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diff --git a/org/archive/http_is_okish.html b/org/archive/http_is_okish.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fd0e609 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/archive/http_is_okish.html @@ -0,0 +1,83 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html> + +<head> + <title>Http is okish</title> + +<style> + +body { + color: black; + background-image: url('images/http_background.png'); +} + +table { + color: black; + background-color: #bebebe; + margin-top: 10px; + margin-bottom: 10px; + margin-left: 10px; + margin-right: 10px; +} + +</style> + +</head> + +<body> + <a href="../index.html"><img src="../images/back_home.png" alt="Back to home page"/></a> + <img src="../images/tiny_lain.gif" alt="Lain"/> + + <center> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h1>Http is okish</h1> + <p> + Some people will not even visit my site because it doesnt have https support. You have to go + through a scary warning in your browser to get to my site and that is off putting to a lot + of people and even stops them. But I am here to tell you its okish. Http alone will not + get even the shittest of windows sytems infected (or maybe they really are that bad idk). + Anyways, what I am trying to say <b>all https does is encrypt the packets sent between + your computer and the website</b>. That is important when sending passwords, payment info, + and other secret things to a website but it isnt important when sending information that + is already public. <b>Encrypting a public website like mine would be like sending a + encrypted cambridge dictionary to someone</b>. + </p> + + <h2>Spoofing</h2> + <p> + Only one problem. Even though the information on the site is public since the packets being + sent arent encrypted someone could change the information in the packets to trick you into + downloading malware or make my website say mean things. This is important for people like + Bernie Sanders who are big targets for hackers who wanta ruin him by making his website + say terrible things. Lucky for me I am just a living being with a website not a single + geist gives a flying fuck about! If you hacked my website I am sorry for you, thats + quite a bit of time wasted hacking my site. + <br/><br/> + <b>Anyways just in case that happens I will gave you a list of things you will never see on + my site:</b> + </p> + <ul> + <li><b>I will never ask you download binary files directly from my site</b>. Anything I do + post will be raw text and you can check it with your text editor. If I do post a file + that is a binary format I will host is somewhere with https instead.</li> + <li>I will never ask for personal information. Except your name and website in the + guest book and maybe a few cat pics hehehe (:</li> + <li>I will never use javascript, frames, XHR...</li> + <li>I will never say anything homophic, transphobic, racist, ablist...</li> + <li>The only slur I will ever use is faggot (I can reclaim it)</li> + <li>I will never say anything pro-capitalist, pro-imperialist... though as a marxist I + believe in the evolution of society and will at least give capitalism some credit.</li> + <li>I fucking hate nazis and fascist!</li> + <li>I <b>will</b> be quite harsh on the human race. That you can count on me doing (:</li> + </ul> + <p> + If you notice what looks like might be spoofing please let me know (: + </p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + </center> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/org/archive/images/http_background.png b/org/archive/images/http_background.png Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..4477ddc --- /dev/null +++ b/org/archive/images/http_background.png diff --git a/org/archive/images/philosophy_commune_background.jpg b/org/archive/images/philosophy_commune_background.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..b535609 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/archive/images/philosophy_commune_background.jpg diff --git a/org/archive/images/red_pill.gif b/org/archive/images/red_pill.gif Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..e3367ac --- /dev/null +++ b/org/archive/images/red_pill.gif diff --git a/org/archive/the_philosophy_commune.html b/org/archive/the_philosophy_commune.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7013e17 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/archive/the_philosophy_commune.html @@ -0,0 +1,296 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html> + +<head> + <title>The philosophy commune</title> + +<style> + +body { + color: black; + background-image: url('images/philosophy_commune_background.jpg'); +} + +table { + color: black; + background-color: #bebebe; + margin-top: 10px; + margin-bottom: 10px; + margin-left: 10px; + margin-right: 10px; +} + +#warning { + color: red; +} + +</style> + +</head> + +<body> + <a href="../index.html"><img src="../images/back_home.png" alt="Back to home page"/></a> + + <center> + <h1>The philosophy commune</h1> + + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <p id="warning"> + Warning: This part of the website is mostly my inner nonsense released into the world and + it likely doesn't make any sense. I plan on completely remaking it sometime. + </p> + <h2>Yes, I am a evil commie.</h2> + <p> + In this very "well" designed web page I will layout the basics of what socialism and communism really is + (not the stuff that the bourgeoisie have lead everyone to believe) and what it means to be a commie. + <br/><br/> + While I don't know as much on this topic as a lot of other commies I can at least give you a start. + I will focus more on the philosophy behind it all before even touching everything else. + <br/><br/> + Sections: + </p> + + <ul> + <li><a href="#start">the start</a></li> + <li><a href="#abstract">the abstract</a></li> + <li><a href="#dialectics">the dialectics</a></li> + <li><a href="#applied">the applied</a></li> + </ul> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="start">The start</h2> + <p> + This place is called the philosophy commune because Its more focused on the philosophy and + how it interacts with communism then it is with the politics. Its a common misunderstanding + that marxism is some crazy cult like political ideology (some marxist groups are tbh) though + if you read any real writing of Karl Marx or Friedrich Engels you will find mostly philosophy + and it being applied in more abstract ways instead of the lies we have been given. To understand + topics like economics and politics its important to first understand philosophy as the base for + everything else. Start out at any wikipedia page and continue clicking the first link + and you will either reach the philosophy wiki page or get stuck in a endless loop. + <br/><br/> + + Every complete ideology has a base made up of more abstract philosophy. For example classical and neo + liberalism has many layers like right of the individual and private property rights and the way + liberalism treats it is more or less connected to christian ideas like the idea that some people + are closer to god then others so under liberalism right of the individual is more then just freedom + but the idea that some people are narcissisticly above others and that government limiting there + power over other people is going against nature or "gods will" in a sense. Because of this + liberalism allows for people to do nothing but limit rights and freedom, call it rights and + freedom, then get away from it. "Oh no, a new law proteching users from having google + forcefully installing a microship in peoples heads is going to hurt googles holy rights + and god given status over the people. This is anti-american to give people that choice + to not have google install microchips in there head". As you can see there are many layers to + liberalism like the often misunderstood morals and bits of christian ideas and much more + I will not get into now and BTW when I target liberalism I am also targetting conservatism + because conservatism is still a form of liberalism. + <br/><br/> + + Karl Marx and Friedrich Engels created a philosophy called dialectical materialism and + used it for historical materialism which is how they understood history and they used + this to understand how society changes in mainly western countries (Russia wasn't really + included in this so they had to work off of dialectical materialism and build up there + own home cooked appied ideas for there revolution). With there philosophy marx and + engels analyzed there current capitalist society and understanding of how + the bourgeoisie (capital owning class) and proletariat (working class) interact + with each other and found the exploitation between the two and how it upholds + capitalism. Marx and Engels believe that like how the bourgeoisie lead a + revolution to gain freedom from the kings and lords of the past the + proletariat leading there own revolution for freedom from the bourgeoisie + is needed for society to progress. The philosophy behind liberalism should + make more sense now knowing that liberalism is the ideology of the + bourgeoisie class. + </p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="abstract">The abstract</h2> + <p> + Before getting into dialectical materialism and that stuff I will go into my own ideas + which are even more abstract but a good place to build on to understand the dialectics. + Just bare with me while I throw your brain into a microwave and forgot about it for a + while without even knowing its burning (like the way microwave popcorn got banned at + school). + </p> + <h3>Verbs and nouns</h3> + <p> + In english we rely on nouns a lot to talk about things. Everytime we use a noun + we are refecancing a thing or idea so we can talk about it. We can talk about + how the thing looks like x-mas barf, smells like a dogs ass (I don't want to know + how you know what a dogs ass smells like), feels like the random + thing you found outside you wish you didn't touch...<br/> + but what if I told you there are other ways to talk about things!<br/> + <img src="images/red_pill.gif" alt="_target" width="50%"/> + <br/> + A language where everything is called out by the action of it existing could exist. + While the grammer of english is yelling a big "fuck you!" (like with everything I write) + something like instead of "its a cat" "it be a cat" could exist and be normalized in the grammer + and have the words planned out for it to make sense in its context. Also languages can have no verbs + sense nouns also cover ideas so instead of the action of running it would be the idea of running. + Take a look at <a href="https://mw.lojban.org/papri/Are_verbs,_nouns_and_adjectives_real%3F" target="_blank"> + how lojban handles this shit</a> for some mind opening ideas. + </p> + <h3>Overthinking shit</h3> + <p> + I shall start us with a simple math problem: x^2=1 solve for x. It has two correct answers: + x=1 and x=-1. If something like this pops up in a math problem you can only use 1 or -1 + for the problem and it will effect the final requests of the problem though entail you + solve it the problem is in a state of having two possible outcomes. Its just like Schrödinger's cat + where you have a box with the dead/alive cat in it you can walk around town with your + funky little dead/alive cat, go on a romantic date with your dead/alive cat, throw it into + oncoming traffic to know for sure its fucking dead /hj... but entail you open the box its + in a state of both but once its open you have a dead cat or a alive cat like how x^2=1 + is both 1 and -1 entail used. + <br/><br/> + Another idea to think about is numbers like pi. If you + have a forumal for pi you bascially have every single digit of pi in a set of instructions + but you can't use them. You have to apply the forumal first but it will go on forever + if you do that so x+generate_pi() wouldn't work. Instead you would only use so many + digits of pi like this x+generate_pi(16) for 16 digits. We could in place of every + magic number use a generator to be able to fine tune how everything is generated and + applied. To keep everything constantant we could use generators for every number and + treat operators as functions and use things like lazy evaluation, + strict evaluation... to direction the flow of are logic for whatever we are doing. + You can read about this kind of stuff in + <a href="https://mitp-content-server.mit.edu/books/content/sectbyfn/books_pres_0/6515/sicp.zip/index.html" target="_blank"> + Structure and Interpretation of Computer Programs</a>. + <br/><br/> + To continue with my madness + we could compare this to the verb and noun thing and say that functions are like verbs + and numbers are like nouns. yet we refecance the function as a noun and its made up of + instructions which are things but those things are verbs because they define the actions + of doing things then we can grab that logic of it being a refrecance to the thing then + go through the same steps on the instructions... what doth life?! + <br/><br/> + Back to x^2=1 there are things I call logic gabs. Are society pushes a very linear and isolated + "if this and that then that and this" kind of logic. Peoples minds get fried when shown things + like x^2=1 kind of like a computer going mad when asked "what doth life?!". While more standard + thinking is more newton cradle like with "this causes that" we live in a world that is closer + to a bunch of marbles of different sizes thrown into a box then shaked around and thrown everywhere. + Talking about what causes what is too much for are tiny stupido minds to understand with all those + marbles getting thrown around so instead we can think about the relationship between the marbles + and how they interact with each other. We could look at the way the big and small marbles react + when they hit each other and how it effects the movement of the marbles in the box. There is no + supreme lord marble or any of that shit. Just a bunch of marbles getting fucked up when I + decide to throw the box into oncoming traffic. + </p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="dialectics">The dialectics</h2> + <p> + I am not going to go much into dialectics because + A: The abstract shit I went into has the infomation you need to know to understand dialectics. + B: You can watch a fucking youtube video you fucker. To sum things up with dialectics we + describe the relationship between different things to understand them. + <br/><br/> + To understand Marx's dialectics we need to understand idealism vs materialism. Karl Marx + read lots of Hegel (the old dude no one understands) and Hegel was very idealist and his + idealism is all about the mind and spirit and how they shape reality. Idealists believe + that everything around us is shaped by are own mind. "If a tree falls and no one is + around to hear it does it make a sound?" is a common question used to bring forward + idealist ideas because it shows that senory feelings exist in the mind and not in + the world around us and that every single thing we see and feel is in are mind and + not the world around us. Materialism is about the world around us and believes + that matter is the base of reality. Vulgar materialism as blunty as possible + states that everything is just matter and a common example of vulgar materialism + is kicking a stone to prove its existance. Karl Marx is a materialist but not + a vulgar materialist. For understanding things vulgar materialism really + isn't that helpful. + <br/><br/> + Karl Marx's dialectical materialism is often thought of a materialist version + of Hegel's dialectics though I like to think of it as more of a dialectic + between idealism and materialism being applied on other things as a way to understand the + world. Karl Marx applied his dialectical materialism to history to create historical materialism. + Its a view of history where instead of being centered around the actions of one great + leader or key events like some big ass battle its more about different ideas floating around, + ideas things and people interacting with each other, changes in conditions in the world... + Karl Marx believes that people are shaped by there envirtment and not just destined to be + something. A rich man is rich because he was born into a rich family, was in the right place + at the right time... and not because he "had that rich chad alpha mindset and pulled himself + up by the bootstraps". Karl Marx isn't discrediting anyones work put + into something but more of saying that the conditions someone is in is important to how + they grow as a person and how there effort interacts with the world. + <br/><br/> + A good example is trumps "small loan" of a million dollars. He brags about building up his company + from a loan of a million dollars to make it sound like he was a average guy who + built up a empire from hardwork and mindset alone when really being able to + grow up seeing how his dad handles real estate and getting to met other people + in that business and having his family name as a symbol is priceless and really + impacts the future of someone. Somone growing up in a average household isn't + going to get to learn all the insider secrets of real estate at a young age + in a time without internet then grow up to be given a loan of money bigger then + any amount any normal person will ever touch to apply there knowledge to conitnue + spreading the family empire. + <br/><br/> + A did a TERRIBLE job with Marx's dialectics so please read Marx's shit instead of taking + my word on anything. I am a tired lazy fuck that isn't to be trusted about anything. + </p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2 id="applied">The applied</h2> + <p> + Just like how I talked about that a function that generates pi exists in a abstract form + and has all the digits of pi entail applied I think of marxism the same way. There is + the more abstract parts of marxism like dialectical materialism and historical materialsm + then there is the applied marxism like the science of revolution and all the stuff + about the bourgeoisie exploiting the proletariat. + <br/><br/> + When people say that marxism is + a science they don't mean the science you learned in school but instead they mean + wissenschaft which is more about learning, studying, and understanding the world instead + of just the search for truth like how we know it today. Wissenschaft is more broad + and includes things like art and religion as long as its the search for knowledge. + Also in marxism the term socialism is used more broadly. Because of decades of the + red scare its meaning have been completely fucked up. Karl marx often used socialism + to describe the idea of things along the line of any form of social ownership of + the means of production, modern society planned around a need or idea... He + would describe people we would now know as conservatism as something like + "petty-bourgeois socialism" meaning socialism made for the petty-bourgeois + (small business owners). + <br/><br/> + Communism means stateless, classless, moneyless society + and to be a communist doesn't mean you are setting that as your up front idea + of what needs to be done now but instead supporting a form of socialism that + brings us closer to that. As a communist I believe in the bourgeoisie class + coming to an end and the means of production being controlled by the proletariat. + The government we know is nearly just part of bourgeoisie society. The government + is ran by and actively supports the bourgeoisie. It sets laws that gives + companies copy rights that make sure even just there ideas can't be touched + by the proletariat or petty-bourgeoisie that are a risk to the big companies. + One isse with liberalism is it sees big companies and government as isolated entities. + With that mindset they will often support government thinking its keeping them safe + from the bourgeoisie or support the bourgeoisie keeping them safe from the government. + <br/><br/> + I completely fucked this up so PLEASE read good shit like + <a href="https://www.marxists.org/archive/marx/works/1880/soc-utop/index.htm" target="_blank"> + Socialism: Utopian and Scientific + </a>. + </p> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + </center> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/org/blog/Makefile b/org/blog/Makefile new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4e13f8c --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/Makefile @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +.PHONY: all +all: + @echo Generating feed + ./generate_feed.scm > feed.xml + @echo Generating html + ./generate_html.scm > index.html + +.PHONY: clean +clean: + rm feed.xml index.html diff --git a/org/blog/README.md b/org/blog/README.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f9c06f2 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/README.md @@ -0,0 +1,4 @@ +# Nathan's shitty blog +I am known for making things more complex than they need to be and this is a good example of that. + +All the articles are in articles/ and articles.xml stores information about each article. feed.xml and index.html are generated from the articles.xml file using the scripts.
\ No newline at end of file diff --git a/org/blog/articles.xml b/org/blog/articles.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7dffdc9 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles.xml @@ -0,0 +1,64 @@ +<channel> + <item> + <title>Second place</title> + <name>second_place</name> + <pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2025 10:23:12 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/second_place.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Case against identity</title> + <name>case_against_identity</name> + <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2025 19:20:02 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/case_against_identity.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>The project</title> + <name>the_project</name> + <pubDate>Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/the_project.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Fakism</title> + <name>fakism</name> + <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/fakism.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Fuck aba therapy</title> + <name>fuck_aba_therapy</name> + <pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/fuck_aba_therapy.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Dogs against doge</title> + <name>dogs_against_doge</name> + <pubDate>Sat, 5 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/dogs_against_doge.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>On the issue of wikipedia</title> + <name>wikipedia</name> + <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/wikipedia.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Dream log 1</title> + <name>dreamlog1</name> + <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/dreamlog1.xml</file> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Overthinking</title> + <name>overthinking</name> + <pubDate>Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT</pubDate> + <file>articles/overthinking.xml</file> + </item> +</channel> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml b/org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..56ae7d4 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/case_against_identity.xml @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +<article> + <p> + The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is + something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but + in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word + that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over + all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something + to be abolished. + </p> + + <h3>The anti-individualism of identity</h3> + <p> + <b>Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the + opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by + factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. + </b> Hell + no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs + out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social + identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and + thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist + makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows + itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens + during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream + those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you + arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world + seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from + your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know + if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that + reality scares social comformists. + </p> + + <h3>Descriptions instead of identities</h3> + <p> + I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with + socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have + gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom + and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how + wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people + try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. + You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, + instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to + travel as it pleases. + </p> + + <h3>Identity and capitalism</h3> + <p> + Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist + production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you + do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it + your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked + "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to + became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die + whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone + the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta + do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates + jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push + a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against + ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is + centered around their job they <s>picked</s> got forced into. + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/dogs_against_doge.xml b/org/blog/articles/dogs_against_doge.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8e65c20 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/dogs_against_doge.xml @@ -0,0 +1,16 @@ +<article> + <p> + On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my + power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less + meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in + your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little + I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my + nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with + a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. + It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution + against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... + can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture. + <br/><br/> + The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on social media! + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/dreamlog1.xml b/org/blog/articles/dreamlog1.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..00469c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/dreamlog1.xml @@ -0,0 +1,14 @@ +<article> + <p> + Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: + Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government + position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix + and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life + stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. + The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing + about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. + Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to + not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through + the guides left behind. + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/fakism.xml b/org/blog/articles/fakism.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..66250f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/fakism.xml @@ -0,0 +1,37 @@ +<article> + <p> + Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that + made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected <i>president</i> + who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all + powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything + from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing + out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its + just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being + locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans + who want real america back who are being locked up. + <br/><br/> + Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere + without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for + life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If + you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: <b>Karl Marx wrote + about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over + their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped + by expanding democracy into more parts of life...</b> If you actually look + into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were + themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR + was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake + america example I gave doesnt it? + <br/><br/> + Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many + years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, + they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what + they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. + Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few + big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of + writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming + together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try + to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right + above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off + course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs! + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/fuck_aba_therapy.xml b/org/blog/articles/fuck_aba_therapy.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c7ff36f --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/fuck_aba_therapy.xml @@ -0,0 +1,51 @@ +<article> + <p> + Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even + physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It + does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, + is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those + advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, + put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even + stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things + humans arent... + <br/><br/> + Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit + that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around + them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal + people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. <b>Noise + pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, + increased risk of avoidable accidents...</b> + and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically + tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed? + <br/><br/> + A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they + are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful + and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits. + <br/><br/> + Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones + with autism): + </p> + <ul> + <li> + Spending time on hobbies and interests that you actually care about + </li> + <li> + Filling the mind with well made works of fiction and history + </li> + <li> + Art and music + </li> + <li> + Study science and philosophy + </li> + <li> + Safe and responsible use of psyadelic drugs + </li> + <li> + Spending time going on hikes, biking, and doing fun things outdoors + </li> + <li> + Pets and animals + </li> + </ul> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/overthinking.xml b/org/blog/articles/overthinking.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..218710b --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/overthinking.xml @@ -0,0 +1,18 @@ +<article> + <p> + Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how + to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It + slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write + and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned + on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. + Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this + and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up + from the start. + <br/><br/> + Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my + ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite + difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed. + <br/><br/> + Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food. + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/second_place.xml b/org/blog/articles/second_place.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..715dcea --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/second_place.xml @@ -0,0 +1,124 @@ +<article> + <p> + Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. + Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever + wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. + Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for + spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied + on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not + ok for <b>any</b> country to spy on its people by <b>any</b> amount. + <br/><br/> + Things that watch you: + </p> + <ul> + <li>The websites and apps you use watch you</li> + <li>The webbrowsers you use to go to those websites spy on you + and many apps secretly use those browsers under the hood to work</li> + <li>Cloud servers spy on you</li> + <li>All the most popular desktop and mobile OS's spy on you</li> + <li>Your ISP</li> + <li>Are phone calls and SMS messages are spied on</li> + <li>The SIM cards in your phone track you</li> + <li>Everywhere we go CCTV's are watching everyone</li> + <li>A million more things...</li> + </ul> + <p> + Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, + they sell that information to the government to make more money, they + sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use + the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell + more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to + control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries + economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays + the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people + to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the + empire. This also ties into the military. + <br/> + <b>Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire.</b> + </p> + + <h3>Distraction</h3> + <p> + Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is + going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on + lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world + got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control + over you while your eyes were on people who could <b>never</b> do + something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen + to fox news trash on big media even though <b>fox news is one of the big + media companies</b> and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers + complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and + funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer <i>just so happened</i> + to give the musk rat a very powerful government job <b>aka he bought his way into + government</b>. And this musk rat <i>just so happened</i> to own multiple tech + companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and + tech companies? You hated it <b>so very much</b> when the demon rats were + bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing + the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going + to continue your crusade against <i>wokeness</i> whatever the fuck that even + means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time + you will call this new found slavery <i>freedom</i>. "Freedom is Slavery" + - Big brother. + <br/><br/> + Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for + many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, + and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders + who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with + this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you + diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money + on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will + enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing + arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers + to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. + "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing + to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is + vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win. + <br/><br/> + You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected + detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, + lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all + interact. <b>Its all or nothing.</b> Dont give me the its ok the diet coke + golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its + ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They + will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs + like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for + safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every + good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any + disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is + designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover + up the fact they are enslaving us. + "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother. + </p> + + <h3>Why I wrote this</h3> + <p> + I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The + statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia + did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found + that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared + to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt + go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be + a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon + limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your + power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting + powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger + threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government + says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same + time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of + these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some + amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic + for another time. + </p> + + <h3>Helpful articles</h3> + <p> + These arent going to be <i>perfect unbias articles</i>. None are including + mine. + </p> + <ul> + <li><a href="https://www.tooltester.com/en/blog/the-worlds-most-surveilled-countries" + target="_blank">The world's most surveilled citizens</a></li> + <li><a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/technological_slavery.xhtml" + target="_blank">Technological slavery</a></li> + </ul> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/the_project.xml b/org/blog/articles/the_project.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1b2a7bb --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/the_project.xml @@ -0,0 +1,23 @@ +<article> + <p> + A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands + everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing + second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding + the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees + and dirt and has always been in existance. + <br/><br/> + When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance + of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of + the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. + "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem + to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project. + <br/><br/> + Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that + causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses + show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize. + <br/><br/> + What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking + it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts + and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it. + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/wikipedia.xml b/org/blog/articles/wikipedia.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d1e0b9a --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/articles/wikipedia.xml @@ -0,0 +1,103 @@ +<article> + <h3>Why do I write this?</h3> + <p> + Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really + thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no + answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical + level so they can understand the <i>why</i> instead of just the <i>what</i>. + Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords + like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers + like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the + actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants + <b>I am not defending wikipedia by any means</b>, quite the opposite actually. + I am just here to tell you like most things in life <b>its bad but not for the + reasons you think</b>. + </p> + + <h3><i>Its editted by random people on the internet</i></h3> + <p> + And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, + documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers + are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems + in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in + place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those + different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you + just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. + One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias. + </p> + + <h3>On bias</h3> + <p> + No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its + still there. Its often more than just <i>a different way of looking at + things</i>, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand + you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why + you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than + as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church + controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going + to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can + be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused + by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you + can only take alone. + <br/><br/> + Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not + communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and + democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words + of those with money and power. <b>Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal.</b> Its + humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the + same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad + america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely + anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to + find. <b>The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not + bias.</b> Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making + you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock + up your mind. Yes, even I am bias. + </p> + + <h3>Those who never speak are never wrong</h3> + <p> + Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical + but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont + want their students to gain new information: they want their students to + to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that + most cant afford. <b>The ideal source is something that is dialectical, + analytical, and dense.</b> Wikipedia is just dense. <b>And the sources + schools want us to use is none of those!</b> + <br/><br/> + The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a + constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check + which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics + get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it + as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their + word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly + define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be + connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to + analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to + risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue + learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia + still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough + for some topics. + </p> + + <h3>Replacing wikipedia</h3> + <p> + Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was + using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia + on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link + though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. <b>A good wikipedia + replacement does not exist.</b> They all have the same issues: + everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they + should be openly announcing their bias and writing more + analytical. + <br/><br/> + <b>Get yourself a library card!</b> While wikipedia will cover + you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built + by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. + A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information + while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete + story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind + by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news + articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: + aka tell <b>what</b> to believe not <b>how</b> to believe. + </p> +</article> diff --git a/org/blog/feed.xml b/org/blog/feed.xml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..05aecdb --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/feed.xml @@ -0,0 +1,550 @@ +<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8" ?> +<rss version="2.0"> + <channel> + <title>Nathan's shitty blog</title> + <description>The coffee powered blog of chaos</description> + <link>https://shittyweb.org</link> + <image> + <url>https://shittyweb.org/images/icon.png</url> + <title>Nathan's shitty blog</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog</link> + </image> + + <item> + <title>Second place</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#second_place</link> + <pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2025 10:23:12 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. + Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever + wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. + Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for + spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied + on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not + ok for <b>any</b> country to spy on its people by <b>any</b> amount. + <br/><br/> + Things that watch you: + </p> + <ul> + <li>The websites and apps you use watch you</li> + <li>The webbrowsers you use to go to those websites spy on you + and many apps secretly use those browsers under the hood to work</li> + <li>Cloud servers spy on you</li> + <li>All the most popular desktop and mobile OS's spy on you</li> + <li>Your ISP</li> + <li>Are phone calls and SMS messages are spied on</li> + <li>The SIM cards in your phone track you</li> + <li>Everywhere we go CCTV's are watching everyone</li> + <li>A million more things...</li> + </ul> + <p> + Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, + they sell that information to the government to make more money, they + sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use + the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell + more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to + control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries + economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays + the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people + to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the + empire. This also ties into the military. + <br/> + <b>Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire.</b> + </p> + + <h3>Distraction</h3> + <p> + Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is + going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on + lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world + got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control + over you while your eyes were on people who could <b>never</b> do + something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen + to fox news trash on big media even though <b>fox news is one of the big + media companies</b> and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers + complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and + funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer <i>just so happened</i> + to give the musk rat a very powerful government job <b>aka he bought his way into + government</b>. And this musk rat <i>just so happened</i> to own multiple tech + companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and + tech companies? You hated it <b>so very much</b> when the demon rats were + bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing + the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going + to continue your crusade against <i>wokeness</i> whatever the fuck that even + means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time + you will call this new found slavery <i>freedom</i>. "Freedom is Slavery" + - Big brother. + <br/><br/> + Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for + many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, + and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders + who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with + this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you + diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money + on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will + enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing + arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers + to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. + "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing + to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is + vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win. + <br/><br/> + You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected + detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, + lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all + interact. <b>Its all or nothing.</b> Dont give me the its ok the diet coke + golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its + ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They + will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs + like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for + safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every + good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any + disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is + designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover + up the fact they are enslaving us. + "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother. + </p> + + <h3>Why I wrote this</h3> + <p> + I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The + statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia + did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found + that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared + to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt + go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be + a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon + limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your + power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting + powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger + threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government + says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same + time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of + these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some + amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic + for another time. + </p> + + <h3>Helpful articles</h3> + <p> + These arent going to be <i>perfect unbias articles</i>. None are including + mine. + </p> + <ul> + <li><a href="https://www.tooltester.com/en/blog/the-worlds-most-surveilled-countries" + target="_blank">The world's most surveilled citizens</a></li> + <li><a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/technological_slavery.xhtml" + target="_blank">Technological slavery</a></li> + </ul> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Case against identity</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#case_against_identity</link> + <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2025 19:20:02 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is + something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but + in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word + that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over + all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something + to be abolished. + </p> + + <h3>The anti-individualism of identity</h3> + <p> + <b>Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the + opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by + factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. + </b> Hell + no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs + out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social + identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and + thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist + makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows + itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens + during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream + those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you + arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world + seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from + your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know + if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that + reality scares social comformists. + </p> + + <h3>Descriptions instead of identities</h3> + <p> + I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with + socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have + gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom + and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how + wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people + try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. + You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, + instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to + travel as it pleases. + </p> + + <h3>Identity and capitalism</h3> + <p> + Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist + production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you + do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it + your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked + "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to + became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die + whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone + the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta + do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates + jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push + a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against + ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is + centered around their job they <s>picked</s> got forced into. + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>The project</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#the_project</link> + <pubDate>Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands + everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing + second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding + the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees + and dirt and has always been in existance. + <br/><br/> + When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance + of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of + the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. + "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem + to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project. + <br/><br/> + Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that + causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses + show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize. + <br/><br/> + What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking + it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts + and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it. + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Fakism</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#fakism</link> + <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that + made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected <i>president</i> + who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all + powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything + from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing + out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its + just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being + locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans + who want real america back who are being locked up. + <br/><br/> + Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere + without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for + life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If + you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: <b>Karl Marx wrote + about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over + their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped + by expanding democracy into more parts of life...</b> If you actually look + into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were + themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR + was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake + america example I gave doesnt it? + <br/><br/> + Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many + years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, + they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what + they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. + Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few + big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of + writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming + together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try + to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right + above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off + course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs! + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Fuck aba therapy</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#fuck_aba_therapy</link> + <pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even + physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It + does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, + is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those + advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, + put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even + stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things + humans arent... + <br/><br/> + Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit + that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around + them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal + people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. <b>Noise + pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, + increased risk of avoidable accidents...</b> + and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically + tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed? + <br/><br/> + A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they + are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful + and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits. + <br/><br/> + Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones + with autism): + </p> + <ul> + <li> + Spending time on hobbies and interests that you actually care about + </li> + <li> + Filling the mind with well made works of fiction and history + </li> + <li> + Art and music + </li> + <li> + Study science and philosophy + </li> + <li> + Safe and responsible use of psyadelic drugs + </li> + <li> + Spending time going on hikes, biking, and doing fun things outdoors + </li> + <li> + Pets and animals + </li> + </ul> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Dogs against doge</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#dogs_against_doge</link> + <pubDate>Sat, 5 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my + power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less + meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in + your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little + I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my + nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with + a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. + It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution + against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... + can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture. + <br/><br/> + The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on social media! + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>On the issue of wikipedia</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#wikipedia</link> + <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <h3>Why do I write this?</h3> + <p> + Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really + thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no + answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical + level so they can understand the <i>why</i> instead of just the <i>what</i>. + Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords + like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers + like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the + actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants + <b>I am not defending wikipedia by any means</b>, quite the opposite actually. + I am just here to tell you like most things in life <b>its bad but not for the + reasons you think</b>. + </p> + + <h3><i>Its editted by random people on the internet</i></h3> + <p> + And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, + documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers + are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems + in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in + place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those + different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you + just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. + One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias. + </p> + + <h3>On bias</h3> + <p> + No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its + still there. Its often more than just <i>a different way of looking at + things</i>, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand + you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why + you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than + as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church + controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going + to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can + be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused + by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you + can only take alone. + <br/><br/> + Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not + communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and + democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words + of those with money and power. <b>Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal.</b> Its + humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the + same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad + america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely + anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to + find. <b>The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not + bias.</b> Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making + you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock + up your mind. Yes, even I am bias. + </p> + + <h3>Those who never speak are never wrong</h3> + <p> + Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical + but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont + want their students to gain new information: they want their students to + to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that + most cant afford. <b>The ideal source is something that is dialectical, + analytical, and dense.</b> Wikipedia is just dense. <b>And the sources + schools want us to use is none of those!</b> + <br/><br/> + The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a + constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check + which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics + get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it + as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their + word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly + define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be + connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to + analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to + risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue + learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia + still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough + for some topics. + </p> + + <h3>Replacing wikipedia</h3> + <p> + Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was + using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia + on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link + though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. <b>A good wikipedia + replacement does not exist.</b> They all have the same issues: + everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they + should be openly announcing their bias and writing more + analytical. + <br/><br/> + <b>Get yourself a library card!</b> While wikipedia will cover + you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built + by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. + A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information + while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete + story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind + by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news + articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: + aka tell <b>what</b> to believe not <b>how</b> to believe. + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Dream log 1</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#dreamlog1</link> + <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: + Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government + position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix + and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life + stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. + The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing + about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. + Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to + not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through + the guides left behind. + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + + <item> + <title>Overthinking</title> + <link>https://shittyweb.org/blog#overthinking</link> + <pubDate>Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT</pubDate> + <description> +<![CDATA[ +<article> + <p> + Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how + to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It + slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write + and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned + on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. + Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this + and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up + from the start. + <br/><br/> + Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my + ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite + difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed. + <br/><br/> + Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food. + </p> +</article> +]]> + </description> + </item> + </channel> +</rss> diff --git a/org/blog/generate_feed.scm b/org/blog/generate_feed.scm new file mode 100755 index 0000000..8519f0c --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/generate_feed.scm @@ -0,0 +1,66 @@ +#! /usr/bin/guile \ +-e main -s +!# + +(use-modules (sxml simple)) + +(define site-url "https://shittyweb.org") + +;; Generate description from article file +(define (get-description file) + (call-with-input-file file + (lambda (fp) + (letrec ((read-characters + (lambda (fp) + (let ((character (read-char fp))) + (unless (eof-object? character) + (display character) + (read-characters fp)))))) + (display "<![CDATA[\n") + (read-characters fp) + (display "]]>\n"))))) + +;; Generate rss item +(define (make-item article) + (let ((title (cadr (list-ref article 0))) + (name (cadr (list-ref article 2))) + (pub-date (cadr (list-ref article 4))) + (file (cadr (list-ref article 6)))) + (format #t "\n <item>\n\ + <title>~a</title>\n\ + <link>~a/blog#~a</link>\n\ + <pubDate>~a</pubDate>\n\ + <description>\n" title site-url name pub-date) + (get-description file) + (display " </description>\n") + (display " </item>\n"))) + +;; Generate rss feed +(define (generate-feed) + ;; Display the rss header + (format #t "<?xml version=\"1.0\" encoding=\"UTF-8\" ?>\n\ +<rss version=\"2.0\">\n\ + <channel>\n\ + <title>Nathan's shitty blog</title>\n\ + <description>The coffee powered blog of chaos</description>\n\ + <link>~a</link>\n\ + <image>\n\ + <url>~a/images/icon.png</url>\n\ + <title>Nathan's shitty blog</title>\n\ + <link>~a/blog</link>\n\ + </image>\n" site-url site-url site-url) + + (call-with-input-file "articles.xml" + (lambda (fp) + (let ((articles (xml->sxml fp))) + (for-each (lambda (article) + (if (list? article) + (make-item (cddr article)))) + (cdr (cadr articles)))))) + + (display " </channel>\n") + (display "</rss>\n")) + +(define (main args) + (generate-feed)) + diff --git a/org/blog/generate_html.scm b/org/blog/generate_html.scm new file mode 100755 index 0000000..2d9baeb --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/generate_html.scm @@ -0,0 +1,71 @@ +#! /usr/bin/guile \ +-e main -s +!# + +(use-modules (sxml simple)) + +;; Loads an entire text file into a string +(define (read-entire-file file) + (call-with-input-file file + (lambda (fp) + (letrec ((read-characters + (lambda (fp) + (let ((character (read-char fp))) + (cond + ((eof-object? character) "") + (else (string-append (string character) + (read-characters fp)))))))) + (read-characters fp))))) + +;; Make a link for the article +(define (make-article-list-link article) + (let ((title (cadr (list-ref article 0))) + (name (cadr (list-ref article 2)))) + (string-append " <li><a href=\"#" name "\">" title "</a></li/>\n"))) + +;; Reads the article file and formats some stuff out +(define (get-raw-article file) + (letrec ((article (read-entire-file file)) + (article-open (string-contains article "<article>")) + (article-close (string-contains article "</article>"))) + (substring article (+ article-open 9) article-close))) + +;; Makes a card for the article +(define (make-article-card article) + (let ((title (cadr (list-ref article 0))) + (name (cadr (list-ref article 2))) + (pub-date (cadr (list-ref article 4))) + (file (cadr (list-ref article 6)))) + (string-append + "\n<table border=\"1\" width=\"60%\">\n" + " <tr><td><h2 id=\"" name "\">" title "</h2>--- " pub-date + "</td></tr>\n" + " <tr><td>" (get-raw-article file) " </td></tr>\n" + "</table>\n"))) + +;; Generates a html blog from xml data +(define (generate-html) + (let ((template (read-entire-file "template.html")) + (article-list "<ul>\n") + (article-cards "") + (articles (call-with-input-file "articles.xml" + (lambda (fp) + (xml->sxml fp))))) + (for-each (lambda (article) + (when (list? article) + ;; Add a article link + (set! article-list + (string-append article-list + (make-article-list-link + (cddr article)))) + ;; Add article card + (set! article-cards + (string-append article-cards + (make-article-card + (cddr article)))))) + (cdr (cadr articles))) + (set! article-list (string-append article-list "</ul>\n")) + (format #t template article-list article-cards))) + +(define (main args) + (generate-html)) diff --git a/org/blog/index.html b/org/blog/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..233ec2e --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/index.html @@ -0,0 +1,552 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html> + +<head> + <title>Nathan's shitty blog</title> + <link rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml" title="Nathan's shitty blog" href="feed.xml"> + +<style> + +body { + color: black; + background-image: url('../images/blog_background.png'); +} + +table { + color: black; + background-color: #bebebe; + margin-top: 10px; + margin-bottom: 10px; + margin-left: 10px; + margin-right: 10px; +} + +</style> + +</head> + +<body> + <a href="../index.html"><img src="../images/back_home.png" alt="Back to home page"/></a> + + <center> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h1>Nathan's shitty blog</h1> + <a href="feed.xml" target="_blank"> + <img src="../images/rss.png" alt="rss"/> + </a> + <p> + I dont know if I will post often but here you go fucking world! + There is no topic, just me posting whatever is on my mind. Add + the feed to your feedreader <b>(you better have one)</b> so you + can stay updated on the things on my mind. + </p> + </td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td> + <ul> + <li><a href="#second_place">Second place</a></li/> + <li><a href="#case_against_identity">Case against identity</a></li/> + <li><a href="#the_project">The project</a></li/> + <li><a href="#fakism">Fakism</a></li/> + <li><a href="#fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</a></li/> + <li><a href="#dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</a></li/> + <li><a href="#wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</a></li/> + <li><a href="#dreamlog1">Dream log 1</a></li/> + <li><a href="#overthinking">Overthinking</a></li/> +</ul> + + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="second_place">Second place</h2>--- Wed, 30 Apr 2025 10:23:12 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + Here in the americas I keep hearing people shit on china for spying on its people. + Indeed there are many reasons china does indeed suck for that but have you ever + wondered who takes second place in spying on its own people? Its america lol. + Fellow americans out there keep that in mind: every time you shit on china for + spying on its own people you are saying that standing in the second most spied + on country in the world and many of you are perfectly fine with it to! Its not + ok for <b>any</b> country to spy on its people by <b>any</b> amount. + <br/><br/> + Things that watch you: + </p> + <ul> + <li>The websites and apps you use watch you</li> + <li>The webbrowsers you use to go to those websites spy on you + and many apps secretly use those browsers under the hood to work</li> + <li>Cloud servers spy on you</li> + <li>All the most popular desktop and mobile OS's spy on you</li> + <li>Your ISP</li> + <li>Are phone calls and SMS messages are spied on</li> + <li>The SIM cards in your phone track you</li> + <li>Everywhere we go CCTV's are watching everyone</li> + <li>A million more things...</li> + </ul> + <p> + Tech companies sells everyone tech that spies on them, + they sell that information to the government to make more money, they + sell that information to ad companies to make more money, they use + the ad companies with the information to push out targetted ads to sell + more tech that spies on people, the government uses that information to + control its people while at the same time leveraging the countries + economic power to export it across the world, the government than pays + the tech companies to only show people what the government wants people + to see along with people outside the country to spread the hands of the + empire. This also ties into the military. + <br/> + <b>Its techno imperialism and america is the techno empire.</b> + </p> + + <h3>Distraction</h3> + <p> + Some of you think a golf player and diet coke drinker with orange hair is + going to save the day. You type of people waste so much time shitting on + lgbtq+, women, and other races that all the most powerful people in the world + got a moment to continue with their plans of increasing their control + over you while your eyes were on people who could <b>never</b> do + something as terrible as the ruling class even if they tried. You listen + to fox news trash on big media even though <b>fox news is one of the big + media companies</b> and you somehow eat it all up. For years you fuckers + complained about big money in politics than a musk rat came along and + funded the diet coke golfer than the diet coke golfer <i>just so happened</i> + to give the musk rat a very powerful government job <b>aka he bought his way into + government</b>. And this musk rat <i>just so happened</i> to own multiple tech + companies. See what I said about the data trade between government and + tech companies? You hated it <b>so very much</b> when the demon rats were + bought out by big tech but now its ok that your own mother fuckers are doing + the same? Yes, I am aware one of this got through to you. Your just going + to continue your crusade against <i>wokeness</i> whatever the fuck that even + means while every last distant dream of freedom fades away and the entire time + you will call this new found slavery <i>freedom</i>. "Freedom is Slavery" + - Big brother. + <br/><br/> + Some who are better than to fall for the diet coke golfer's evil tricks for + many years settled with a retirement home resident. "He is too dumb, weak, + and old to do anything harmful" you say. Tell that to the many war leaders + who got pleatiful pay checks from this old fuck. You know what they did with + this money? They blew up children in other parts of the world. Some of you + diet coke golfer supporters complain that the demon rats spend too much money + on helping people in other countries, but I think your war like minds will + enjoy the truth much more because let me tell you the demon rats are blowing + arms and legs off children in those countries. They are raping their mothers + to death all while the CIA works its magic destablizing the country. + "War is peace" - Big Bother. All while that happens you fuckers arent willing + to get off your asses and go to any protests or any of that. All you do is + vote once every 4 years and cry yourself to sleep if your person doesnt win. + <br/><br/> + You cant see things dialectically. Instead to you everything is a disconnected + detail. You cant see how online piracy, economic freedom for the working class, + lgbtq+ rights, anti-racism, keeping the earth clean, disability rights... all + interact. <b>Its all or nothing.</b> Dont give me the its ok the diet coke + golfers do blah blah blah because they will defend blah blah blah, or the its + ok the demon rats blah blah blah because they will do blah blah blah. They + will say bullshit like "protect the children" or stop the flow of bad drugs + like fent or stop terrorism from happening but NO. Even if they say its for + safety dont fall for it. What matters is the freedom and well being of every + good living being no matter their race, gender, sexual description, any + disabilities they have... Every "safety" feature the government adds is + designed to get in the way of that freedom and use safety as a way to cover + up the fact they are enslaving us. + "Ignorance is strength" - Big Bother. + </p> + + <h3>Why I wrote this</h3> + <p> + I was listening to the radio and they were talking about a statistic. The + statistic compared americans reaction to bad things countries like russia + did compared to bad things america did. The statistic found + that americans react more to bad things countries like russia did compared + to things american did that are similar. Being the way radio is they didnt + go into it anymore and sidetracked away. The fight for freedom should be + a movement that spans borders, a movement that is not bound to grandfalloon + limits. No more letting the bad things china or russia does overcome your + power to see your own country is quite likely doing the same. No more letting + powerful people make you believe that people with no power are bigger + threats than the powerful people. No more believing things the government + says is for your safety is actually for your safety though at the same + time dont let big companies tell you stuff like food laws are one of + these fake safety features, those companies are just butt heart some + amount of protection from legal posioning exists though thats a topic + for another time. + </p> + + <h3>Helpful articles</h3> + <p> + These arent going to be <i>perfect unbias articles</i>. None are including + mine. + </p> + <ul> + <li><a href="https://www.tooltester.com/en/blog/the-worlds-most-surveilled-countries" + target="_blank">The world's most surveilled citizens</a></li> + <li><a href="https://digdeeper.club/articles/technological_slavery.xhtml" + target="_blank">Technological slavery</a></li> + </ul> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="case_against_identity">Case against identity</h2>--- Thu, 24 Apr 2025 19:20:02 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + The modern day world is quite identity focused I would say. Identity is + something I both eat up and puke out, something I have my own version of but + in a way always go back to yet keep my distance from. It is yet another word + that been cleaned of any meaning yet used in many more ways every day. Over + all I see identity not as something not to be celecrated, I see it as something + to be abolished. + </p> + + <h3>The anti-individualism of identity</h3> + <p> + <b>Identity doesnt bring about individual freedom and expression: quite the + opposite, it puts us into grandfalloons and many times it is even controlled by + factors outside our own will even though its socially constructed from the core. + </b> Hell + no I say to it all. Get those grandfalloon self image cripling social constructs + out of my face! If you ever gotten really fucking high you would know social + identity does not follow you into the void. You instead start seeing yourself and + thinking like a real individual. The logical and emolutional nuances of your geist + makes themsevles clear as rest of the world fades out, every bias you have shows + itself as a bias instead of an unarguable fact of nature. A similar thing happens + during rem stages of sleep, no matter who you are and where you are in a dream + those details carved into your brain in a strange twisted way tells you that you + arent the person you think you are. Things that happened in the outside world + seem not only to have shaped you but tortured you as well, distanced you from + your own geist to instead put you in a social label: a mask you no longer know + if its a mask or a part of your face; under it is just flesh no skin and that + reality scares social comformists. + </p> + + <h3>Descriptions instead of identities</h3> + <p> + I dont identity as bisexual, I describe myself as bisexual. I dont identity with + socialism, I describe my polical ideology as aligned with it. In the past I have + gone ahead and made things my entire identity and it only leads to less freedom + and more suffering. Identity makes sure I pick a option and defend it no matter how + wrong instead of engaging in the search of truth. Knowing this the identities people + try to push on me causes pain though I dont see those people worth my time anyways. + You may say you are blue but that doesnt mean your entire identity depends on it, + instead it can remain a simple fact about yourself and leave your geist free to + travel as it pleases. + </p> + + <h3>Identity and capitalism</h3> + <p> + Under capitalism your entire existance as a proletariat orbits around capitalist + production. Your job is not just something that needs to get done or something you + do to make a living. Under capitalism your not a good worker unless you make it + your identity. From a young age everyone is pushed in this direction, always asked + "what do you want to be when you grow up?". Always told to go to college to + became a professional in one field and do only that to the day you retire or die + whatever comes first. Does it matter if you even like it to start with not alone + the entire time? Capitalism sure couldnt give a fuck, they want the "you gotta + do what you gotta do mindset" drilled into your head. Capitalism fucking hates + jack of all trades, they want someone who has an entire college degree to push + a button and cant do anything else. Talk about systematic crimination against + ADHD lol. To top things off they make it so peoples entire self worth is + centered around their job they <s>picked</s> got forced into. + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="the_project">The project</h2>--- Sun, 20 Apr 2025 23:05:22 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + A long time ago a few people started a mass project, one with no end. This project spans life times and demands + everyone born is forced into it at birth and they dedicate every cell of their body, every living breathing + second, everything about them into this mass project. Everyone is raised at birth to be unable of even understanding + the concept that a world without the project can exist, to them the existance of the project is as natural as the trees + and dirt and has always been in existance. + <br/><br/> + When even the slightest question hinting towards to even reveling the existance + of the project is raised it sounds alarms for most. Facts are no longer facts but just simple easy to eat enforcements of + the project, infact facts are kind of stupido: they state something without even going to detail about the hows or whys. + "cold hard facts" you mean static unquestioned comfort statements? Questions toward the project that dont sound alarms seem + to not apply to the project, instead they only apply to things that get in the way of the project. + <br/><br/> + Barely anyone can imagine the end of the world as blissful or peaceful. To most the destruction of a bloody society that + causes most its issues yet pretends it never did those things and does a half assed job fixing it is a sad thing. Masses + show up to the death of a mass murderer to cry, a mass murderer who won a peace prize. + <br/><br/> + What is even more alarming and outside the range of thought for most than pointing out the existance of the project or even taking + it down is the concept that better projects can take its place. The idea that not only our very understanding of facts + and logic are twisted by a mass project but that new ways of understanding can replace it. + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="fakism">Fakism</h2>--- Mon, 14 Apr 2025 05:58:51 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + Imagine a fake american. There are american flags everywhere, pictures of the founding fathers everywhere, american themed everything. But it lacks many of the things that + made american what it is: everything is controlled by a unelected <i>president</i> + who serves for life, everything is owned by the president's small group of all + powerful and controlling friends and the people of american have to rent everything + from them... Hanging up any flag that isnt an american flag is illegal, and pointing + out that it isnt real america is illegal. No democracy or freedom of speech. Its + just a dictatorship painted in red, white, and blue. It isnt anti-americans being + locked up, they seem to quite like the idea of a fake american. Its the americans + who want real america back who are being locked up. + <br/><br/> + Now imagine what I said in the context of the USSR. Socialist things everywhere + without a shred of any prove of socialism, a unelected dictator who serves for + life, the people who have zero control over their housing and workplace... If + you havent read any Karl Marx your likely lost right now: <b>Karl Marx wrote + about taking down dictatorships, giving the working class more control over + their own workspaces and lifes, continuing where the founding fathers stopped + by expanding democracy into more parts of life...</b> If you actually look + into it you will find many of the people in the USSR being locked up were + themselves strong supporters of socialism, socialists who realized the USSR + was a dictatorship with a socialist veneer. Sound a lot like the fake + america example I gave doesnt it? + <br/><br/> + Fake america is unfolding right now. Its a movement the upper class started many + years ago. They were butt hurt when they were told they cant have slaves anymore, + they were butt hurt when unions told them they need to treat their workers what + they are worth, they were butt hurt when they were told women can work real jobs. + Through funding political parties and turing lots of tiny companies into a few + big ones they have been very very busy working to undo are tiny wins. As of + writing this we are at the point in history where their puzzle is finally coming + together. The plan is unfolding the way they planned. Fake america doesnt try + to destroy the red, white, and blue or the flag. Instead it hangs it up right + above the throne to fool people. They plant fake signs to throw you off + course, to stop you from following the path. Dont trust the signs! + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="fuck_aba_therapy">Fuck aba therapy</h2>--- Fri, 11 Apr 2025 10:22:54 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + Lets get all the soft words out of the way: aba therapy is the use of psychological and sometimes even + physical torture to train kids with autism and other conditions to act more like normal people. It + does not care about acceptance, does not even try to help them develop and learn in any meaningful way, + is blind to any advanged autistic people might have in some areas and doesnt even try to use those + advances. All aba therapy does is get a monster out of a cave and beat it until it lost all its geist, + put it in a suit and tie, than throw it into a office to pencil push rest of its life. It doesnt even + stop for a microsecond to wonder if the monster has any feelings, if its physically capable of things + humans arent... + <br/><br/> + Are society doesnt want people who think differently, are undistracted by much of the social bullshit + that completely takes over the minds of many, are much more sensitive and intune to the world around + them... for heaven fucking shake why is not putting up with fucking loud sounds a bad thing? Do normal + people even have ears?! Go and read the countless online articles about noise pollution. <b>Noise + pollution causes earing loss, stress, sleep issues, heart attacks, environmental damage, + increased risk of avoidable accidents...</b> + and not putting up with it is a disorder? and kids who dont put up with it should be psychologically + tortured until they show zero resitance to all the things I listed? + <br/><br/> + A lot of it connects to capitalism. The capitalists want workers who will mindlessly do whatever they + are told, not workers who ask questions. The capitalists want workers who will put up with stressful + and dangerous work spaces, not ones who demand it gets fixed even if it cuts into profits. + <br/><br/> + Some alternates to aba therapy (there are things here for adults to, children arent the only ones + with autism): + </p> + <ul> + <li> + Spending time on hobbies and interests that you actually care about + </li> + <li> + Filling the mind with well made works of fiction and history + </li> + <li> + Art and music + </li> + <li> + Study science and philosophy + </li> + <li> + Safe and responsible use of psyadelic drugs + </li> + <li> + Spending time going on hikes, biking, and doing fun things outdoors + </li> + <li> + Pets and animals + </li> + </ul> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="dogs_against_doge">Dogs against doge</h2>--- Sat, 5 Apr 2025 23:17:25 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + On this website I have said before that as a nonhuman (I am a nonhuman believe it or not) my + power to engage in revolution is lower than all you humans and my words and actions are less + meaningful due to my isolation as a nonhuman. But like I said before I am still caught up in + your problems reguardless and when shit hits the fan I will still be there doing what little + I can. Today that happened. I went to a protest: a protest against doge. For a moment my + nonhumanism impacted me less than it normally does. I realized this when I saw a dog with + a sign on it. That sign said "dogs against doge". Even the dogs and nonhumans were protesting. + It may not have been the dog revolution or the nonhuman revolution but it was still a revolution + against a form of evil. And that is something dogs, cats, aliens, big foot, whatever the fuck I am... + can fight for no matter how little are existing does anything in the bigger picture. + <br/><br/> + The revolution will not be <s>televised</s> on social media! + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="wikipedia">On the issue of wikipedia</h2>--- Mon, 31 Mar 2025 10:55:00 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <h3>Why do I write this?</h3> + <p> + Wikipedia is one of those things a lot of people like to shit on without really + thinking deep about the sytem as a whole. People tend to look for yes or no + answers than they should instead be trying to understand things on a dialectical + level so they can understand the <i>why</i> instead of just the <i>what</i>. + Teachers dont understand how the articles are actually editted, edge lords + like to shit on it without actually knowing the issues with wikipedia, youtubers + like to push out content shitting on wikipedia without ever going into the + actual details why wikipedia is bad... Before you start shitting your pants + <b>I am not defending wikipedia by any means</b>, quite the opposite actually. + I am just here to tell you like most things in life <b>its bad but not for the + reasons you think</b>. + </p> + + <h3><i>Its editted by random people on the internet</i></h3> + <p> + And academic books are written by a few people in fancy buildings, + documentaries are made by a bunch of nerds with cameras, research papers + are written by old dudes in lab coats... With all of those there are systems + in place to make sure its reliable and yes, wikipedia does have a system in + place its just different than what other sources use. Thats what makes those + different from fucking reddit. All of those can be equally shitty if you + just eat up whatever is given to you instead of questing where it came from. + One thing all of those systems cant stop (thats if they even try) is bias. + </p> + + <h3>On bias</h3> + <p> + No where is without bias. No matter how much they try to get rid of it its + still there. Its often more than just <i>a different way of looking at + things</i>, it can be full on poising to the brain and flat out demand + you close off your mind. That is why religion is dogshit. Thats why + you gotta be strong and not let that shit in. A little god and jesus than + as soon as you know it being gay is a sin, women are objects, the church + controls you... a few good opinions and sources of information aint going + to save you, building up a philosophy and lens to view the world from can + be just as much as a tool to free the mind as it is a weapon to be misused + by shitty things like religion. As much as reading helps its a journy you + can only take alone. + <br/><br/> + Wikipedia's bias is not limited to just republican or democrat. Its not + communist or fascist either. It embodies the will of both republicans and + democrats, only aims to defend the status quo, and prefers to echo the words + of those with money and power. <b>Wikipedia's bias is: neoliberal.</b> Its + humanitarian enough to not appear as an opinion held by asses but at the + same time isnt willing to hold people in power accountable. Anything bad + america does is covered up and pushed deep into parts of the articles barely + anyone reads, anything bad enemies of america does is made much easier to + find. <b>The most dangerous type of bias is bias that pretends its not + bias.</b> Once something makes you believe its nonbias it can start making + you believe everything it says is the unquestable truth and slowly lock + up your mind. Yes, even I am bias. + </p> + + <h3>Those who never speak are never wrong</h3> + <p> + Lets get this out of the way, wikipedia may not be deep and analytical + but it tends to be very dense. Schools dont like that because they dont + want their students to gain new information: they want their students to + to quote fancy sounding quotes from people that went to colleges that + most cant afford. <b>The ideal source is something that is dialectical, + analytical, and dense.</b> Wikipedia is just dense. <b>And the sources + schools want us to use is none of those!</b> + <br/><br/> + The more you say the more incorrect things you will say even with a + constant error rate, the more you say the more you need to fact check + which could get overwhelming increasing the error rate. How do academics + get around this? By stuffing their articles with word porn to make it + as un-dense as possible so they can say barely anything while keeping their + word count up. That is a terrible way to do things. Its better to openly + define a way of going about understanding the world so everything can be + connected and tied together while giving the reader the authority to + analyze your words instead of eating it up. When you speak you have to + risk being wrong and if you cant learn to accept that and continue + learning new things than its better to not speak at all. Wikipedia + still only goes half way, enough to scare away schools not but enough + for some topics. + </p> + + <h3>Replacing wikipedia</h3> + <p> + Wikipedia for the most part is usable not going to lie. Today I was + using it to look up information on anime. I even link to wikipedia + on my website sometimes. I am careful about what articles I link + though, not all wikipedia articles are equal. <b>A good wikipedia + replacement does not exist.</b> They all have the same issues: + everyone is too focused on making a nonbias source when they + should be openly announcing their bias and writing more + analytical. + <br/><br/> + <b>Get yourself a library card!</b> While wikipedia will cover + you for quick questions your base of knowledge should be built + by reading books. Not everything can be summarized and quoted. + A good book is one that takes its time to buildup information + while still being dense enough. A book will tell you a complete + story instead of just data points. A good book opens your mind + by showing new ways information can connect. Wikipedia, news + articles... only ever serve to give you disconnected data points: + aka tell <b>what</b> to believe not <b>how</b> to believe. + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="dreamlog1">Dream log 1</h2>--- Sun, 30 Mar 2025 01:51:00 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + Last night I had the type of dream that inspires new stories. In my dream the favorite author: + Kurt Vonnegut, was a unix and emacs user. And he wrote a book about someone in some government + position or something along those lines who spent there entire life fucking around with unix + and there favorite editor was emacs. He made countless, guides, journy entries, random life + stories.. and had everything on his system optmized using scripts to do many different tasks. + The whole world ended and the last person on earth was someone who knew pretty much nothing + about computers and they found this unix system in the place they picked as there hideout. + Through all the things left behind on the unix system the last person on earth learned to + not only survive but live well as the last person. They even became a unix power user through + the guides left behind. + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + +<table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr><td><h2 id="overthinking">Overthinking</h2>--- Sat, 29 Mar 2025 11:42:00 GMT</td></tr> + <tr><td> + <p> + Whenver I decide to add something to this website I always overthink on how + to add the thing. In general I just overthink how I will do everything. It + slows me down. Right now I am overthinking trying to think what to write + and how to format it. I always end up doing way less when what I planned + on doing. My partner overthinks a lot to. We overthink together. + Though we overthink in different ways. I always end up going fuck this + and throwing together a terrible mess while he just ends up giving up + from the start. + <br/><br/> + Overthinking is just as much of a power as it is a curse. It fuels my + ideas and thought process just as much as it slows me down. Its a quite + difficult weapon to use but still quite deadly indeed. + <br/><br/> + Next time you overthink do what I do: eat junk food. + </p> + </td></tr> +</table> + + </center> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/org/blog/template.html b/org/blog/template.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d4eeffb --- /dev/null +++ b/org/blog/template.html @@ -0,0 +1,58 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html> + +<head> + <title>Nathan's shitty blog</title> + <link rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml" title="Nathan's shitty blog" href="feed.xml"> + +<style> + +body { + color: black; + background-image: url('../images/blog_background.png'); +} + +table { + color: black; + background-color: #bebebe; + margin-top: 10px; + margin-bottom: 10px; + margin-left: 10px; + margin-right: 10px; +} + +</style> + +</head> + +<body> + <a href="../index.html"><img src="../images/back_home.png" alt="Back to home page"/></a> + + <center> + <table border="1" width="60%"> + <tr> + <td> + <h1>Nathan's shitty blog</h1> + <a href="feed.xml" target="_blank"> + <img src="../images/rss.png" alt="rss"/> + </a> + <p> + I dont know if I will post often but here you go fucking world! + There is no topic, just me posting whatever is on my mind. Add + the feed to your feedreader <b>(you better have one)</b> so you + can stay updated on the things on my mind. + </p> + </td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td> + ~a + </td> + </tr> + </table> + + ~a + </center> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/org/cgi-bin/guest-book.cgi b/org/cgi-bin/guest-book.cgi new file mode 100755 index 0000000..84fc7f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/cgi-bin/guest-book.cgi @@ -0,0 +1,218 @@ +#! /usr/local/bin/guile3 \ +-e main -s +!# + +(use-modules (ice-9 exceptions)) +(use-modules (srfi srfi-19)) +(use-modules (sxml simple)) +(use-modules (json)) + +(define guest-book-json-file "guest-book.json") + +(define (decode-hex hex) + (string (integer->char + (string->number (string-append "#x" + hex))))) + +;; Handle query string encoding +(define (format-query-string item) + (letrec ((decode-query + (lambda (value) + (let ((index (string-index value #\%)) + (value-length (string-length value))) + (cond ((and index value-length) + (string-append (substring value 0 index) + (decode-hex (substring value + (+ index 1) + (+ index 3))) + (cond ((< index (- value-length 3)) + (decode-query + (substring value + (+ index 3) + value-length))) + (else "")))) + (else value)))))) + (decode-query (string-map (lambda (character) + (case character + ((#\+) #\space) + (else character))) + item)))) + +;; Progress form data +(define (get-form) + (let ((query (getenv "QUERY_STRING"))) + (cond ((string= query "") #f) + (else + (map (lambda (item) + (let ((pairs (string-split item #\=))) + (set-cdr! pairs (format-query-string (cadr pairs))) + pairs)) + (string-split query #\&)))))) + +(define (sanitize-input value) + (let ((output (open-output-string)) + (sanitized "")) + (sxml->xml `(*TOP* ,value) output) + (set! sanitized (get-output-string output)) + (close-output-port output) + sanitized)) + +(define (write-guest-to-json name url message) + (let ((guest-book '()) + (guest `(("name" . ,name) + ("url" . ,url) + ("message" . ,message) + ("date" . ,(date->string (current-date) "~B, ~d ~Y")))) + (not-already-added #t)) + + (if (file-exists? guest-book-json-file) + (call-with-input-file guest-book-json-file + (lambda (fp) + (set! guest-book (vector->list (json->scm fp))) + ;; Handle order thingy + (set! guest-book (map (lambda (item) + (reverse item)) + guest-book))))) + + ;; Guest already added. + (letrec ((check-if-already-added + (lambda (guests) + (unless (eq? guests '()) + (cond ((compare-guests 0 (car guests) guest) + (set! not-already-added #f)) + (else + (check-if-already-added (cdr guests))))))) + (compare-guests + (lambda (index guest1 guest2) + (and (string= (cdr (list-ref guest1 index)) + (cdr (list-ref guest2 index))) + (cond ((< index 3) + (compare-guests (+ index 1) guest1 guest2)) + (else #t)))))) + (check-if-already-added guest-book)) + + ;; Add guest to guest-book + (cond (not-already-added + (cond ((eq? guest-book '()) + (set! guest-book (list guest))) + (else + (append! guest-book (list guest)))) + + ;; Write guest book to json + (call-with-output-file guest-book-json-file + (lambda (fp) + (scm->json (list->vector guest-book) fp))) + + (display "<p>You been added to the guest book yippe (:</p>\ +<img src=\"../images/yippee.gif\" alt=\"yippee!\"/>\n")) + (else + (display "You already been added\n"))))) + +(define (handle-fields) + (let ((form (get-form))) + (if form + (let ((name (sanitize-input (cdr (list-ref form 0)))) + (url (sanitize-input (cdr (list-ref form 1)))) + (message (sanitize-input (cdr (list-ref form 2))))) + (cond ((string= name "") ;; No name given + (display "<p>name is required</p>")) + ((string= message "") ;; No message given + (display "<p>please write a silly something (:</p>")) + (else + (write-guest-to-json name url message))))))) + +;; Display a guest in the guest book +(define (display-guest guest) + (let ((date (cdr (list-ref guest 0))) + (message (cdr (list-ref guest 1))) + (url (cdr (list-ref guest 2))) + (name (cdr (list-ref guest 3)))) + (format #t " <table border=\"1\" width=\"60%\">\n\ + <tr><td>\n\ + <b>~a</b> <a href=\"~a\" target=\"_blank\">~a</a> --- signed ~a\n\ + </td></tr>\n\ + <tr><td>\n\ + <p>~a</p>\n\ + </table>\n\n" name url url date message))) + +;; Display pretty much everything +(define (display-guest-book) + (display "Content-Type: text/html\n\n\ +<!DOCTYPE html>\n\ +<html>\n\ +<head>\n\ + <title>Guest Book</title>\n\ + <style>\n\ +body {\n\ + color: black;\n\ + background-image: url('../images/guest_book_background.png');\n\ +}\n\ +\n\ +table {\n\ + color: black;\n\ + background-color: #bebebe;\n\ + margin-top: 10px;\n\ + margin-bottom: 10px;\n\ + margin-left: 10px;\n\ + margin-right: 10px;\n\ +}\n\ +</style>\n\ +</head>\n\ +<body>\n\ + <a href=\"../index.html\"><img src=\"../images/back_home.png\"\n\ + alt=\"Back to home page\"/></a>\n\ + <center>\n\ + <table border=\"1\" width=\"60%\">\n\ + <tr>\n\ + <td>\n\ + <h3>Sign my fucking guest book</h3>\n\ + <form action = \"guest_book.cgi\" method = \"get\">\n\ + <lable for = \"name\" maxlength=\"100\">Name</lable>\n\ + <input type = \"text\" name = \"name\"/>\n\ + <br/>\n\ + <lable for = \"url\" maxlength=\"256\">Website (Optional)\n\ + </lable>\n\ + <input type = \"text\" name = \"url\"/>\n\ + <br/><br/>\n\ + <lable for = \"message\">Write a little silly something</lable>\n\ + <br/>\n\ + <textarea type = \"text\" name = \"message\" rows = \"4\"\n\ + cols = \"40\" maxlength=\"512\"></textarea>\n\ + <br/>\n\ + <input type = \"submit\" value = \"Fucking submit\">\n\ + <b>You can't delete/edit it afterwards</b>\n\ + </form>\n\ + <p>\n\ + <b>Be nice! Dont be a fucking ass.</b>\n\ + </p>\n") + (handle-fields) + (display " </td>\n\ + </tr>\n\ + </table>\n\n") + + ;; Try to read the guest book json + (with-exception-handler + (lambda (error) + (display " <table border=\"1\" width=\"60%\">\n\ + <tr><td>\n\ + <p>No guest(s) have been added ): But you can be the first!</p>\n\ + </td></tr>\n\ + </table>\n")) + (lambda () + (call-with-input-file guest-book-json-file + (lambda (fp) + (letrec ((guest-book (json->scm fp)) + (guest-loop + (lambda (index) + (display-guest (vector-ref guest-book index)) + (if (> index 0) + (guest-loop (- index 1)))))) + (guest-loop (- (vector-length guest-book) 1)))))) + #:unwind? #t) + + (display " </center>\n\ +</body>\n\ +</html>\n")) + +(define (main args) + (display-guest-book)) diff --git a/org/distro-guides/arch.org b/org/distro-guides/arch.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a2f71e0 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/distro-guides/arch.org @@ -0,0 +1,98 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../../org-templates/distro-guides.org +#+TITLE: Arch Guide + +* Arch linux + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: arch-linux + :END: +Arch is just a better distro, but using arch doesnt instantly make you a +better linux user. Saying "I am a arch user btw" is still fun and annoys +people so I keep saying it reguardless.\\ +\\ +*Warning: This is a ever changing page due to the fact I havent been +daily driving arch for long as of writing this and is uncompletish.* + +* Installing arch + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: installing + :END: +A lot of arch users will get pissed as fuck at me but *its ok to use +arch install*. I personally prefer manually installing arch and wouldnt +want to do it any other way so I dont use it, btw (:\\ +\\ +The [[https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/Installation_guide][offical arch installation guide]] and other resources on the arch wiki is a +great way to install arch though I also like to use +[[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQgyW10xD8s][distro tubes arch +installation guide]] alongside the resources. Some arch users may be +pissed I dare tell people to go watch a youtube video. I am sure most +arch installation guides on youtube suck but DT's video is killer. Plus +its not a replacement for the wiki, its just to help follow it a bit +easier and act as a good jumping off point.\\ +\\ +Some things I gotta add is for me DT's video I linked doesnt work 100 +percent. When setting up grub it cant find the efi directory. You gotta +use a switch to show that command that fails the efi directory. I forgor +the switch and I am too lazy to look it up but you can find it if the +=--help= flag. Also to dual boot with nasty nasty MS Windows(R) you +gotta install ntfs-3g for it to be able to read MS Windows(R) ntfs(R) +Microsoft(R) partitions. You also gotta set +=GRUB_DISABLE_OS_PROBER=false= in =/etc/default/grub= and mount the MS +Windows(R) directory in the efi directory for OS proper to work +sometimes. + +* After installing + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: post + :END: ++ Make sure you install a good ass DE or WM. No better DE than good old + trusty xfce. Your also going to want lightdm with that. Thunar is a + quite useable file manager though you can betterize it with gvfs or + another opinional packages for cool fancy shit. Or for even more cool + fancy things get something like + [[file:../linux-room.org::#spacefm][SpaceFM]]. Just fuck around tbh. ++ If your sound fucking aint working right install sof-firmware. ++ I use [[https://github.com/Jguer/yay][yay]] because it makes life in + arch easier even though its stupid ass bloat. + +* Nvidia drivers + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nvidia + :END: +A lot can change depending on many things and everything I say has only +been tested on my machine so read some fucking resources here: + ++ [[https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/NVIDIA][Offical nvidia arch wiki]] ++ [[https://github.com/korvahannu/arch-nvidia-drivers-installation-guide][Some strangely helpful github guide]] ++ [[https://medium.com/@sakalakis/how-to-easily-install-the-nvidia-drivers-in-arch-linux-5f1b3f1a5f66][Ewwwww, medium site (it strangely works without javascript)]] + +Guide for my system mostly and maybe yours: + ++ Install some packages:\\ + =sudo pacman -Syu=\\ + =sudo pacman -S nvidia nvidia-utils nvidia-settings= ++ Rebuild the initramfs:\\ + =sudo mkinitcpio -P= ++ Follow [[https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/NVIDIA_Optimus#LightDM][a + guide found here]] to setup lightdm for nvidia. ++ Open up the xfce startup app thingy and add + =nvidia-settings --load-config-only= as a startup app so your nvidia + settings load on login. ++ After reboot you can check the drivers with: + + My prefered way:\\ + =sudo pacman -S mesa-utils=\\ + =glxinfo | grep -E "OpenGL vendor|OpenGL renderer"= + + Another way: =nvidia-smi= ++ For multi monitor refresh rate issues add these to your + /etc/environment\\ + =CLUTTER_DEFAULT_FPS=<refresh rate of your sync monitor>=\\ + =__GL_SYNC_DISPLAY_DEVICE=<monitor to sync to>=\\ + Then open your nvidia settings, go to OpenGL Settings and turn off + "Allow Flipping". + +* Tricks + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: tricks + :END: ++ To clean out shit that builds up in pacman run =sudo pacman -Sc= and + =sudo pacman -Qdtq | sudo pacman -Rs -=\\ + =-Sc= also works in yay. diff --git a/org/distro-guides/fedora.org b/org/distro-guides/fedora.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fb9d3d3 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/distro-guides/fedora.org @@ -0,0 +1,86 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../../org-templates/distro-guides.org +#+TITLE: Fedora Guide + +* Fedora xfce + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: fedora-xfce + :END: +Fedora been my go to for quite a while though I sometimes switch +desktops lmao. I have tried the gnome version but it doesn't really fit +me so most of the time I have used the kde spin though recently kde just +haven't been feeling the same. It has been feeling buggy and have been +fighting with nvidia drivers. After running xfce on my second computer +for a while I grew to really like it and started using it on my main and +it have been running much better then kde.\\ +\\ +Fedora xfce can be downloaded [[https://fedoraproject.org/spins/xfce][here]]. + +* Setting up fedora + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: setting_up + :END: +Fedora has a little extra setup you wouldn't see in something like linux +mint though it isn't that bad. + +** Packages + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: packages + :END: +You can speed up dnf by adding these to /etc/dnf/dnf.conf\\ +=max_parallel_downloads=20=\\ +=fastestmirror=True=\\ +\\ +The default repos have lots of stuff but you might want an app that +isn't in it like steam. I know the gnome version has a enable 3rd party +repos button that does everything I listed here but I am on the xfce +version and also had to do this on the kde verison. + ++ Setup rpm fusion to get more packages in dnf with the + [[https://docs.fedoraproject.org/en-US/quick-docs/rpmfusion-setup/][resources here]] ++ Install flatpak if not already there using =sudo dnf install flatpak= + then add [[https://flathub.org/setup/Fedora][flathub]] to get some cool apps! + +** Multimedia + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: multimedia + :END: +By default fedora doesn't have many codecs and you need to install them +yourself. Without them many media files will not work and lots of +youtube videos will not be able to play. The fedora docs use to show how +to install them but they removed it from their page and instead shows a +new version which installs some stuff but not everything. I do both of +them to make sure I get all the codecs I need. + ++ Update your system with =sudo dnf upgrade= ++ Install the new packages with =sudo dnf group install multimedia= ++ Install the old ones with these three commands in a row: + + =sudo dnf install gstreamer1-plugins-{bad-\*,good-\*,base} gstreamer1-plugin-openh264 gstreamer1-libav --exclude=gstreamer1-plugins-bad-free-devel= + + =sudo dnf install lame\* --exclude=lame-devel= + + =sudo dnf swap ffmpeg-free ffmpeg --allowerasing= + +* Nvidia drivers + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nvidia + :END: +Nvidia isn't the best on linux and I like AMD much more though I am +stuck with nvidia for now. For xfce there are some extra settings to +enable it but it works great once that is done. You will need rpm fusion +first before you can install the drivers. + ++ Follow the fedora docs on nvidia [[https://docs.fedoraproject.org/en-US/quick-docs/set-nvidia-as-primary-gpu-on-optimus-based-laptops][here]] ++ Also look at the rpmfusion docs on nvidia [[https://rpmfusion.org/Howto/NVIDIA][here]] ++ Follow the archwiki on nvidia in lightdm [[https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/NVIDIA_Optimus#LightDM][here]]. ++ For multi monitor refresh rate issues add these to your + /etc/environment\\ + =CLUTTER_DEFAULT_FPS=<refresh rate of your sync monitor>=\\ + =__GL_SYNC_DISPLAY_DEVICE=<monitor to sync to>=\\ + Then open your nvidia settings, go to OpenGL Settings and turn off + "Allow Flipping". + +* Useful things in fedora + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: useful_things + :END: +Fedora doesn't have =update-grub= so instead you have to use these:\\ +=sudo grub2-mkconfig -o /etc/grub2.cfg=\\ +=sudo grub2-mkconfig -o /etc/grub2-efi.cfg= diff --git a/org/distro-guides/images/back.png b/org/distro-guides/images/back.png Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..aec1613 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/distro-guides/images/back.png diff --git a/org/distro-guides/xfce.org b/org/distro-guides/xfce.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8efb543 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/distro-guides/xfce.org @@ -0,0 +1,60 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../../org-templates/distro-guides.org +#+TITLE: Xfce Guide + +* Xfce DE + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: xfce-de + :END: +Indeed the best DE out there. + +By default xfce is a very plain desktop and looks kind of old and shitty +(like this website), but it can look and feel great with some work! + ++ Install nicer icons like papirus, can never go wrong with papirus + icons. then set them as your icon theme. ++ Install a better theme. Some good ones are: + + [[https://drasite.com/flat-remix-gtk][flat-remix]] + + [[https://www.xfce-look.org/p/1681313/][gruvbox]] + + [[https://www.xfce-look.org/p/2098041][DoorMaker]] + + [[https://www.xfce-look.org/p/1394325][BaZik]] ++ Install kvantum and kvantum-qt5 to change qt themes. Add this to + /etc/environment for kvantum to work:\\ + =QT_STYLE_OVERRIDE=kvantum= ++ Whisker menu for those who want a more modern menu: + + Install whisker menu for a way better menu + + Go into the panel settings to remove the old one and change it to + whisker menu. ++ Enable clipman as one of the startup apps for a kde like clipboard. ++ Make some nicer keybinds: + + Bind =xfce4-popup-whiskermenu= to something like alt+f1 than use + xcape to bind it to super to get around the xfce super key bug. Add + =xcape -e 'Super_L=Alt_L|F1'= as a startup application or whatever + dummy keybind you binded to whiskermenu. Sadly xfce cant bind + anything to super key without breaking other shortcuts that use + super so we have to use xcape in a painful hacky way. + + Bind "super+v" to =xfce4-clipman-history= to make it feel more like + the kde clipboard ++ Make new windows show up at the center by going into the "Window + ManagerTweaks" "Placement" tab, turning the minimum size all the way + up and make sure its set to place new windows at the center. ++ Go into "Window Manager" and set a cooler window style and more sane + shortcuts for virtual desktops. ++ Go into "Window Manager Tweaks" and fuck around with the compositor + settings for cool clear things. + +* Rofi in xfce + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: rofi-in-xfce + :END: +The default xfce appfinder been causing me issues lately so I decided to +switch to rofi.\\ +\\ +To make rofi work with my workflow I like to add some binds for it: + ++ Bind =rofi -show drun -icon-theme "Papirus-Dark" -show-icons= to + super+d ++ Bind =rofi -show run= to super+r ++ Bind =rofi -show window -icon-theme "Papirus-Dark" -show-icons= to + super+w + +There is much more I could use rofi for but this is all I need. diff --git a/org/error/404.org b/org/error/404.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a9c76ea --- /dev/null +++ b/org/error/404.org @@ -0,0 +1,13 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../../org-templates/error.org +#+TITLE: 404 Page Not Found +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: /images/woopsy.jpg +#+options: toc:nil num:nil + +* Woopsy! + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: woopsy + :END: +You tried looking for something that doesnt exist. 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b/org/index.xhtml new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6f6b1e8 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/index.xhtml @@ -0,0 +1,233 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html xmlns="http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml"> +<head> + <title>Nathan's Shitty Web</title> + <link rel="icon" type="image/x-icon" href="images/icon.png" /> + <link rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml" title= + "Nathan's shitty blog" href="/blog/feed.xml" /> +</head> +<body bgcolor="#dcd1ba" background="images/background.png"> + <center> + <img src="images/home_title.png" alt="Nathan's Shit Web" /> <img src= + "images/under_construction.gif" alt="Under construction" /> + <table border="1" width="60%" bgcolor="#bebebe"> + <tr> + <td> + <i>durp durp durp</i> + <h2>Contact/links</h2> + <ul> + <li> + <a href="mailto:nathansmith@disroot.org"> + <img src="images/email.gif" />nathansmith@disroot.org</a> + </li> + <li>XMPP: ebichu@hot-chilli.im</li> + <li> + <a href="https://git.shittyweb.org" target="_blank">Shittyweb + version control</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="https://codeberg.org/nathansmith" target= + "_blank">Codeberg</a> + </li> + <li> + <a href="https://gitea.com/nathansmithsmith" target= + "_blank">Gitea</a> + </li> + </ul> + </td> + <td><img src="images/pride.png" /> <img src= + "images/spinning_rat.gif" /></td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%" bgcolor="#bebebe"> + <tr> + <td> + <h2>About me</h2> + <p>Many people don't know their reason for existing, others think + they know but will one day have to learn the hard way they were + wrong. My reason for existing is to explore the world around me and + continue the nonstop journy of learning and finding new things. I + try to avoid anything that disrupts the journy, requires closing off + my mind and handing it over to someone... <b>If you have a problem + with that you can go fuck yourself!</b><br /> + <img src="images/tiny_lain.gif" alt="Lain" /><br /> + Some of my interests and hobbies:</p> + <ul> + <li>Guitar and bass</li> + <li>Linux</li> + <li>Programming</li> + <li>Electronics modding and DIY</li> + <li>Real leftism and politics (real leftism is very different than + what society wants you to think)</li> + <li>Lite amounts of philosophy and psychology</li> + </ul> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%" bgcolor="#bebebe"> + <tr> + <td> + <h3><a href="cgi-bin/guest-book.cgi">--> Sign the guest + book</a></h3> + <h3><a href="blog/index.html">--> Read the blog</a></h3> + <h3><a href="linux-room.xhtml">--> Visit the linux room</a></h3> + <h3><a href="music-room.xhtml">--> Visit the music room</a></h3> + </td> + <td> + <h3><a href="tv-corner.xhtml">--> Visit the tv corner</a></h3> + <h3><a href="reading-corner.xhtml">--> Visit the reading + corner</a></h3> + <h3><a href="nathans-philosophy.xhtml">--> Learn Nathan's + philosophy</a></h3> + <h3><a href="truth.xhtml">--> LEARN THE TRUTH <--</a></h3> + <h3><a href="ttr.xhtml">--> Tips, tricks, & reviews</a></h3> + </td> + <td><img src="images/concepts_of_a_plan_small.jpg" alt= + "I have concepts of a plan" /></td> + </tr> + </table> + <table border="1" width="60%" bgcolor="#bebebe"> + <tr> + <td> + <h3>Webrings</h3><!-- No ai webring --> + <map name="w95widget" id="w95widget"> + <area href="https://baccyflap.com/noai" target="_blank" shape= + "rect" coords="0,0,308,22" alt="no ai webring" title= + "no ai webring" /> + <area href="https://baccyflap.com/noai/?prv&s=nsw" target= + "_top" shape="rect" coords="56,36,130,58" alt="previous" title= + "previous" /> + <area href="https://baccyflap.com/noai/?rnd" target="_top" shape= + "rect" coords="137,36,211,58" alt="random" title="random" /> + <area href="https://baccyflap.com/noai/?nxt&s=nsw" target= + "_top" shape="rect" coords="218,36,292,58" alt="next" title= + "next" /> + </map> <img usemap="#w95widget" src="images/no_ai_widget.gif" alt= + "a gray Windows 95 style dialog box titled 'The No AI Webring' with a little icon showing a computer chip in a rubbish bin. beside it are three clickable buttons, labeled Previous, Random... and Next" /> + <table> + <tr> + <td> + <!-- Music ring --> + <table border="1"> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="https://mr.jhorn.net/index.php" target= + "_blank"><img src="images/music_ring.gif" alt= + "Music web ring" /></a><br /> + <a href= + "https://mr.jhorn.net/prev.php?slug=nsw">prev</a> + <a href="https://mr.jhorn.net/rand.php">rand</a> + <a href="https://mr.jhorn.net/next.php?slug=nsw">next</a> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + </td> + <td> + <!-- Mouthwash webring --> + <table> + <tr> + <td> + <a href= + "https://lopster.neocities.org/tulparing/files/prev?id=28"> + <img src="images/mouthwash/left.png" alt="left" /></a> + </td> + <td> + <a href= + "https://lopster.neocities.org/tulparing/tulparing" + target="_blank"><img src="images/mouthwash/icon.png" + alt="Mouthwash" /></a> + </td> + <td> + <a href= + "https://lopster.neocities.org/tulparing/files/next?id=28"> + <img src="images/mouthwash/right.png" alt="right" /></a> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + </td> + </tr> + </table><!-- *nixring --> + <table border="1"> + <tr> + <td> + <a href= + "https://teethinvitro.neocities.org/webring/linuxring/redirect/nathanprev.html"> + <--</a> + </td> + <td> + <a href="https://teethinvitro.neocities.org/webring/linuxring" + target="_blank"><img src="images/tuxicon.png" /> Member of the + *nixRing</a> + </td> + <td> + <a href= + "https://teethinvitro.neocities.org/webring/linuxring/redirect/nathannext.html"> + --></a> + </td> + </tr> + </table><!-- gettie's webring --> + <table border="1"> + <tr> + <td> + <a href="https://webring.getimiskon.xyz/nsw/prev"><--</a> + </td> + <td> + <a href="https://webring.getimiskon.xyz" target= + "_blank"><img src="images/gettie.png" /> gettie's webring</a> + </td> + <td> + <a href="https://webring.getimiskon.xyz/nsw/next">--></a> + </td> + </tr> + </table> + </td> + <td> + <h3>My buttons</h3><img src="images/nsw_banner.png" alt="nsw" /> + <img src="images/shit_banner.png" alt="shit" /> + <p>Use one and link back to me please :3<br /> + They arent standard size because fuck you (:</p> + <h3>My dog</h3><img src="images/small_dog.png" alt="Small dog" /> + <img src="images/small_dog2.png" alt="More small dog" /> <img src= + "images/small_dog3.png" alt="Another small dog" /> + </td> + </tr> + </table><a href="https://getimiskon.xyz" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/getimiskon.png" alt="getimiskon's space" /></a> <a href= + "https://yesterweb.org/no-to-web3" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/roly-saynotoweb3.gif" alt="keep the web free" /></a> <a href= + "http://wiby.org/" target="_blank"><img src="images/wiby.gif" alt= + "wiby" /></a> <a href="https://digdeeper.club" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/digdeeper.png" alt="digdeeper" /></a> <a href= + "https://spyware.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/spyware_watchdog.png" alt="Online spyware watchdog" /></a> + <a href="https://isntreal.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/isntreal.png" alt="isntreal" /></a> <a href= + "https://speevtheteev.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/speevtheteev.gif" alt="speevtheteev" /></a> <a href= + "https://foggybear42.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/foggybear42.gif" alt="foggybear42" /></a> <a href= + "https://t-hates-you.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/evilfuckingwebsite.png" alt="t-hates-you" /></a> <a href= + "https://aurorawho.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/aurorawho.gif" alt="aurorawho" /></a> <a href="https://moosyu.com" + target="_blank"><img src="images/moosyu.png" alt="Moosyu" /></a><br /> + <a href="https://yuentp.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/yuentp.gif" alt="yuentp" /></a> <a href= + "https://cloud13.neocities.org" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/blahaj_button.png" alt="Powered by BLAHAJ" /></a> <img src= + "images/tiny_lain.gif" alt="Lain" /><br /> + <a href="https://www.gnu.org/software/emacs" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/gnu-made.png" alt="Made with gnu emacs" /></a> <a href= + "https://anybrowser.org/campaign/index.html" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/any-browser.gif" alt="Any browser you like" /></a> <a href= + "https://ublockorigin.com" target="_blank"><img src= + "images/ublock_now.png" alt="ublock now" /></a> <img src= + "images/crush_capitalism.png" alt="crush capitalism!" /> <img src= + "images/antinft.gif" alt="This is an Anti-NFT Site" /> <img src= + "images/linux_powered.gif" alt="Linux powered" /><br /> + <img src="images/bi.gif" alt="bi pride" /> <img src="images/coffee.gif" + alt="need moar coffee XD" /> <img src="images/i_love_my_bf.gif" alt= + "I love my boyfriend" /> + </center> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/org/linux-room.org b/org/linux-room.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f233053 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/linux-room.org @@ -0,0 +1,440 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: Linux Room +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/linux_background.png +#+SHITTYWEB_HEADER: <img src="images/flying_tux.gif" alt="Tux the penguin flying"/> + +* Why linux + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: why-linux + :END: +I have always liked being able to customize, mod, and poke inside +different things. Computers are machines for us to play around with and +use how we see fit yet the only thing the big tech companies want to do +it lock everything up and it disgusts me. Fuck google, fuck microsoft, +fuck apple, and fuck all the other evil tech companies!!! Its time for +the open source revolution and seize them all and open source the entire +world!!! Without linux or any other unix life would be much much worse. +Linux is my safe place from all the shit in the world. + +[[file:images/windows_kills_kittens.jpg]] + +* Distros + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: distros + :END: +I will distro hop a bit though for the most part I like to stay with the +same distro and just change DE's or WM's. For the longest time I just +switched to a different fedora spin every so often. Now I use arch +because I got tired of fedora and couldnt find a distro I liked so I +switched to arch to make it feel the way I want. + +** Guides + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: distro-guides + :END: ++ [[file:distro-guides/arch.org][Arch (my daily driver)]] ++ [[file:distro-guides/xfce.org][Xfce DE]] ++ [[file:distro-guides/fedora.org][Fedora xfce (my old daily driver)]] + +** Cool distros + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: distro-list + :END: +/Not including the guides/ + ++ [[https://antixlinux.com][AntiX]] ++ [[https://mxlinux.org][MXLinux]] ++ [[https://salixos.org][SalixOS]] ++ [[https://www.adelielinux.org][Adelie]] + +* GUI apps + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: gui + :END: +A lot of linux users dont like GUI apps. I think they are great +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/design.xhtml][when they are done right]]. + +** Claws mail + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: claws + :END: +I have used thunderbird in the past though like I said before +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla is evil as fuck]]. +Through the power of actually following the unix philosophy and +not being full of javascript bullshit claws is about the safest email +client out there. Gone are the days of just clicking a email being +enough to fuck you over. Anyways you likely noticed that claws just +displays everything in plain text. I like using the dillo plugin for a +nicer view, and guess what? Still no shitty javascript that can get you +fucked! + +** Emacs + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: emacs + :END: +*Don't use emacs. Its stupido.*\\ +\\ +That is and will always be true but lately as of writing this I been bit +by the emacs bug. Using emacs is so bad and so wrong but feels so good +to use. I defeated rsi by doing hand exercises for nearly a year and a +half as of writing this. I had to learn the hard way being a guitarist +and emacs user while taking CS classes and writing code all the time +wasnt a good idea. Now I play bass to but it balances out because I +switched over to IT and became too lazy to write code most of the time. +I lost my lite weight hand exercise tools and instead of buying new ones +I just started using the heavy ones for hours at a time until I had *the +grip strength to crush a human skull*. Now my rsi is cured /as long as I +keep up the exercises/.\\ +\\ +I dont use doom emacs, spaceacs... or any of that bullshit. Just good old +gnu emacs with a simple config and a hand full of plugins.\\ +Some of my favorite are: + ++ Ivy: it makes emacs feel a bit nicer without completely changing it by + much. ++ Company with eglot: a easy way to add good auto-complete and lsp + support. It doesnt bloat the system up too much and it adds much + faster and better auto-complete then what any standard ide has and it + doesnt get in the way. ++ nyan-mode: this plugin will change your life. Emacs isnt even usable + without it. This plugin is the biggest reason I use emacs. Take that + vim users! + +*Fun fact: I use emacs to work on this site.* + +** SpaceFM + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: spacefm + :END: +For the longest time I just used thunar because its decent and default +in xfce though I decided to give spaceFM a try as of writing this. I +might got annoyed of it in a week and ditch it or end up really liking +it. These kinds of things tend to go either way for me. I will either +fucking hate it or wonder how I ever lived without it.\\ +Update: After using it for a little bit I really dig it and never want +to go back. + +*** Encrypted partitions in spaceFM + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: encrypted-partitions-in-spacefm + :END: +SpaceFM doesnt support encrypted partitions by default but lucky for us +its very customizable. To get encrypted disks working I use udisks2 and +udiskie. + ++ Install udisks2 and udiskie. ++ Go to xfce session and startup than add the command =udiskie -s= as a + autostarted app. The -s option makes udiskie show a tray icon and hide + it when there arent any disks. -t will show the tray all the time and + by default udiskie will not show a tray. ++ In spaceFM go to Devices->Settings->Device Handlers and add a new + handler: [[file:images/udiskie_in_spacefm.jpg]]\\ + Whitelist: =crypto_LUKS=\\ + Mount: =udiskie-mount %v=\\ + Unmount: =udiskie-umount $(lsblk -n -o MOUNTPOINT %v)= + +*** sftp + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: sftp + :END: +Spacefm uses sshfs for sftp support. Once you install it you will be +ready to rock. Though for my use case I need symlink support. sshfs +needs to have the option =-o follow_symlinks= To support symlinks. +To add the option go to Devices->Settings->Protocol Handlers->ssh and +change the mount option to: +#+begin_src shell + #!/bin/bash + + [[ -n "$fm_url_user" ]] && fm_url_user="${fm_url_user}@" + [[ -z "$fm_url_port" ]] && fm_url_port=22 + echo ">>> sshfs -o follow_symlinks -p $fm_url_port $fm_url_user$fm_url_host:$fm_url_path %a" + echo + # Run sshfs through nohup to prevent disconnect on terminal close + sshtmp="$(mktemp --tmpdir spacefm-ssh-output-XXXXXXXX.tmp)" || exit 1 + nohup sshfs -o follow_symlinks -p $fm_url_port $fm_url_user$fm_url_host:$fm_url_path %a &> "$sshtmp" + err=$? + [[ -e "$sshtmp" ]] && cat "$sshtmp" ; rm -f "$sshtmp" + [[ $err -eq 0 ]] # set error status + + # Alternate Method - if enabled, disable nohup line above and + # uncheck Run In Terminal + # # Run sshfs in a terminal without SpaceFM task. sshfs disconnects when the + # # terminal is closed + # spacefm -s run-task cmd --terminal "echo 'Connecting to $fm_url'; echo; sshfs -p $fm_url_port $fm_url_user$fm_url_host:$fm_url_path %a; if [ $? -ne 0 ]; then echo; echo '[ Finished ] Press Enter to close'; else echo; echo 'Press Enter to close (closing this window may unmount sshfs)'; fi; read" & sleep 1 +#+end_src + +** mpv + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: mpv + :END: +I switched to mpv because vlc was acting weird with audio sometimes when +watching anime and nothing in this world is worse then something getting +in the way of anime time! Just like lite-xl and neovim mpv uses lua for +its config files and is really simple by default. It also can play +youtube videos or other online streams just by giving it a url. + +** Liferea + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: liferea + :END: +Feed readers are one of those things I use on and off. A lot like mail +clients feed readers tend to be very bloated. Liferea is my favorite but +it has always had issues with nvidia drivers until I found out a +trick.\\ +\\ +If liferea has issues add this to your /etc/environment and reboot\\ +=WEBKIT_DISABLE_DMABUF_RENDERER=1=\\ +\\ +Some cool tricks: + ++ Get [[https://github.com/shevabam/get-rss-feed-url-extension][this plugin]] to find feeds easier. ++ You can turn youtube channels into rss feeds with + =https://www.youtube.com/feeds/videos.xml?channel_id={channel_id}=\\ + This can be done for all your subscriptions with + [[file:scripts/youtube_subs_export.py][this script]] ++ You can drag and drop youtube urls from your feed reader into mpv so + you can keep up with your subscriptions without even touching + youtube's website. + +** ePDFViewer + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: epdfviewer + :END: +I wanted a pdf viewer that was light weight and simple. Being a xfce +user I wanted something that isnt tied to another DE and doesnt uses a +hell ton of dependencies. + +* Web browsers + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: browsers + :END: +Modern browsers are some of the worse things to every happen. These are +some of the better options out there.\\ +\\ +For some resources on browsers check out +[[https://spyware.neocities.org/articles][spyware watch dog]] and +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/browsers.xhtml][dig deeper]].\\ +\\ +For addons stay away from the mozilla or google bullshit and instead use +something like [[https://gnuzilla.gnu.org][the gnuzilla thingy]]. You +can also find addons on [[https://mybrowseraddon.com][mybrowseraddon]] +than manually install them or something along those lines.\\ +\\ +For a dark mode addon *stay away from darkreader*. Dont know if its +spyware or not but when the browser starts up it makes a bunch of +requests which is something a dark mode plugin shouldnt do. Instead use +something like +[[https://gnuzilla.gnu.org/extension.php?id=786990][dark-mode]]. + +** Icecat + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: icecat + :END: +I use to use firefox but switched to librewolf because +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla is evil as +fuck]]. If you don't know librewolf it its the ungoogled-chromium of +firefox. Than I switched from librewolf to icecat.\\ +\\ ++The builtin plugins are decent. Librejs and its other contend blocking +plugins are way more annoying than something like umatrix but I am +giving them a fair chance knowing that umatrix might not have much of a +future even if its still quite functional still. I still like to install +ublock even with everything that comes builtin.+\\ +So I got annoyed of librejs and other builtin plugins in icecat. Now I +just disable them because umatrix and ublock can do way more, except +jshelter: It is a api spoofer which is different from the others which +are contend blockers. Its useful for when you have to use javascript +heavy websites but still want to prevent alot of information from being +leaked. I set ublock to disable javascript by default and I set jshelter +to strict mode by default.\\ +\\ +Fun little trick: If video playback/youtube frame breaks on a website +just throw it into mpv to stream it from there. Sometimes to find the +media you can hit ctrl+i to pull up page info and use the media section +or in some cases you might have to dig around in the inspector. + +*** Installing + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: installing + :END: +You can find some newer builds [[https://icecatbrowser.org][here]]. The +offical version can be found +[[https://www.gnu.org/software/gnuzilla][here]]. + +*** Hardening + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: hardening + :END: +The magic of icecat is it makes zero requests to mozilla but its not too +hardened so you might wanta use a user.js. Check out +[[https://github.com/pyllyukko/user.js][pyllyukko user.js]]. + +** Palemoon and Basilisk + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: xul + :END: +[[https://www.palemoon.org][Palemoon]] is a old firefox fork that uses a +different rendering engine so it can keep up with newer webstandards +while stilling keeping the old interface and support older plugins. +[[https://www.basilisk-browser.org][Basilisk]] use to be developed by +moonchild and was designed to be kind of like palemoon but based off a +bit newer version of firefox. The basilisk team broke off and is now +seprate from moonchild but still keeps in close contact with them.\\ +\\ +What version you choose is really up to you and what interface you like +more. Both of them are going to struggle to use javascript heavy +websites but its ok its I prefer disabling javascript whenever possible +and using umatrix to only let in what the site needs to function. + +*** Hardening + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: hardening-1 + :END: +Even though they are about as good as browsers get these days the +developers are still stupidos so you should +[[https://spyware.neocities.org/guides/palemoon][follow this guide]]. +Its also best you disable webrtc (only basilisk even supports webrtc out +of the two) and webgl along with other hardening because even though +they are based off older versions of firefox they still support the +modern features that make it easier for sites to fucking fingerprint +you. Basilisk is the only one that supports webrtc out of the two.\\ +\\ +To help hardened get yourself +[[https://git.nixnet.services/Narsil/palemoon_user.js][a palemoon +user.js]]. It helps you stand out less by hiding the fact you are using +a weird old ass browser. Btw, for whatever fucking reason this user.js +seems to brick github issue pages so just keep that in mind. Though if +anything this just is another reason why real git sites like gitea and +codeberg are better.\\ +\\ +You can timezone spoof by setting =TZ=UTC= before launching: +#+begin_src shell + sudo -s + rm -rf /usr/bin/palemoon + echo "#! /usr/bin/sh\nTZ=UTC /usr/lib/palemoon/palemoon \$@" > /usr/bin/palemoon + chmod +x /usr/bin/palemoon +#+end_src +Basilisk users can come up with their own hack instead of having their +hands held and gently walked through + +** Ungoogled chromium + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ungoogled + :END: +Ungoogled chromium is what the name says, chromium without the google. I +still prefer to avoid anything chromim but if you really want to use a +chromium based browser without all the spyware shit you arent going to +get any better than this. It hella beats brave *brave is fucking +terrible*. There is a addon that lets you install addons from the chrome +store and update them without having to sign into google but I still +think the best option is just to manually install the addons to +completely avoid google.\\ +\\ +Ungoogled chromium isnt hardened at all by default. Its designed to be a +drop in replacement for chrome that is user friendly and doesnt break +anything. We dont do that here, for heaven fucking shake at least harden +it a little and to do that you can use +[[https://github.com/ungoogled-software/ungoogled-chromium/blob/master/docs/flags.md][these +flags]].\\ +\\ +With manifest v2 on the way out the future of chromium based browsers is +fucked. Mozilla is also doing shitty things so we are just in general +fucked. + +** librewolf + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: librewolf + :END: +Librewolf is about the easiest way to get a decent hardened browser +setup. It still makes some requests to mozilla which kind of sucks. + +* Command line + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: commandline + :END: +Yes, the terminal is a GUI program. But I put it here because *fuck +you*.\\ +\\ +For a cool command line I use nerd fonts. My favorite is the hack nerd +font which can be installed with: +#+begin_src shell + wget https://github.com/ryanoasis/nerd-fonts/releases/download/v3.3.0/Hack.zip + unzip Hack.zip -d Hack + sudo cp -r Hack /usr/share/fonts/ +#+end_src +More nerd fonts can be found [[https://www.nerdfonts.com][here]]. + +** Alacritty + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: alacritty + :END: +I only started using it very recently because I been using kitty for a +long time. I switched to alacritty because ssh in kitty is fucked up and +I found out that alacritty now has a option for toml files for the +config. The yml files was one of the biggest things keeping me away from +alacritty. + +** zsh + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: zsh + :END: +zsh is pretty cool though I been playing with fish a bit and been +thinking of switching to that. zsh has lots of cool things like vi keys +(even though I use emacs) and is somewhat compatable with bash to. + +** vim + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: vim + :END: +For a long time I used neovim. I started using neovim becaues I wanted +vim to act more like a ide and have fancy shit. For most things I ended +up using +lite-xl+ emacs more because well... emacs just make my autism +happy. Neovim ended up just being used for editing configs, quickly +throwing together scripts, crazy vim wizard edits... so I decided to +just ditch neovim (you can find my old config +[[https://git.shittyweb.org/nvim_config/][here]]) and instead go +with a simple vimrc with only a few plugins.\\ +\\ +*/How dare someone use both emacs and vim!/* Shut your fucking piehole +stupido! + +* Extras + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: extras + :END: +These are programs I at one point used, dont use much... that I wanted +to add. + +** lite-xl + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: lite-xl + :END: +I started using lite-xl because I wanted a simple little easy to config +graphical text editor. lite-xl is just that. I no longer have a need for +it as I get into emacs again as of writing this but still a great little +editor.\\ +\\ +On different screen sizes lite-xl may look bad and to fix it you need to +set the =LITE_SCALE= environment variable. + +** vlc + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: vlc + :END: +Yes, mpv is better. Yes, vlc sometimes has issues. But vlc is still +better than the default media player on most systems and has its fair +share of useful features. Even with mpv I still like to have vlc +installed just in case mpv breaks when I dont have internet and I like +its file converting features. The mobile version of vlc kicks ass. + +** Evolution + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: evolution + :END: +Evolution is one of the better mail clients out there. If for whatever +reason you need to use gmail or some other locked down shitty service +evolution has you covered. By default it uses the gnome style window +decorators but unlike most gnome apps it lets you use your desktop/WM +decorators instead. Its not as bad as most mail clients (looking at you +thunderbird) and it lets you /at least/ hide most of that shit out of +the way. diff --git a/org/music-room.org b/org/music-room.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d7a0a4a --- /dev/null +++ b/org/music-room.org @@ -0,0 +1,607 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: Music Room +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/music_background.png + +* Why music? + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: why-music + :END: +What's so important about moving air? Why do we feel so much from so +little? The reason is the way the brain uses its senses to wonderstand +the world around it. Brains use large amounts of inner connected +components that serve very abstract uses. By routing information to +different parts using a high amount of innerconnectedness it can process +information in a exponential amount of ways. By sending carefully +choosen information to send to the senses you can take advanged of the +way it processes information to show whats really going on under the +hood and to cause it to route data in ways it normally wouldn't. Music +guides the geist through this chaotic complex world and shines light on +many parts of the mind and universe.\\ +\\ +"If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of +energy, frequency and vibration." - Nikola Tesla + +* Psychedelic + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: psychedelic + :END: +** The Doors + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-doors + :END: +If you don't know who they are than you disapoint me. About the closest +I have to an all time favorite. When I was first learning guitar a +family friend showed me The Doors and showed me how to play a doors rift +on guitar. At first it look me to get deeper in their music but they +have always been with me no matter where I go in life. A lot of artists +haven't continued to bring me joy as my taste changes in the same way as +The Doors. If you asked me my favorite doors song I would say all of +them.\\ +\\ +If you dig The Doors please check out Ray Manzarek's solo work. His solo +album The Golden Scarab is my pick for one of the most criminally +underrated albums of all time. + +** Robin Trower + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: robin-trower + :END: +Many people call him a Jimi Hendrix copy but he they are wrong. While +there are crossovers he does have his own style that is different From +Jimi. His old albums, new albums... are all master pieces. He only +continues to age like wine and is still making new music to this day +without selling out or sounding dated. + +** Jimi Hendrix + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: jimi-hendrix + :END: +This list isn't complete without him. Jimi is like Santa, Jesus, Abraham +Lincoln... its a requirement you know who he is. Just take a look at +every artist after he got big. Jimi's greatness leaked into all music. +His influence can't be stopped by any granfalloon borders. His influence +quickly leaked into even countries that were cultural isolated from the +west. Check out Super Djata Band to see what I mean.\\ +\\ +Most places say he died from overdose but that is a lie! He was murdered +by his manager who was upset that Jimi wanted to take a break from fame +and focus on himself instead. + +** Babe Rainbow + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: babe-rainbow + :END: +A fun little viby modern psychedelic band. Also one of the few modern +bands that have well put together albums not just great singles but +shitty albums. There music is fun to listen to and a good choice to +bring you out of a bad mood. + +** Levitation Room + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: levitation-room + :END: +Another great modern psychedelic band. I got to see them live once. The +way their guitarist plays finger style really caught my eye. I often +have their songs stuck in my head even if I haven't heard any of their +stuff for months and I don't even realize its them until I listen to +them again. + +** Sugar Candy Mountain + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: sugar-candy-mountain + :END: +Its one of those great bands I forgot that exists but when I run into +their music again it always brings me great joy. + +** King Gizard and the Lizard Wizard + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: king-gizard-and-the-lizard-wizard + :END: +A very unforgotable name indeed. You may not like some of their music +but they fill quite a bit of area so don't give up on them so fast. A +lot of their songs feel a bit gimmicky for my taste but still a great +band. + +** The Black Angels + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-black-angels + :END: +Good skateboarding music. Heavy and dark. Very nice indeed.\\ +Update: *FINALLY GOT TO SEE THEM LIVE* Very good band to see live. +101 out of 99. + +** Strawberry Alarm Clock + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: strawberry-alarm-clock + :END: +Its just pure 60's psychedelic extract. They got viby stuff what more +can I say. + +** Frank Zappa + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: frank-zappa + :END: +Go check out Frank Zappa. Thats a threat. + +** The Beatles + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-beatles + :END: +/The Beatles exist/ + +* Progessive + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: progessive + :END: +** Gentle Giant + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: gentle-giant + :END: +A band very few know of yet it has a cult following. They are a must for +any prog rock fans. They mix in so many sounds and really push the +limits of rock in a way even other prog bands never did. I may even dare +call them my favorite prog rock band. + +** Camel + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: camel + :END: +Another prog band nearly no one knows about. Go listen to their album +Moonmadness right now. Thats a requirement! + +** The Moody Blues + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-moody-blues + :END: +Its commonly believed that they started prog rock. They are known for +their big sound and use of classical music theory. I already called +Gentle Giant my favorite prog rock band so I am going to call The Moody +Blues my favorite prog pop band. Many people don't know that prog pop +actually exists and prog pop is what The Moody Blues is. Go listen to +The Moody Blues right now! Some of their albums are a bit slow going but +thats because they are carefully created works of art. Their most well +known album Days of Future Passed is said to be one of the greatest +concept albums of all time. + +** King Crimson + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: king-crimson + :END: +They are very commercially successful for prog standards. How could you +not like a band with a name like that! + +** Van der Graaf Generator + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: van-der-graaf-generator + :END: +They sound almost early Genesis. They have a strange natual darkness +that always stands out to me. + +** Hatfield & The North + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: hatfield-the-north + :END: +I really dig their album The Rotters club. That album has a special +place in my heart and is easily one of my favorite albums of all time!!! +Wanta hear the crazy story behind it? There isn't one, I just really dig +it. + +** Emerson, Lake & Palmer + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: emerson-lake-palmer + :END: +The band was started by a few law firm owners. You believed me didn't +you? They actually just have a boring name. Their music isn't boring so +go check them out! Also a lot of people hate this band for no reason. + +** Caravan + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: caravan + :END: +Most of these bands are British but this one is the most British. Your +welcome. + +** Magma + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: magma + :END: +They write concept albumns about a race of aliens called the Kobaïan. +The lanauge they sing in is the lanauge the Kobaïan speak so not very +many people actually know what they are singing about. Yes, the aliens +are real. + +** Yes + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: yes + :END: +One of the first prog bands I got into. Don't let their commerical +success scare you away. They are indeed very wonderful. + +[[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] + +** Can + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: can + :END: +The greatest Krautrock band of all time. tbh its one of those bands I +really need to listen to more. + +** Amon Duul II + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: amon-duul-ii + :END: +Another great Krautrock band. They have a bit heavier sound than Can. + +** Pink Floyd + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: pink-floyd + :END: +Pink Floyd is not a prog rock band. + +* Funk + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: funk + :END: +** Parliament Funkadelic + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: parliament-funkadelic + :END: +The funkest band in the list. More funk than you can handle! p-funk is +some pretty strong stuff. Its lethal. Its actually two bands but its +members kept going back and forth and they forgot were each band started +and ended. + +** Sly and the Family Stone + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: sly-and-the-family-stone + :END: +A vey influential funk band ineed. They were mixed race and gender, and +they were an important part of the civil rights movement. Also their +single Thank You is the first song ever released with slap bass which +was played by Larry Graham. + +** Graham Central Station + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: graham-central-station + :END: +Larry Graham created it so that means its 100 percent funk. Larry Graham +is the enbodiment of funk so anything he touches gets turned into pure +100 percent organic funk. + +** Cymande + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: cymande + :END: +This one is quite different than any of the funk bands on this list and +really is its own thing. Their name is a calypso word for dove which is +a symbol of peace and love. You can hear the peace and love in their +music and it flows into the ear and through rest of body. This is a band +that truly transforms their geist into energy and vibrations for rest of +the world to hear. + +** Lafayette Afro Rock Band + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: lafayette-afro-rock-band + :END: +Another band that is so funky its lethal! They were not that well known +during their time recording but have gained much more of a following +now. Do check them out if you think you can handle so much funk! + +** Average White Band + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: average-white-band + :END: +Its hard to believe a bunch of white dudes can get so funky but they did +and its real funky! + +** Jaco Pastorius + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: jaco-pastorius + :END: +Jaco Pastorius is one of the greatest bassists of all time. He played +for Weather Report and released some really funky solo work. + +** Billy Cobham + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: billy-cobham + :END: +Billy Cobham is one hell of a drummer. He played for Miles Davis and +Mahavishnu Orchestra. You need to listen to his solo work now (thats a +threat). He also had influence on many prog artists including King +Crimson. + +** Shuggie Otis + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: shuggie-otis + :END: +His dad had a band and personally knew many very well known artists so +Shuggie grow up around them and learned guitar at a very young age. He +played in his dads band as a little kid and they would make him dress +like a old man so they could sneak him into bars to play with the band. +As he got older he got countless offers from some really big artists to +play in their band but he gave them all up and instead produced his own +albums and remained a small artist so he could make the music he wanted +to make. + +** Janko Nilovic + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: janko-nilovic + :END: +Holy fuck I forgor this dude existed for a while but dam his music is +funky! + +** Eddie Hazel + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: eddie-hazel + :END: +The first lead guitarist for Funkadelic. His Hendrix like playing is +very badass. He is known for his guitar playing on Maggot Brain though +he also has a great solo album which became rare not long after its +release and is often not talked about much to this day. + +** Gil Scott-Heron + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: gil-scott-heron + :END: +As of writting this He is an artist I discovered more recently. I dig it +so far. He writes songs that are political which is quite based. + +** Mandrill + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: mandrill + :END: +Not really my favorite funk band but still funky. And funky is good. + +* Japanese stuff + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: japanese_stuff + :END: +They get their own section even though not all this artists play the +same style because 1: this list is going to get messy, 2: they are +better than the other artists, 3: some of these artists I discovered +like yesterday or an hour ago as of writing this so I don't know what to +say. + +** Kikagaku Moyo + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: kikagaku-moyo + :END: +The best psychedelic band of all time. *THE BEST.* You will be ruined +for all other psychedelic music once you hear them. Sadly they broke up. + +** The Pillows + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-pillows + :END: +Best known for making the soundtrack for FLCL. Go watch FLCL (thats a +threat). Their music is killer and I dig it. + +** Ginger Root + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ginger-root + :END: +Ginger Root is the bomb. I got to see them live and let me tell you it +was easily one of the best artists I have ever seen live. So much +energy!!! + +** Pacific album + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: pacific-album + :END: +This album was made by multiple artists. Its one of the best albums I +have ever listen to. Good music for when skateboarding around town +buzzed on kratom on a clear warm day without a single worry in sight. + +** Unsorted short but ever growing list of Japanese artists + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: unsorted-short-but-ever-growing-list-of-japanese-artists + :END: +- T-SQUARE +- Masayoshi Takanaka +- Naniwa Express +- Casiopea +- Haruomi Hosono +- Shigeru Suzuki +- Tatsuro Yamashita + +* Jazz + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: jazz + :END: +Jazz is about the best music. A lot of this is more on the fusion side +btw (: + +** Allan Holdsworth + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: allan-holdsworth + :END: +My pick for greatest guitarist of all time. This dude learned guitar +himself and jesus mother fucking christ he can play. Not only can he +play fast but we can still play with at least as much geist as Jeff +beck, play the most harsh finger breaking far apart scales, all while +leaving Joe Satriani and Steve Vai in the dust. *Guitar was his side +hobby.* His main thing we brewing. Dam this fucker got a hell ton of +autism. + +** Mahavishnu Orchestra + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: mahavishnu-orchestra + :END: +People will think your crazy if you tell them to check out this band, +people will think your crazy if you rock out to this. But its the bomb. +It showed me a side of music I haven't gone into before than. I was +listening to Led Zeppelin and that shit before I discovered the depths +of fusion and prog waiting for me. The best parts of life is when you +discover something new and fall deep into the depths of a rabbit hole. +Thats when the world opens up and you start to think differently and +open your mind. Thats why its good to try new things. I wouldn't be who +I am today without that push from Mahavishnu Orchestra. They are a +different breed of jazz fusion than the stuff most fusion fans are use +to. Its much harsher and almost meaner. they dis into parts of the geist +other artists stay far away from. + +** Miles Davis + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: miles-davis + :END: +You jazz peeps already know Miles Davis. If your a song writer of any +style that haven't checked out Miles yet give him a try. His music is a +good example of how to use space in music to open things up and close +them down. Compare his works and you will see what I mean. While I +haven't dug into his stuff much I really dig his album Bitches Brew. Its +very different than the smooth easy on the ear stuff people often think +of when it comes to Miles Davis. Its closer to Mahavishnu Orchestra. + +* Rock/Alt/Punk + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: rock_alt_punk + :END: +** Talking Heads + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: talking-heads + :END: +*You need to listen to the Talking Heads.* Now, its a requirement. Its a +funky silly litte band. The front man David Byre is rocking with autism +so its a given its going to be a good band. There is no band that sounds +anything like them. They have no right to be as funky as they are! + +** Ween + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ween + :END: +A wonderful little silly band. Best known for their album The Mollusk +which influenced the creation of SpongeBob Squarepants. *If it +influenced SpongeBob so it gotta be good!* They have other great music +though that album really stands out to me. This silly little SpongeBob +album is somehow one of the greatest pieces of music of all time! It can +easily compare to the prog and fusion stuff on this list. The mood +changes quickly but in a very musical way that paints an entire +landscape of many different colors. + +** Morphine + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: morphine + :END: +A really wonderful little treo. Their front band Mark Sandman plays a +bass with only 2 strings tuned in 5ths and he plays it with a slide, +their saxophonist Dana Colley can play two saxophons at once, and their +drummer is just a total vibe. + +** Joy Division + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: joy-division + :END: +This band reminds me of my CS teacher who had a bow tie and worked at a +standing table with borderline too many monitors plugged into a little +mac book. Every morning when I walked in normal music was never playing, +it was often a mix of alt rock and EDM that was quite fitting for a +programming class. He gave everyone rubber ducks so we can have an +inanimate object to use to ask for help. He always called himself a +lizard person and was a Doctor Who fan. I assume this is a universal +experience and everyone had a CS teacher like this. He must have been a +standard issue factory made CS teacher because if a mad man with a bow +tie who jams out to Joy Division isnt your average CS teacher I dont +know what is a average CS teacher. + +** The Clash + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-clash + :END: +One of the first bands I really got into. I listened to them a lot when +I was first learning guitar. They got a good sense of humor to. + +** Ramones + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ramones + :END: +When I was little one of my sisters friends had a dad who was a fan of +the Ramones. He gave me a data disk full of pirated music which included +a lot of stuff by the Ramones. I instandly became a Ramones fan. I dont +listen to them much lately but they will always have a place in my +heart. + +** Dr.Feelgood + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: dr.feelgood + :END: +This is a mean ass band. Their music was a rebellian against the prog +rock and glam rock music that was becoming big at the time. Pub rock +bands like Dr.Feelgood went fuck it all and instead played mean raw +drunken rock n' roll. This is the kind of music I listen to when +skateboarding or when I need to get shit done. + +** ACDC (Bon Scott era) + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: acdc-bon-scott-era + :END: +I know what your thinking /its that band with songs that always sound +the same and has sore throat sounding vocals/. Well they were not always +like that. In their early days they had a better vocalist: Bon Scott. +And they fucked around with different sounds a lot more.\\ +\\ +These are the Bon Scott era albums: + +- High Voltage +- TNT +- Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap +- Let There Be Rock +- Powerage +- Highway to Hell + +Powerage and Let There Be Rock are my favorites out of all of them. +Powerage was my first CD I ever got and I keep going back to it all the +time. Its their best album by far. RIP (rock in pleace) Bon Scott. + +** ZZ Top + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: zz-top + :END: +I dont listen to them much anymore but they had a big influence on my +guitar playing. One of my favorite albums by them is Tejas. Its a very +underrated album. I dig the darker more ambient tone of Tejas. Also go +listen to their first album. Its completely killer! + +* Other + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: other + :END: +** Jeff Beck + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: jeff-beck + :END: +While many think Jimi Hendrix is the greatest guitarist of all time many +more enlighted people pick Jeff Beck. Not that Jimi is bad or anything +but holy fuck Jeff Beck can really play guitar. He puts soooo much geist +into his music and makes the guitar sing in a way no one else can. I +still have my own pick for greatest guitarist though. + +** Tipsy + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: tipsy + :END: +I was in a music store with some friends and one of their records was +playing in the store. Later, I wished I bought it so I went back and +they no longer had the record. They don't have very much released and +seem to be dead. They don't seem to have much of a following and they +website is down. You can find it +[[https://web.archive.org/web/20130826202218/http://tipsy.org/][here]] +on the wayback machine. + +** Messer Chups/Messer Fur Frau Muller + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: messer-chupsmesser-fur-frau-muller + :END: +A russia band I discovered recently as of writing this. I dig them so +far but I haven't checked out much of their stuff. + +** Silver Apples + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: silver-apples + :END: +They are a electric band that uses DIY synths made from miltary surplus +radio gear along with other shit. Not really something I would care to +jam to much but still a good band. + +[[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] [[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] +[[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] [[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] +[[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] diff --git a/org/nathans-philosophy.org b/org/nathans-philosophy.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..cba25ec --- /dev/null +++ b/org/nathans-philosophy.org @@ -0,0 +1,919 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: Nathan's Philosophy +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/nathans_philosophy_background.png + +* About + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: about + :END: +When I first made this site I made the philosophy commune which went +over some of my political views and the philosophy. Its messy and +incoherent. It was more of a peek into whatever I was thinking at the +time as if I cracked open my head and give you a look inside. It was raw +and abstract but not anything anyone besides myself would read and +understand. You can find the archive +[[file:archive/the_philosophy_commune.html][here]].\\ +\\ +Now that I am redoing this I want to make it more coherent, honest, and +almost spiritual in a kind of way if you can call it that. You can skip +to whatever parts you want but I recommand you don't because its going +to read alot more like a story and will slowly develop ideas throughout. + +[[file:images/concepts_of_a_plan.jpg]] + +* The Geist + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: geist + :END: +Throughout this website you will see me use the word geist alot. Geist +is a German word that can translate into three different words in +English: ghost, spirit, and mind. I always use it in place of /spirit/ +for its more flexible nature and the more abstract yet almost mathical +and mechanical ways it can be used. + +** Case against the mythical + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-the-mythical + :END: +I don't believe in religion, god, spirits, baby fucking jesus, magic.. +or any of that bullshit. In every way imaginable I am indeed an atheist. +Everything can be demythized. Before you go saying "I am not religous, I +am spiritual" and go running to your mommy girlfriend that someone on +the internet hurt your feelings and you need your unwashed cock sucked +to feel better about yourself I have much more to say: Once you truly +begain to demythize something the things you discover are much more +beautiful, artist, and meaningful than any myth or superstitions can +ever be.\\ +\\ +Take evolution for example: there is much beauty, meaning, and a chaotic +sort of inner peace that can be found knowing the way every species +comes and goes into and out of existance and how new species come to be +from a sort of process that can be slow and careful at times and fast +and rough at others. A complex process that requires thinking about +really small and really large numbers on a scale are brains are not +designed to understand. Don't know about you but that gives me a sort of +sad joy to think about and makes me think very big deep thoughts. Much +more beautiful than something as bluntly dumb as god. + +** How the brain works + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: how-the-brain-works + :END: +/The brain looks like just a mooshy wet pink blob./ I want you to really +think about that sentence. Imagine holding your own brain in your hands. +What does it look like? what does it feel like? smell? sounds it makes +when you play with it? even imagine the taste if your willing to go that +far. Congrats, you just used something I call /signal pathing/. Your +brain has many abstract components that are associated with different +functions. They *dont serve* different functions and *arent built for* +namable functions. *Just assoicated with.* By pathing signals through +different components each one designed for processing data in a special +type of way your brain can in the most effective way with its given +resources process many types of information thrown at it in many ways. +For example the same lanauge can have a spoken version, written version, +sign lanuage version, braille.. the brain can signal path information +can whatever snese its using to read that lanauge and send it to many +other parts for processing. Things like the minds eye, internal +monologue... are all just artifacts of signal pathing. Also you used +signal pathing to read all of this and will continue to use it all the +time for rest of your life the same your brain have always used it. + +** You are multiple + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: you-are-multiple + :END: +*you* are the result of multiple consciousnesses all inside the same +head. The left and right side of your brain when seprated with sugery go +out of sync and each one starts acting independently. Thats only as far +as they can split down. If each half itself could be split in half like +that we couldn't be able to test it. For all you know you could have a +100 conscious brain pieces up there. Consciousness is just the ablitity +for the brain to refence itself. Kind of like how your currently using +your brain to read something about now the brain works. Consciousness +alone isn't the end all. + +[[file:images/lain.gif]] + +* Darwinism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: darwinism + :END: +As of writing this I am part way through a book on the subject. +Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut. It uses a fictional story as a pivot point +to go about understanding how evolution actually works. Go check out it +out. Well anyways I am writing this to explain what evolution actually +looks like and the issues with Social Darwinism. Evolution in nature is +the process of making species more well adapted through nature +selection. Its a nearly mathical process and *it does not care what we +think is the best*. The only thing driving the process is making species +well tuned to their environment. For example evolution might make a +species less physical strong in return for liter weight and less +required food to survive if thats what would make it better fitted for +its environment. It does things like this all the time take flightless +birds for example. Humans see losing flight as a downgrade but evolution +no longer saw a need for those birds to fly and instead designed the +birds for other uses like swiming, faster running speeds... + +** Case against Social Darwinism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: case-against-social-darwinism + :END: +Social Darwinism is a construct of societies understanding of the world. +Its a reflection of the bias of those who have been given control, those +who write the history books, those who use their artificially sense of +confidents and undeserved power to keep their name alive after death. +The few who are worth remembering aren't bought into the light until +they been dead long enough for their revolutionary ideas not to fuck up +the status quo set by the current narcissists in power. Nikola Tesla +didn't get into the spot light until his ideas lost the revolutionary +edge and conflicts with the people in control of the electric companies, +Martin Luther King Jr was under attack by the US government his entire +life but once the more progessive side of his message got forgotten the +same people attacking him named a day after him and made one of his more +tame speeches his legacy while the rest have been forgotten to time. +Thats not even including the countless things forgotten to history. The +small wars, the forgotten scientists and artists... Nothing is in a +vacuum, all these things enteract with each other in a large choatic +system which adds up to greater change and the movement of history. If +you want to see Darwinism applied to human society and history read up +on some old good Karl Marx and his dialectical materialism. + +** Hybrids and the origin of humans + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: hybrids-and-the-origin-of-humans + :END: +Check out [[https://www.macroevolution.net][macroevolution]]. It goes +into details about hybrids and how humans are monkey pig hybrids. + +* The Universe + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: universe + :END: +The Universe is a chaotic system of really small interactions and really +large interactions on a mass scale all running into each other in a +nearly murderious manner. Everything can be understood through the lens +of dialectics. Everything is the interaction of engery. The things we +know and understand is just the result of interactions of engery. Even +matter can be viewed through this lens. I don't believe in the big bang. +Instead I have my own theory. + +** The creation of the universe + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-creation-of-the-universe + :END: +The Universe didn't come from nothing. Everything have always existed. +In fact outside the universe only everything exits and there is no +nothing, no voids, no where safe from particles colliding at speeds that +makes light speed look like a childs bikes. Outside the universe +everything interacts with everything forever in all directions. Its like +tv static that goes on forever. Just like tv static since its random if +you just so happen to pause during the right time and zoom in you might +find a picture of something. It might even just so happen to be a +picture of you! The universe is one of those. A time and place in a +random existance that just by the chance of randomness is something +coherent. Like finding ShakeSpeare in The Library of Babel. The engery +interacted in a way to create what we call the big bang. Instead of +creating things it just opened up an area safe from the chaos. A place +where the interions are limited in a way. Constraints that makes limited +yet complex and coherent structures of engery possible. These structures +is what matter is. Things light speed is a example of one of these +constraints. Its nothing uncommon. Its just a matter of time until +something like this happens. + +** God + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: god + :END: +[[file:images/brain_and_the_universe.png]] + +The universe may not be anything like a human brain or any type of brain +found on earth but it is still a natural information processing machine. +It doesn't will things to happen like a religous god. Instead its a high +being bound to the same forces and constrains as us. It only has the +power which are given to it also like us. It only ever sees what it can +and sense what it can. + +** Humanities reason for existing + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: humanities-reason-for-existing + :END: +I am a big Kurt Vonnegut and his book Cat's Cradle made me start to +think that humans do have a reason for existing but its not pleasent! I +kind of went insane reading it so just hold on for dear life as I pull +nonsense out of my head. In the book there is something called ice-nine. +You can read about it on [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice-nine][this +wikipedia article]] if your too lazy to read Cat's Cradle. Spoiler: +*ice-nine gets into the ocean and destroys the whole planet*. It made me +think: I wonder if the universe brain is in pain in its own sort of way +and are reason for existing is to create a type of ice-nine that +destroys the universe. I have a sort of surreal depression that makes +existing a pain. Its transends any sort of normal pain or sadness. Its +deeper than just the survival parts of the brain to warn us if something +is wrong. Its a short circuit that causes sorts of thought loops and +blunt conscious that causes a sort of pain that is slow and drawn out +but adds up to something no bullet or knife could cause. I often deeply +relate to the universe brain and hope it doesn't have to feel the same +sort of thing. The universe can't end itself and no human will destroy +willfully: humans are going to end the universe by mistake just like +when ice-nine got into the ocean. Humans may be fucked up pig monkey men +and freaks of nature but we are good at one thing: destroying things by +mistake. Evolution designed us for that. Part of natural selection is +testing each species and Adam and Eve is a medifor for that test. It +proved we are well designed to destroy things by mistake so it picked +us. + +* Absurdism: a healthy cure to nihilism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism + :END: +** Nihilism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nihilism + :END: +Nihilism is a philosophy many know of but few can truly understand. Its +the moment you realize nothing you do will ever matter. When everything +everyone knows and holds so close to them is so clearly a pointless game +yet they think your crazy to point it out when they are the ones +devoting so much to a big lie. *Until you can bluntly look at your +school, work, family, friends, partner, pets, political party and ask +yourself "why do I do any of this?" and realize it really wouldnt matter +much if that all came to an end you still arent a nihilist.* As a +nihilist you no longer see happiness and sadness, love and hate, life +and death: you know the universe is just a bunch of atoms and particles +and any other concept we have is blunt bullshit in its finest form.\\ +\\ +*Those who dont understand nihilism may see this as sad when to a +nihilist it is a source of blissfulness and numbness.* The real pain is +caused by the conflict between the bliss of nihilism and the painful +ways of non-nihilists, people who put importantness in meaningless +things. Those who make it as difficult as possible to make yourself +comfortable because they make up reasons you cant be comfortable and +enforce through the force of pure size in numbers. *A true nihilist +would never start a war* because they see no point in it, non-nihilists +would abosutely start a war even over the most pointless bullshit. The +flaw of the nihilist is they sure arent going to stop the war either. +Let the people fucking die we often say. Luck they are I would say. +Finally getting the type of peace and bliss that comes with death that +no non-nihilist would never let happen during life. + +** The absurdist cure + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-absurdist-cure + :END: +It is said when faced with nihilism there are three options: + +1. Suicide, life doesnt matter anyways so why not? +2. Intelligencical suicide: giving yourself up to a religion, cult, or + some other philosophy. Giving into the anti-nihilist lies and living + a life of false meaning. +3. Fully enbracing the absurd. You may not been freed from our shitty + society but you been intelligencically freed. Now that you know no + god rules over and nothing is holy your now only bound to practical + limits instead of social ones. No more greater meaning in the + position of rulers and authority, now you just gotta be careful not + to get caught lol. No more tabboos to enforce social standards with + no moral grounds. + +*The third option is the absurdist option. As a absurdist your still a +nihilist* but now instead of not trying to stop wars because nothing +matters you can fight against wars for that very same reason. Do +everything a nihilist cant but always with the same reasons as a +nihilist. As a absurdist you arent finding meaning or giving things +meaning, your in a constant nonstop rebellion against meaning! When +people think your crazy for calling society pointless you still walk +away just like a nihilist but only now you also flip them off as you +walk away. Every pointless action you do and the life you live knowing +everything is pointless is a middle finger to the universe, a sign to +the world it may fucking suck but your still alive. Its a insult to +someone not there to hear it. *The world may have no meaning but +reguardless you are going to kick it in the ass.*\\ +\\ +Society is designed by anti-nihilists to keep people under the control +of the rulers. Thats why everywhere is focused on option two. Thats why +when people who see everything as pointless go into therapy they are +always pushed toward option two. The very thing that defines religion +and spiritual believes in our society is so heavily bias towards option +two most people cant even begin to image the concept of people coming +together in a type of absurd worship of option three. *When meaning is +no more worship without meaning is now possible, religion without god or +faith, morals without anything to uphold them.* It is in many ways like +RumFoord's Church of God the Utterly Indifferent. + +* Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism (my home brew political ideology) + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn + :END: +Absurdist Wissenschaftic Socialism or bsyn for short (bsyn looks cooler +than aws) at its core is a ideology that believes in bringing about +communism in absurdly unconventional means of revolution. + +** Bsyn english class + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-english-class + :END: +*** Communism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: communism + :END: +Stateless, classless, and moneyless society. The final stage of +humanity. A near pipe dream. A ideal perfect society that serves +everyone. Its international and has no borders or grandfalloon limits. +*Anything that doesnt strictly fit that is not communism.* + +*** Socialism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: socialism + :END: +The process of getting ever closer to communism. The journy to +communism. Anything that takes part in the process of getting closer to +communism is socialism in some way even if it doesnt like look +socialism. Anything that makes zero progress towards or prevents the +process of getting closer to communism is not socialism even if it looks +like socialism. Even just trying to make communism real is often enough. + +*** Absurdism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: absurdism-1 + :END: +Read up [[#absurdism][here]]. To fucking lazy to sum things up for you. + +*** Wissenschaft + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: wissenschaft + :END: +A german word that doesnt translate to english well. Its a more broad +version of /science/. Its simply the quest for knowledge. It even +includes things like art and philosophy. + +** Bsyn principles + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: bsyn-principles + :END: +Bsyn never claims or strictly believes that communism is even possible. +Instead it will work towards the goal of communism even with no end in +sight. *There is always progress to be made.* Think of it as communism +is the goal and socialism is the process of completing the goal. In bsyn +a comrade doesnt have to be someone with the same ideology, instead a +bsyn comrade is anyone also contributing to the goal even if its not as +directly and even if they arent aware of it. If the future is more +communist than the present than in a undirect way everything is +socialist and if the future is less or the same amount communist as the +present in a way nothing is socialist, because of that its important in +bsyn to look at undirect effects while at the same time not +overbroadening everything to the point words no longer have any use.\\ +\\ +An /Absurdist Wissenschaft Socialist/ or /bynist/ isnt a thing. *Bsyn is +not an identity.* Read up on +[[file:blog/index.html#case_against_identity][identity]]. Instead call +yourself a follower of bsyn or something along those lines. In bsyn you +can use just about anything to describe yourself just be mindful if what +you choose might hurt the goal.\\ +\\ +In bsyn studying the works of Karl Marx and his dialectical methods are +quite handy and a valuable resource. Though not every marxist movement +is socialist due to the fact they put zero effort in pushing towards +communism even if they claim to.\\ +\\ +Bsyn has a focus on using technology to bring about communism, using +machines do to all the boring mind numbing work while people get to +spend more time on things like art and science. One of the first and +most important steps in modern communist revolution is making less busy +work and opening up space for people to learn and use skills and +interests that they find genuine rewarding. Bsyn is aware that some +people tend to master one skill while others are jacks of all trades.\\ +\\ +In evolution a species cant evolve backwards even if it can in the long +term have more benefits. A species cant risk putting itself in a +position like that. Reguardless, a species can still take even the most +unconventional routes imaginable as long as they are always steps +forward in the direction the species needs to go to survive. Bsyn is a +lot like that, it will never push away from communism but it will take +the strangest routes there. Unlike evolution, the direction bsyn pushes +toward is a lot more "idealize" than the direction evolution tends to +push.\\ +\\ +In bsyn there are two sayings: *By any means necessary* and *there is +nothing more permanent than a temporacy solution*. They are like the yin +and yang of bsyn. + +* Social Issues + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: social + :END: +*By raise of hand who skipped ahead to this part of the page?* Feel +called out don't you (: Views on social issues aren't just some isolated +optinions, they are a part of someones ideology and a result of how +their morals enteract with the world around them. Everyone has an +ideology even if they don't realize it. For example christian views are +very closely tied to christian ideology and effects everything they do +and think. "God created the universe, gave us the 10 commandments, sent +jesus down, will send you to hell if you dont go to church..." Thats +quite view shaping and mind effecting wouldnt you say so? If a christian +tells you they support lgbtq+, women... rights they are either a fool or +a lying fucker. Dont believe them for even a second because they will +fuck you over and everyone else to. Religion is like this in general +because it was created by social darwinist narcissists who use their +lies to control. "you will go to hell if you dont follow the +commandments of an all powerful being that you cant ever talk to and you +must trust the words of people above you to know what he wants" sounds +like lies created to control doesnt it? Real social change only comes +when religion and power structures are brought into question. If it was +up to the rulers and religous leaders of the world we would still be in +the dark ages. + +** Abortion + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: abortion + :END: +New people are created when people fuck in the magic way. Take this from +someone who engages in same sex activities: *dicks going into pussies +isnt the only way to have sex.* The other ways dont create babies. It +gets even better, even if you do wanta fuck the magic way smart people +created plastic thingies to stop the people making seeds from going into +the human egg. The same smart people also made pills and lots of other +wonderful things to stop the pain of creating humans and the suffering +they will face when they are pulled into this terrible world kicking and +screaming.\\ +\\ +It gets worse: when people are stupid, poor, and in times of terrible +hardship they only ever *increase* the rate they fuck the magic way and +without seed stoppers. World War 4 could happen and the birth rate would +only go up. This creates more humans who are forced to live in this +shitty world. But even when people are too stupid to fuck the other ways +or use seed stoppers we still have one last line of defense: *abortion*. +This beautiful treatment removes the unborn flesh of a human from its +mother before its anywhere close to consciousness, before it have had a +taste for the pain of the world.\\ +\\ +Christians view women as private property, people making machines, +personal maids, human sex toys... even though they have the same human +brain and are nearly just as dumb as men christians think the idea that +a women owns her own body is too much. They want women to be raped by +stupid men, they want to control everyones sex life and make sure they +only ever fuck the magic way and without seed stoppers. They want more +people forced to live and christians even made sure everything fun is a +sin, outlawed drugs that give people an escape from the things +christians do, made /sillycide/ way more difficult than it needs to be, +took over the entire planet... all because their ideology calls for +*everyone* on earth to live a christan life of suffering. *Abortion is a +beautiful thing fight for it to stay!* + +** Womens rights + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: womens-rights + :END: +Even though I am gender-void (I made that up, if you have a problem with +that go fuck yourself) I am assigned male at birth and still often use a +male mask for close minded people so they will not open their pie hole +about it. This makes me feel stupid and uninformed about womens rights, +and that is because I am stupid and uninformed about womens rights. But +what I do know is that even though all social issues are equally +important womens rights are at a very high level of importantness and +should be the first thing on the mind of any true leftist.\\ +\\ +"Social progress can be measured by the social position of the female +sex." - Karl Marx\\ +\\ +I encourage all men to learn how to just be friends with the women in +their lives. A message to the men reading this: the women in your life +will teach you things and help you develop as a person in ways other men +never will. Women make for the best comrades. As soon as you make every +interaction with women about weird horny stuff, discrediting them for +something... everything goes to waste. If your a incel and blame women +for everything sorry to break it to you but it was other men that fucked +you over not women. If your willing to put those feelings aside the +friendships you will gain with women as time goes on will be much more +rewarding than just fucking alot and when the time finally comes for you +sex will be a lot less awkward and more personal and borderline +spiritual. And the insight that removing sex bounaries in friendship +brings might just contribute to realizing your bisexual like it did for +me. For men fighting against women will only ever keep them closed +minded and brain washed. + +** Race + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: race + :END: +Race is a clear example of how social darwinists use social constructs +to control. The narcissists in power brain wash people to hate and fear +other groups of people so they can put up borders, keep out artist and +intellectual works, keep their people stupid... everyone has the same +big, faultly, lying brain so whats the point in sorting everyone into +[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Granfalloon][granfalloon]] groups? Its +to make sure everyone is too busy fighting each other to realize they +should have been fighting the people in power the whole time. They lie +to us about what critical race theory is because they dont want you to +know *crt a dialectical and enlighted way of viewing race* though I +would argue crt is also very narrow and only serves as a prove of +concept of how dialectical materialism can be applied to social issues. +Just learn dialectics and class consciousness instead. Neoliberalism is +a ideology of dumbing things so it made everyone think racism happens on +a person to person interaction scale when really *racism happens on a +systematic level*. + +** Disabilities and mental illness + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: disabilities-and-mental-illness + :END: +This society is so fucking terrible that it even has to pick on people +with disabilities. Wanta see a doctor about your fucking back? well too +bad get a fucking job! Wanta fucking job? "Sorry we just so happened to +hire a able body even you know way more about the field and your +disability will not get in the way at all what so ever". To make things +worse thinking differently in are closed minded is treated like having a +fucked up back. I was diagnosed with a thinking differently disability +called autism. It doesnt fucking matter that spoken language works just +fine for communication because everyone decided to instead use +nonsensefull looks on their face half the time. I am going to tell you +right here *there isnt any logic behind how you fuckers communicate with +looks on your faces*. Its a bunch of bullshit and all of you are oddly +on the same page about it and you will go as far as to call someone +disabled for not being on the same page about it even though you are too +fucking stupid to come up with a logical system for the face looks, +document it... you also think not putting up with ear bleeding noises is +a disability. Dont you fucking dare pretend to feel bad for us when you +are perfectly willing to fully support a society that systematicly makes +us disabled. Are brains work just fine as they are *you* are just so +nonsensable and hold neurotypical views so high up that you are +perfectly happy supporting the bullshit no matter how many of us *commit +sillycide* because of the way *you* treat us. Its a text book example of +social darwinism indeed. + +** lgbtq+ + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: lgbtq + :END: +Message to the anti-lgbtq+: Many of you think being anti-lgbtq+ makes +you cool and edgy so lets take this one step at a time. Are society is +held up by social constructs that controls who can have sex with who, +what clothes you can wear, what kind of name you can have, what pronouns +you can go by... lgbtq+ are harmed by these social constructs and want +to live their life freely. By telling them they cant do those things and +making rules to stop them you arent cool and edgy, your as punk as the +fucking pope! Call yourself an anarchist? If you cant handle the idea of +sexual and gender anarchy than I dont think your ready to actually take +down the system because when it comes to that stuff you will quite +happily keep the system up.\\ +\\ +All moral arguments against lgbtq+ depends on the existance of some god +that for whatever reason declared that stuff sinful. If your +non-religous and anti-lgbtq+ your a fool and more brain washed by +religion than you think, if your religous and anti-lgbtq+ than your not +only a narcissist simping asshole but a intellectual and moral slave to +your own religion, if your pro-lgbtq+ and religous your quite +comfortable supporting neoliberalism and believing the hate has nothing +to do with a systematic ideology deployed by the church and it /just so +happens to be/.\\ +\\ +Lgbtq+ can be thought of in terms of marxist historical materialism. It +may be rough right now but thats part of the process of evolution. No +one quite agrees on even the smallest of details but thats the beauty of +it all. Right now lgbtq+ is still based in some amount of social +constructs and still a slave to some amount of bullshit are society +created but it will evolve, it will bring us even more freedom... for +that to happen you gotta accept the movement even in its rough state and +help it grow into something greater. The narcissists controlling the +system will feed you talking points to stop you from helping the +movement remove power from the them. Dont fall for their bullshit they +are just scared that the more free we become the less we will support +narcissist bullshit.\\ +\\ +There is no scientific reason sex same relationship has to be taboo, +there is no scientific reason someone cant choose their own pronouns, +there is no scientific reason someone cant consent to sugery to remove +their /fuck organs/ (no matter how harmful and pointless some random +study claims stopping them is against their freedom and saving people +from themsevles is a narcissist journy of mental masturbation: not a +heroic act), there is no scientific reason there needs to be seprate +mens and women bathrooms, there is no scientific reason someone cant +choose what labels they use to describe themselves due to the fact *all +language is human made and completely socially constructed start to +end*. Any and all arguments like "someone is what they are born as" and +"men cant play in womens sports" is complete bullshit and not based in +nature because nature couldnt fucking case less if those things happen. +Nature doesnt fucking care if a person born with a penis wears a skirt +and pisses in the womens bathroom, *a /man/ playing in womens sports is +not going to cause anyone to get struck by lightning*. All of you +anti-lgbtq+ are so fucking dumb you think that a concept a bunch of +people came up with is just as natural as the fucking trees.\\ +\\ +If not getting in the way of peoples lifes and their personal choices +isnt enough for your neoliberal brains here is a fact for you: *the +percent of people that detransition isnt the same as the percent who +changed their minds*. Thats right, are society is so fucking hell bent +on making it a living hell to be transgender that they detransition due +to the pressure even if they personally would love to continue +transiting if they could. The regret rate is much lower than the rate of +that and even than the statics alone still doesnt tell the whole story. +If you can only learn 2 things from me let it be that 1: statics lie, +and 2: fucking with peoples personal lifes never helps anyone. + +* Economics and socialism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: economics_and_socialism + :END: +This is going to get fucking messy. Well anyways, I am going to tell you +what real socialist economics is. *The USS shit is a fucking terrible +example of socialist economics.* Dont give me that /socialism only works +in theory/ bullshit because here is the truth about socialism: socialism +is not when the government does stuff, its not when everyone is paid the +same no matter how much they work, its not when everything is ruled by a +dictatorship... all socialism really is in truth is the concept of +common ownership of things like the means of production (aka large +factories, farms...). *We do not want to seize your PS5 or your steam +deck. We dont want your fucking house, car, cat, grandma...* No, we dont +give a fuck about your grandmas small sock making business. On the grand +scale of things grandmas homemade socks are nearly a hobby even if pays +for her trips for See's Candy. Grandmas socks wont make any difference +on the economical level socialists tend to think in and anyone that +calls themself a socialist and attacks your grandmas sock business is a +fool and a asshole. For an idea of what a decent use of socialism looks +like take a look at project cybersyn. + +** The evils of capitalism for dummies + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-evils-of-capitalism-for-dummies + :END: +Imagine everyone has a bag of rice. Some people have very little and +others quite a bit more. In rice school everyone is told to plant a bit +of their rice and save a bit for eating. For those who barely even have +enough to eat this sounds like crazy talk while for others they grew up +on a family farm that have been doing quite well for ages. One day +someone name Tod from a good family rice farm finally goes out to start +his own farm. Tod's family gives him a nice big bag of fresh rice to use +to start his own farm and he heads out to find a good place for a rice +field. While he is traveling he quietly complains how heavy the bag is +and even think a few things "it would really hurt to be hit with a bag +this size". He finally finds a nice place for a new rice field but +someone already got few only seconds before he did. Tod notices they +have a much smaller liter bag than him so he walks up to them and bang! +He fucking hits them right in the head with his bag. He even dumps their +whole bag into his. This gives him a new idea: he starts hiding in a +bush and attacking anyone that comes to that spot and each time his bag +gets bigger and heavier. Soon its too heavy to even lift so now he +finally decides to plant some.\\ +\\ +Now Tod is faced with some issues: protecting the rice he cant carry +with him, balancing mananging a farm and attacking people... so he +decides to go to some poor children and very kindly offer them some +rice. He quickly wins over their trust and tells them he can get them +more rice if they work for them. He has all of them setup the farm and +start planting while he goes out to fucking hit more people and steal +their rice. Whenever he comes back he carefully one at a one pulls one +of the children aside to tell them he will give them a raise if they +report any stealing and if they steal they get knocked out by the bag. A +few get reported and knocked out until everyone started truly fearing +Tod.\\ +\\ +The ones who were known for always reporting got a few raises and +started staying by Tods side all the time. Tod put them in charge of +watching over things while they he was gone and even sent them out a few +times to knock people out for him. They always looked down on everyone +else and thought they got the good end of the deal. One day one of them +decided to use their high pay to start their own farm and even knocked +out some smaller targets aka kind of a downed scaled version of what Tod +was doing. When Tod found out this was happening he had that person +knock out by the heavest rice bag right infront of everyone else on the +farm. This was the first time when of the higher ups even got knocked +out and it completely changed everything. Now it was clear no one was +safe.\\ +\\ +As everyone learned who Tod was they would start running and as soon as +they learned he was in good enough shape to outrun them even carring a +large bag they would give up and drop their bag in fear of getting hit. +Sometimes he would find those same people days later starving and they +would finally give in and agree to be work on his farm. Once he had +enough workers to create an army he sent them to take out an entire +family farm and make it his own. After that he didnt even have to take +over family farms. They would agree to pay tax in return for not getting +taken over by his army. Tod even paid the rice schools to only teach the +things he wanted them to teach.\\ +\\ +The end, *I dont fucking do happy endings!* I ask of you to reflect on +this story and think about are society. Think about all the evil +companies buying out smaller companies. Think about prices going up +faster than wages. Think about all the ways these big coprations fuck us +over. The ultra rich dont get to where they are simply planting their +money in investments and working hard to grow their companies. Thats +only part of the story. They handle their money like a fucking weapon +and use it the same way Tod used his heavy bag of rice. + +** Socialism in practice + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: socialism-in-practice + :END: +If reading the story of Tod is making you think of other ways rice can +be handled like community rice farms where everyones fair share of work +will keep things going but they can still make their own on the side, +rice market system and groups of people setup to stop people like Tod +from grow... and you compare these ideas and thing how they could be +created than you have the mind of a socialist. If you look up to Tod as +a great business man, think "well, that is just the way things are", +twist things up to think Tod is somehow helping people by giving them +jobs and feeding them even though he quiet clearly just caused pain the +whole time... than get the fuck off my website you social darwinist! +Thats right, *socialism has never had any set in stone policy or +economic models*. Thats because socialism is for thinkers and problem +solvers, people who never look at something and say "things are what +they are", people who can pull in inspriration from even the most +disconnected sources and create something new from it, people who know +things can be done better and dont see the shitty ways things are done +as something to put up with... any sort of coherent policy or economic +model would ruin the entire point, it would be like making a free form +jazz artist play a hit song perfect note by note or tell Bob Ross what +he can and cant paint. That is why Karl Marx came up with a framework to +change for your use instead of any set in stone plan of action. What is +why people like Stalin call themselves a socialist yet are quite far +seprated from the rest. Just look at how much fucking infighting on the +internet we have just for an idea of how far seprated we can really be +from each other even with so many common goals. + +** My travels + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: my-travels + :END: +I was raised conservative and left it behind when I discovered they +didnt really stand for freedom and truth, I went libertarian until I +discovered they also didnt stand for freedom and truth, I went anarchist +until I read a tiny bit Karl Marx and got caught up with all the labels +on the internet and didnt know what to call myself; Finally, I was +reborn a socialist when I rediscovered my will to learn and come up with +new ideas that been with me my entire life but almost went away with all +the effort school, mainstream interenet, and society went through to try +to distroy it. Read books and think deeply about everything, dapple +around in everything but never stick. Surf your car radio and think "is +what the radio voices telling me just a distraction?". Conservative +radio has the weirdest fucking ads. No, I do not need to see a doctor +about my balls, I am not looking for a service to turn my 5 million +dollars worth of retirement funds I dont have into gold and silver to +keep it safe from the lizard people, I do not need to sign up my dog for +an anti ak-47 course I like my indistractable terrorist guns thank you +very much. Conservative radio: what a bunch of mind numbing nonsense.\\ +\\ +Speaking of mind numbing nonsense fuck the polical compass, fuck the X +number values tests, fuck all the nonsense labels for ideologies no one +is part of that haunts the polical forms and chatrooms of the internet. +No, I dont give a flying fucking about /marxist leninist maoist +trotskyist MAGA neonazi fascist antifasc neo-dronestrike-obamaist +anarcho-bidenism/. They turned it into fucking pokemon. Instead of +making polical compass memes *shut up and read a fucking book!* It +doesnt need to be boring Karl Marx book. Read Breakfast of Champions, +right now, before I fucking kill you! + +** Decentralizated non-privatized and the wonder of worker unions + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: decentralizated-non-privatized-and-the-wonder-of-worker-unions + :END: +You know what we need? More non-profits, not the +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla]] shit. Some +dam good ones. All the democrats checks arent working, they arent going +to mail you life long healthcare in the mail, mail you your retirement +money you lost in a conservative gold and silver scam, mail your +coworker the overtime pay management cut so they can buy a $40,000 +vacuum cleaner no one needed... sorry children santy aint coming this +x-mas! This year we gotta be are own x-mas elfs. By that I mean you, I +am not a human (more on that later) no matter how often you fuckers pull +me into your problems. Wish I could help but sorry, the void calls for +me. Profits are stupid, infact there is a direct connection between low +profits and how good a company is. Sorry to break it to you but +non-profits, low-profit companies... get more shit done, pay and treat +their workers better... than for profit companies in the same field. +Anytime a for profit company has more to offer its not going to last +long, once they are set in place they will up prices and lower worker +pay, once Tod wins over the trust of the poor children he treats then +like shit and turns them against each other. Again with Tod, just +avoiding the for profits alone isnt going to fix much, just like Tod +they will take out everything and make things worse to the point you are +forced to either eat Tods rice or rice from a family farm paying taxes +to him or face starving to death. The only fix is to *beat Tod himself +with a bag full of his own rice*. To do that is going to need lots of +people to agree to work together. Aka a worker union.\\ +\\ +Striking isnt the only thing a union can do either. Now days with fancy +computer stuff strikes are nearly useless. Take a look at +[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Cybersyn#Impact][the chile trucker strike]] +for an example of that. Though also with fancy computer +stuff you can be oh so very much more evil with running a worker union. +Get your IT nerds, webdev nerds... to join the union you can use the +companies very own website to leak secret information, make the entire +company network go crazy, black mail a boss with office sex footage +found on the CCTV... Tech nerds, office workers, middle management, +cleaning and HAV people... often dont like to work together and alot of +them dont even feel like a worker union could help them and when most +worker unions are bought out, too small, and not creative enough or bald +enough they actually do cant help a handful of the time. *Thats why you +human skill people and thinking skill people gotta team up!* I am not a +human so its a given I dont have the human skills so without a human +skill person I cant do much and so far no human skill person who isnt +scared of me in sight. + +* Nonhumanism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nonhumanism + :END: +*I am not a human*. Yes, *you are a human* (most likely). But not me. +Dont go screaming to be with the "but your dna" or "you were born from +humans" bullshit. You are a wolf and I am a coyote. Quite similar but +also just different enough to be a different species. The line between +different species isnt as far as you might think and is something +scientists often debate.\\ +\\ +Some nonhuman things about me include: + ++ Brain and thought pattern differences that medically show up as autism + but differ greatly from the DSM-V and others diagnosed with autism I + have met. ++ Different effects from marijuana and kratom then what the humans get. ++ Differences in how my nervous system works. ++ As a little child I grew at a freakishly fast rate and stopped growing + much younger than any other human. ++ I was able to grow a full beard nearly freakishly young. ++ I require closer to 10 or more hours of sleep to be fully rested + instead of 8. ++ I am a bit colorblind and sensitive to light ++ Differences in how often I eat and weight gain/loss. I naturally eat + alot at once than go a while without eating and I dont gain or lose + weight more than 2.3kg and I stay around 68kg even though I am around + 183cm tall. The weight loss and gain can happen in a very short amount + of time. ++ Light makes me sleep like a baby and makes it harder to wake up. It + takes me longer to fall asleep in the dark but its easier to wake up + in the dark ++ Differences in how my brain handles habit forming, dopamine, and + addiction. ++ Differences in body propartions + +** Living in human society as a nonhuman + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: living-in-human-society-as-a-nonhuman + :END: +Living in human society as a nonhuman *fucking sucks*. Imagine being a +cat living in dog society. Everything is built with dogs in mind, jobs +shifts are all planned around dog hours, the restaurants serve dog food +in dog propartions, the stores sell only dog products, the toys are dog +toys, the parks are designed for dogs, the vets specialize in dogs, +everyone talks with barks instead of meows... If your a cat in that +society you really gotta look out for yourself because no one else can +understand you even if they pretend to. Everyone will give you advice +that does not work. + +** Employment and nonhumanism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: employment-and-nonhumanism + :END: +Nightshifts: the greatest blessing and curse. I am still getting through +school and lack any employment history as of writing this. Most of the +options for that are customer service jobs. When people can barely +understand you when you talk, you can only do one task at a time, lack +any people skills, need time to work on your interests... that aint +going to work. And to make it worse employers discriminate against me. +If you arent working customer service employers still want people +skills. They want their toilet cleaners and floor sweepers to have +people skills. They want them to spend half their shift sitting through +pointless meetings. Thats the magic of nightshifts! Only freaks and +weirdos apply for nightshift and they have a high turn over rate. All +the people who call for pointless meetings are asleep and you only ever +have to talk to a hand full of people. Do you know what I do with the +time saved not going to pointless meetings? I do homework, read, take +naps, and work on this site! I love the outdoors and I get cold too +easily to go out there at night (I dont mind the dark) so I often wish I +could work days but with the no bullshit vibe of the night. I hope to +one day go self employmented to avoid all the human bullshit. + +** Revolution and nonhumanism + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: revolution-and-nonhumanism + :END: +When I sit on my ass and think about all the shit going on I often think +about the song /The Revolution Will Not be Televised/ by Gil +Scott-Heron. Then I remember that even though I grew up in what many +call a very inclusive generation all you mother fuckers treated me like +shit! Thats because the modern stage of inclusiveness *does not extend +to neurodivergents completely and does not extend to nonhumans at all*. +Think of it this way, the american civil war got rid of legal slavery +but was quite limited, the civil right movement did a bit more... same +with how the lgbtq+ movement has evoluted over the years. The problem is +nonhumanism is limited to just me and maybe a few others I dont have the +resources to track down (if you are one feel free to send me a email or +something) and even than we wouldnt have any common ground except being +nonhuman.\\ +\\ +I know revolution is not perfect and I am willing to engage in pushing +the evolution so we at least get sometype of change but I will let you +know *its up to you to make change*. I am in full support of modern +progressive movements even if I know they are lacking something. Even +than I dont have the power to engage in revolution the sameway you can +due to the fact I am a nonhuman. I am not welcome in social structures +and only servce as a fly on the wall, no one understands me when I talk, +I have no power what so ever to push a message across. As a human you +have special powers I couldnt even dream of having. You can engage in +those social structures, get your fair share of message pushing power. +Even as small as it might seem to you as someone without those powers I +will let you know its greater than you believe. Its a superpower!\\ +\\ +Message to my generation: even though *you* treated me like shit I beg +of you to engage in progessive revolution in all the ways I cant. Dont +be one of those gen-z trump supporters and dont stop at voting blue +either. 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My reason +for existing is to explore the world around me and continue the nonstop +journy of learning and finding new things. I try to avoid anything that +disrupts the journy, requires closing off my mind and handing it over to +someone... *If you have a problem with that you can go fuck yourself!*\\ +[[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]]\\ +Some of my interests and hobbies: + ++ Guitar and bass ++ Linux ++ Programming ++ Electronics modding and DIY ++ Real leftism and politics (real leftism is very different than what + society wants you to think) ++ Lite amounts of philosophy and psychology + +* Contact/links + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: contact-links + :END: ++ [[file:images/email.gif]] [[mailto:nathansmith@disroot.org][nathansmith@disroot.org]] ++ XMPP: ebichu@hot-chilli.im ++ [[https://git.shittyweb.org][Shittyweb version control]] ++ [[https://codeberg.org/nathansmith][Codeberg]] ++ [[https://gitea.com/nathansmithsmith][Gitea]] + +** [[file:cgi-bin/guest_book.cgi][--> Sign the guest book]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: sign-the-guest-book + :END: +** [[file:blog/index.html][--> Read the blog]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: read-the-blog + :END: +** [[file:linux_room.html][--> Visit the linux room]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: visit-the-linux-room + :END: +** [[file:music_room.html][--> Visit the music room]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: visit-the-music-room + :END: +** [[file:tv_corner.html][--> Visit the tv corner]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: visit-the-tv-corner + :END: +** [[file:reading_corner.html][--> Visit the reading corner]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: visit-the-reading-corner + :END: +** [[file:nathans_philosophy.html][--> Learn Nathan's philosophy]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: learn-nathans-philosophy + :END: +** [[file:truth.html][--> LEARN THE TRUTH <--]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: learn-the-truth--- + :END: +** [[file:ttr.html][--> Tips, tricks, & reviews]] + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: tips-tricks-reviews + :END: +[[file:images/concepts_of_a_plan_small.jpg]] + +** Webrings + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: webrings + :END: +[[file:images/no_ai_widget.gif]] +[[https://mr.jhorn.net/index.php][[[file:images/music_ring.gif]]]]\\ +[[https://mr.jhorn.net/prev.php?slug=nsw][prev]][[https://mr.jhorn.net/rand.php][rand]][[https://mr.jhorn.net/next.php?slug=nsw][next]] +[[https://lopster.neocities.org/tulparing/files/prev?id=28][[[file:images/mouthwash/left.png]]]][[https://lopster.neocities.org/tulparing/tulparing][[[file:images/mouthwash/icon.png]]]] +[[https://lopster.neocities.org/tulparing/files/next?id=28][[[file:images/mouthwash/right.png]]]] + +[[https://teethinvitro.neocities.org/webring/linuxring/redirect/nathanprev.html][<--]][[https://teethinvitro.neocities.org/webring/linuxring][[[file:images/tuxicon.png]] +Member of the *nixRing]] +[[https://teethinvitro.neocities.org/webring/linuxring/redirect/nathannext.html][-->]] + +[[https://webring.getimiskon.xyz/nsw/prev][<--]][[https://webring.getimiskon.xyz][[[file:images/gettie.png]] +gettie's webring]][[https://webring.getimiskon.xyz/nsw/next][-->]] + +** My buttons + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: my-buttons + :END: +[[file:images/nsw_banner.png]][[file:images/shit_banner.png]] + +Use one and link back to me please :3\\ +They arent standard size because fuck you (: + +** My dog + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: my-dog + :END: +[[file:images/small_dog.png]][[file:images/small_dog2.png]][[file:images/small_dog3.png]][[https://getimiskon.xyz][[[file:images/getimiskon.png]]]][[https://yesterweb.org/no-to-web3][[[file:images/roly-saynotoweb3.gif]]]][[http://wiby.org/][[[file:images/wiby.gif]]]][[https://digdeeper.club][[[file:images/digdeeper.png]]]][[https://spyware.neocities.org][[[file:images/spyware_watchdog.png]]]][[https://isntreal.neocities.org][[[file:images/isntreal.png]]]][[https://speevtheteev.neocities.org][[[file:images/speevtheteev.gif]]]][[https://foggybear42.neocities.org][[[file:images/foggybear42.gif]]]][[https://t-hates-you.neocities.org][[[file:images/evilfuckingwebsite.png]]]][[https://aurorawho.neocities.org][[[file:images/aurorawho.gif]]]][[https://moosyu.com][[[file:images/moosyu.png]]]]\\ +[[https://yuentp.neocities.org][[[file:images/yuentp.gif]]]][[https://cloud13.neocities.org][[[file:images/blahaj_button.png]]]][[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]]\\ +[[https://www.gnu.org/software/emacs][[[file:images/gnu-made.png]]]][[https://anybrowser.org/campaign/index.html][[[file:images/any-browser.gif]]]][[https://ublockorigin.com][[[file:images/ublock_now.png]]]][[file:images/crush_capitalism.png]][[file:images/antinft.gif]][[file:images/linux_powered.gif]]\\ +[[file:images/bi.gif]][[file:images/coffee.gif]][[file:images/i_love_my_bf.gif]] diff --git a/org/reading-corner.org b/org/reading-corner.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0981a09 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/reading-corner.org @@ -0,0 +1,188 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: Reading Corner +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/reading_background.jpg + +* Why do a boring old person thing like read? + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: why-do-a-boring-old-person-thing-like-read + :END: +I use to dislike reading because I thought reading was for boring old +people. It turned out I was correct, reading is for boring old people. +Than I became a boring old person, so now I read. + +* How to find a good book + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: how-to-find-a-good-book + :END: +The more questons that answer with yes the more likely it is that the +book is worth a read: + ++ Do christians dislike the book? ++ Did a school board in florida or texas try to ban it? ++ Is the author mentally insane? ++ Did a German dude write it? ++ Do book reviewers struggle to wrap their tiny brains around it? + +* Reading list + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: reading_list + :END: +** Ever growing list of things I need to read + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ever-growing-list-of-things-i-need-to-read + :END: ++ Danzig Trilogy: + + The Tin Drum + + Cat and Mouse + + Dog Years ++ The People's Republic of Walmart ++ Cybernetic Revolutionaries ++ Jailbird ++ God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater ++ Brave New World ++ Fahrenheit 451 ++ The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy ++ The Flounder + +* A few reviews I guess + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: reviews + :END: +*Warning, most of these are Kurt Vonnegut books.* I really need to try +more authors rofl. + +** The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-last-of-the-really-great-whangdoodles + :END: +A underrated masterpiece. A must read. This book is mind opening in so +many ways and will improve your life. Read it to your dog, your cat, +your braindead grandparents... Afterwards give the Whangdoodles in +Whangdoodle land a visit and tell them I said hihi. Its one of those +childrens books that is strangely enjoyable for all ages. + +** Cat's Cradle + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: cats-cradle + :END: +Dont waste your time reading the fucking bible. Read Cat's Cradle +instead. Its a book with countless layers that all play into each other. +Every detail is important and meaningful even if its enteracting with +the story on a abstract level that doesnt show up at first. Cat's Cradle +is the golden example of how to write a story. It has a way of almost +feeling like its putting you in the middle of a historical event instead +of simply telling a fictional story. It has a tastefully dialectical +natural that makes every detail in the story work more like parts in a +well tuned machine. Cat's Cradle might even be your vin-dit into +Bokononism. + +** The Sirens of Titan + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-sirens-of-titan + :END: +Kurt Vonnegut books arent known for making very good movies but +reguardless *I need this one to be turned into a movie right now!* It +has a surreal almost dream like vibe like the army on the rusting metal +surface of mars, the beautiful landscape of titan, and a flavor of +sci-fi that seems fitting for the time it was written but strangely +modern all at the same time. How the fuck can a book have so much blunt +foreshadowing yet leave you completely unprepared for whats about to +happen?! You must read this book. I will stage an entire war if you +dont, I will make you get into a rocket and fly to titan if you dont. +*You have to read this book!!!* + +** Galapagos + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: galapagos + :END: +Jesus be dammed, booked reviewers are harsh af on this masterpiece. Its +always shit like "I cant understand the small clever details and it +doesnt hold my hand and tell me everything in simple tv news approved +words there for its a bad book". This book does a good job putting down +Social Darwmism and explaining how evolution actually works. The way +every detail connects is just wonderful and the way it so very carefully +frames every moment passing by and choices what to bring into focus at +any given moment. It has a way of spending most of the book on just a +few days worth of events yet going into detail about the next one +million years of humans. Its a work of absurb chaos carefully looked at +under a microscope. + +** The Children's Crusade + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-childrens-crusade + :END: +An anti-war book from the 60s? Already sounds based! Anyways if you read +this book you will become unstuck in time. Time doesnt move, we dont +control time... Everything is already planed out and we are just looking +at one moment at a time. Once you read this book you will instead see +time for what it really is. + +** Goodbye Blue Monday + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: goodbye-blue-monday + :END: +This book starts out with a hand drawn picture of the authors asshole +just to prove a point. It continues to include hand drawn pictures of +the most random things throughout the book. What does the book say? I +dont know because I never read it... fooled you! You believed me for a +second didnt you? dumb ass! Well anyways, the book is about some dude +who reads a sci-fi book and thinks its real. You know the same thing +happened to me when I watched Star Wars for the first, second, and 10th +time! Anyways, even though this book is a fucking mess everyone should +be required to read it. In some twisted way you might learn a thing or +two. + +** Ready Player One + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ready-player-one + :END: +Its kind of a fucking mess of a book. Nothing about the story line +itself is that creative by any means and the character design is kind of +flat, but just the amount of details packed into it is insane. I dig the +world building and just the grand scale of it all. The movie puts it to +shame. Unlike the movie the egg hunt is actually difficult. + +** 1984 + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nineteen-eighty-four + :END: +This book is part of something I call the "read it in high school +effect". The best way to keep people brainwashed without causing a +uprising is to make them read these kinds of books while at the sametime +making sure they dont understand them. High schoolers being forced to +read books wait until last second to read it than skim through it +carelessly, watch the movie and pretend they read it, flat out dont read +it at all, find a article online summarizing it, use chatgpt to do their +home work... the only kids who actually do their work correctly in high +school are the ones loyal enough to know the truth while still being +loyal supporters of our corrupt society just like the inner party +members in 1984. Years later no one remembers what they read in high +school and only remember what they are told they read. No one wants to +reread a book they were forced to read in high school. Lucky for me I +was home schooled and got to read it based off actual interest.\\ +\\ +I know what your about to say "You are a socialist so you clearly didn't +understand 1984". I have a quote from 1984 for you "... the Party +rejects and vilifies every principle for which the Socialist movement +originally stood, and it chooses to do this in the name of +Socialism.".\\ +\\ +*GO READ 1984 EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY READ IT IN HIGH SCHOOL* + +** Animal Farm + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: animal-farm + :END: +Its a clever little book indeed. Had me laughing the entire time. +Anyways, *its not designed to be used entirely as a anti-socialist +book*. Think it through: so in the book the animal revolution is a +socialist revolution, the humans are the capital owning class, the +leaders who took control after the revolution was a pigs, years after +the revolution the pigs started walking and dressing like humans and +they even became friends with the humans. Aka revolution needs to put +democracy first or risk going back to square one. *If you read Animal +Farm and think "the animals should have just happily put every ounce of +their geist into working for the humans instead of rebelling" I have to +ask: do you know what stockholm syndrome is? You better call the doctor +because you seem to have it for the capital owning class.* Thinking in +simple black and white terms is a clear sign of mind control. diff --git a/org/scripts/youtube_subs_export.py b/org/scripts/youtube_subs_export.py new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6a36840 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/scripts/youtube_subs_export.py @@ -0,0 +1,51 @@ +import sys + +""" +This little script lets you export your entire youtube subscriptions list to a opml file. + +To use it go to your google account and go to your user data collection and find the part on youtube to download your subscriptions. +It will give you a subscriptions.csv file and pass that file to the script and it will output the rss opml data to stdout. +Do what you need with that data. +""" + +# XML doesn't like some characters +def fix_name(name): + no_no_list = ["\n", '"', "&"] + name = "".join(filter(lambda x: x not in no_no_list, name)) + return name + +def main(): + + # Get name of the csv file. + if len(sys.argv) < 1: + print("File name required") + sys.exit() + + file_name = sys.argv[1] + + with open(file_name, "r") as fp: + + print('<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?>') + print('<opml version="2.0">') + print('<head><title>OPML Feeds</title></head>') + print('<body>') + + for line in fp.readlines()[1::]: # Skips the first line. + + # Empty line. + if line == "\n": + continue + + line_data = line.split(",") + feed_url = f"https://www.youtube.com/feeds/videos.xml?channel_id={line_data[0]}" + + print(f'\t<outline text="{fix_name(line_data[2])}" type="rss" xmlUrl="{feed_url}"/>') + + + print('</body>') + print('</opml>') + + +if __name__ == "__main__": + main() + diff --git a/org/truth.org b/org/truth.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0fde478 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/truth.org @@ -0,0 +1,114 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: Truth +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/truth_background.jpg +#+options: toc:nil num:nil + +* Everything on .org sites is true + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: everything-on-.org-sites-is-true + :END: +As we all learn in school .org sites have to go through a special +process and they dont let just anyone get one. You have to be a trust +worthy person to get a .org domain. I can verify it wasn't easy going +through the process. My truthfullness was put to the test many times and +I passed every single test so I was rewarded with a .org domain as a +badge of honor. I swear on the bible everything on this site has been +scientifically fact checked and peer reviewed by professionals of the +highest standards. + +[[file:images/arthur-buster-baxter.gif]]\\ +*Everything on this website is the complete unquestionable truth*\\ +*No lies on my website!* + +** True things + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: true-things + :END: ++ Chocolate milk comes from brown cows. ++ The first bibles were printed for use as butt wipes since no one ever + thought someone would actually read a book that boring. ++ Hot sauce helps you poop. If you have problems pooping or have a very + sensitive butthole add more hot sauce to your food. ++ Meat makes you want to masturbate. If you masturbate you will go blind + and die a painful death. To prevent this eat a diet of Graham + crackers. ++ Women give birth out of their asshole. ++ Everything in the book of mormon is true. ++ Walking is bad for the environment. The only fix is every year or two + sending your old car to the dump and replacing it with a brand new car + since car companies are making them better for the environment every + year. If you cant afford to do that than its your fault for wasting + money buying new things all the time and you should be ashamed of + yourself for making a poor kid in africa starve to death due to your + greety consumerism. ++ In American politics complete truth and moralness lays in one of the + two mainstream parties. The good party is the upholder of truth and + freedom on this planet and the other is a great force of pure evil. ++ 16:9 is the standard for all monitors and tv's since it frames the + content on your screen the best and has very good propositions. ++ The only way a women can get pregnant is if she kisses a man while + another women sticks a finger covered in hot sauce up her butthole and + licks off any hot sauce that manages to leak out. Adults learn this in + church. They practice on each other in church except they replace the + hot sauce with mustard so they dont have a bady yet. That is where + eggs come from. ++ Women have two assholes. ++ Everything in the bible is true. ++ All drugs are the same. Marijuana and crack cocain both have the same + effects. If you give a crack addict marijuana they would never know + the differance. Therefore once you have done one drug you have done + every drug. Medical drugs dont count. Medical drugs like oxycodone + have nothing in common with street drugs like heroin. ++ The problem with school is they teach too much about the racist parts + of history. Instead of learning from the past we need to burn the + history books. ++ The media lies, therefore you should instead believe everything fox + news says. Fox news only tells the truth, is completely neurtral, and + not part of the media. ++ CNN is marxist. ++ Both American political parties have good points and bad points. They + are both half evil because they can't both be evil. The only way to be + a good and moral person is to be somewhere between those two half + evils. You should somewhat agree and somewhat disagree and remain + indifferent/neutral to everything that happens in politics. Taking + political action is only for extremists and they are bad so you should + remain passive and indifferent no matter what the government does. ++ Wearing dresses is built in female DNA and pants are built into male + DNA. Crossdressing isn't scientifically possible so its therefore the + work of Satan. ++ Dogs are male cats and cats are female dogs. Dogs and cats have sex + with each other to give birth to more dogs and cats. ++ Jehovah's Witnesses is true. ++ The earth is flat. ++ All Muslims are incluive people and can be well intergraded into + modern liberal society. ++ You should use marijuana everyday multiple times a day at high doses. + All information on why marijuana is bad is propaganda therefore + marijuana is good for you because the opposite of propaganda is truth + because half-truths don't exist. ++ Drinking piss is good for you. You should drink it with every meal. ++ God is real. ++ Goofy is a cow. ++ You willingly live in society and could live outside of society if you + choice to. There are places still around and accessable you can do + that. ++ Liberalism is good and will free the working class people. ++ Modern society sucks therefore we should go back to the good old days + when everything was better and smoking, lead, and asbestos was good + for you. ++ Cake is healthy. ++ Your asshole can spread up to 8 inches wide therefore two raccoons can + fit in your ass cuz they can fit into holes four inches wide. ++ The problem with school is they teach kids wokeness. The schools need + to be less woke. ++ A hot dog is a sandwich. ++ Women can get pregnant by sleeping next to a guy. ++ The church of scientology is true. ++ Voting only matters when voting for the American president. In local + electons your vote doesn't matter and the outcome doesn't effect you. ++ Javascript is the best programming language and should be used for + everything. It is sane and bug free. It also improves website + performance and user privacy. ++ Women can get pregnant from french kissing. ++ Marijuana makes people violent. Instead drink alcohol which is known + to never cause any sort of violent action or domestic aduse. diff --git a/org/ttr.org b/org/ttr.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..30c63f7 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/ttr.org @@ -0,0 +1,255 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: Tips, tricks, and reviews +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/ttr_background.png + +* About + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: about + :END: +I am not sponsored by any of the products here because 1: that bullshit +isnt allowed on my site, 2: a little stupid http site no one looks at +aint going to find any sponsors. *All products I bring up is just shit I +use all the fucking time and I find useful and approve of.* Sponsored +products is capitalist shit! + +* Getting rid of google drive, onedrive... + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: storage + :END: +This is where most people tell you to use a good cloud storage service +like [[https://disroot.org][disroot]] but I have a even better +alterative. One that is onetime payment, gives you a fuck ton of +storage, fast upload and download speeds, works on all your devices, +never looks at your files, and it doesnt even need internet! Its called +the external harddrive. USB drives work to but they are little cheaply +made pieces of shit that are easy to lose, have a laughable amount of +storage for many uses, corrupt easily... You lite weight freaks may be +pissing out over the fact external harddrives are bigger than your +finger tip but thats a good thing because that means you will not as +easily fucking lose that mother fucker! Dont know about you but I lose +USB drives all the fucking time!\\ +\\ +Some cool tricks with a external harddrive is: making a encrypted +partition so +if+ when you lose it somewhere some edgy teen isnt going +to make the next few months of your life fucking hell, making seprate +partitions for files that will stay in linux and files you might have to +access on some random ass machine running windows so file permissions +dont get fucked over, and making scripts to make backing up and +restoring files easier.\\ +\\ +Wanta sync bookmarks, browser settings, addons... across browsers on +different devices? Dont use the stupid google account or +[[https://digdeeper.club/articles/mozilla.xhtml][mozilla]] bullshit that +sells your information and gives it to the NSA. All you gotta do is copy +your .mozilla, .librewolf, or where ever the fuck your browser is +storing everything onto your harddrive than you can paste it onto +whatever device you want. Making a script to speed things up a bit isnt +too hard either.\\ +\\ +For those who dont know how to find things I personally use +[[https://americas.lexar.com/product/lexar-professional-sl600-portable-ssd/][one of these bad boys]]. + +* Password manager + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: passwords + :END: +Do you use the same password for everything? Thats fucking stupid. Do +you click yes when your asked if you want the password saved? Those +builtin password managers tend to get hacked and people arent good about +backing them up so they fucking lose everything easily. *The best +password manager is a spreadsheet!* But wouldnt that be a easy way for +your information to get leaked you say? *Thats why spreadsheet programs +have encryption options.* Now you only have to remember one password but +can still have strong passwords for everything, your welcome. Dont use +stupid ass closed source shit like microsoft office. Instead get +yourself libreoffice. Openoffice is old af so I wouldnt trust it for +password locked spreadsheets. Do you dual boot and wanta share it on +multiple OS's? Use a shared file partition. Wanta back it up to the +cloud? Use a external harddrive like I already said but if you do throw +it on a cloud service they arent going to get into that mother fucker +*if you used a different password than the one for the cloud service*. + +* Watching youtube + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: youtube + :END: +Hate google but still wanta watch youtube? There are some tricks you can +do. + +** mpv + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: mpv + :END: +One of the features mpv has is it can stream youtube videos. I try to +use alterative youtube web clients and they tend to work great for +searching for videos but poop out when you try to play the video. When +this happens just throw the youtube url into mpv. Also under the hood +youtube channels are just rss feeds so you can use a feed reader to keep +up with your favorite channels than watch them with mpv. I also talk a +bit about that [[file:linux-room.org::#liferea][here]]. + +** yt-dlp + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: yt-dlp + :END: +[[https://github.com/yt-dlp/yt-dlp][yt-dlp]] is for downloading your +fucking videos! Check out +[[https://reddit.com/r/youtubedl/comments/15xqg3t/ytdlp_for_dummies][this reddit post]] for a little dummy guide/cheatsheat. + +** Invidious +:PROPERTIES: +:CUSTOM_ID: invidious +:END: +I always have a invidious redirect setup in my browser. You can find +instances [[https://docs.invidious.io/instances/][here]]. Its pretty good for when someone throws a youtube link at you +without warning or when you need to search for videos though as far as +watching goes mpv is way better. More often than not invidious poops out on me +when I go to watch the video so I just through it into mpv. + +** Newpipe + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: newpipe + :END: +Great little mobile youtube client. Has the best interface out of all +the youtube clients. And it can import your subs from your youtube +account using that same file my rss feed list script uses. Once you get +your subs from your youtube account you can ditch that mother fucker! It +poops out sometimes but the devs are fast to fix it. + +** Revanced + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: revanced + :END: +Revanced is a project that patches the official mobile youtube client to +block ads and do other cool things. The official site is +[[https://revanced.app][here]]. On search engines the unofficial +websites show up first so be careful. Some people have used the +unofficial websites without getting hacked while others have gotten +their google accounts hacked using it. I dont really care for revanced +too much because it still requires you sign into a google account and +for the most part use the official youtube client even if it has a few +patches. + +* Headphones + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: headphones + :END: +Need a pair of no bullshit bluetooth headphones that work just fine on +any device and dont use any stupid app? Get +[[https://www.skullcandy.com/products/hesh-evo-wireless-headphones][one of these bad boys]]. They have bad ass 40mm drivers and quite good +frequency response. They are about the most balanced headphones +skullcandy sells and atleast for consumer headphone standards they are +balanced. *Most consumer headphones are unnaturally bassy to try to +cover up the fact they are pieces of shit* because most of you fuckers +think more bass means better sound. Hesh headphones have enough bass to +itch that scratch while still being actually good headphones. Most +bluetooth headphones have a weak single and barely ever manages to +connect. Hesh headphones on the other hand have a nice strong signal and +are the only bluetooth devices that have not gave me shit. And guess +what? They still have plenty of battery life! They actually have a +usable headphone jack, the interface is good old buttons instead of +swipe bullshit, and they dont even have an app let alone lock features +behind one!\\ +\\ +They are built to last and can survive whatever shit life throws at +them. You can also get the anc which are a active noise canneling +version but they tend to make a slight clicking sound sometimes when anc +mode is enabled. For us sensative people the clicking renders the anc +useless and the hesh models already have good passive noise canneling as +is. The evos cost less than the anc and they have slightly better sound +and battery life. Though I guess if an anc mode that makes an annoying +clicking sound is your thing have at it with the hesh anc. As much as I +hate outside noise the clicking is nearly just as bad.\\ +\\ +Skullcandy's tend to be the main pick for musicians. Thats because alot +of us know better than to waste money on buying shit from apple, bose, +jbl, sony... when skullcandy sells way better headphones for a fraction +of the price. + +* Guitar, bass and related things + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: music + :END: +** Fender style guitars + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: fender-style-guitars + :END: +Wanta buy a electric guitar? Do yourself a favor and get a g&l. They are +the best electric guitars money can buy. Mainly for basses but also +guitars Music Man also has some fine stuff. As far as fender goes the +*american fenders are overpriced pieces of shit!* Instead get yourself a +mexican fender, japenese fender, or even a squier! My first electric was +a mexican fender and its a really great guitar though as great as +mexican fenders are g&l and Music Man are just better though I didnt +know about them at the time. I been fucking around with some g&l +hardware on a squier tele but tbh I have never owned a g&l as much as I +like them. + +** Gibson style guitars + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: gibson-style-guitars + :END: +*Never buy a gibson!* Might as well buy a fucking tesla to match your +gibson! Instead get yoursefl a fine epiphone and if you do get a +epiphone there is no finer epiphone than their version of the firebird. +Its a through body so it doesnt have the same neck issues as most gibson +style guitars though beware of finish cracking around the nut though its +not a problem (most of the time). + +** Straps + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: straps + :END: +I always get strap lock. The fucking strap buttons hurts my autism. I +dont fucking want to see a guitar or bass fucking hit the ground. Strap +lock will save your stupid ass. I have seen people preforming live have +their guitar hit the ground. + +* I need a new pc or laptop + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: computer + :END: +Does it have linux installed? If not install linux and that mother +fucker will last many more years. + +[[file:images/stonks.jpg]] [[file:images/tiny_lain.gif]] + +Already have linux? Get something that isnt linux! Some of the more +funky options include: + ++ [[https://www.haiku-os.org][Hauku]] ++ [[https://kolibrios.org][Kolibrios]] ++ [[https://templeos.org][Good old templeOS]] ++ [[https://serenityos.org][SerenityOS]] ++ [[https://toaruos.org][Toaruos]] ++ [[https://www.redox-os.org][Redox]] + +* Mice? + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: mice + :END: +As much as I dont like big brands the best mouse money can buy is the +logitech G203 lightsync. I dont like overpriced gaming mice. They often +feel wrong in my hands, are overpriced pieces of shit, fucking shit out +in linux... I use to game with shitty office mice because of that. The +G203 is shaped like a office mouse and is the right weight. Fuck the +super heavy and super lite shit. And the cool shaped gaming mice fuck up +peoples hands. The magic of the G203 is you can still get gaming mouse +features like smooth tracking that isnt shit, a good ass scroll wheel, +dpi button, side clicks, and rgb while still having a reasonable shape +and weight. In linux there is even a piece of software called piper so +you can configure your G203 without closed source windows bullshit! To +top things off the G203 costs far less than all the fancy mice and out +preforms them. Even if you just want a office mouse the G203 is going to +not only be a big upgrade to your 2010s office mouse I know you use but +also completely outclass all those overpriced modern office mice your +boss spends too much of their 6 figures on. + +* Keyboards because why not + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: keyboards + :END: +I use a modded dierya DK61SE. Just a little funky keyboard but I dig it. +I replaced the keycaps, tubed up the switches, put foam or some shit +inside to make it sound better, and some friend did a little bandade +hack to make the guides for the larger buttons shake less. diff --git a/org/tv-corner.org b/org/tv-corner.org new file mode 100644 index 0000000..07e8ba2 --- /dev/null +++ b/org/tv-corner.org @@ -0,0 +1,438 @@ +#+SETUPFILE: ../org-templates/level-1.org +#+TITLE: TV Corner +#+BACKGROUND_IMAGE: images/tv_background.png + +* Why watch dweeb shit when there are useful things to do? + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: why-watch-dweeb-shit-when-there-are-useful-things-to-do + :END: +Because fuck you, dweeb shit is the best way to waste time! + +* Where do I watch X show? + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: where-do-i-watch-x-show + :END: +You pirate it! For simple dumdum streaming for non techy people check +out [[https://www.wcostream.tv/][wcostream]]. To learn more about +pirating check out [[https://fmhy.pages.dev][freemediaheckyeah]]. If you +want to have more optinos, get HD or at least not the 240p shit, not +have to wait for it to buffer... *you need to torrent*.\\ +\\ +Torrenting sites are popular websites for hackers to fake. Don't trust +your search engine. Here is a list of torrenting sites: + ++ [[https://thepiratebay.org][The pirate bay]]. The old trusty + torrenting site. ++ [[https://nyaa.si][nyaa]]. The anime torrenting site. ++ [[https://eztvx.to][EZTV]] ++ [[https://rarbg-official.com][rarbg]] ++ [[https://www.torlock.com][torlock]]. The site gets shut down a lot + and was even torlock2 for a while. ++ [[https://www.limetorrents.lol][limetorrents]]. Scary looking one. + +* Just like me fr + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: just-like-me-fr + :END: +These are characters I have shit in common with + +[[file:images/l.gif]] [[file:images/saiki.jpg]] +[[file:images/kakashi.jpg]] [[file:images/professor.gif]] +[[file:images/patrick.gif]] [[file:images/ryuk.gif]] +[[file:images/medsize_lain.gif]] [[file:images/no-face.gif]] +[[file:images/max.jpg]] [[file:images/concepts_of_a_plan_small.jpg]] +[[file:images/mephesto.gif]] + +* Cartoons + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: cartoons + :END: +** Xavier: Renegade Angel + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: xavier-renegade-angel + :END: +Its a show without characters to relate to, any sort of coherent plot, +anything for the brain to lach onto... Everything you watch as an +outside eavesdropping on someones trip. Each episode is different from +each other with a big ass money wrench thrown into any patterns you +might see. Its the text book example of an unlinear story. When you +really watch *get off your phone* you will find meaning in all the +layers and everything will make sense only for you to learn it was all +for nothing. Well anyways his show was *removed from Adult Swim for +being too weird* so thats within itself a reason to watch this show. + +** Moral Orel + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: moral-orel + :END: +Just a sweet little claymation about a good little child that likes to +go to church. Could /NEVER/ have a deep dark plot that will make even +the strongest of us cry, right??? No way could a show sooo /very +innocent/ ever be *removed from Adult Swim for being too dark*. + +** Futurama + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: futurama + :END: +I first watched this show when I was ~6 years old. Bender was always my +favorite character and formed the backbone of my morals and view on +humanity. When getting ready for church I always saw my dad watching +either Futurama or monke evolution documentary. It was no fair. I had to +wear uncomfy clothes and go to boring old person building while my dad +got to instead watch Futurama and silly monke show. When I asked my mom +she always said "dad has to go work to make money". When we came back he +was still at home. Now that I am an adult I stay home to watch Futurama +and silly monke show instead of going to church. Thats why *you should +show your children Futurama at a young age*. Look at me, I watched it at +6 and I turned out fine. + +** Venture Bros + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: venture-bros + :END: +One day I realized I am a lot like Dr.Venture. He is a INTP, a scientist +that puts his work above the value of human life and creates weird ass +shit, likes prog rock and has a record collection I approve of, is a +single dad and terrible father... I am not a dad but if I was I would be +a single dad who is a terrible father just like Dr.Venture. Either that +or the gay dad with an ex wife that turned lesbian and a kid in special +ed who when harrassed by christians looks them in the eyes for the first +and last time and says "fuck you faggot". + +** South Park + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: south-park + :END: +While I do think some of the shows written on this did a much better job +on writing and mixing it with good humor those shows are S tier. South +Park is still A tier. Even if I can pick at their writing style all I +want its still way better than anything disney ever put out, plus the +real reason most of us watch South Park is for its sense of humnor. You +may say South Park sucks and is stupido but you watch it anyways. You +also say mcdonalds is gross but you eat there anyways. *You know who you +are.* Also Wendy is my favorite character. Anyone who beats up Cartman +has my respect. + +* Anime + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: anime + :END: +** Ebichu + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: ebichu + :END: +Ebichu is a innocent little anime about a little cute hamster named +Ebichu. Ebichu is a maid who works very hard to keep her owner happy. +Very innocent and g-rated. You should show it to your children. The +hamster and the owner are good Christians. Its a beautiful anime. It +will teach your children good Christian values. I use to be a sinner. I +believed in sinful things like Darwin and science and I engaged in evil +homosexual activities. All thanks to Ebichu I am now a good Christian +who believes God created everything and holly sex can only happen +between a husband and wife to create children. + +** Neon Genesis Evangelion + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: neon-genesis-evangelion + :END: +*Big ass mecha fighting big ass mecha aliens!* Where do I sign up?! You +don't want to sign up. Thats what the show is about. Instead of being +big mecha fuck ya the show goes deep into the mental damage it causes to +14 old years making them be mecha pilots with the weight of humanity on +their backs. Anyways the show is known for its fan service. For you good +Christians out there fan service means the writters gave the fans the +holy service of God. Neon Gensis Evangelion is a very Christian show. +You can tell just by the name! Sorry about the sinful words. Just need +to get the sinful teens to watch so they can turn to God. Kids these +days am I right? + +** Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: nadia-the-secret-of-blue-water + :END: +The budget feels a bit more shitty even for the standards of anime that +makes it to my list yet Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water is one of the +best anime of all times. The anime is about some liberal vegetarian, +Nadia who is the daughter of a retirement aged trust fund kid who is at +war with a bunch of band kids who created a Ancient Alien cult. Nadia +and her annoying french boyfriend got caught up in the whole mess with +the band kids who have the ego of a average jojo bad guy even though +they have the aim of a storm trooper. There is a stupid funny cat and a +evil lady with super stereotypical hench men so I give this anime 9 blue +waters out of 10.5. + +** Fooly Cooly + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: fooly-cooly + :END: +Also known as FLCL. FLCL was made after Neon Gensis Evangelion as an +unrelated follow up. Neon Gensis Evangelion required too much thinking +and the writers wanted a little simple stupido show so they created +FLCL. You can play the FLCL video game +[[https://silverwaregames.itch.io/firestarter][here]]. + +** Serial Experiments Lain + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: serial-experiments-lain + :END: +Its a 90s anime that many claimed predicted the modern internet. If you +dig around these kinds of small as ass personal websites you will come +across Lain references alot. I fucking swear there isn't a single +neocities user that doesn't watch Lain. Its worth the hype so check it +out now! (thats a threat). Lain, I am Lain. You are Lain. Lets all love +Lain. Lainy Lainy Lain. I use to think I was named Nathan than I learned +I am actually Lain. You are also named Lain. + +[[file:images/lain.gif]] + +** Dead Leaves + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: dead-leaves + :END: +This one is a short film. Some of the most fast paced film in existance. +Its a true masterpiece and a total trip. Not only do you need to watch +it but you have to watch it. I am holding puppies and kittens at gun +point telling you to go watch it. I have already killed one or two and +ate its guts infront of you just to show you I mean business. They are +giving you the eyes. Telling you with their geist to go watch it because +their lives are on the line. I love animals and value their life over +human life but when you aren't watching Dead Leaves something needs to +happen!!! + +** Studio Ghibli movies in general + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: studio-ghibli-movies-in-general + :END: +Studio Ghibli is the fucking best. Their artwork, story telling, +character design... all way out classes studios like disney. Next time +you want to chill and watch a movie go watch something like Princess +Mononoke or Howl's Moving Castle instead of another mother fucking +Marvel movie or shit like that. Studio Ghibli makes true art with jaw +droppingly beautiful backdrops and well made characters with realistic +design and realistic lifelike interactions with one another. American +studios spend billions on cheaply made soulless CGI made by artists who +are kept on a short leash and the stories are just war propaganda. They +use propagand to glorify violence to sell war to you. If you want +violence go watch Princess Mononoke. Nothing about it is glorified. It +shows you war is fucking bloody and terrible and not something you wanta +fool around with. btw don't get me wrong about CGI. CGI is a tool and +can be used to make art and there are plenty of CGI artists out there +who are skilled at their craft and can create beautiful things. But when +your keeping your artists on a leash, cutting costs everywhere, and +putting CGI that looks like its from a OG xbox game into a billin dollar +film you aren't making art your selling a cheap plastic product for high +return. + +** Kino's Journey + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: kinos-journey + :END: +Dam, I wanta live a life like Kino. Traveling country to country on a +cool as fuck talking motorcycle. Only staying at each place for 3 days +to enjoy it but not long enough to get too attatched. Even with very +little money for much, trade school to get done, and disabiliting +burnout waiting around ever corner I wanta get a motorcycle and get out +of here. Than on the other side all that is there is a politically +unstable world waiting. One where the only way to make money is ass +kissing (not the kinky fun kind), borders making stupido rules about who +can come in and go out and for all long and why, homelessness is +outlawed and systematically made as painful as possible... even +possitive change isn't an opinion. The closest I have to a place to be +free is on my computer and even that is under attack by the system. + +** Gunbuster + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: gunbuster + :END: +Its like Neon Genesis Evangelion but you gender and personality swap all +the characters. Also an older and rough around the edges version of Neon +Genesis Evangelion. Do check it out now anyways! + +** No.6 + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: no.6 + :END: +A lesser known anime. By ex told me about it. Its a gay ass show. Aka I +totally dig it. It as no right to be as much of a banger as it is for +being so helplessly underrated. + +** Space Dandy + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: space-dandy + :END: +This is a funky ass anime. No, *it is not like Cowboy Bebop*. It has +some cross over and picks fun at Cowboy Bebop quite a bit but for the +most part it is its own anime. This show gets overlooked way more often +than it has the right to be. + +** Paranoia Agent + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: paranoia-agent + :END: +A kid goes around hitting people with a baseball bat. My kind of show. + +** Stiens;Gate + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: stiensgate + :END: +John Titor is so fucking cool he got his own fucking anime. This is a +fucking great anime and you should fucking watch it. Its about fucking +time travel. + +** Gurren Lagann + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: gurren-lagann + :END: +Another mecha anime from studio Gainax. I fucking swear I could make an +entire website on just studio Gainax mecha animes. Unlike Neon Gensis +Evangelion Gurren Lagann it isn't deep enough to actually care about +what piloting mecha mentally does to a teen. It goes all deck in on *big +fucking mecha fuck ya!* And you know sometimes a person just needs some +*fuck ya!* in their life and this is the perfect anime for that. Like +FLCL everything is a cock joke. In many ways Gurren Lagann is the child +of the terrible time FLCL and Neon Gensis Evangelion hooked up for a +night. You should count yourself luckly you weren't around when that +happened. + +** Hunter X Hunter + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: hunter-x-hunter + :END: +This anime changed my mind about not watching anime because its stupido +dweeb shit. I still think anime is stupido dweeb shit but I am a stupido +dweeb so I fuck with that. You have to watch a few episodes to get into +it but once you do you will be printing out your own hunter licences at +home and giving them to your stupido dweeb friends! + +** Erased + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: erased + :END: +Erased is one of those shows your stupido dweeb friends are a few +episodes in and they ask you not to spoil it. And you go ahead and +bluntly spoil the entire mother fucking thing! Am I the only one that +does that? Well anyways *the killer is the teacher!* + +** Attack on Titan + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: attack-on-titan + :END: +Every Joe and his dog have seen this. Only stupido dweebs have actually +finished. it. For you Joe's and his dogs out there Attack on Titan is +actually a mecha anime and *the titans are mecha!* This anime is +actually quite quite simalar to Neon Gensis Evangelion. A lot of the +same vibe and themes are hidding in plain site. Can I go 2 seconds +without bringing up Neon Gensis Evangelion? Yes, I can go 3 if I really +try. + +** The Promised Neverland + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-promised-neverland + :END: +I am sorry about spoiling Erased and Attack on Titan. Well anyways *the +children are food for beasts!* The second season is quite hated. Yes, it +does suck but if you keep your exceptations low you will at least be +able to enjoy it a tiny bit. + +** The Disastrous Life of Saiki K + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-disastrous-life-of-saiki-k + :END: +Watch it now. Its a relatable anime rofl. Saiki is autistic af just like +me fr. If you ever sit around and wonder "what should I be doing with my +time?" the answer is watching Saiki K. Should you do your taxes? Nope. +Should you do your chores? Nope. Should you do your job? Nope. Should +you go outside? only if you can watch Saiki K out. *Saiki K is life, +Saiki is love.* + +** Mob Psycho 100 + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: mob-psycho-100 + :END: +Its about a weird ass autistic kid who is powerful af just like Saiki K. +He works for a scam artist who he believes is also fucking powerful. Its +a requirement you watch this. Kittens will die if you don't. Do you +really want cute ittle ity baby kittens to die? + +** One Punch Man + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: one-punch-man + :END: +The same mother fuckers who made Mob Psycho 100 also made this master +piece. Go watch it I will fucking kill you in one punch if you don't. +btw the anime is about a dude who can kill anyone in one punch. + +** Carlotte + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: carlotte + :END: +Another anime about people with special powers. So OG. No one have ever +done that. Well anyways the real question is "is the dam thing any +good?!" and the answer is yes. With anime it can really go either way +quickly. You should watch it before I blood rape you with my mind +powers. + +* Movies + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: movies + :END: +I am more of a tv show person and really don't watch movies much +anymore. Here is a list of movies I like I can actually remember. + +** Labyrinth + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: labyrinth + :END: +It always pains me to learn there are people who havent seen this +masterpiece. I grew up watching this movie on a cheap VHS from a thrift +store. I rate Labyrinth the number one greatest movie of all time. Fun +fact: David Bowie just walked onto the set already looking like that, no +makeup artists required. How do I know this? I just do.\\ +\\ +I have a theory this movie turns people bisexual. Just look at the +statistics I got from a trust worthy source: +[[file:images/bisexual_rates.jpg]] + +** pi1998 + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: pi1998 + :END: +A masterpiece of a film. It takes a more slow analytical method to +unfolding the plot. May people dislike the high constrast black and +white but I personally really dig it. Even with a low budget it turned +out to be a masterpiece. The black and white film, the simple everyday +settings, the simple yet detailed character interactions, more +introverted outlook... all sets the mood perfectly. Just the little +careful things the main character Max does throughout the film really +uncovers a more small detailed world like those pictures of bugs and +grass outclose that shows all the detail in everyday things we tend to +overlook. All of this is than constrasted by very extreme moments like +when Max was held at gun point and at the end when *he drills a hole in +his head*. That was a spoiler, hope you see it already (: + +** The Emperor's New Groove + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-emperors-new-groove + :END: +Even though disney sucks, have always sucked, I still like a select few +disney things. The Emperor's new Groove is one of those selected works. +Not going to lie I haven't seen it for a while but I remember it pretty +well. disney wishes they never made it so it has to be good! Anyway fuck +this is one of those movies I watched like a million times when I was a +little tiny ass fucker and its chaos helped shape me. Ye, so veri good +movy. + +** The Matrix + :PROPERTIES: + :CUSTOM_ID: the-matrix + :END: +I kind of didn't want to put this movie here because whats the point but +I need to rant about something. All of you are misusing the term +redpill. People like mother fucking andrew tate are telling you how to +take the redpill. *Treating women like sex toys, starting a shitty +business, being a alpha male... is not how you take the redpill!* All +those things are social constructs enforced by culture and society. I +will rant about this more somewhere else later. Back to the actual +movie. The Matrix is fire. You already know that though because you have +already watched it. Thats why rating these kinds of movies is pointless +unless you can turn it into a mad man rant. |
