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<article>
  <p>
    Every lived moment flows forward as time pushes. If it's variable or
    constant is unknown since there is no reference for comparison. Same goes
    for the speed of light since the end result is all we see and all we
    know. What happens in the black box is unknown and all we can do is guess
    what happens based on what comes out relative to what we put in. When what
    is fully implied by this is realized the living experience degrades into
    chemical electric signals.
    <br /><br />
    All once held to be true is now out of view as it degrades into yet more
    pure concept. Questions once asked are now all answered with the same
    answer: the thing the question addresses is itself bullshit meaning the
    answer isn't going to be any better than bullshit. All worldly things known
    or not conform to the same underlining mathematical system making that the
    only thing you need to know for things to be understood without much
    pain. All that is left is <i>what the bloody hell is happening in the black
    box?</i>
    <br /><br />
    To understand yourself and the world observing is a very important skill to
    have. Nearly everyone given a voice follows stoicism to a degree. Stoicism:
    the philosophy of modifying the world to match your idealized image of
    it. Selective breeding, domestication, and growing plants places they
    didn't evolve to grow. This has been going on for thousands of
    years. Anyone looking to obverse the world is observing a version modified
    heavily to these ideals. Even that which is untouched is still viewed
    through a lens built by stoic idealism. When the pressure in a tire is
    measured a little bit of it leaves. Measuring the charge of a battery uses
    up a little bit of the battery. Nothing can truly be observed in the same
    state it would be unobserved even without stoic idealism.
    <br /><br />
    One of the best things to observe is yourself. Your brain conforms to the
    same mathematical patterns as everything else. There is no soul or
    consciousness in the sense most know them as. Instead there are nerve
    interactions following the same laws of physics as a solar system or
    anything else in the universe. Sit back and obverse what goes on in your
    brain. Let the so called nonsense roll (: Constantly awake or asleep your
    brain processes sensory information and relates it to memories. Fun fact:
    the brain is always running at full power. The process of observing what
    goes on in your brain when you aren't using it for any task is called
    meditation.
    <br /><br />
    Most fail at meditation because they try to not think anything even though
    the brain constantly runs. Trying to not use the brain itself uses the
    brain. The only time the brain isn't doing anything is when dead. You will
    never experience true nothingness. If you do die and come back there will
    simply just be a gap in your memory. The real question is if the brain is
    constantly running what does it do when I am not using it?
    <br /><br />
    Whatever thought comes let dance around. Whatever feels like the correct
    thing to be thinking about is the correct thing to think about. You may be
    scared, grossed out, or just flat out not understand these thoughts but
    that's part of meditation. No one is judging your thoughts except
    yourself. We are so use to being constantly watched and judged we do the
    same to our own thoughts. Your mind is the last truly private place so
    don't be scared to think awful, gross, and weird things. Stoicism has
    turned thinking into doing but that doesn't have to be. Don't try too hard
    to not judge your thoughts because a thought judging thought might just be
    the default thought to be thinking than. The import part is to follow
    instead of lead. Let the urges pull you in. Breathing is natural and trying
    to stop it just causes pain though when you become aware of your breathing
    you start doing it manually. Meditation is the same but with thoughts.
    <br /><br />
    The square root of two goes on forever yet the algorithm that creates it
    doesn't go on forever. The algorithm can be shown in its whole but not the
    number it outputs. It is a black box. So is the square root of negative
    one. These things can create functions with multiple correct answers and
    functions with outputs that don't make any sense yet we feel the need to
    have a straight forward output. By trying to apply algorithms we end up
    with doublethink. Our ideologies and concepts of the world apply in ways
    which don't line up. This adds to the pain and hate in the world. When
    meditating you don't have to apply the algorithms. They can exist purely as
    functions and not results.
  </p>
</article>