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diff --git a/org/blog/articles/addressing-what-i-said.xml b/org/blog/articles/addressing-what-i-said.xml deleted file mode 100644 index abba375..0000000 --- a/org/blog/articles/addressing-what-i-said.xml +++ /dev/null @@ -1,69 +0,0 @@ -<article> - <p> - A while back I made a post targeting neurotypicals and encouraging violence - and suicide toward them. Fucked up shit indeed. Not very kind and - loving. All stuff I shouldn't have said. A part of me is angry and full of - rage while the other pushes for a world full of love and kindness. I am - ashamed of my blind rage though when I am down it really takes hold. That - is not something I want to do anymore. Violence is not something I want to - push for anymore. - </p> - - <h2>What I have to say</h2> - <p> - No, I will not apologize to neurotypicals hurt by what I said. Instead - I only say that what I said is harmful and a bad thing to push for and - something I shouldn't have said. Here is why: you do not understand what I - have to face as a autistic person. You can pretend to understand but you - still don't. You actively engage in harmful behavior towards us, don't even - try to improve, and actively deny it. Don't go to me saying you understand - because of your autistic sibling. The only thing you have experienced is a - outside pov, a lens clouded by neurotypical ideology. You should admit you - don't understand and admit that you can't understand. Though I know you - will not do that. - <br /><br /> - Neurotypicals torture autistic kids through abs therapy and call it - helping. Accepting us is out of the question. All of you always use - punishment and reward tactics to make us act more like you. This is - comparable to painting all black people white. Acceptance should be the - goal not molding us into your idealized image. - <br /><br /> - I was put in a special ed class and this is what they did and I been - depressed since I was 8 years old. Covid was a blessing when it came - because everyone lost their social skills giving me equal footing and the - years following were a blast though now things are back to - normal. Everywhere I go I am unwelcome and get weird looks. Everything - involving talking to other people is a battle and no one have ever even - thought of accepting my bad social skills. No one have ever even thought - about apologizing for making life hell for me. Any neurotypical I try to - explain this to just brushes it off and/or tries to gaslight me. I am - excepted to constantly bend over backwards and accommodate for - neourtypicals no matter how much it hurts but they are never excepted to - accept me. I see no hope so many times as dark as it is I feel my life - would be better without neurotypicals. - <br /><br /> - If you want an apology so fucking bad why don't you write one to - me first than I might consider. Can't believe this shit. After every punch - I have taken I am now excepted to apologize after giving one back. Spreading - love and all that is great but sometimes people need to be held - accountable. What I said is bad and pushing for violence and suicide is bad - but regardless fuck you! Encouragement for a mass suicide is a very bad - thing to throw into the world and something I shouldn't have done but - regardless I would be lying if I said I would miss neourtypicals if they - all ended up dead one day. I would be lying if I said I wouldn't celebrate - their deaths. I want to love I really do but people who engage in ableism - are not people I can show love toward. - </p> - - <h2>Friendly fire</h2> - <p> - Friendly fire is a very under looked thing until it happens. Sometimes - bullets hurt more allies than enemies. What I said was very unsuccessful as - far as I know at shocking neurotypicals in a manner that made them feel bad - for ableist behavior and made them reflect or even act as revenge toward - toxic neurotypical shit. It did however cause a lot of harm to good people - and that is something I am sorry for. That is the one and only thing I - apologize for. I am very sorry to any good people hurt in my cross fire and - I will not do it again. - </p> -</article> diff --git a/org/blog/articles/employers.xml b/org/blog/articles/employers.xml deleted file mode 100644 index ab06974..0000000 --- a/org/blog/articles/employers.xml +++ /dev/null @@ -1,66 +0,0 @@ -<article> - <b>Warning: I wrote this in a bad mood. tbh I should see a therapist about my - feelings instead of say these things. Deep down I am a caring person though - years of being treated like shit turned me mean.</b> - - <h2>My hatred</h2> - <p> - There are many things people dislike about capitalism including worker - exploitation, shittification, ads, basic needs being over priced, monthly - payments for fucking everything, and mass environmental damage. As small of - a component it may seem my least favorite part of capitalism is job - hunting. Employers are such fuck faces. They want a fancy resume, many - years experience for the entry level position they put up, the type of body - language that is full on discrimination against autistic people like - myself, a personalized cover letter to the employer... It's just ass - kissing, more ass kissing, and even more ass kissing the entire way. When - applying to jobs I am lucky to even get a email back. Actually getting a - interview is out of the question. tbh I don't even know how I got my - current job. The schedule sucks though switching schedules or jobs is out - of the question. I can apply to all the jobs in the world and get nothing - back even if I do everything right. - </p> - - <h2>Discrimination</h2> - <p> - Employers have a massive history of discrimination. They have discriminated - against races they don't like, women, lgbtq+, the disabled, the young, the - old, religions people, atheists, and in my case against autism. Even if you - are qualified if you don't match their ideal image of a employee they will - fuck you over. They still ask for things like race and gender even though - they claim to not use those as factors for hiring. If you don't answer they - will fuck you over for that as well. They care way too much about body - language. Some of us aren't good at body language and don't have any hope - at learning it since its a skill you either are born with or lack. Body - language <b>is not</b> based on a logical system and can not be understood - through a logical framework. They couldn't care less about actually - qualifications anyways. Instead they are simply looking for actors to play - the role of employee. Not discriminating is not something they are capable - of. If one group of people gets some type of protection they will find - others to fuck over. - </p> - - <h2>What should be done</h2> - <p> - <b>Every employer and hiring manager should be slowly and painfully rapped - to death.</b> They will all be hooked up to torture rape machines which - will inflict constant unbearable pain 24/7 until they die. They will be fed - food paste through tubes and forcefully kept alive as long as we can still - torture them. They will never see the light of day, eat real food, or have - a moment that isn't pure pain every again. - </p> - - <h2><b>IF YOU ARE A EMPLOYER OR HIRING MANAGER YOU SHOULD KILL - YOURSELF</b></h2> - <p> - It would really improve the life's of everyone else. It's quite - easy. Overdosing on opioids can be a painless way to go and fentanyl is - quite cheap to. You will simply become so calm and bliss you will stop - breathing. Just drift off into a warm fuzzy sleep forever. Nothing to worry - about once your dead. Just bliss. That's way better than what you - deserve. You might be avoiding a very slow and painful death. Your entire - life is just work and stress. Take the easy way out while doing us a - favor. Two birds with one stone. - </p> -</article> - diff --git a/org/blog/articles/new-type-of-eugenics.xml b/org/blog/articles/new-type-of-eugenics.xml deleted file mode 100644 index be6651c..0000000 --- a/org/blog/articles/new-type-of-eugenics.xml +++ /dev/null @@ -1,80 +0,0 @@ -<article> - <b>Warning: I wrote this in a bad mood. tbh I should see a therapist about my - feelings instead of say these things. Deep down I am a caring person though - years of being treated like shit turned me mean.</b> - - <h2>A bit of insight</h2> - <p> - Eugenics throughout history always been very neourtypical at its core. It - wants those who can look and act the part for the given status quo - perfectly. The system calls for those who uphold it even if against their - own interest and eugenics is the idea of breeding people to do so. It's - just straight up human domestication. I have said this before but why - should a system be upheld by the suffering of those holding it up? What is - so great about this larger machine made of people when the world is - experienced through the parts and not the machine itself? The answer for - the most part is it's a toy for narcissist leaders (they are all - narcissist) so they can war against each other with their societal - machines. Take the cold war as a example. Even if systematic eugenics - doesn't take place a form of it still happens. The system is designed to - make it easier for those it likes to reproduce while those it doesn't like - are forced into isolation. - </p> - - <h2>Neourtypicals are awful</h2> - <p> - These people are only bound to the nonsense rules of body language, social - sills, and social norms. They hold the values of these norms above ethics - and quality of life. If people must suffer for their pointless game than so - be it is their mindset. Women use to eat tape worms to stay super thin for - context. You may think that is crazy and wouldn't happen these days but - look again mother fucker. They will engage in LOTS of unhealthy things to - follow the norms. Wouldn't be that bad if it was just self induced though - that isn't the case. They <b>demand</b> everyone follows their ways or gets - punished resisting. They don't have any self reflection either. They will - <b>never</b> be kind toward autistic people like myself, they will - <b>never</b> became more accepting, they will <b>never</b> give up their - terrible ways. They are bred to be this way. Between breaking a norm or - dying they will choice dying. You can not reason with someone who rejected - reason for a system built on nonsense. - </p> - - <h2>Remove neourtypicals from the gene pool</h2> - <p> - I would argue we should just kill them all. Would say to torture them first - but apparently neourtypicals enjoy torture so not worth the bother. At the - very least they need to be removed from the gene pool. This is a great deal - for them. They don't have to spread their terrible genes and they get to - stay alive. We can even sterilize them in a manner that doesn't get in the - way of sex. The issue is they are bound and determined to keep their awful - ways alive. They are determined to make sure people suffer. Killing the - neourtypicals might just be the best route. - </p> - - <h2>I shouldn't have to bend over backwards for you</h2> - <p> - I shouldn't be expected to learn social skills anymore than a blind person - should be expected to learn how to read print. I know it's pointless trying - to tell you but will you <b>ever</b> realize social skills aren't a logical - system but a collective construct in the neourtypical mind and outside the - context can not be understood. I am just trying to live a good life while - you are bound and determined to make it worse. <b>You are the one that has - to change not me.</b> - </p> - - <h2>If you are neourtypical</h2> - <p> - Just kill yourself. You are not able to accept us. Your brain isn't wired - to be able to. As long as your alive you will cause pain to us. If you have - any amount of empathy and self awareness you would use it to kill - yourself. It doesn't matter if you have autistic <i>friends</i> or siblings - who you are <i>nice to</i>. I have had to pretend to get along with lots of - neourtypicals and your siblings and <i>friends</i> with autism are quite - likely doing the same. We see your fake kindness and it hurts. Did you ever - stop to think that we are living creatures with feelings?! If you actually - care about them than do what is best for them and kill yourself. - <br /><br /> - <b>Edit: Following advice from me is often a bad idea. Do not kill - yourself. I have not forgiven you but please don't do it anyways.</b> - </p> -</article> |