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+    <title>Existing</title>
+    <name>existing</name>
+    <pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT</pubDate>
+    <file>articles/existing.xml</file>
+  </item>
+  
+  <item>
     <title>The software design crisis</title>
     <name>software-design</name>
     <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2025 20:37:38 GMT</pubDate>
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+As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black tea.
+Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. _For you shouldn't be drinking a
+thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting the wrong
+concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a mental
+dissociation will bite your finger off!_ Dam it I thought I did the thing. Oh
+wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have concepts of what
+normal sizes of things should be but that's all a construct of the mind. You
+know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there to be surfaces there also
+needs to be empty space. People always trip out about how its strange things
+just exist in the universe with no cause. The big bang created things out of
+nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but our tiny brains can't understand
+that. Maybe the actual strange thing is empty space. Would one solid ultra
+compressed mass with no space for movement really be any different from a
+completely empty universe? Maybe the universe wasn't created by matter coming
+into existence but instead the opening of empty space. When I think too deeply
+about existence (and empty space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be
+existing. It's like finding out you don't have a mother and never did have a
+mother. It leaves you with more questions than answers of how you exist.
+
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+<article>
+  <p>
+    As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+    tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. <i>For you shouldn't be
+    drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+    the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+    mental dissociation will bite your finger off!</i> Dam it I thought I did
+    the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+    concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+    construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+    to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+    about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+    big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+    our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+    empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+    movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+    the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+    opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+    space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+    out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+    more questions than answers of how you exist.
+  </p>
+</article>
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+        <title>Existing</title>
+        <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#existing</link>
+        <pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT</pubDate>
+        <description>
+<![CDATA[
+<article>
+  <p>
+    As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+    tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. <i>For you shouldn't be
+    drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+    the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+    mental dissociation will bite your finger off!</i> Dam it I thought I did
+    the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+    concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+    construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+    to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+    about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+    big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+    our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+    empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+    movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+    the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+    opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+    space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+    out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+    more questions than answers of how you exist.
+  </p>
+</article>
+]]>
+        </description>
+    </item>
+
+    <item>
         <title>The software design crisis</title>
         <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#software-design</link>
         <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2025 20:37:38 GMT</pubDate>
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+0Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT - Existing	articles/existing.txt
 0Thu, 07 Aug 2025 20:37:38 GMT - The software design crisis	articles/the-software-design-crisis.txt
 0Tue, 05 Aug 2025 13:38:49 GMT - Depression	articles/depression.txt
 0Wed, 30 Jul 2025 05:19:56 GMT - The current state of crypto	articles/current-state-of-crypto.txt
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     </p>
     <div id="content-list">
       <ul>
+    <li><a href="#existing">Existing</a></li>
     <li><a href="#software-design">The software design crisis</a></li>
     <li><a href="#depression">Depression</a></li>
     <li><a href="#current-state-of-crypto">The current state of crypto</a></li>
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 <hr />
 <div class="container">
   <div class="article-header">
+    <h2 id="existing">Existing</h2>--- Sat, 09 Aug 2025 17:07:15 GMT
+  </div>
+
+  <p>
+    As of writing this I have a cup of tea. Half green tea and half black
+    tea. Look into the tea for wisdom my brain says. <i>For you shouldn't be
+    drinking a thing like tea this far past your bedtime. You are connecting
+    the wrong concepts of things 1.5x above your average rate! At this rate a
+    mental dissociation will bite your finger off!</i> Dam it I thought I did
+    the thing. Oh wells (: Do you ever think of the scale of things? We have
+    concepts of what normal sizes of things should be but that's all a
+    construct of the mind. You know what is really strange? Surfaces. For there
+    to be surfaces there also needs to be empty space. People always trip out
+    about how its strange things just exist in the universe with no cause. The
+    big bang created things out of nothing. Maybe that's all normal shit but
+    our tiny brains can't understand that. Maybe the actual strange thing is
+    empty space. Would one solid ultra compressed mass with no space for
+    movement really be any different from a completely empty universe? Maybe
+    the universe wasn't created by matter coming into existence but instead the
+    opening of empty space. When I think too deeply about existence (and empty
+    space) I have a strange feeling I shouldn't be existing. It's like finding
+    out you don't have a mother and never did have a mother. It leaves you with
+    more questions than answers of how you exist.
+  </p>
+
+</div>
+<br />
+<hr />
+<div class="container">
+  <div class="article-header">
     <h2 id="software-design">The software design crisis</h2>--- Thu, 07 Aug 2025 20:37:38 GMT
   </div>