + right time and zoom in you might find a picture of something. It + might even just so happen to be a picture of you! The universe is + one of those. A time and place in a random existance that just by + the chance of randomness is something coherent. Like finding + ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery interacted in a way + to create what we call the big bang. Instead of creating things it + just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place where the + interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited yet + complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures + is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these + constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until + something like this happens.</p> + <h3>God</h3><img src="images/brain_and_the_universe.png" alt= + "Human brain compared to galaxies"> + <p>The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type + of brain found on earth but it is still a natural information + processing machine. It doesn't will things to happen like a religous + god. Instead its a high being bound to the same forces and + constrains as us. It only has the power which are given to it also + like us. It only ever sees what it can and sense what it can.</p> + <h3>Humanities reason for existing</h3> + <p>I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start + to think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not + pleasent! I kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear + life as I pull nonsense out of my head. In the book there is + something called ice-nine. You can read about it on <a href= + "https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine" target="_blank">this + wikipedia article</a> if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. + Spoiler: <b>ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole + planet</b>. It made me think: I wonder if the universe brain is in + pain in its own sort of way and are reason for existing is to create + a type of ice-nine that destroys the universe. I have a sort of + surreal depression that makes existing a pain. Its transends any + sort of normal pain or sadness. Its deeper than just the survival + parts of the brain to warn us if something is wrong. Its a short + circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and blunt conscious that + causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out but adds up to + something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply relate to + the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same sort of + thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy + willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like + when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey + men and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying + things by mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural + selection is testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for + that test. It proved we are well designed to destroy things by + mistake so it picked us.</p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="absurdism">Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism</h2> + <h3>Nihilism</h3> + <p>Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly + understand. Its the moment you realize nothing you do will ever + matter. When everything everyone knows and holds so close to them is + so clearly a pointless game yet they think your crazy to point it + out when they are the ones devoting so much to a big lie. <b>Until + you can bluntly look at your school, work, family, friends, partner, + pets, political party and ask yourself "why do I do any of this?" + and realize it really wouldnt matter much if that all came to an end + you still arent a nihilist.</b> As a nihilist you no longer see + happiness and sadness, love and hate, life and death: you know the + universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles and any other + concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.<br> + <br> + <b>Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a + nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.</b> The real + pain is caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the + painful ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in + meaningless things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to + make yourself comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be + comfortable and enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. + <b>A true nihilist would never start a war</b> because they see no + point in it, non-nihilists would abosutely start a war even over the + most pointless bullshit. The flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent + going to stop the war either. Let the people fucking die we often + say. Luck they are I would say. Finally getting the type of peace + and bliss that comes with death that no non-nihilist would never let + happen during life.</p> + <h3>The absurdist cure</h3> + <p>It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options:</p> + <ol> + <li>Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not?</li> + <li>Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, + cult, or some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies + and living a life of false meaning.</li> + <li>Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our + shitty society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you + know no god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to + practical limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning + in the position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be + careful not to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social + standards with no moral grounds.</li> + </ol> + <p><b>The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your + still a nihilist</b> but now instead of not trying to stop wars + because nothing matters you can fight against wars for that very + same reason. Do everything a nihilist cant but always with the same + reasons as a nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or + giving things meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against + meaning! When people think your crazy for calling society pointless + you still walk away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip + them off as you walk away. Every pointless action you do and the + life you live knowing everything is pointless is a middle finger to + the universe, a sign to the world it may fucking suck but your still + alive. Its a insult to someone not there to hear it. <b>The world + may have no meaning but reguardless you are going to kick it in the + ass.</b><br> + <br> + Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the + control of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option + two. Thats why when people who see everything as pointless go into + therapy they are always pushed toward option two. The very thing + that defines religion and spiritual believes in our society is so + heavily bias towards option two most people cant even begin to image + the concept of people coming together in a type of absurd worship of + option three. <b>When meaning is no more worship without meaning is + now possible, religion without god or faith, morals without anything + to uphold them.</b> It is in many ways like RumFoord's Church of God + the Utterly Indifferent.</p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="bsyn">Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew + political ideology)</h2> + <p>Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks + cooler than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing + about communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution.</p> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <h3>Bsyn english class</h3> + <h4>Communism</h4> + <p>Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of + humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves + everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon + limits. <b>Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not + communism.</b></p> + <h4>Socialism</h4> + <p>The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to + communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer + to communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look + socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the + process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it + looks like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is + often enough.</p> + <h4>Absurdism</h4> + <p>Read up <a href="#absurdism">here</a>. To fucking lazy to sum + things up for you.</p> + <h4>Wissenschaft</h4> + <p>A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more + broad version of <i>science</i>. Its simply the quest for knowledge. + It even includes things like art and philosophy.</p> + </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td> + <h3>Bsyn principles</h3> + <p>Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even + possible. Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even + with no end in sight. <b>There is always progress to be made.</b> + Think of it as communism is the goal and socialism is the process of + completing the goal. In bsyn a comrade doesnt have to be someone + with the same ideology, instead a bsyn comrade is anyone also + contributing to the goal even if its not as directly and even if + they arent aware of it. If the future is more communist than the + present than in a undirect way everything is socialist and if the + future is less or the same amount communist as the present in a way + nothing is socialist, because of that its important in bsyn to look + at undirect effects while at the same time not overbroadening + everything to the point words no longer have any use.<br> + <br> + An <i>Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist</i> or <i>bynist</i> isnt a + thing. <b>Bsyn is not an identity.</b> Read up on <a href= + "blog/index.html#case_against_identity" target= + "_blank">identity</a>. Instead call yourself a follower of bsyn or + something along those lines. In bsyn you can use just about anything + to describe yourself just be mindful if what you choose might hurt + the goal.<br> + <br> + In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods + are quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist + movement is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in + pushing towards communism even if they claim to.<br> + <br> + Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using + machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to + spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and + most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less + busy work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills + and interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that + some people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all + trades.<br> + <br> + In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the + long term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in + a position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the + most unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always + steps forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. + Bsyn is a lot like that, it will never push away from communism but + it will take the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the + direction bsyn pushes toward is a lot more "idealize" than the + direction evolution tends to push.<br> + <br> + In bsyn there are two sayings: <b>By any means necessary</b> and + <b>there is nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution</b>. + They are like the yin and yang of bsyn.</p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="social">Social Issues</h2> + <p><b>By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the + page?</b> Feel called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't + just some isolated optinions, they are a part of someones ideology + and a result of how their morals enteract with the world around + them. Everyone has an ideology even if they don't realize it. For + example christian views are very closely tied to christian ideology + and effects everything they do and think. "God created the universe, + gave us the 10 commandments, sent jesus down, will send you to hell + if you dont go to church..." Thats quite view shaping and mind + effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian tells you they support + lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or a lying fucker. + Dont believe them for even a second because they will fuck you over + and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general because it + was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their lies to + control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the commandments of + an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you must trust + the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds like + lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes + when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it + was up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would + still be in the dark ages.</p> + <h3>Abortion</h3> + <p>New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take + this from someone who engages in same sex activities: <b>dicks going + into pussies isnt the only way to have sex.</b> The other ways dont + create babies. It gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the + magic way smart people created plastic thingies to stop the people + making seeds from going into the human egg. The same smart people + also made pills and lots of other wonderful things to stop the pain + of creating humans and the suffering they will face when they are + pulled into this terrible world kicking and screaming.<br> + <br> + It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of + terrible hardship they only ever <b>increase</b> the rate they fuck + the magic way and without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen + and the birth rate would only go up. This creates more humans who + are forced to live in this shitty world. But even when people are + too stupid to fuck the other ways or use seed stoppers we still have + one last line of defense: <b>abortion</b>. This beautiful treatment + removes the unborn flesh of a human from its mother before its + anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a taste for the + pain of the world.<br> + <br> + Christians view women as private property, people making machines, + personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same + human brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the + idea that a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to + be raped by stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and + make sure they only ever fuck the magic way and without seed + stoppers. They want more people forced to live and christians even + made sure everything fun is a sin, outlawed drugs that give people + an escape from the things christians do, made <i>sillycide</i> way + more difficult than it needs to be, took over the entire planet... + all because their ideology calls for <b>everyone</b> on earth to + live a christan life of suffering. <b>Abortion is a beautiful thing + fight for it to stay!</b></p> + <h3>Womens rights</h3> + <p>Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a + problem with that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and + still often use a male mask for close minded people so they will not + open their pie hole about it. This makes me feel stupid and + uninformed about womens rights, and that is because I am stupid and + uninformed about womens rights. But what I do know is that even + though all social issues are equally important womens rights are at + a very high level of importantness and should be the first thing on + the mind of any true leftist.<br> + <br> + "Social progress can be measured by the social position of the + female sex." - Karl Marx<br> + <br> + I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women + in their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your + life will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways + other men never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as + you make every interaction with women about weird horny stuff, + discrediting them for something... everything goes to waste. If your + a incel and blame women for everything sorry to break it to you but + it was other men that fucked you over not women. If your willing to + put those feelings aside the friendships you will gain with women as + time goes on will be much more rewarding than just fucking alot and + when the time finally comes for you sex will be a lot less awkward + and more personal and borderline spiritual. And the insight that + removing sex bounaries in friendship brings might just contribute to + realizing your bisexual like it did for me. For men fighting against + women will only ever keep them closed minded and brain washed.</p> + <h3>Race</h3> + <p>Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social + constructs to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to + hate and fear other groups of people so they can put up borders, + keep out artist and intellectual works, keep their people stupid... + everyone has the same big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point + in sorting everyone into <a href= + "https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon" target= + "_blank">granfalloon</a> groups? Its to make sure everyone is too + busy fighting each other to realize they should have been fighting + the people in power the whole time. They lie to us about what + critical race theory is because they dont want you to know <b>crt a + dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race</b> though I would + argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of concept + of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. Just + learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is a + ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens + on a person to person interaction scale when really <b>racism + happens on a systematic level</b>.</p> + <h3>Disabilities and mental illness</h3> + <p>This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on + people with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking + back? well too bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we + just so happened to hire a able body even you know way more about + the field and your disability will not get in the way at all what so + ever". To make things worse thinking differently in are closed + minded is treated like having a fucked up back. I was diagnosed with + a thinking differently disability called autism. It doesnt fucking + matter that spoken language works just fine for communication + because everyone decided to instead use nonsensefull looks on their + face half the time. I am going to tell you right here <b>there isnt + any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with looks on your + faces</b>. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly on the + same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone + disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are + too fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face + looks, document it... you also think not putting up with ear + bleeding noises is a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to + feel bad for us when you are perfectly willing to fully support a + society that systematicly makes us disabled. Are brains work just + fine as they are <b>you</b> are just so nonsensable and hold + neurotypical views so high up that you are perfectly happy + supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us <b>commit + sillycide</b> because of the way <b>you</b> treat us. Its a text + book example of social darwinism indeed.</p> + <h3>lgbtq+</h3> + <p>Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ + makes you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are + society is held up by social constructs that controls who can have + sex with who, what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can + have, what pronouns you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these + social constructs and want to live their life freely. By telling + them they cant do those things and making rules to stop them you + arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the fucking pope! Call yourself + an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of sexual and gender + anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take down the + system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite happily + keep the system up.<br> + <br> + All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some + god that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your + non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by + religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your + not only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral + slave to your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your + quite comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate + has nothing to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church + and it <i>just so happens to be</i>.<br> + <br> + Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. + It may be rough right now but thats part of the process of + evolution. No one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but + thats the beauty of it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some + amount of social constructs and still a slave to some amount of + bullshit are society created but it will evolve, it will bring us + even more freedom... for that to happen you gotta accept the + movement even in its rough state and help it grow into something + greater. The narcissists controlling the system will feed you + talking points to stop you from helping the movement remove power + from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they are just scared + that the more free we become the less we will support narcissist + bullshit.<br> + <br> + There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, + there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own + pronouns, there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to + sugery to remove their <i>fuck organs</i> (no matter how harmful and + pointless some random study claims stopping them is against their + freedom and saving people from themsevles is a narcissist journy of + mental masturbation: not a heroic act), there is no scientific + reason there needs to be seprate mens and women bathrooms, there is + no scientific reason someone cant choose what labels they use to + describe themselves due to the fact <b>all language is human made + and completely socially constructed start to end</b>. Any and all + arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and "men cant play + in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in nature + because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. + Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a + skirt and pisses in the womens bathroom, <b>a <i>man</i> playing in + womens sports is not going to cause anyone to get struck by + lightning</b>. All of you anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think + that a concept a bunch of people came up with is just as natural as + the fucking trees.<br> + <br> + If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal + choices isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for + you: <b>the percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the + percent who changed their minds</b>. Thats right, are society is so + fucking hell bent on making it a living hell to be transgender that + they detransition due to the pressure even if they personally would + love to continue transiting if they could. The regret rate is much + lower than the rate of that and even than the statics alone still + doesnt tell the whole story. If you can only learn 2 things from me + let it be that 1: statics lie, and 2: fucking with peoples personal + lifes never helps anyone.</p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="economics_and_socialism">Economics and socialism</h2> + <p>This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to + tell you what real socialist economics is. <b>The USS shit is a + fucking terrible example of socialist economics.</b> Dont give me + that <i>socialism only works in theory</i> bullshit because here is + the truth about socialism: socialism is not when the government does + stuff, its not when everyone is paid the same no matter how much + they work, its not when everything is ruled by a dictatorship... all + socialism really is in truth is the concept of common ownership of + things like the means of production (aka large factories, farms...). + <b>We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam deck. We dont want + your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...</b> No, we dont give a fuck + about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand scale + of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays + for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any + difference on the economical level socialists tend to think in and + anyone that calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas + sock business is a fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent + use of socialism looks like take a look at project cybersyn.</p> + <h3>The evils of capitalism for dummies</h3> + <p>Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little + and others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to + plant a bit of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who + barely even have enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for + others they grew up on a family farm that have been doing quite well + for ages. One day someone name Tod from a good family rice farm + finally goes out to start his own farm. Tod's family gives him a + nice big bag of fresh rice to use to start his own farm and he heads + out to find a good place for a rice field. While he is traveling he + quietly complains how heavy the bag is and even think a few things + "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag this size". He finally + finds a nice place for a new rice field but someone already got few + only seconds before he did. Tod notices they have a much smaller + liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! He fucking hits + them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their whole bag + into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a bush and + attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag gets + bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he + finally decides to plant some.<br> + <br> + Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry + with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he + decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some + rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get + them more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the + farm and start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people + and steal their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a + one pulls one of the children aside to tell them he will give them a + raise if they report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked + out by the bag. A few get reported and knocked out until everyone + started truly fearing Tod.<br> + <br> + The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and + started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of + watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a + few times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on + everyone else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day + one of them decided to use their high pay to start their own farm + and even knocked out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed + scaled version of what Tod was doing. When Tod found out this was + happening he had that person knock out by the heavest rice bag right + infront of everyone else on the farm. This was the first time when + of the higher ups even got knocked out and it completely changed + everything. Now it was clear no one was safe.<br> + <br> + As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon + as they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even + carring a large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of + getting hit. Sometimes he would find those same people days later + starving and they would finally give in and agree to be work on his + farm. Once he had enough workers to create an army he sent them to + take out an entire family farm and make it his own. After that he + didnt even have to take over family farms. They would agree to pay + tax in return for not getting taken over by his army. Tod even paid + the rice schools to only teach the things he wanted them to + teach.<br> + <br> + The end, <b>I dont fucking do happy endings!</b> I ask of you to + reflect on this story and think about are society. Think about all + the evil companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices + going up faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big + coprations fuck us over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are + simply planting their money in investments and working hard to grow + their companies. Thats only part of the story. They handle their + money like a fucking weapon and use it the same way Tod used his + heavy bag of rice.</p> + <h3>Socialism in practice</h3> + <p>If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways + rice can be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair + share of work will keep things going but they can still make their + own on the side, rice market system and groups of people setup to + stop people like Tod from grow... and you compare these ideas and + thing how they could be created than you have the mind of a + socialist. If you look up to Tod as a great business man, think + "well, that is just the way things are", twist things up to think + Tod is somehow helping people by giving them jobs and feeding them + even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the whole time... than + get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! Thats right, + <b>socialism has never had any set in stone policy or economic + models</b>. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem + solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what + they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most + disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who + know things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things + are done as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy + or economic model would ruin the entire point, it would be like + making a free form jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note + or tell Bob Ross what he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx + came up with a framework to change for your use instead of any set + in stone plan of action. What is why people like Stalin call + themselves a socialist yet are quite far seprated from the rest. + Just look at how much fucking infighting on the internet we have + just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be from each + other even with so many common goals.</p> + <h3>My travels</h3> + <p>I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered + they didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian + until I discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I + went anarchist until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up + with all the labels on the internet and didnt know what to call + myself; Finally, I was reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my + will to learn and come up with new ideas that been with me my entire + life but almost went away with all the effort school, mainstream + interenet, and society went through to try to distroy it. Read books + and think deeply about everything, dapple around in everything but + never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is what the radio voices + telling me just a distraction?". Conservative radio has the weirdest + fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor about my balls, I am + not looking for a service to turn my 5 million dollars worth of + retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to keep it safe + from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for an anti + ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you very + much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.<br> + <br> + Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the + X number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies + no one is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the + internet. No, I dont give a flying fucking about <i>marxist leninist + maoist trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc + neo-dronestrike-obamaist anarcho-bidenism</i>. They turned it into + fucking pokemon. Instead of making polical compass memes <b>shut up + and read a fucking book!</b> It doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx + book. Read Breakfast of Champions, right now, before I fucking kill + you!</p> + <h3>Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker + unions</h3> + <p>You know what we need? More non-profits, not the <a href= + "https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml" target= + "_blank">mozilla</a> shit. Some dam good ones. All the democrats + checks arent working, they arent going to mail you life long + healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement money you lost in a + conservative gold and silver scam, mail your coworker the overtime + pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 vacuum cleaner no one + needed... sorry children santy aint coming this x-mas! This year we + gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I am not a human + (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull me into + your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for me. + Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low + profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but + non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and + treat their workers better... than for profit companies in the same + field. Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going + to last long, once they are set in place they will up prices and + lower worker pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children + he treats then like shit and turns them against each other. Again + with Tod, just avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix + much, just like Tod they will take out everything and make things + worse to the point you are forced to either eat Tods rice or rice + from a family farm paying taxes to him or face starving to death. + The only fix is to <b>beat Tod himself with a bag full of his own + rice</b>. To do that is going to need lots of people to agree to + work together. Aka a worker union.<br> + <br> + Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with + fancy computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at + <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact" + target="_blank">the chile trucker strike</a> for an example of that. + Though also with fancy computer stuff you can be oh so very much + more evil with running a worker union. Get your IT nerds, webdev + nerds... to join the union you can use the companies very own + website to leak secret information, make the entire company network + go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage found on the + CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, cleaning and + HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of them dont + even feel like a worker union could help them and when most worker + unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald + enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. <b>Thats + why you human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team + up!</b> I am not a human so its a given I dont have the human skills + so without a human skill person I cant do much and so far no human + skill person who isnt scared of me in sight.</p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="nonhumanism">Nonhumanism</h2> + <p><b>I am not a human</b>. Yes, <b>you are a human</b> (most + likely). But not me. Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" + or "you were born from humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a + coyote. Quite similar but also just different enough to be a + different species. The line between different species isnt as far as + you might think and is something scientists often debate.<br> + <br> + Some nonhuman things about me include:</p> + <ul> + <li>Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up + as autism but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed + with autism I have met.</li> + <li>Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the + humans get.</li> + <li>Differences in how my nervous system works.</li> + <li>As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped + growing much younger than any other human.</li> + <li>I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young.</li> + <li>I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully + rested instead of 8.</li> + <li>I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light</li> + <li>Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I + naturally eat alot at once than go a while without eating and I + dont gain or lose weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg + even though I am around 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can + happen in a very short amount of time.</li> + <li>Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake + up. It takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier + to wake up in the dark</li> + <li>Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, + and addiction.</li> + <li>Differences in body propartions</li> + </ul> + <h3>Living in human society as a nonhuman</h3> + <p>Living in human society as a nonhuman <b>fucking sucks</b>. + Imagine being a cat living in dog society. Everything is built with + dogs in mind, jobs shifts are all planned around dog hours, the + restaurants serve dog food in dog propartions, the stores sell only + dog products, the toys are dog toys, the parks are designed for + dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, everyone talks with barks instead + of meows... If your a cat in that society you really gotta look out + for yourself because no one else can understand you even if they + pretend to. Everyone will give you advice that does not work.</p> + <h3>Employment and nonhumanism</h3> + <p>Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting + through school and lack any employment history as of writing this. + Most of the options for that are customer service jobs. When people + can barely understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at + a time, lack any people skills, need time to work on your + interests... that aint going to work. And to make it worse employers + discriminate against me. If you arent working customer service + employers still want people skills. They want their toilet cleaners + and floor sweepers to have people skills. They want them to spend + half their shift sitting through pointless meetings. Thats the magic + of nightshifts! Only freaks and weirdos apply for nightshift and + they have a high turn over rate. All the people who call for + pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever have to talk to a + hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the time saved not + going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take naps, and + work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too easily to + go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I could + work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to one + day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit.</p> + <h3>Revolution and nonhumanism</h3> + <p>When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I + often think about the song <i>The Revolution Will Not be + Televised</i> by Gil Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I + grew up in what many call a very inclusive generation all you mother + fuckers treated me like shit! Thats because the modern stage of + inclusiveness <b>does not extend to neurodivergents completely and + does not extend to nonhumans at all</b>. Think of it this way, the + american civil war got rid of legal slavery but was quite limited, + the civil right movement did a bit more... same with how the lgbtq+ + movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is nonhumanism is + limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the resources + to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or + something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except + being nonhuman.<br> + <br> + I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in + pushing the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I + will let you know <b>its up to you to make change</b>. I am in full + support of modern progressive movements even if I know they are + lacking something. Even than I dont have the power to engage in + revolution the sameway you can due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am + not welcome in social structures and only servce as a fly on the + wall, no one understands me when I talk, I have no power what so + ever to push a message across. As a human you have special powers I + couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in those social + structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. Even as + small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I will + let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!<br> + <br> + Message to my generation: even though <b>you</b> treated me like + shit I beg of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways + I cant. Dont be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at + voting blue either. The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on + social media!</p><img src="images/lain.gif" alt="Lain"> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + </center> </body> </html> - |