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+#+TITLE: ·wiikifox's den: about me
+#+AUTHOR: ·marlo "wiikifox" alfonso díaz
+#+LANGUAGE: en
+
+* principles
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       principles
+:END:
+
+if there's a single constant in my identity, is that my identity isn't
+constant. however, certain ideals have become a permanent part of me.
+
+** freedom
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       freedom
+:END:
+
+freedom is the inherent right of every living being --- may it be fulfilled or
+not. my freedom ends where other's start, so nothing that i do should limit what
+you can, nor viceversa.
+
+** equity
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       equity
+:END:
+
+equity levels the ground where we exert our freedom, acting as a countermeasure
+to the inherent inequality of life. equity gives the everyone the tools they
+might need to achieve what others can without them.
+
+** creativity
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       creativity
+:END:
+
+creativity is the way we enjoy this level ground: when you're free from any
+burden, what else is there to do but to create, and enjoy the creations of
+others? art, creation, is the essence of what makes us human.
+
+** chaos
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       chaos
+:END:
+
+chaos is the source of creativity, the spark that ignites the creational fire
+within us, chaos is what drives a free, burdenless life. nothing lasts forever,
+everything changes --- even memories do.
+
+** playfulness
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       playfulness
+:END:
+
+playfulness is the embrace of chaos, the acceptance that life doesn't make
+sense, and doesn't need to. do what makes you happy, let others do what makes
+them happy. enjoy life, since we don't know what comes next.
+
+* the story of my life
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       life-story
+:END:
+
+i was born in the city of ·cienfuegos, ·cuba, on march of _2009_. however, i'd say
+that my life started much, much later, somewhere between september and november
+of _2023_. and why? --- you might ask. well, it's not a short story.
+
+my family was your typical nuclear family: me, my mother, and my father. my
+father was a reckless man, gave his life to pleasure without fear of
+consequences. he lost his right leg to smoking before i was born, some sort of
+arterial disease. his left leg followed years later, when i was _9_ or _10_ years
+old. his heart was next, when i was _11_, as he was driving home after visiting
+me --- my parents were divorced at that point, and i lived with my mother and
+stepfather in another city.
+
+my mother, on the other hand, was a very different kind of person. she was ---
+and still is to this day -- a ·jehovah's witness, and raised me as such. if you
+haven't heard about ·jehovah's witnesses before, you just need to know that
+they're a high control religion, or --- as anyone who's left likes to call it
+--- a *cult*.
+
+** growing up as a ·jehovah's witness
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       jws
+:END:
+
+being raised in a cult made it take control over my entire life pretty
+fast. where even thought is regulated, there's no room for individuals, only the
+hive mind of "brothers and sisters" that comprise the community. i spent my
+childhood behind a mask, which i eventually forgot i was wearing.
+
+when i first got my hands on the internet, i started by following the advice
+given at the time by /the society/ (the headquarters of ·jehovah's witnesses):
+avoiding contact with anyone i didn't know personally (i.e. other witnesses),
+online discussion spaces (i.e. forums and the like), /apostate/ material
+(i.e. anything talking against the religion), among other things. but
+i grew curious, i started to ask myself /what/ was beyond the garden wall, which
+led me to try out social media for the first time.
+
+i found a place in the furry fandom, which slowly challenged the queerphobia
+that is characteristic in the cult. *cognitive dissonance* started itching.
+
+** a ray of light
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       light
+:END:
+
+i stumbled upon free software and its ideals pretty fast, and under a year of
+owning my first computer i already was running linux and writting software, i
+was 13 or 14 years old. computers have always drawn my attention, and it really
+felt liberating to use my computer on my own terms. i migrated from ·twitter to
+the ·fediverse, before dropping social media altogether. social media overall
+was and is a source of stress for me, but it gave me the closest i had to real
+world connections --- outside of the cult, that is. *cognitive dissonance* started
+burning.
+
+** ·unix.dog: the end of the beggining
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       unix.dog
+:END:
+
+one day, scrolling through some profiles, i found a link to something i had
+never heard about before: a pubnix, a shared unix system; i found a link to
+[[https://unix.dog][·unix.dog]]. i filled in the form, submitted my application, and a few weeks
+later, i was in.
+
+·unix.dog offered an ·xmpp server, where i joined and met other members of the
+pubnix. i started to branch out to other places on the network, meeting people
+that changed my life a lot. i remember a conversation with someone in a group
+chat which impacted me a lot, even if i refused to believe it did then. he was
+surprised to find a ·jehovah's witness on a furry ·xmpp groupchat. i agreed to
+have my beliefs challenged, and he didn't fail at it. i heard for the first time
+of all the atrocities the ·watchtower organization had made, and very good
+arguments against my whole belief system. i ignored him at first, as my "bible
+trained concience" told me to do; but the seed was planted. *cognitive
+dissonance* started hurting.
+
+** cognitive dissonance
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       cognitive-dissonance
+:END:
+
+what does it mean? cognitive dissonance happens when you hold different,
+opposing thoughts and beliefs in your mind. for me, i "knew" i was in the /one
+true religion™/, but also knew all the stuff that was wrong with it. i "knew"
+that homosexuality was a bad thing, but also was friends with lots of queer
+people. i "knew" that the ·watchtower society was always right, but also knew
+all the times that they've backtracked in their decisions several times. i
+"knew" a lot of stuff, while knowing a lot of other stuff.
+
+cognitive dissonance is a feeling that lingers in the back of your head, and
+grows stronger and stronger over time. i slowly started to question everything,
+to be more skeptical towards everything. i realized that the "truth" that i
+believed in my whole life was nothing but a scam, a very cruel and elaborate
+scam.
+
+with time, pain and the great help of my friends, i deconstructed my beliefs, my
+sexuality, and at last: my gender. 
+
+** ·queer-spark.org: current affairs
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       queer-spark.org
+:END:
+
+if unix.dog helped me find my freedom, [[https://www.queer-spark.org/en/][·queer spark]] taught me what to do with
+it, it taught me how to help others to find it too. i learned about ·queer spark
+when it was still called ·jabbering queer, a small ·xmpp server for queer
+folks. it was a safe space to deconstruct and vent, a nice place to hang out. as
+a sample of gratitude, now i help as a volunteer in the project with any help i
+can offer, i'd love to see it thrive even more.
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+#+TITLE: ·wiikifox's den: ·doom
+#+AUTHOR: ·marlo "wiikifox" alfonso díaz
+#+LANGUAGE: en
+
+* i'm now into ·doom mapping!
+turns out, i discovered that mapping for ·doom is really damn fun, so i started
+making maps! this page will serve as an index for my ·doom mapping projects.
+
+* finished projects
+** <2025-09-28 Sun> Temple to Our Father
+this is my first ·doom map, made for ·doom ii in the span of two or three
+weeks. it's themed around a temple to satan, taken over by demons and military
+zombie scientists.
+- [[file:./assets/doom/temple.zip][download]]
+
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+#+TITLE: ·wiikifox's den: index
+#+AUTHOR: ·marlo "wiikifox" alfonso díaz
+#+LANGUAGE: en
+
+* who am i?
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       who-am-i
+:END:
+
+#+HTML: <img src="./assets/avatar.png" alt="a picture of my fursona" id="avatar"/>
+i'm ·marlo, although i usually go as ·wiiki or ·wiikifox online. i'm a
+genderfluid foxxo who likes computers, arts, and an assortment of random things
+too long to put here.
+- [[file:about.org][about me]]
+
+* contact me
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       contact-me
+:END:
+
+you can contact me through the following methods, in order of preference:
+- *·xmpp*:
+  - [[xmpp:wiikifox@unix.dog][wiikifox@unix.dog]]
+  - [[xmpp:wiikifox@queer-spark.org][wiikifox@queer-spark.org]]
+  - [[xmpp:wiikifox@shittyweb.org][wiikifox@shittyweb.org]]
+- *·email*: [[mailto:wiikifox@unix.dog][wiikifox@unix.dog]]
+ 
+* personal projects
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID: projects
+:END:
+
+these are my current public projects:
+- [[file:doom.org][·doom map collection]]
+
+* team projects i'm involved in
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       teams
+:END:
+
+i am or have been part of these projects:
+- [[https://www.queer-spark.org/en/][·queer-spark.org]]
+
+i have a [[monero:8AX7u7tkjhL2w63Nh6rNi1KcMBhPy3aFwSHZUuDY8UX5DLGRmPkqDB2GNC92ohJZmXXPK6pCR32PsbBvxY93qHoHSqhFej9][·monero wallet]], in case you want to make a donation for my work.
+
+* websites of my friends :noexport_gemini:
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       friends
+:END:
+
+- [[https://www.nuegia.net/][·agris]]
+- [[https://ari.lt][·ari]]
+- [[https://thumperya.bandcamp.com][·avery]]
+- [[https://byte.kiwi/][·byte]]
+- [[https://kollumos.neocities.org/][·finley]]
+- [[https://getimiskon.xyz][·gettie]]
+- [[https://unix.dog/~latex][·goosha]]
+- [[https://haydenwu.org/][·hayden]]
+- [[https://dolphinana.codeberg.page][·kittynunu]]
+- [[https://movim.queer-spark.org/blog/maskedwitch][·masked witch]]
+- [[https://shittyweb.org][·nathan]]
+- [[https://wallabra.github.io/][·wallabra]]
+- [[https://osp.gay][·woodrow]]
+
+* other cool sites :noexport_gemini:
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       other-sites
+:END:
+
+this sites have no badges and i have nowhere else to link them, so they go here.
+- [[https://eev.ee][·fuzzy notepad]]
+  
+* webrings :noexport_gemini:
+:PROPERTIES:
+:CUSTOM_ID:       badges
+:END:
+
+- [[https://webring.dinhe.net/][·retronaut]] [[[https://webring.dinhe.net/prev/http://unix.dog/~wiikifox][(←)]] [[https://webring.dinhe.net/random][(?)]] [[https://webring.dinhe.net/next/http://unix.dog/~wiikifox][(→)]]]
+- more coming soon...
+
+* badges! :noexport_gemini:
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+:PROPERTIES:
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